Chapter 334 – Snakes Are Good for Stamina (3)
“This…This…!”
I clenched my fists at Berlioz’s voice, which was somehow unusual.
Something felt good.
Even Baek So-so, who was said to be a genius, showed an appearance of being blocked for a moment… But now I don’t feel blocked at all!
‘Could it be that… I had a hidden talent…!’
As I was throbbing in anticipation, Berlioz removed his hand from his back and said,
“You bastard… You are surprisingly unresponsive.”
“…Yes?”
“Still, I thought it was about the same as Beomjae… Kyakyakyakyak!! When it comes to Kangshin, you are a dunjae! Well, he acted so sluggishly! This is also a dunjaeilman!! Kya kya kak”
For some reason, seeing Berlioz, who was delighted that I was Dunjae, wanted to eat a honey chestnut.
“Ha…”
Well… I was thinking to some extent that this kind of result could come out.
Tristia’s ‘Enchantment’, Bianca’s ‘Strong spirit’ Couldn’t be borrowed even by an assistant teacher, so it seemed that the two of them were classified as skills, not skills.
In the end, it’s difficult for me to use it, having acquired all the skills by trickery.
“…Mr. Berlioz. Then I can’t use the strong body?”
“Um, not that. Basically, the skills that the Goddess taught us were made on the premise that they would be taught to ‘subhumans’ and ‘humans’. Well, there is a difference in efficiency depending on your talent, but as long as you are a ‘human’, there is no way you can’t use it.”
“Then why can’t I?”
“If you think of it in the simplest way… It seems that your deepest emotion is not love.”
“…!”
“…!”
Bianca and Baek So-so seemed more surprised than me at those words.
“Seo-Bang-sama… Isn’t a girl the best!”
“What! You said you would love to see me! It was a lie!”
“Both of you calm down for a second. And Bianca is also intent on killing. Because that has nothing to do with…”
“…Ah, that’s right.”
“…Ah, that’s it too.”
Bianca and Baek So-so are both convinced at the same time.
However, when I think about it again, there is no particular emotion that comes to mind other than love.
“No matter how you think about it, it’s love… Master Berlioz. What if… Really, if… What if I’m not able to do it because I’m not talented enough that even the Goddess didn’t expect…”
“Tsk, didn’t she say that the original woman couldn’t be like that? To make it easier for you to understand… Yes, it’s the same as writing.”
Berlioz, who was squatting in place, began to scribble something on the ground with his finger.
“If you try to learn the text yourself without a book or a teacher, it will be difficult to learn even if it takes several years. But… Don’t you, the original woman, open her way? This means that all you have to do is copy the handwriting written by the original girl next to you.”
The letters Berlioz wrote on the ground were Eugene Fool…
I don’t know who is calling me an idiot, even though I don’t know that I can see my panties clearly.
“Even if you’re an idiot in the world, you should be able to copy and paste. Well, depending on the talent, there may be a difference between bad writing and master writing… After all, it means that if the original woman teaches it, she can definitely use it!”
“…Okay.”
“Yes! In the end, it’s your problem. You must have deep feelings other than love. Find it!”
“…”
Even if I suddenly find it, I really can’t remember it.
“Well, even if I told you to think of it right away, I wouldn’t think of it. So let’s finish today and see you tomorrow.”
“…Yes.”
As I was slightly depressed, Bianca patted her on the shoulder and said,
“Don’t worry too much. What if I can’t use my strength? It is written by me and him.”
“…That’s right. The girl will protect the West, so don’t worry.”
“Thank you. Both.”
***
That night, she took a walk in Carnea alone late at night for the first time in a long time.
Arriving at the empty garden, I quietly whispered my goal.
“…To see the happy ending of this world.”
This is my most important goal, but…
The reason I want to protect the world is because the person I love lives here.
But the deepest feeling is not love…
Bass Rock—
Then, a noise arose from the bushes.
If it was like before, I would have been frightened by the unexpected event, but now I didn’t think much of it because I could defeat the enemies that came out of Carnea by myself.
“…Come out.”
Bass Rock—
Someone reacted to my words and walked out, hurting the bush.
“…Liana?” “Wow! Are you really Eugene? I’ll meet you here ♪”
I asked at Liana’s dusty appearance.
“It’s a mess. What’s wrong?”
“Ah! This… Ahaha ♪ I went to buy a new product from Charmes and ended up like this! Haha♪!”
“… If it’s Liana, she doesn’t have to go in person, right?”
Although her succession to the throne has been lost, Liana is the current emperor’s only bloodline.
