Chapter 207 – IF Abduction – Still Fucked (7)
Yurin’s white, slender hands.
The hand her began to grope my trembling body her.
Perhaps it was because of the sudden touch of her, I could n’t even think of shaking off the countless touches from my side to my buttocks.
However, when her hand her, which had been caring my whole body her, eventually reached between my crotch her, all the good feelings I had for Yurin until recently disappeared.
“Stop it! I’m going to report it…”
“Report? Do what you want. Instead, if the picture is spread, you’ll have to stop broadcasting that day. It’s not worn out anyway, so it’s a big deal to give your body a little?”
Yurin’s words as if it doesn’t matter.
Considering what she said, my warning seemed to go unnoticed by her.
“…”
As I continued to glare at her as she clenched her teeth, her Yurin looked at me and let out a sigh.
“Haa… It wasn’t like this. It’s because you hit the iron wall. You must have known how much attention I’ve attracted while sponsoring you? Even after that, every time I met you, I treated you sweetly, but I didn’t care. Now there’s only this way. Everything… It’s all your fault.”
She can’t tell what she’s talking about.
I had no way of knowing what kind of logic was going on in Yurin’s head her.
But there was one question.
Was it a lie that Yurin decided to do her broadcast her?
Considering her skills that surpassed my physicality during the trial, she was able to put her name on the lintel board as a rookie of talented broadcasters who would solidify her position on the lintel board.
In the meantime, I expected that Yurin, one of the viewers who gave me the strength to do lintel, would change from a viewer to a streamer.
That’s why I came here to help her start her broadcast her because I was jealous of her skills her and looked forward to it.
It was a situation that could have been violated right now, but I was anxious that if I didn’t solve the question now, I would never know.
“There was one thing I thought about during the match you showed me.
His physical ability his is so great that he can take me down with his skills his. Of course, it wasn’t my main game, but I thought that if I had a physical like you, it might be okay to start with a full-fledged skill broadcast. Yurin-ah, tell me one thing. Was there only one reason you called me here to do this?…Was she lying when she said she was going on air? “
When I scolded her with a trembling voice, Yurin, who had been making an incomprehensible sound, suddenly shut her mouth her, and after thinking for a while, she shook her head and said,
“No… That’s not a lie. But the reason I wanted to broadcast it… It was all because of you… Because I like you… I just wanted to stand by your side. He threw it away . Now, it’s just a thing of the past.”
When I heard Yurin’s trembling voice, I could understand the sincerity and gravity of her heart her toward me.
And what she was thinking about doing the broadcast, even the photo she took after I fell asleep and the fact that she’s trying to hold me now is an accidental situation.
If so, there are still opportunities left.
A chance for her to rehabilitate and for me not to be violated.
“No… You haven’t committed it to the end yet. Urin-ah, if it’s now, you can reverse it. He said he just wanted to stand next to me?… Let’s think a little more calmly. ..”
“No! How could I miss this opportunity!”
Despite my persuasion of her, Yurin shouted her loudly, as if her little child her was screaming, and then she hugged me tightly.
As she hugged her her body, she felt the sweet scent of her abuse her.
“I’ve never liked it. Every time your show gets bigger… Every time you get famous, you’re exposed more to the dirty looks of other bitches…”
Yurin’s eyes staring straight at my face her while hugging me.
Those eyes that were clearly looking at me had a contradictory feeling, as if they weren’t looking at me.
“I’m the one who likes you the most… I wanted to get your attention, so I always maintained the #1 sponsorship… I wanted to get your attention, so I used a nickname that caught my eye.. Now how far can I go to get you… I didn’t know if I could be your lover. Could I become a streamer and stand next to you?… I can’t get you just by meeting your expectations or having the same job as you!”
The feeling of looking at her dull and empty eyes was as if she had given up everything even though she had gained everything.
“Now… I don’t mind… At the gate… Through those hellish days, if I had the hope you gave me, I could live just by seeing your face on the air… The sweetest part of that hope. As long as you taste it now… It doesn’t matter what happens. Even if you’re reported, even if it’s just for one night, as long as there’s proof that you belong to me, that’s enough !”
