Chapter 42 – Tilted Balance (5)
“Rope…”
“…”
“I really only have you now…”
The smell of immorality pervades the room. Warmth. Desperate. And sincerity. It is not uncommon for such feelings to feel so immoral. It was a contradiction that only a childhood friend who betrayed me once could have.
But unlike yesterday, there was no sign of lies in it. Lena now knows that if she doesn’t put her heart into it, nothing will be conveyed.
So this time, I entrusted that small heart to my hands. The sound of her heart beating echoed in her chest. So that I could feel the heartbeat closer, Lena gently pressed the top of my hand.
“Ah…”
Lena’s lips couldn’t reach as her rough fingers dug into her soft skin, letting her moan out. Her broken head trembled on my shoulder.
“Haa…Hass…”
“Lena.”
“No…Don’t tell me. At least for now.”
Exhaling her heavy breathing, Lena buried her face in my shoulder. Suddenly, a slight fever rose on her forehead. In her quivering breath, her lips parted helplessly spilled evidence of her pleasure.
It wasn’t just her lips that drooled like that. Every time she moved her hand, hot beads of sweat flowed, and her thickly wet breasts clung to her hands, not knowing that they would fall off. In the meantime, as her plump nipples pricked her palms, an electric current ran through her body without my knowledge.
And Lena twisted her whole body in response to each movement of her fingers. The face buried in her shoulder let out a trembling breath every second. Eventually, when I forced my hand away from her, Lena hurriedly grabbed her wrist.
“It’s okay Lope. It’s okay because…”
“Lena.”
“You’ve been wanting to touch me since before, didn’t you?”
“…Enough now.”
“I don’t like it. I can do this much. I… This is the first time I want to be touched like this…”
The last word contained a bit of joy. Lena now grabbed her other hand and pulled it into the hem of her dress. There was no shyness of a chaste virgin. There is only her instinctive pleasure.
Haha!”
Lena’s voice was filled with pure joy as her man’s hands filled her breasts. The constant rubbing of my thigh against my leg seemed to reach a climax just by touching it. Between the thin hem of her skirt, something she didn’t know whether it was sweat or love juice flowed.
Having reached her climax once, she grabbed my hand and craved for even stronger pleasure. As if she couldn’t be satisfied with just being touched anymore, she moved her fingers in search of a place that made her feel good. The realm of pure pleasure that I didn’t know when I was trampled by beasts. In my touch, I was realizing the joy of a woman, not a woman’s instinct.
Haha…!”
Lena, who was caressing herself with her stranger’s hands, roughly grabbed her own breasts. As her fingers dug deep into her brittle flesh, she let out her groan as if she couldn’t take it any longer.
“Ah ah ah ah ah…!”
“Lena.”
“Ha… Lope… Haaa…”
It seems he can’t hear me anymore. The deeper her fingers dug, the more her whole body trembled, and her tears dripped down her parted lips. The stronger the pain, the harder it is to distinguish it from pleasure. In the orgasm that came again, she bit my shoulder hard. Before I knew it, my legs, entangled like snakes, vibrated like crazy.
“Lo… Lope… Lopee…”
“…”
“I love you…You love me too, don’t you?”
“No.”
“Lie. You wanted this too.”
“Stop it, Lena.”
“No. I can’t take it anymore. It’s just the two of us here…”
As if the last string controlling her reason had loosened, Lena began to take her clothes off urgently. She was so excited that she couldn’t even move her fingers properly, so she even ripped off some of them. Then, when I tried to take my hands off her breasts, she pressed herself tightly to prevent her from doing so.
“It’s okay. It’s really okay. So touch me.”
“Do not do that.”
“Why. Wasn’t it a bit lacking with me? Is that Saya girl so good? Or… Is it because of her ugly appearance?”
Lena suddenly tugged at her own collar, revealing deep bruises on her shoulder blades. She then appealed to me with a look as if she were about to cry.
“Is it because of this? You don’t think it’s ugly, do you? No, you should feel sorry for it. You shouldn’t feel sad for it.”
“I think it’s pitiful. But that’s different.”
“There’s nothing else! Me… It’s always been your role to comfort me, so why are you trying to change now? You still like me, right? That’s the same, right?”
“I…”
“Look at this Lope! Can’t you really feel anything? Really?”
She kept pushing her own wounds at me. As her memories did not work, it seems that he brought out sympathy this time. But I finally put my hand that slipped through the hem of my dress deep into my pocket. Lena saw that and she shook her head violently.
“Isn’t it? You’ve been liking me for a really long time… You’re going to change now?”
“You changed a long time ago. I told you. I don’t like you anymore.”
“Don’t lie! It can’t be. It can’t be!”
Every time Lena shook her head, her bright red hair splattered like her blood. It seemed that she was not ready to accept her reality yet, as she had only now burst into her virginity and had become an adult of hers.
“No. Don’t do that. Lope. You only have me. Don’t try to change now.”
“Already changed.”
