Chapter 153 – Confess Your Love #2
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Haha…”
My heart was so stuffy.
Feeling of being lost. The doctor, who put his hand on his heart, stared blankly at Ji-hyeok’s car leaving the outdoor parking lot through the curtains.
By the time her car was out of sight, she had collapsed onto her floor.
She sobbed, putting her hand to her mouth.
“Black…!”
It happened because of Edward’s mementos hidden in the utility room.
Since he didn’t even mention it, Jihyeok could have misunderstood it.
Actually, it wasn’t even a mistake.
There was nothing wrong with Jihyeok’s words.
Because she couldn’t forget her, because she was worried about herself, or because she was afraid that Ji-hyeok would see her, it was right that she hid it.
= Would you rather have said something in advance? If so, I would have tried harder…=
= We take our time. I’ll contact you later.=
Jihyo’s words replayed in her mind.
Right. She should have told you beforehand.
If so, she would have treated herself better because of Jihyeok’s personality.
I was so sorry. I gave him a big disappointment because of my selfish mind.
“Huh…”
Sick. My heart is tight and I can’t breathe properly.
Going crazy. It’s the first time I feel this way.
It was a pain that he had never felt before meeting Edward.
The doctor, who had been out of breath for a while, got up like a zombie and headed for the refrigerator.
Then he drank the bottled water.
I felt a tingle in my head.
It is as if a cold stream of water running down his neck touches his chest and he comes to his senses.
I wanted to call Ji-hyeok right away, but it seemed like doing so would make Jung Nami fall even more.
It was very painful to have to wait for a call to come first.
But he himself had to be punished.
Yes, this is punishment
It is natural that if you do something wrong, you should be punished.
After reflecting as much as possible, let’s prepare to run when Ji-hyeok calls.
Thinking so, the doctor went to the master bedroom and lay down on the bed.
Until yesterday, it was a place where I whispered love to Jihyeok… It’s so quiet.
Less than a minute has passed and I am lonely. I feel like going crazy
I used to get used to it, but now I can’t get used to it.
“Profit…!”
At this, Dr. Ak Moon came out to the living room again.
Sitting on the sofa, I thought of Jihyeok again, but I tried to shake his hair and turn on the TV.
The variety show I wanted to watch with Jihyeok wasn’t over yet.
A comedian makes a funny face and mimics the vocal cords of a celebrity.
Right now, I’m angry and I’m on the verge of going crazy.
“Aagh!”
Unable to contain his anger, the doctor screamed and threw his remote control at the TV.
Kwajik!
The bottom of the TV was cracked and a vertical line appeared.
A violent act that would not have been done originally.
As much as that, his own mind was unstable at the moment.
“Whoa… Whoa…”
Still, it feels calming.
It was easy to see why stress-relief rooms that break objects were popular.
Tears flowed from the doctor’s eyes again.
Why was he so excited about himself?
Maybe…
=I really love my sister, but she seems to think of me as just a toy.=
I think it started after Jihyeok said this.
“No!”
No, absolutely not.
Why would he think of Jihyeok as a toy? You are a very precious person
He desperately denies it, but no one listens.
Rather, the buzzing echo only made me feel worse.
I want to destroy something. It was the first time I was so excited.
“Huh…!”
Feeling unfamiliar with his changed self, the doctor burst into tears again.
She went into her bedroom and opened her closet.
She then took a handful of Ji-hyeok’s clothes and lay down on the bed and sniffed them.
Even though they are all washed and brand new, they seem to smell like Jihyeok.
Imagining Jihyeok’s strong body embracing her, the doctor took her hand down without even realizing it.
Then he pierced her middle finger.
Stubborn…
“Haugh… Ugh…”
I tried to get excited, but it didn’t work at all.
You can’t even put two or three fingers in her.
At least, thinking about Jihyeok, I got a little wet, and that was the end.
Sometimes her fingers couldn’t go at all.
Her head hurts so much Acting like a pervert, she was pathetic herself.
= I work when my head hurts. Make a device Noona likes to work. =
Yes. Let’s do something and clear our heads.
You have to make a device for Sylvia, Adele, and another hero.
If you focus on your work and move quickly, you will get better.
The doctor jumped out of bed and went to the front door without even dressing properly.
Then she yanked her own car key from the hook above her shoebox.
Rattle! Shoot ah-!
When I opened the front door, rain was pouring down relentlessly.
This damn rain… It’s really annoying.
To the point where I want to kill him if he has a form.
Hard!
Crush his teeth. Dr. Moon got into the car, not minding getting hit in the rain.
When I press the start button, everything including the instrument panel works with a beeping sound.
Dropping the side brake, the doctor immediately started his car.
Booooong-! Rattle!
“Kyaaak!”
I stomped on the accelerator so hard that I ended up knocking over the fence of his parking lot.
The doctor, who was knocked over by the impact on the car body, slammed his steering wheel.
Baang!
The Clarkson rang briefly, and the startled doctor shook his face and screamed.
“Aaaaa!!!”
Can I go to the lab properly in this state?
The possibility of a major accident was very high.
But what? I have to do something.
The doctor took a quick deep breath, pulled his car back, and stepped on the accelerator again.
Ugh…
This time, I managed to get out of the parking lot slowly and safely.
Keep calm, stay calm let’s listen to a song
Said the doctor driving the car.
“Classic.”
Then, the artificial intelligence system built into the car played music.
