Chapter 200 – Catastrophe (4)
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Energy
Although it is widely known as a word that usually refers to a man’s sexual ability, virility in a broad sense refers to the active power of the mind and body.
Male sexual ability is included in the word virility, but it means that only male sexual ability is not virility.
However, if you consume enough energy to the extent that your balls become stiff and your cock can’t even stand, it will adversely affect all your physical and mental activities.
Consuming energy is no different from consuming the essence itself, which is created by the active power of the mind and body.
So, even in the 5P without a break like today, the circumstances I did to Scar, the frequent movement through the rabbit hole, the cervical tattoo that was hard to be aware of, but obviously consuming my heart, and then I didn’t retrieve the spark. It was natural to meet this limit.
However, since he was a paster who had never been tired of going down the rabbit hole, he didn’t even know how far the rabbit hole was.
One.
What, what Why not? Never been like this?
On the outside, he pretended to be okay, but on the inside he was sweating.
I had a hunch that I would not be able to use the rabbit hole anymore, although not like when the rabbit hole went crazy and annihilated everything in the area the other day.
But why? Why all of a sudden You’ve never been like this before!
I was about to express my dissatisfaction that no one would hear, but suddenly my eyes went to the lower abdomen of the women facing each other.
If you look closely, you can see the subtle, multicolored lights penetrating through the clothes.
After having sex earlier, the luminous womb tattoos that I didn’t bother to absorb were shining on everyone’s lower abdomen except for Mayna and Ame.
Could it be that… Is it discharged? A rabbit hole? Because you have cervical tattoos and don’t retrieve the spark?
It reminded me of feeding Scar’s lower abdomen with a full-powered electric cervix.
At that time, the right arm, which was used as a medium to deliver the spark, became sore and a sudden feeling of fatigue seemed to be a sign that the rabbit hole was discharged.
Come to think of it, I’ve never seen the limits of the rabbit hole. I didn’t even bother to find out.
Even when experimenting with Eme and the rabbit hole, my stamina ran out faster than the rabbit hole, and through several experiments with the same result, we came to the conclusion that ‘surprisingly, the rabbit hole cannot specify the limit’.
Even when I was at the research institute the other day, the rabbit hole had never been turned off during experiments related to rabbit holes.
That’s right, except for the one time when the lab and the whole area were blown up due to a rampage down the rabbit hole.
So I firmly believed that the rabbit hole could be used infinitely if I had the will…
No matter how much I tried to go down the rabbit hole now, there wasn’t even a crackling, let alone static popping sound.
I can feel that tingle down the rabbit hole, but it doesn’t work. Spark doesn’t come out.
It’s hard to explain this empty feeling I’m feeling right now, but if I had to explain it, it felt like the battery had hit the bottom, as if it had gone into power saving mode.
Like when I lost my old memory and couldn’t use the rabbit hole, my mind-related abilities still wouldn’t work, but it seemed like I wouldn’t be able to use the other features of the rabbit hole except for that ability.
In other words, I can’t run away from this place.
In a word, it’s shit.
The shit I felt so far was so real that it felt like a kid’s joke, and after being hit, I calmed down rather than panicking.
My head got cold, my mouth was dry, and the scenery in front of me momentarily moved away and then got closer. It felt like my body had already recognized that there was no real answer.
What now? How can I get out of this situation? Is that even possible without going down the rabbit hole in the first place?
As I continued to worry about the lack of an answer, I felt the emotions in everyone’s eyes toward me change from despair to wonder.
Up until now, even when faced with a crisis, it was okay because of the strong back of the rabbit hole, endless energy, and the sweet atmosphere that comes out when you lift one layer, but now, none of those three are left.
The rabbit hole was delicious, the cock reached its limit with the previous 5P, and the pink atmosphere was just fucking fucked… No, it was on the verge of extinction.
How the hell did this happen I just said it was over and after that, I cut off contact for about 3 days and enjoyed my freedom, telling everyone here, ‘If I knew this was going to happen, I would have respected Pastor! I should have treated you like a human!’ After making them regret it, they came in front of everyone whose paster loss had reached their limit and said, ‘Now, everyone has realized it, right? I just wanted to have a happy ending by saying, “Let’s respect each other’s freedom and keep the line!” Hmm.