“This is what you’ve been wanting all your life. I want it now too. So please love me. I don’t need anything else, please!!!”
Bang!
…
Suddenly, the door opened violently from behind. Lena and I both turned her heads in that direction, startled. Darkness leaked through the room through the rattling door.
And from there, Saya, wearing a hood, slowly walked out.
“…”
“You… What are you?”
“…”
“No way…”
A chill appeared on Lena’s face, as if she was conscious of something in my gaze. She asked in a gruff voice, frowning her sternly.
“Are you a bitch called Saya?”
“…”
“You’re right? Yes. I think I saw you yesterday. It was you? The bitch who was pushing against Lope.”
“…”
“Why no answer? Say something. Who the hell are you…”
“Hello, Lena.”
Then, without any warning, Saya’s sweet voice flowed out. Unlike usual, her voice, which was deep and down, was unusually soft. Even Lena closed her mouth, blurring the end of her words involuntarily. Saya approached her like that.
Then, he slowly raised his head and met Lena’s gaze.
“I guess I don’t remember.”
“Yes… Who are you…”
“It’s okay. I expected that.”
“You… You… What the hell…”
Saya clasped her hands neatly in front of her as she panicked. And Lena winced and stepped back behind her. At that moment, whether it was coincidence or inevitable, the sunlight came in from outside the window and scattered on Saya’s hair.
Like an elegantly dressed aristocratic woman, Saya naturally brushed her hair and tilted her head. Then, the sunlight that shone through her streamed down like a jewel, revealing a particularly white nape of her neck. There, even the scent of forget-me-nots spread subtly.
At that moment, the superiority of each other was already determined. Even so, Saya blinked her long eyelashes and continued to stare at her. Lena seemed to be pierced by that gaze. She hesitated, then slowly pulled up her disheveled collar.
“You… You…”
“Rope.”
“Yes?”
“Are you hurt?”
At Saya’s sudden question, I turned my gaze to my shoulder. There, Lena’s tooth marks from earlier were clearly visible.
“He asked.”
“Yeah. But it’s not that serious. It’s just…”
“I’ll disinfect it.”
“What? No, you don’t have to…”
Even though I refused, Saya was approaching me at some point. Then, unlike her, she kissed my shoulder without hesitation.
“…!”
“…”
The moment Saya’s moist lips met, I unknowingly clenched her fist. It wasn’t the first time her lips touched my body, but unlike her palm, the nape of her neck was overly sensitive. Watery saliva dripping down. The soft texture of the skin. And above all, the sloppy sound that sucks my wounds. It all pushed the senses to the limit and eventually paralyzed them.
“Ugh…”
“…”
“Ah…”
Different voices came out of the three people’s mouths. But no one listened to each other’s reactions. Just focus on your own actions. Thanks to that, I couldn’t tell what kind of expression Lena was making now.
It wasn’t until after a long time that Saya parted her lips with a groaning sound. She kissed her so tightly that her warmth stayed on her shoulder for a while. Turning her head slightly, there were no traces of Lena’s teeth left, but instead the marks of Saya’s lips.
Amid all the spectacle, Lena was at a loss for words as she stared blankly at us. It was the same for me too, so I didn’t even think about opening her mouth. Only Saya could break that silence.
“Let’s go.”
“Ah… Yes.”
“Rope…”
Rena barely came to her senses and barely called out my name. But before she could speak, Saya grabbed my hand and led me outside. In the end, Lena’s last words could not be heard and she fell to the floor.
The moment the door closed, the sun shining through it tickled my cheeks. Saya didn’t let go of my hand even after she got out completely. I slowly opened my mouth over her slightly bowed head.
“Saya.”
“…Stop it.”
“Yes?”
“Don’t say anything.”
I was puzzled and tilted her head. Then, very slowly, Saya’s face began to turn red. Only then did I let out a sigh of relief from her.
“Why did you do that?”
“I did it because I thought you were in trouble.”
“Is that all?”
“That’s… I don’t know.”
The last word fell without confidence. Saya fidgeted with her clasped hands, then lifted her head.
“Are you close with Lena?”
“It used to be.”
“Then is he a precious person to you?”
“Maybe, but not anymore. At least for now.”
“I see…”
Saya blurted out her words once again. Her blushing face continued to heat up as if it would never return to normal. Her unknown emotions were roiling her body inside her.
“To be honest, I don’t know why I did it. It’s just… I’m so insecure about you being with him.”
“Are you anxious?”
“If you stay with him, bad things will happen to you. And more than anything, I felt like I was being taken away from you.”
I was taken aback by the unexpected answer. Saya also stammered her words, probably embarrassed by her own feelings.
“This…Isn’t it? I know it’s strange too. I know I’m not your only friend, and I know you have a lot of important people. .”
“That means…”
“Even I can’t put it in one word. Until the day came, you must have thought that I might really be your only friend. Of course, I knew it was nonsense, but it still felt good. Since Mom is gone, all I have left is you.”
