Chapter 293 – #66_Paradise Lost(2)
#294
One.
Knives with fat sticking to them need to be trimmed.
Yu-chan, who sealed the prepared cooking ingredients with plastic wrap and put them in the refrigerator, cleaned even the knife and put it on the drying rack.
“Good work.”
“…You.”
Seohyun’s expression of her that still makes an expression that she does n’t know what it is, and her attitude of her wandering without knowing where to go.
I already knew that Seohyun’s heart was broken.
If it’s enough to hold a woman with my hands and support her, I’ll actually do most of the work I’m told to do.
He was a first-class puppeteer.
He stretches his thread and makes humans dance to the rhythm of his fingers.
She felt a kind of affection as she watched the women shape themselves into the shape she wanted.
Like the feeling of a craftsman looking at a piece that he has worked hard for a long time.
Of course, the human mind is more complex than the joints of a puppet.
It takes a lot of skill and skill to manipulate other people’s emotions.
Because continued oppression and abuse sometimes bounces in unwanted directions, Yu-chan loosened Seohyun’s thread today.
She moderately releases her when the tension of the threads that bind her reaches its limit, making her squeaking sound.
Accept the childishness, forgive, and show kindness.
It must have been an embarrassing feeling for Seohyun, who had been treated harshly, almost to the point of torture.
As expected, Seohyun, who is likely to be immature in processing emotions, felt extremely confused.
It is difficult to blindly think of confusion as a bad thing.
By now, she must be feeling an unknown and unfamiliar feeling and at the same time her favor her towards Yu-chan.
Objectively, it is a cause and effect that is absurd.
She forgets all the misdeeds she has suffered and cherishes her few kind words her in her heart her.
As such, the human mind is misdesigned.
“Let’s go up. We should rest a little.”
“Yes…”
Now, Seohyeon had no doubts about Yuchan’s kind attitude to her.
No matter how much she doubted his intentions of her, in the end she could not figure out anything, so she quickly put it aside.
However, she felt an incomprehensible warmth from Yu-chan’s kind voice of her and her hand her gently digging into her waist her.
It’s as if I’m hugging her her feather pillow.
The place Seohyeon stopped by, guided by Yoochan, was a room she had never seen before, having been to the mansion several times.
2nd floor library.
It is neatly organized compared to the scene of the lobby on the first floor, which is no different from an abandoned house with a lot of dust.
Hundreds of books were lined up on the bookshelf, and two sofas were facing each other by the window that received the most sunlight.
It was dark now, but only moonlight came in.
“Where is this?”
“It’s a library that Maria sometimes brings if she listens well. We’ll have a party here tomorrow too.”
It’s a party in the library, so it may sound strange at first glance, but if you actually see this room, you’ll change your mind.
It’s quite spacious with an antique atmosphere, so I thought I could put a lot of dishes on the table.
Yoo-chan walked over to the sofa and turned on the reading stand fixed behind the sofa.
It is a convenient item that you can see without having to turn on the lights throughout the room when you are buried in a comfortable sofa.
It was a busy day for Yoo-chan as much as Seohyun’s day was exhausting.
After working out alone and drinking with Lee Yu-jin, I took my feet off the alley, stopped by the mart to shop, and even finished preparing for tomorrow’s cooking.
I felt that my body was tired because I hadn’t moved so diligently recently.
I need a break.
“Don’t stand there blankly. Get a book. Or are you tired?”
“I don’t read books or anything like that.”
“It’s to build food for Kim’s mind. This kind of thing is a bit like Maria.”
Seohyun pulled out two random books from the bookshelf.
I handed one to Yu-chan and sat on the sofa like Yu-chan and turned on her nightstand.
How long have you been reading this book?
Seohyun recalled that, except for magazines, she hadn’t opened a book since high school.
Refreshing her feelings of her, she began to read word by word.
Yu-chan, who knew how to demand his body her as soon as he came to the study, smoked a cigarette while reading a thick book in silence.
About 30 minutes passed, with only the sound of bookshelves falling over the two of them.
Even after that amount of time had passed, Seohyun couldn’t concentrate on the contents of the book at all.
It is because the actions of today’s Yu-chan suddenly replayed in his head as the time for quiet contemplation came.
‘She’s more important to you than that woman.’
‘You are much more important to me.’
What Yuchan said in the car.
To put it as fully respect as possible, it must be a dog-crazy cheesy line.
However, Seohyun felt goosebumps rising just by thinking about that moment.
The scene of that moment that remained strong like a stigma.
The moment he spoke, Yu-chan’s eyes filled with passion,
A hot gaze that seemed to pierce the middle of the body of her,
It seemed that it was still burning his chest.
I hated his words her so much.
Because I didn’t like it and it was unpleasant, I burst into anger without even realizing it.
I was flustered with anger.
‘It’s a joke’
I wasn’t kidding.
Seohyun could be sure.
The mask he takes out is Yu-chan, who is nothing more than a foolish man, but the atmosphere at that time was by no means a joke.
“There…”
My heart roars and rolls.
I wanted to talk.
I wanted to get the truth out of his mouth and satisfy his curiosity.
“Why.”
Yoo-chan extinguishes a cigarette in an ashtray and meets her gaze at her.
His thick-lined face her reflected in the backlight from the nightstand and the moonlight streaming in.
Green-colored cigarette smoke swirled around.
In this moonlight, his figure is especially clearly visible.
Seohyun unknowingly avoided that gaze.
In the past, if I avoided it simply because I was scared, now it was because of the difficulties I faced.
“You know. In the car, no today… Not that… Yes, yes. What happened in the car.”
“Are you asking and answering questions by yourself?”
Seohyun’s attempts are clumsy.
Unsure of what to say first.
Would it be right to organize the words to think a little more?
Somehow the words are twisted.