Looking back, it was a really crappy idea.
How did he come up with an idea like dog garbage among garbage?
But if I did it anyway, I’m sure Emena Maina, the quick-witted and bright-brained, would find out that I was screwed, and would soon find out that the rabbit hole was out of use.
If they find out now that the rabbit hole is no longer usable…
Fuck! Just can’t do that! If I can’t have it, I’ll share it! It may be cut with the mindset that it may become a stuffed animal coated with preservatives!
If it was usual, I would think that way by myself and then say, ‘Ah, no matter how hard it is, it’s not like that. Hehe!”
Now I was really a taxidermist.
Really what to do now? I almost said ‘Ra~! Haha are you surprised? I’m sorry~ but I wanted to give a new turning point to our uncomfortable relationship!’ Could that be possible?
I rolled her eyes slightly so as not to show it, and looked at the girls who were staring at me as if they were completely puzzled.
Well, that must be impossible. ‘Are you kidding me? I’m going to kill you!” It might turn into a little burnt stuffed animal.
To be honest, I couldn’t think of any magical plan to get out of this hopeless situation, and there was no sign of it.
Then there was only one way left for me.
That’s right, just being confident in every action.
I swallowed her dry saliva, being careful not to show it, and then I forced her to open her tight mouth, opened her mouth, and said as if it was nothing.
“Then I will go. Bye.”
Then, with strides, as if she had intended to do so from the beginning, she moved towards the door of the super suite.
I am proud I’m fine. I’m not impatient or in a hurry, I’m just going my own way at my own pace.
Everyone here, except for Aimee, had a transcendent sense that they could even feel the heartbeat, so they tried to control the sound of their heart by repeating self-hypnosis.
I pretended to be okay so desperately that I arrived at the door of the super suite room without being caught by anyone, and that moment when I put my hand on the doorknob.
Paji Jiji!!!
Everything in the world lost its color with the familiar but inaudible sound of sparks.
In this still gray world, the only ones who can move are me and Mayna.
And since Meina was the only one who could make her voice, I turned her head and opened her mouth to face her who arrived right behind me before I knew it.
“······Mayna.”
Fortunately, the rabbit hole didn’t just manifest, it didn’t completely disappear, so I was still able to move and make sounds in the stopped time.
But May I can only move and not make a sound, so she just kept her mouth shut and looked at me with her teary eyes.
Kwaaaaak.
He slowly reached out and grabbed the edge of my clothes.
Grabbing the end of her clothes was something a child would do, but Mayna’s grip on the end of mine was nothing like a child’s.
I lost even the will to resist the grip that transcended human beings, a grip that I could never get out of because I couldn’t use a rabbit hole.
Fuck you. Am I going to become a stuffed Paster like this?
As soon as I felt that sentiment, I heard a crackling, sparking sound, and the world regained its color.
Only then did Meina open her mouth, and in a wry voice, barely holding back from crying, she said:
“Go, don’t go. Don’t go…”
Everyone behind me saw Maya’s voice, her holding onto the end of my clothes, and my immobility from that grip, and they judged that they couldn’t move because they were caught by Mayna. Caught me
“Oh, no! Can’t go! I can’t go, Pastor!”
“Senpai, I’m sorry, senpai. I won’t. So please don’t go…!”
“Passy, no, Master. An owner who abandons a puppy is a bad owner, but the owner is not a bad owner!”
“Mr Pastor… I won’t do that anymore… So please stop.”
Each request came at the same time, but everyone’s voices stuck in my ears without missing a single one.
And finally, Emme, who is a normal person and has no choice but to be late, ran and put her hand on my cheek and said in a voice mixed with tears that she had never heard before.
“Rabbit… No Paster. Sorry. Really sorry. Please don’t go, I can’t be without you.”
Six desperate emotions, when I faced them directly, I felt an indescribably deep sense of guilt, but other than that, this opportunity must have been a golden opportunity for me to survive.
Yes, it would be better to live and atone for sins than to die like this.
Self-justifying like that, I smiled at everyone saying I couldn’t help it.
“Oh, I can’t help it! I’m only going to see you this time!”