The song is the 3rd movement of Vivaldi’s Four Seasons and Summer.
Dr. Ukhan shouted at a fast tempo that created tension.
“Shut up!”
Broken music.
The doctor manually changed the tune while driving.
Chopin’s Nocturne No. 2. The gentle piano sound tickled the doctor’s ears, but he couldn’t calm down at all.
Rather, it only added to the sadness.
It was his own mistake. Classical music sounds different depending on your mood…
Eventually, the doctor turned off the music.
Just then,
Beep-! Beep-!
A beep sounded inside the car, and it automatically changed lanes.
“Ugh!”
Consequences of collision detection systems.
If it wasn’t for this, I would have been stuck and hit the car in front.
The doctor’s heart, which was about to be in big trouble, went cold.
“I’m sorry…”
It was really pathetic.
I’d rather have it self-driving…
Besides, trying to make a device in a state of excitement that I couldn’t even think of such a thing.
I didn’t have any attitude as a scientist.
If you go to the lab like this, you will only throw away the precious polymers.
Eventually she set her destination to her home and turned on her self-driving mode.
Afterwards, the doctor took out his cell phone and turned on the location tracker, and when Ji-hyeok was at a bar on the street, his nose turned cold.
The fact that she didn’t go home and stopped at a bar means that he, too, is having a hard time like herself.
He was too sorry to see him face to face.
Carefully stroking the red dot marked with Jihyeok’s location, the doctor opened the door and got out when the car arrived.
Checking her front bumper in the rain, it was completely dented.
Like your own heart.
“Huh…”
The doctor trudged along and stopped in front of the front door, hoping that Ji-hyeok would greet him when he entered.
Even though I know very well that it can’t be.
Beep-! Rattle.
As he entered the quiet house, he again lost his temper with himself.
The doctor, who had been standing still in the living room and acting vigorously, headed for the utility room.
It was because she thought that seeing her husband’s belongings would calm her down.
But, instead, it only grew more angry.
That picture frame…The album…The golf club…
If it wasn’t for her husband’s memento, if only that thing had been thrown away, it wouldn’t have gone this far…
“Crane!”
The doctor, who had been thinking terrifying things, suddenly came to his senses.
Looking at his hand, the picture frame had been lifted from somewhere.
Something heavy in his chest thud! I felt like falling.
Did he mean he was about to throw this on the floor?
Did you fall for a man you’ve only known for a few months, a man you’ve only been in a deep relationship with for a fortnight, and tried to throw away his husband?
‘I can’t go on like this… I have to sleep…’
He himself is now unable to make rational decisions.
You should sleep peacefully.
But I can’t sleep… Okay, let’s take at least some medicine with sleep inducers.
After drawing a conclusion, the doctor opened the medicine cabinet on the shelf with the broken TV and looked for the medicine.
Fortunately, there was a sleeping pill that took effect immediately when I was suffering from insomnia.
Proper dosage is 2 pills once.
The doctor took out 4 pills, twice as many, and ate them with water.
Then he went into the bedroom and lay down on the bed as if he was about to fall forward.
He got hit by the rain and the bed got wet, but he didn’t want to pay attention to such trifles.
‘Miss you…’
I really wanted to see Jihyeok.
At present, he himself was going mad.
The feeling of going out of my mind due to a sudden emotional change… It was so scary.
He needs someone to calm him down, but that person is Ji-hyeok, and he’s heartbroken because he’s not here.
My eyelids get heavy.
It works well too. I’m going to eat…
I wish what happened earlier was a dream.
I wish Jihyeok would be by my side when I wake up after sleeping like this.
Thinking so, the doctor’s eyes slowly closed.
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“Huh…”
I clicked my tongue while looking at the doctor through the tracking monster.
I expected a strong reaction, but I didn’t expect it to be that severe.
I never thought I’d overdose on sleeping pills… That was the doctor’s defense mechanism, surprised by the violence he showed.
He was so afraid of seeing himself as a stranger that he tried to forget it by going to sleep.
The doctor did it because of me, and she knows it well herself.
‘In that state, the route must have been decided.’
She was going to wait for the doctor to come, but it seems she won’t have to.
I went to the doctor’s house to check on her, who was completely in a daze.
There was some blood on the soles of her feet.
While looking for sleeping pills, he stepped on a broken remote control and TV parts.
First of all, breathing is regular, and pupils are normal.
But I’m worried, so I have to put it in the lab’s treatment device.
Holding her doctor in front of me, I stepped outside and loaded her into her car.
After that, I went to the lab, put it on the treatment device, and watched the monitor.
All normal, no treatment needed.
The soles of my feet bother me, but nothing serious.
Besides, if you treat it, the ingredients of the sleeping pills can fly away, so let’s stop.
Returning home, I undressed the doctor, took him to the bathroom, and washed him briefly.
Then I laid her down on the couch, examined her feet closely, and removed the encrusted piece.
After that, he painstakingly applied the medicine and applied a bandage.
Looking at the living room, it was dirty, if not a mess.
Broken TV, rainwater from the front door to the bedroom…
‘I need to clean.’
I had to do a major cleaning that wasn’t even worth it, but well… As long as I’m not corrupting it with malice, I’ll accept this much trouble until the training is completed.
First, I changed all the bed sheets and blankets in the master bedroom.
After moving the doctor, I started cleaning the living room in earnest.
Don’t finish it and make porridge.
So, when you wake up, be sure to be moved and rush at me.