I’m sure I prepared lines that fit all the anglers until I said it.
Seohyun opened the book and said while hiding her face her burning with embarrassment.
“Why don’t you pretend you don’t know. What you said in the car today. Do you remember?”
“You don’t remember?”
Seohyun cried.
Looking at his smirk her, he clearly remembers it well.
It seems that he is waiting for me to say this directly.
“Everything, you said to me. She said I was much more important than that woman.”
“It did.”
“It’s nothing special, but I’m curious. Is it real? I’m just asking that.”
After that, Seohyun, who said ‘I don’t have any other thoughts’ as if crawling in, immediately regretted it.
‘I don’t have any other thoughts’ was an unnecessary addition.
Doesn’t it seem like a completely different idea?
Yu-chan put his bookmark her on his back her, laid his back completely on his sofa her, and crossed his arms her.
“I wonder why?”
Slowly, he got up and ambled towards Seohyun.
In the first place, it was close enough to touch his feet of her if he stretched them out.
Seohyun puts down the book that was covering her face her and carefully looks at his face her.
“What are you really going to do? Make me confess?”
The blatant ridicule Seohyun felt somehow shrinking.
If it had been the way it was, I would have ended the conversation by saying that it was nothing.
But not today.
I wanted to hear his answer her to the end.
“No, I will never forgive you.”
“I never asked you for forgiveness. I have to get what I want, and I have to play with what I get.”
“I know.”
Know.
It is his nature that Yoo-chan has watched over and over again even if he does not directly reveal it.
The pure desire that made me feel helpless again and again.
Seohyun, standing in front of the desire that had finally stained even Seohyun, thought of wanting to turn his feet on his and run away.
“I know, but there are things I don’t know. Why did you say I was important? I want to hear if I said I was more important.”
Half a year to be harassed by him and play with him.
For the first time, Seohyun stood at eye level with him.
A man was standing there.
A man who covets everything he wants and continues to run without hesitation, even if the end is ruin.
He cast his eyes on the pupils he had never properly matched before, and for the first time looked at Yu-chan, not a demon, but a human.
I didn’t feel the clear, cool eyes that seemed to pierce his chest, nor the sense of intimidation that would crush his heart.
When he cleared the fog of fear that had been growing in his head, he saw a man.
He is a man who is seriously lacking and lacking somewhere.
“Even if it’s a joke you made to make fun of me, wouldn’t there be a handful of sincerity in it? I think I want to know that.”
“What if mixed?”
The relationship between the two will remain unchanged.
The past will not be able to be liquidated, and the scars he left behind and the distorted indulgence will also remain in his heart.
Seohyun smiled sadly.
He could n’t help but laugh at his situation and his uncharacteristically childlike innocence of his.
“A little bit, maybe I can forgive you.”
Seohyun wiped the tears that had flowed down her cheeks with the back of her hand.
Yu-chan did not respond.
He faintly frowned at him, snapped his fingers, and put his cigarette in his mouth.
It was the first time Seohyun saw Yuchan.
It’s embarrassing, so I feel the discomfort of wanting to get out of this place right now.
“I’ll go smoke some cigarettes.”
I never thought I’d leave my seat at this timing.
Before Seohyun had time to finish, Yoochan disappeared somewhere with a cigarette in her mouth.
2.
Running quickly down the creaky wooden stairs, Yu-chan brushed her hair.
‘That’s why I feel sorry for you.’
West Sea.
‘Are you running away?’
Shin Harin.
‘Teacher, can you never abandon me? OK?’
Yujin Lee.
And Seohyun Han from a moment ago.
‘A little bit, maybe I can forgive you.’
Her head her is pounding.
Feelings you shouldn’t have felt.
Unnecessary, unreasonable,
Misdesigned feelings.
As if she was congested, the hot emotions bubbling up under her stuffy chest and stomach were all unpleasant to Yu-chan.
Unnecessary things that she neither desired nor sought for come to her when she does n’t want them and stick to her heart her.
Previously, she had never been preoccupied with these thoughts for a moment.
When they were no longer needed, they were killed coldly, and even carefully crafted collectibles were discarded the moment they were bitten.
Even as he broke the bones and ripped through the flesh of the same human being, he felt no emotion whatsoever.
These are things I took for granted because I was born this way.
At what point did it change?
I know for sure.
The biggest failure I faced for the first time in my life and the only stain in my life.
West Sea.
That little girl
She planted something
The ‘something’ that grew up clinging to the shadows of daily life at some point stretched out its roots and stems, leaving a crack in the heart that was so strong.
Yu-chan, who had not taken it seriously until now, was now able to understand.
That something is seriously wrong.
Yu-chan is not a character who struggles to find emotions like psychopaths in human dramas.
I gave up on such a boring role a long time ago.
He only wants one thing.
To sit on a throne heaped with sheep and savor their last bite.
It was impossible this way.
Pride would not allow himself to stumble as he was intoxicated by the kindness that was only a brief moment of acting.
Everything must be under the right control.
Yuchan himself was no exception.
Yu-chan opened the basement hatch.
He opens the thick iron door and enters.
The whole room was dark.
When she heard her locks turn, Maria didn’t respond.
Normally, she would have rushed forward to go to the bathroom or get a pussy exam, but I couldn’t feel her presence in her.
– Tick!
Yu-chan turned on the light with a rough movement.
Way to brighten up.
On a bed that looks like a child if it is decorated colorfully.
One blanket is rolled up.
Needless to say, it’s Maria Kim with the blanket pulled over her head.
It’s enough to fix what’s wrong.
She wouldn’t have come this far if she had dealt with complete dryness before the ivy-like weakness parasitized her.
I needed an opportunity to cut out my weakness of her.
It’s time for her to go back to her old ways.
The material was visible in front of my eyes.
