Chapter 27 – My Junior Petted Me
Thanks to a promise to my junior that I would stop taking drugs,
I felt a little depressed.
It was difficult to manage my facial expression, so I couldn’t stop him from constantly crying.
My junior seemed to be looking down at me like that, and then he reached out and put his hand on my head.
My junior’s hands were really big, so much so that I couldn’t even lift my head.
And then smack.
He said, “Well done,” But he could have been angry at an action that looked like he was giving a compliment to a child or a pet… For some reason, I had no choice but to stay still.
… In fact, not only did
I closed my eyes again and shook my head little by little as if I was trembling and even rubbed it in my hand.
If you ask me if it’s not humiliating to be treated like this by someone I hate to the point of death, of course I did…
I had a strong desire to be praised, and yes, it was because I was a little scared when my juniors looked down on me with such scary eyes.
My junior tried to withdraw his hand, perhaps thinking that this was enough.
However, I raised both hands and put them on the back of my junior’s hand, then gave strength.
I forced my big, hard hand to my head and forcibly rubbed my head.
I don’t know how many minutes I’ve been petting like that.
I felt something strange, and, uh, uhm, this is embarrassing, but the sensation in my lower stomach that had been whining since I woke up was clearly felt again.
I can’t remember what the hell happened yesterday, but I could guess.
Almost always when I was high, I used to do that too,
Maybe it was because yesterday was in front of a junior, so I must have endured it well.
No matter how weak I am in desire… It’s not to the point where I’d do embarrassing things because I couldn’t control my desires in front of someone I hated so much.
Oh yeah, really
But what I endured was what I endured, and that desire continued to pile up and torment me today.
My head went blank, and I felt that the vision in my eyes, which had been opened for some time, was blurred.
“Senior?”
Hehe, hehe…”
“… Are you okay?”
“Ugh, heh, hehe, is it okay, ah, don’t go, why, why do you keep trying to take it off?”
“Something seems strange.”
“It’s not strange. It’s not weird at all. Whoops, whoops…”
“…”
“I’ll count to ten, ten, and let you go, just a little more…”
I couldn’t stand something, so I bent my neck even more.
Then, the junior’s hand that had touched the crown of my head was now rubbing against my face.
Just like a cat losing its mind to a pine tree, all my nerves were sold into the hands of my juniors, so I made my hands touch all over my face without knowing the shame.
I enjoyed the feel of it by letting out a snort of huuuuu, making it touch my forehead with my raised hands, and pressing down on the temples and the bridge of the nose, the eyelids and the cheekbones.
When that hand touched my cheek, uh, I had a bit of a harsh thought, and I couldn’t come to my senses from the chills,
So, I thought that getting slapped with this hand would be really nice.
Then, naturally, my breathing became rough, and I felt a tickle in my lower abdomen gradually spread throughout my body.
It was difficult for me to keep my body steady, so I gently shook all the parts that tickled me, including my chest, stomach, buttocks, and thighs, and made strange noises, like a person shaking in pain.
Aaaaah, as if I couldn’t stand it,
Like that, ah, embarrassing, I was about to burst into tears.
Besides, when the kouhai’s finger landed on her lips, the thought of wanting to insert something inside and suck it out came to the top of her head.
I endured that with almost superhuman endurance, but thanks to that, my numbness got worse.
“Ahhh… Hueung, sniff, sniff…”
“Senior, that.”
“Ten seconds hasn’t passed… ?”
“… .”
“Obviously, it hasn’t passed. Ten seconds have not passed yet. Huh…”
When I thought about sucking on something, saliva pooled in my mouth as if my mouth was watering, so I swallowed it loud enough to make a clicking sound.
But I wonder if my tongue is out of order, because whenever my junior’s hand touches somewhere on his face, my saliva keeps collecting, and as my eyes keep loosening up, I don’t have time to worry about it, and in the end, like water leaking from an incorrectly turned off faucet, one or two I ended up salivating drop by drop.
I don’t know if I pulled it or if my juniors moved it themselves,
The junior’s hand, which reached under my lips to catch the dripping saliva, finally touched the tip of my chin.
As naturally as it should be, the four fingers excluding the thumb moved gracefully as if playing the piano and tickled my chin, and I drooled heavily on those fingers to make them shiny.
I thought I knew what it felt like to melt.
I was overcome with the delusion that my whole body would melt away like ice cream bathed in the midsummer sun.
I think I’ll get addicted to this…
“Senior, senior.”
“Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, ha, ha…”
“Senior!”
“Ah, a little more, a little more…”
But my wish did not come true.
It’s because the juniors forcibly removed their hands.
I struggled with both hands holding the back of my junior’s hand, but he brushed off my hand casually.
I resent and hate my heartless junior to the point of death,
I still tilted his head and looked up at him, glancing at him with a twinkle in his eye.
The junior who looked at me like that said that with a slightly troubled face.
“I’ll be late.”
“To? Already?”
I’ve only been doing that for ten seconds, already?
I wondered if my junior was lying to me, but the moment I looked at the watch, I couldn’t help but open his eyes wide.
Hey, when is this time?
“Oh, I’ll change my clothes and come back…” .”
“Hurry up.”
I went to my room and put on my school uniform.
Every time I took off my maid uniform, I felt a little embarrassed to see that my pale skin turned pink.
In particular, the lower belly in question could be said to be really serious, and it seemed that even though I was sweating, it was overflowing with shine, even though it was my body, it looked a little erotic.
I keep looking at it, and I keep bumping into it somewhere, banging, banging, and the desire to solve it to my heart’s content soars…
“Senior, have you all changed?”
“I’m leaving…”
If it wasn’t for the words of a junior who urged me on at the right time, I would have really lost my mind.
I felt ashamed of myself, so I quickly put on my academy uniform and went outside while maintaining a modest posture as much as possible.
The new junior was getting ready to leave… I asked one last time before leaving the house.
“Hey, what time are you coming back today?”
“I will come early.”
“That, it’s not that.”
“Yes?”
“… I want you to come a little late…”
“Why?”
“Well, uh, I have work to do, work to do…”
My juniors seemed to be thinking about something.
When I was putting on my school uniform, I took a look at the hairpin I took out of my pocket and put back in my hair, then I shook my head a few times to see what I was thinking, and then I said that.
“I can’t leave you alone.”
“Yes?”
This fucking ugly junior didn’t even notice.
They look at me with a dazzlingly resolute and innocent face, but thanks to that, I have become distant.
“Why, why… ?”
“Anyway.”
“…”
The intuition came to me that I would not be able to convince my juniors with tolerable words.
Being cornered, I had no choice but to tell the truth, so I spoke to my junior in a begging tone.
“Even if you’re going to hang out with your boyfriend, boyfriend?”
What the hell is my junior saying to me?
It may not seem like that at all, but first of all, I am a woman, and there are things I want to hide because I am ashamed to death, but my juniors really had no mercy, intentionally or unintentionally.
Then, the junior colleague looked at me with her eyes straight open, as if the expression she had just looked at was like a mask, well, as if she didn’t want to be taken away by all means… ?
I don’t know, but he told me like he was angry.
“Then no more.”
The juniors usually have a low voice, but when he spoke in a tone that was one tone more subdued, it sounded menacing, like a wild animal growling, so I involuntarily hid my breath and took a half step back.
“All right…”
As if I was satisfied with my answer, the juniors gave me a well-suited smile.
… Heh, it’s against the rules to come out so threatening just because you’re a little taller or a little better. To get what you want by making it scary, you couldn’t be a bad guy.
And the junior standing in front of the door said to me, half a step away.
“I’ll go first.”
It’s a day when lectures are held at similar times, so it would be normal to go out together, but…
Since juniors stand out so much in the eyes of people, I, who was burdened by their gazes, asked for them over and over again, and so far, I have never been on the way to school together.
My junior took care of me and planned to go out first today.
“…”
But, but today, I felt like something, so I quickly stepped forward and caught my juniors.
The juniors, who don’t know how the hell he noticed that he barely managed to grab onto the hem using only his thumb and index finger,
He opened his eyes wide and looked at me, as if wondering what the ghastly expression he had just shown was.
“Go, let’s go together…”
“Uh? Really?”
Well, what is it, it’s not like you’re jumping for joy.
I was a little taken aback, but I kept coming up with what I was going to say.
“If you hold my hand, I think it will be okay…”
I glanced at my junior’s hand, which was almost covered with my saliva.
Maybe I washed it off while I was changing, but my big hand was completely dry, and apart from that, it was still hard and big.
If you put it close
Also, wouldn’t there be a chance to be stroked? I said it out of shallow thoughts.
Even if the junior is really stupid,
Without seeing through my intentions,
He smiled once again as if he was looking forward to the climb with me.
I’m stupid.