One word would open her private exhibition in front of all the luxury prizes her liana…
“Yeah… I guess so. But from now on, I will live by Eugene’s side as Liana, not as the princess. You should get used to things like this!♪”
“…Still, do you shop to the point where it’s such a mess? So, where are the things you bought? I’ll move it.”
“Ah… I couldn’t buy that after all! Ahaha!♪ Maybe it’s because I’m weak, but it’s not as easy as I thought… Well, it’s what I have to do. Don’t mind! Rather, why is Eugene here at this time?”
Liana’s red eyes looking up at me with her waist slightly bent are enchanting.
“I was taking a walk because I was worried for a while.”
“Hey~ I’m curious because it’s Eugene’s concern? Let me know ♪”
Having said that, Liana clings to me.
“…”
I secretly breathed in, wondering if I could smell Liana’s sweat now…
The only thing that crossed her nose was the sweet scent of honey.
“Ah, right now I’m dirty, so if I stick to it, it might be a little bit…It might stink.”
“…It’s sad, but it’s okay because it only smells like honey.”
“Ahaha ♪ Thank you, Yujin. So? What was your concern?”
“Um… So.”
I told Liana, who blinked wide, about everything that had happened in the morning.
Then Liana nodded her head and said.
“Mmmm! After all, Eugene is curious about the biggest emotion she has!”
“Yes. I think it’s love, but Berlioz says it’s not love.”
I never thought it would be this difficult to even know my own feelings.
Then Liana let go of her hand and took a few steps in front of her and looked back at her, she said.
“Eugene! I am the happiest since I was born now! Even meeting you! Walking together like this! Every single one! Huh! Every day is sooooo~! Enjoy it ♪”
“Liana…”
“But… Eugene. My deepest emotion is neither happiness nor love, right?♪”
“…Then what is it?”
Liana lowered her head so that her expression could not be seen, and answered.
“Hatred.”
“…”
“If someone hurts you, yes… I will never forgive you. I will definitely find it and pay you back 100 times… No, 1000 times.”
“…That’s me too.”
“Hehe… Are you happy just hearing that? But am I a heavier woman than Eugene thinks? If you die…”
“…Come to think of it, the last time I heard it, it seemed like Liana was a bit steamed.”
Poo-!
At the same time as her words, Liana suddenly punched her in the chest with her fist.
It was a heavy fist that seemed to contain a lot of sincerity.
“…Hmm… Yujin thinks I’m heavy.”
“No… She’s just heavier than I thought…”
“Eugene? If I say more, will I… Be angry?”
She was Liana with a smile, but not as much as her eyes.
“…All right.”
“Fufufu…♪ That’s nice. Well, I also love that aspect of Yujin who is considerate of me so that I don’t talk about dark things!♪”
“…”
She tried her best not to show off her personality, but it felt like everything was being read by Liana.
“Whoops ♪ In the end, what I want to say is this. Eugene, I know very well that you love me… And us deeply. Thank you so much and happy! But that doesn’t mean you can’t think that your deepest feeling is love! There’s no need to feel guilty about that ♪”
“…”
“I love you the most in the world… But the deepest emotion is still hate, right?”
“…”
Liana was talking with a bright smile, but for some reason she felt sad.
“…Riana, what are you going to do now?”
“What are you doing? Now wash and go to sleep… Ah? Are you teasing me now? Fufufu♪”
At Liana’s words, I nodded her head.
“That’s right. Twisting it If nothing else happens, stay with me.”
“Ahahaha! I am so happy! I also want to be with you, but… I’m sorry? Tomorrow is Channel’s new release date! If I stay with Eugene… Yeah… I’ll never wake up on time…”
Having said that, Liana came up to me and whispered in my ear.
“So… Let’s do a lot next time? Master ♥”
Riana says this, but I can’t let her go.
“…All right. Liana. I’m sorry, but good night”.
“Huh! Sleep well Eugene! I’ll twist you next time♥”
After giving me one last wink, Liana walked towards her dorm.
“…”
After Liana had completely left, I, who was left alone again, looked up at the sky.
Although it stems from her love, Rihanna harbors her hatred, and Bianca harbors her murderous intent.
Then what will I have…
‘…Rather than that, what is my love in the first place?’
In front of the good maman, I enjoy acting like a baby.
However, in front of Marjan, I want to show a slightly dignified appearance.
Not only that, but Lucia, Liana, Bianca, Vivian, and Baek So-so… The shape and direction of love given to each woman I love is different.
“…That’s right.”
I mean my love is wide enough to contain everyone, but not deep enough.
‘…Then my deepest feelings are.’
After thinking and thinking alone, I realized.
My The deepest feelingsWhat this is
