Chapter 336 – 39. Crazy Woman (4)
39. Awesome Woman (4)
Gahye was not the only one who wanted to stop her own wrong life and cut off her relationship with the wrong person. In the meantime, Chae-gyeong, who was on her way to the house of her partner, whom she depended on as much as her friend, perhaps more mentally, stopped several times on the way. I have to finish it now. Having a boyfriend, she can’t keep having sex with other men.
Chae-kyeong’s excuse for meeting Lee-yul was ‘balance’. The reason was that her boyfriend, Junhyung, also slept with another woman, so she had to balance it too. Lest someone lean more heavily on one side. An excuse that is hard to understand that you have to keep the equilibrium so that this relationship doesn’t break down. Even when she flirted with other men, she could at least give her excuse, ‘because Junhyung slept with other women too’.
But not anymore. Several times during that time, her boyfriend had lied to her, but she could tell that her decision and her declaration this time were somehow sincere. Junhyung will probably never have a private meeting with a female professor again. It is certainly. Last time and this time, it was a promise that was only words, but the weight of his words was different.
Then, Chae-kyung also has to cut off the other man. You have to strike a balance so that the two can be together. When Junhyung kissed another woman, she also kissed another man, and because her boyfriend had sex with another woman, she also had sex with Lee Yul. Now, if Jun-hyung will never mix with another woman again, she must never sleep with another man again. She can never say that what she has done is justified, but from now on, it is an impossible area where even her excuses will not work. If she gets her way this time, the relationship between her and her brother-in-law will eventually fall off a cliff.
But as she was not used to rejection, she didn’t know how to go about telling someone to break up. Furthermore, Lee Yul spares himself, but he is a man with a scary side to that extent. He’s a violent, forceful, man who takes all the initiative and doesn’t give in. What should he say to him to convey his sincerity and end the relationship?
On the one hand, I worried about the physical price to pay for being so mentally comfortable. Just as Jun-hyung felt while watching Lee Yul’s sex, Chae-kyung was well aware of her reality. She knew there was an irreducible gap between her and her boyfriend. No matter how hard her brother-in-law tries, he will not be able to satisfy her, and even if she eats her brother-in-law, she will feel her thirst because it is not enough. That will not change no matter how many years pass and how happy they are, regardless of the feelings of the two of them. Will she be able to endure such a lack, the longing that will last her whole life?
Chae-kyung arrived in front of Yi-yul’s house, full of anxiety and worry. She had already announced that she would visit her house, so as soon as she rang her bell, Lee Yul opened the door and greeted her guests. Going into her front door, Chae-kyung looked at Yi-yul’s face for a moment.
She wasn’t without feelings for him. Under the pretext of balance, I couldn’t help but develop feelings for this man who had intermingled several times in the relationship of a sexual partner. His appearance was far inferior to Jun-hyung’s, but he wasn’t out of line, and when it comes to sex, the biggest reason she fell into his hands, ironically, no words are needed. Although Chaekyung is mentally close to Junhyung, he is the one who physically distanced him from him. The man who developed and changed her body. That was the rate.
But you have to. He has to get away from him Chae-kyung’s intuition was sure of her future, just as she was sure of Jun-hyung’s sincerity the day before. Here, she cannot be happy for the rest of her life unless she can part with Yi-yul. No, she could be happy, but the shape of her happiness would never be what she had envisioned. And Chae-kyung made up her mind that even if she wasn’t satisfied with her life, she would choose happiness with Jun-hyung.
“So, enjoy yourself with me as much as you like, then go away because you don’t need it anymore?”
As expected, Lee’s reaction was very negative. It was hostile and radical beyond the negative level. Her eyes staring at Chae-kyung were so frightening that she lowered her head and kept her mouth shut as if she were guilty.
“Even though I asked to be a sex girl, it wasn’t because I only wanted your body. I loved Chae-kyung and wanted to be a lover who was connected not only to her body but also to her heart, but she said that since you had Lee Jun-hyung, it was a decision I made on my own. But you’ve been enjoying my cock all this time and now you’re tired of throwing it away?”
“That, it’s not like that. Yul said you had to balance it in the first place…”
“Balance? What a balance Ah~ Lee Junhyung. Since Lee Joon-hyung had an affair with Kang Yoon-jung, you said you would balance things out by having an affair with me. Okay… Balance. But then what about my balance?”