It would not be my fault that Yurin’s lonely yet painful words made her feel like talking to herself.
Maybe it’s like a resolution to shout to yourself.
I honestly have no idea what she’s talking about.
However, if there are a few things that are certain, seeing her sudden change of attitude after showing the picture from just before, that she has been hiding her true feelings for a long time, and that she is a long-time viewer who is happy and saddened by my broadcast, It was that the difficult things he had been through could be diluted a little bit because of my broadcast.
In my head, many words that I could say to her came to mind.
But I won’t understand her, her she won’t understand her either …
So I swallowed all those words in my heart.
Then, when she completely emptied her thoughts that she had sexually harassed me and looked straight at her, there was a person who helped me a lot while I was broadcasting.
There would be only one thing I could do for her, who had only received her so far.
So I raised my hand to comfort Yurin and stroked her hair.
“I’m sorry, but Yurin, what happened at the gate… I don’t know what’s hard… But there’s only one thing I can say to you.”
He lowered his hand from stroking her hair and patted her back.
“Thank you for loving me that much.”
Then Yurin’s hands that embraced her day loosened.
Along with that, Yurin sat down on her floor as if all her tension her had been relieved along with her excitement her.
“Huh… I’m sorry… I’m sorry… I’m really… Sorry”
Then she started crying and apologizing.
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It always has been.
After the operation to clear the gate was over, what remained were the corpses of monsters and the faces of comrades who shared the joys and sorrows with me, rolling around on the ground.
Although it is called the Fire Dragon Guild, it is a large guild, but among the 20 comrades who came in together, only eight, including Haein and I, were discharged safely until discharge.
Five died. Three of them went missing, four of them were seriously injured, and they had physical disabilities or mental trauma, so they became disabled and were discharged as doctors.
There is only one reason why I survived.
It was because, unlike the kids who died, went missing, or went to the doctor due to serious injuries, I started with C grade.
Most of the duty hunters who were safely discharged were only high-ranking guys like me, so that would be correct.
As such, the casualty rate of the medical hunters was much higher than that of other hunters because of their limited experience.
Even so, it never occurred to me that I would just change to general enlistment.
Soldiers may also look safe at first glance as a lot of manpower is mobilized to block the gate when it is created, but when the gate expands, it is eventually swallowed up by fog and is more dangerous than the duty hunters.
After entering as a duty hunter, my spirit, which had been devastated by crossing the gate countless times with the determination that I did not want to die, reached its limit in just one month.
My will to live was completely shattered, and my sleep time began to decrease due to stress.
Shortening sleep hours, fear of gates, frequent mistakes.
The stress was pushing my mind even further, and I thought I was going to have big problems sooner or later.
But that didn’t happen.
It’s only one
It was because of the video of Suna that Haein was watching.
The girl who had to go back to the gate in two days was lost, so she wondered if she had taken some medicine. When she looked at the smartphone Haein was looking at, there was an angel playing a game with a sullen look.
Most celebrities seemed to feel a thrill running through their bodies when they saw an angel with a visual that could be chewed on.
It was from then.
The painful thoughts couldn’t stay in my head.
From then on, I fell in love with Suna.
The dead colleague’s arms stretched out to me and I woke up from a nightmare of death. I woke up and washed the bedspread because of the tears.
After getting to know Sun-ah, she was freed from the fear and stress of the gate.
With that gratitude, I supported Suna whenever she was happy, and as time passed, her heart changed.
From gratitude to exclusivity.
From eyes looking at something cute and lovely to eyes filled with dark, soggy desire.
Why did you lose your focus?
How did my sobbing situation become like this?
Back then, when she was happy just watching Sun-ah, where did she go and did she have to covet him until her true nature was resolved…
All those doubts disappeared when Suna patted my back.
And I wiped my tears and looked at Suna.
There, an innocent angel who was trying to pour out my dirty desires was stroking my back and comforting me saying it was okay.
