Chapter 75 – #17_Change(4)
#73
1.
Since becoming a witch, I don’t think I’ve ever been this confused.
Even when a bold slave refused my night service, I was very embarrassed and ashamed, but my head wasn’t this complicated.
It’s like being adrift on a sailboat in the middle of a rough, stormy sea.
There were so many problems that I didn’t even know what to think about first.
“Ugh…. Ugh….”
Back in my room, as if running away.
Amelia couldn’t sit or lie down in one place and paced around frantically.
Her childish mistake had caused him great hardship.
Shiwoo was independently researching magic.
That magic was to escape Gehenna.
All were important issues, but the one that left the strongest impression in Amelia’s mind right now was one thing.
It was what the twins and Shiwoo had done in the carriage.
“How could they do such a dirty thing….”
Even though I saw it clearly using my sense of touch, I couldn’t believe it.
Unlike witches or apprentice witches, Shiwoo is not a spirit body.
That is, the place where Odile sucked with her mouth as if it was delicious was a dirty part of the body where urine comes out.
Oral sex.
I can’t believe such an absurd act actually exists.
Moreover, Odile didn’t stop there, but knelt down at his lower knees, a slave, and received the semen pouring out on her face.
Amelia gulped down the water on the table.
As the shock subsided a little, the scattered puzzle pieces finally fit together.
Amelia had thought that Shiwoo hated witches.
Of course, even considering what Amelia had done to Shiwoo, it was hard to say that his attitude towards her was favorable.
Moreover, he did not talk to any witch except Amelia.
As if there was a wall between them, he had maintained his chastity while his colleague, another manager, had promiscuous relationships with several witches.
The reason why he has been getting closer to the twins recently.
Amelia had always pondered the reason for this.
And the scene she witnessed today revealed the cause.
A physical relationship that connects the bonds between men and women.
The twins and Shin Shiwoo were having that.
Even to the point of shamelessly doing such unclean and disgusting acts.
To the point of being naked together without any hesitation…
Amelia sat at her desk, biting her lip like an emotionally unstable child.
Documents that covered the top so densely that there was no empty space.
Amelia, sitting with a quill in her hand, dipped the pen in ink to study magic.
“……..”
Let’s study.
Let’s solve the parts that were blocked.
There’s nothing strange about it.
Sometimes when my head gets complicated, when it becomes difficult to accept emotions, I would sit like this and ponder about magic.
It had been stagnant for several years, but sometimes these intense emotions helped me focus on my research.
-Thud!
Less than 10 seconds after making that resolution, Amelia slammed the quill down roughly.
“Then, the picnic we went on together…”
A fact that suddenly came to mind.
Shiwoo, who rejected Amelia’s proposal and went on a picnic to Yeongsan with the twins.
What would they have done there?
It’s obvious without seeing it.
Completely naked, looking at each other’s naked bodies, caressing, licking and sucking each other’s genitals, and…
Amelia’s beautiful fingers curled up into a fist.
Why.
Why am I so angry?
Amelia was once again confused by her own heart, which she had suddenly realized.
It felt like falling into a quagmire of emotions that only became more complicated without anything being resolved.
“Ah…?”
A fact that I hadn’t been able to think of because I hadn’t been able to gather my senses until now.
An apprentice witch cannot have sexual relations with a man.
If magic penetrates the vessel where the mark will be engraved, that is, the inside of the uterus, the delicate structure of the vessel will be disrupted and the mark cannot be carried.
It was such an obvious fact, but I had completely forgotten it because I had witnessed such a shocking scene.
“Then…”
They wouldn’t have had direct intercourse.
No matter how immature the twins are, they wouldn’t be so obsessed with having sex with Shiwoo that they would give up becoming a witch.
The anxiety in my heart subsided a little as I thought of that fact.
Amelia took out a cigarette and lit it in a more calm atmosphere.
As the acrid smoke permeated her lungs, she felt a little more calm.
The twins have shown particular interest in classes where Shiwoo has been present as an assistant.
Amelia was vaguely aware that the direction was not a thirst for magic, but a curiosity about the male body.
Could it be that Shiwoo is being forced to cooperate with the twins?
“No.”
Amelia realized that her thinking was becoming too optimistic.
At the moment of ejaculation, he clearly seemed to be in a good mood.
Moreover, judging from the conversation between Odile and Shiwoo, it was difficult to consider it a one-sided relationship of coercion.
Summary below.
Shiwoo is in a physical relationship with the twins.
However, it is not intercourse, but a form of sexual activity.
The reason why Shiwoo maintains a close relationship with the twins is due to this secret rendezvous.
By the time I had organized my thoughts to this point, the cigarette, which I hadn’t even taken a single puff of, had burned down to the filter, making my fingertips tingle.
-Clunk!
At that moment, the sound of the front door opening was heard.
It seemed like they were opening it very carefully, but to Amelia, whose five senses were on high alert, it sounded as loud as thunder.
Shiwoo had returned.
Amelia, like a herbivore pretending to be dead, stiffened and watched for any signs outside.
The footsteps, which had been getting further away as they passed through the central staircase and down the hallway, completely ended when Shiwoo’s door closed.
“Hoo….”
Amelia took a deep breath.
It was unlikely, but if he had opened the door and come in here, Amelia would have run away.
With this state of mind, I had no idea how to deal with him.
Amelia looked out the window.
I can’t stay like this.
I needed advice.