“What, what…?”
At the unexpected question, Chae-kyung raised her head and asked him back. Yi-yul sighed as if her energy was full and explained to her.
“It’s good to have you balanced with Lee Junhyung. Now that the two of you are equals again, I’m not saying you don’t need me. But then what about me? At your request, what about me who had sex with a woman I didn’t want in order to separate Kang Yoon-jung from Lee Jun-hyung for you?”
It’s a lie. From the beginning, Lee Yul was not interested in her heart, and she had sex with Kang Yoon-jung for her own enjoyment. But now his lies had become a sharp and effective weapon, piercing Chae-kyung’s heart.
“I had sex with a girl 7 years older than me that I didn’t want for you. Throwing her body away like her prostitute to satisfy her and get rid of her boyfriend. But now that you’ve accomplished your goal, are you saying you’re going to abandon me too? You’ve seen all the balls, right?”
“It’s not like that… Yul-ah, please…”
“Chung Chae-kyung. I’m really disappointed in you. You’re kind, and you really care about me… I thought you were a different woman from other women…”
Yi-yul, who was angry with her scary face, suddenly sits down with a teary face. Seeing his weakness again, Chae-kyung felt her heart thump. She’s obviously trying to do the right thing, she’s here to right what she’s done, so why does she feel like she’s doing something so bad. The guilt feels heavier than when she cheated on her boyfriend.
“Chae Kyung-ah, please think again. I didn’t ask you to break up with Lee Jun-hyung or ask for anything out of jealousy. Who was the person who always comforted you when you were having a hard time? It’s me I was always there for you when you needed me and I always put you first. You know that.”
Was it? Was it really so? Chaekyung was confused. She seemed to be deceiving herself, even though his words seemed infinitely true, and at the same time this desperate and pitiful look of hers shook her.
“Chae Kyung-ah.”
“Oh!”
Lee Yul jumped up from her seat and hugged her tightly. Chae-kyung, taken aback by her surprise, was unable to move, only to hear Lee Yul’s whisper as she sobbed in his arms.
“Please don’t abandon me. I’m begging you like this we were good The first kiss, the things we did at school. The sex we had together in our house. Think about everything, huh?”
Her voice trembles, and she feels her hands tremble as she holds her body. Of course, it was all Lee Yul’s fake performance, but Chae Kyung had no way to tell it apart.
“Love you. Please… It’s okay for me to replace Junhyung Lee. It doesn’t matter if it’s the second one. It’s fine even if I tell her to only do sex for the rest of her life, so please don’t say that you will break up with me.”
“Yula…”
Chaekyung felt that her tears were about to come out. What she was begging for was Lee Yi-ryul, but she couldn’t understand why she felt like she was about to burst into tears. But the emotions he struck her with were so great that her shaking heart tormented her. She made her like her bad girl.
But if you step back from here, nothing will happen. She made up her mind, and she came to make a decision. There are not one or two infidelities committed secretly by the boyfriend. She went through her body twice without Lee Yul, and each time he was more delighted with her sex with her boyfriend. Her sin is so great that she has to deal with this problem now so that she will not be able to see her boyfriend. Chae-kyung pushed Yi-yul away from her with her arms and she replied with her head still hanging.
“I’m sorry, Yul-ah… But I can’t betray Junhyung anymore…”
Her firm determination came as a surprise to Yi-yul. Once she got this far, she fizzled out and thought she’d take him back, but she resisted surprisingly long. He seems to have made a much firmer decision than he thought, but now what to do.
Her frankness was an annoyance to her to soothe her. She was the one who came through the cracks in Chae-kyung’s heart, but while she continued to care for her mind, doing her part didn’t suit her temper. All she wanted anyway was her body, and when she enjoyed it enough, she was going to roll it around and throw it away. When she’s stuck with him, she listens to her like that, and once she’s stubborn, it’s hard to appease.
Shall we try skinship and sexually arouse? But it may backfire. Even if you don’t stimulate it yourself anyway, you will definitely think of it after time. Because Chaekyung was such a woman. If so, she might be better off not doing anything drastic here and she’d just give her a little more time.