The one word that Lena appealed to came to me once again. But that was different from Lena’s words in terms of weight. And the feelings I feel too.
“I regretted it every moment after coming to the land of humans. Being neither an elf nor a human, I couldn’t fit into this society at all. If it wasn’t for my mother and if you didn’t take care of me, I would have given up everything.”
“…”
“But my mother is no longer on this earth. I couldn’t even stay on her deathbed, I just know that she passed away. Since the person I loved the most in the world is gone like that, to be honest, I don’t know if there is any reason to live. If there is a chance, there is only one. .”
“Buy.”
“…Sorry Lope. I know I shouldn’t be like this.”
Saya looked at me once again. The hood she was wearing came off slightly, revealing her hidden ears. She said in a low voice, her ears pricked up a little.
“Maybe all I have left now is really you.”
“…”
The word that came out again remained in each other’s hearts with a poisonous thickness. In particular, Saya threw her gaze across the sky as always, as if she couldn’t handle her spit on her own.
The eyes of an elf sometimes penetrated what I couldn’t see. After staring at the horizon for a long time, she repeated those words of hers that morning.
“Something’s coming, Lope.”
“Is that what you said this morning?”
“Yeah. I keep smelling salt. It could be an illusion, but it’s definitely like that. I think someone must be guarding the beach.”
“That means…”
“I’ll be watching.”
Saya looked at me and adjusted her collar. Then she smiled for the first time in a while, she said.
“There’s no one else to do except me. And I don’t have to worry about food. If I’m here, there’s a big risk of being discovered.”
“That’s right, but…”
“Above all, there are too many things to think about. According to you, the ship will come soon, so you won’t have to stay long.”
“…Okay.”
Unbeknownst to me, a bitter voice came out. Then Saya suddenly raised her hand and brought it to her face. However, that hand couldn’t sweep my cheek, it only trembled slightly and then fell off.
“I will always keep my ears open for you.”
In the end, Saya left only one word and ran toward the horizon. Her steps were far too light and quick, unlike a human’s. I looked over her horizon until the back figure was smaller than her dot.
Rebecca did not return until evening. I was still standing at the door, lost in thought. Lena was so shocked that she didn’t do anything other than mutter to herself sometimes.
It wasn’t until that clattering metal sound approached that I cast my eyes toward the setting sun. There are girls carrying a lot of things, and Erika with a nervous expression. And there was Rebecca, who was walking with her day on her back.
…
…?
“Why are you up there?”
“Because I can’t see. It smells like iron, but it’s quite usable as a mount.”
“Come down quickly. Don’t bother Rebecca.”
“You’re bothering me. We’re doing this because we need each other. It’s like a cripple carrying a blind man on his back.”
“Isn’t that the opposite?”
“It’s okay. It reminds me of my son. And he’s light, so it’s not too much of a burden.”
“Did you hear that? Now, let’s keep going. Colonel me to the table!”
Haru, full of confidence, reached out in front of her and Mr. Rebecca stepped inside with a thin smile. If you do that, you’ll get into a bad habit. I heard a little worry.
However, it was strangely empty to be immersed in such worries. Come to think of it, this was the first time I had been separated from Saya recently. Even though I knew that the period would not be long, I was strangely confused with my emotions.
As I was trying to capture my feelings, several girls passed by. But for some reason, I thought that their eyes stayed on this side for a long time. In fact, as soon as our eyes met, some people were very embarrassed and turned away from me.
Did something happen I sensed an unusual energy and looked around. Then Erica hesitated and came towards me.
“Hey Lope. I have a little something to tell you…”
“What are you talking about?”
“Uh…That…Because there are no people…”
I don’t know what he was talking about, but it was a very serious tone. Erica looked anxiously toward the door even after everyone had disappeared into the house. I put my back in front of him and asked quietly.
“What are you talking about?”
“Ah… So that’s… That…”
“Don’t hesitate and talk to me. What are you talking about?”
“That’s it. I ran into guys from the academy… No, I didn’t actually run into them, but that Rebecca-san found them first and was able to hide before they ran into them. As a result, I didn’t get caught. No guys caught up with me! So, Actually, nothing much happened…”
“Erika. I understand what you mean. So now let’s get down to business.”
“Yes…”
What the hell are you talking about? It wasn’t once or twice that Erica stuttered her words, but nonetheless she was definitely doing something wrong.
“That…They sounded like guys looking for you. Of course, they didn’t know exactly where we were and didn’t seem to have any motivation, so I just wanted to pass it on, but they said some absurd things.”
“An absurd story?”
“Yeah. If you hear it, you’ll think it’s very absurd and absurd, but he was talking very seriously. I also think it’s ridiculous, but that’s it…”
In an instant, Erica’s eyes pierced my face. From her head to the tip of her chin. Her gaze, which passed her by one by one, stayed on her ear for a long time. The moment she felt her uneasiness in that gaze, she threw out a word of her concern that Erica had for her.
“Lofen, are you… An elf?”