2.
Amelia, who had run with the rising morning star on her back, arrived at Sophia’s residence.
Located inside Trinity Academy, next to the deer forest, her mansion was so quaint that it reminded Amelia of the cabin she used to live in.
-Knock knock knock
When I knocked on the wooden door, it opened a little later.
“Who is it? At this hour…”
Sophia, wearing pajamas with a fluffy-looking cat on them, appeared with a languid voice.
She yawned and opened the door, then was surprised to realize the identity of the uninvited guest.
It was one of the few times that Amelia had visited Sophia first.
“Oh my, Amelia? What’s wrong?”
And she was even more surprised to see her appearance.
Amelia’s clothes and hair, which had been elegant even when walking in the hallway, were all disheveled.
Judging from the situation, it seemed like she had run here frantically.
Moreover, just looking at her stiff expression, it was clear that something was wrong.
“I know that I’m a witch with a regular sleep pattern… but I guess it’s not the time to say that, come in.”
“……..”
Amelia slipped through the door that Sophia had opened without answering.
In the cozy cabin where the fireplace was burning, several cats were sleeping everywhere.
Even though a guest had arrived, they didn’t wake up and were each lost in their dreams on the beams above the battlefield, on top of the wardrobe, and under the table.
It was a good thing for Amelia that dozens of cats didn’t cling to her, but she wasn’t in the right state of mind to be grateful for such a simple good thing.
“Coffee? Tea? Cocoa? What do you like?”
Sophia, who had sat Amelia on the sofa next to the fireplace, asked as she rummaged through the cupboard.
“It’s urgent, Aveneu.”
“You woke up someone who was sleeping well, and you’re being cold.”
Instead of preparing tea, Sophia sat facing Amelia and covered her with a lap blanket.
In fact, Sophia was also curious about what had made Amelia so urgent.
“………”
However, despite saying it was urgent, Amelia remained silent.
It seems like she’s struggling with how to say it.
“Shall I guess? It’s about Assistant Shin Shiwoo, right?”
Amelia’s eyes widened as if asking how she knew.
And then she nodded with a very small movement.
It was surprising that Amelia, who would normally deny it with a blindfold, would admit it so readily.
Even the great Sophia was a little surprised.
“Don’t tell me… did you? Did the assistant attack you? Or did you…?”
“Don’t say such vulgar things. It’s not like that.”
Amelia, glaring with a sharp and dissatisfied look, hesitated several times before telling Sophia everything she had seen today.
“So, the assistant created a self-magnetic magic for escape and may run away at any time, and he had a physical relationship with an apprentice witch?”
“Yes.”
Amelia belatedly added something.
“Since she’s an apprentice witch, I think they did some kind of sexual activity without insertion.”
Sophia didn’t respond to Amelia’s guess.
The holes that can be connected to a man are not just the genitals, so you can’t be sure.
I didn’t bother to say it, though.
“Did I say something strange?”
“No, it’s not that. So….”
Sophia quickly changed the subject because she thought it was too early to tell Amelia that fact.
“What do you want to do?”
“What do you mean, what do I want to do?”
“There must be a reason why you came to me at this late hour. Running here in a hurry.”
“I didn’t run here in a hurry.”
“Anyway.”
I waited for a long time, but Amelia didn’t say anything.
No, to be precise, she couldn’t.
“…I don’t know.”
What to do, what I want to do.
I had no idea, so I came to Sophia.
Her annoying and trivial advice had often been helpful in unexpected places.
“Were you angry after seeing what happened today?”
Amelia hesitated and nodded.
In that moment, her brilliant blonde hair shook slightly.
“Why were you angry?”
“Because Shin Shiwoo is my exclusive assistant.”
Unlike a moment ago, a clear answer came back as if she had no doubt.
Sophia was going to teach Amelia step by step for her clumsy self.
Because she has a personality that is not very honest.
“So, you didn’t like that Shin Shiwoo, who is your property, was playing around with another woman, and that he was trying to get out from under you?”
“Yes.”
“It hasn’t been long since the assistant became your exclusive assistant. If the same thing had happened when the assistant wasn’t exclusive, wouldn’t you have been angry?”
“Of course….”
No.
Even if Shin Shiwoo had witnessed this before he became exclusive, she would have been confused, her head would have been complicated, and an inexplicable anger would have surged.
Amelia’s eyes shook greatly.
She had found a contradiction in her own thinking.
Sophia smiled at the sight.
“It’s strange, isn’t it? The human heart.”
“……..”
“According to you, there’s no reason to be angry, but you would have been angry anyway.”
“…I would have been angry even before he became exclusive. Because he was a slave I had been eyeing to make my exclusive.”
With Sophia’s warm gaze, Amelia found a reason in a moment of confusion.
Why does her own words feel like a lame excuse?
“Why were you eyeing him?”
“Why are you curious about that?”
Sophia looked at Amelia with a gentle gaze.
The gaze was a little similar to her teacher’s, so Amelia unconsciously avoided her gaze.
“Because it’s important. If it’s just about feeling emotions, even animals can do it. My cats like me very much.
But the privilege of humans is to be able to analyze why those emotions arose by objectifying themselves.”
“I am Amelia Merrygold, a witch.”
“I know, but before that, you’re a human being.”
“……….”
Seeing Amelia lost in thought, Sophia got up from her seat.
“I’ll get the tea. It seems like it’s going to take a while.”
