Chapter 112 – Named (4)
『People who fall into pseudo-religion or are swayed by violent spouses have something in common. What they have in common is extreme dependence.
Extreme dependence makes one accept without resistance even things that are clearly unreasonable or against one’s will. If a request is made forcefully, you will never be able to say no and will go to great lengths to comply.
A believer who saves up all the money he has or does not have and gives it to the religious sect, and a wife who provides living expenses to her husband who becomes violent when he drinks, are all manifestations of extreme dependence.』
『They believe that they cannot live alone without someone to rely on, so once dependence begins, they cannot stop it on their own. You cannot suppress your anxiety unless you rely on someone with greater abilities and charm than you.
In particular, if the ego is unstable due to extreme dependence, it is more dangerous because the boundary between what one wants and what others want from oneself becomes blurred.
Extreme dependence is because you convince others that what you want is what you want.』
『A highly dependent person throws away his or her own values and absorbs the other person’s values as if they were his or her own. He is so obsessed with the thought that he must be that person, he struggles to the death to receive the approval of the person he depends on.
If the attachment anxiety inherent in most dependent personality disorders is added to this, the results become even more uncontrollable.』
『The stronger the dependency, the greater the fear of losing the person on whom one relies. When faced with such fear, one throws oneself in regardless of the cost.
Irrational behavior that makes no sense at all can only be understood when one becomes aware of these characteristics of dependent personality disorder.』
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Hyun-woo grabbed Hye-ji’s hair, whose eyes were dark and dead, and turned them around.
The vomit she had vomited was not only dripping from her face, but also from her messy blonde hair.
Tuk – Tuk –
There is no sound other than the sound of vomit falling on the floor.
Hyeji, who was barely allowed to rest after vomiting four times, did not react at all.
“Hmm…”
Is this all for today?
Hyunwoo licked his lips and let go of her hair.
It couldn’t have been more miserable to see him fall forward, flopping down, probably because he didn’t have the strength to hold himself up on his own.
“I need to take a shower.”
Although he did it deliberately and harshly, it was not something he did without any countermeasures.
If she got even the slightest bit angry or resistant, he was willing to apologize at any time and give her a leg up, and he was confident that he could calm her down.
But her only answer was ‘It’s okay.’ In the end, if you think about it, her current appearance was a result of her own efforts.
Of course, it was she who prevented her from saying anything other than ‘it’s okay’.
Shoot aaaaa –
Hyunwoo sprays water from the shower on Hyeji, who doesn’t respond.
If the water suddenly hits you, you might flinch, but seeing that there wasn’t even a slight movement made me wonder if it was a bit harsh.
Well, you can just hug me again later and tell me you love me. Because that was her promise to her today.
Hyeji…
Before playing, she asked that people trust her and love her to her heart’s content. She had promised Hyunwoo that she could accept much harder play.
Now that she had trusted her promise and loved her to her heart’s content in her own way, it was time to praise her and tell her how satisfied she was.
I don’t know if she still has the spirit left to understand what she says…
“It’s over, baby. What do you think, was it worth it?”
Shoot aaaaa –
“Babe! It’s over!”
“Ah… The end… Is it over?”
When Hyeon-woo shouted loudly, Hye-ji opened her mouth in a barely audible voice.
His voice was cracking, as if he was hoarse from the gastric juice he had coughed up, and it was quite pitiful.
“Yeah, so let’s take a shower. Wash her hair and take a shower. “I’ll take off her handcuffs, turn around.”
Clap –
The handcuffs that had restrained her for hours were removed, but her hands fell behind her back and were not facing forward.
She managed to turn back, but it seemed like she had exhausted her last remaining strength, and now she couldn’t even lift a finger.
Hyunwoo, who noticed her exhaustion, put down her shower and lifted her into his princess embrace.
“Tsk! It’s very difficult, right? From now on, I will wash everything for you. “You can just close your eyes and relax.”
He made eye contact with her as she was held in his arms and smiled. I hugged her as if I was hugging her fragile ceramics and walked her step by step to her bathtub.
[May 1st. How to use dependent personality disorder. What is important is trust. Build trust and exploit it. To achieve this, we constantly remind ourselves how special our relationship is and how happy we are together now. Maximizes her dependence.]
Hyunwoo remembered the diary he wrote very well. Taking advantage of her trust and exploiting her was now his specialty.
“Today was really special. The play I played before is incomparable. “You don’t know how happy I am that you are my woman.”
Shoot aaaaa –
With the hot water flowing from her shower again, Hyunwoo’s gentle touch soaked her.
Rest finally given to her exhausted body and mind.
The poor soul was overcome with joy and shed tears. Like a mountaineer shedding tears of joy at conquering the summit while in a state of exhaustion, unable to move even a single hand.
But the mountain peak she has to climb has just become one less.
Many peaks were still waiting for her to climb.
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Crunchy –
[May 8th. Attachment anxiety. How much can be gained by subtly shaking up the tranquility of dependent personality disorder. However, the key is to create anxiety for which I am not responsible. Leave the attachment intact and only the anxiety burns.]
After washing the distraught Hyeji, comforting her, and putting her to sleep in bed, Hyunwoo wrote down today’s teaching assistant diary as usual.
I had no choice but to leave a record of the great achievement I achieved with my virtual competitor.
In fact, when I first manipulated the note, I had no idea that I would achieve such dramatic results.
The intention was simply to lightly touch on the ‘attachment anxiety’ that most dependent personality disorders have, but Hyeji, as the book says, showed ‘irrational behavior that made no sense at all.’
All she did along the way was encouraged her courage and encourage her determination.
‘Is it really okay to try harder? That’s fine for me, but she really has no reason to be shaken, right?’
‘Good. Now I don’t worry about myself shaking. Without any unnecessary doubts. She even gave me a hard spanking… And I completely believe that she is the kind of woman who can understand everything.’
The brainwashing that started from the night before yesterday and went through countless times until just before today’s play.
After using the virtual woman to maximize her anxiety, she channeled that anxiety into a direction that benefited her.
Her anxiety was solely due to the woman who suddenly appeared, and the image of her boyfriend, who loved her, was intact without the slightest damage, so in the end, all that was left for the two was a team effort to defeat the external enemy.
The team tries to play more specially than before, and through doing so, builds stronger trust than before. A team that builds a wall of love that will not flinch from any external invasion.
In raising the barrier, Hye-ji took on the role of showing her courage, while Hyun-woo took on the role of acknowledging and praising her courage.
And the team was more successful than expected.
[Don’t miss the opportunity to stimulate anxiety. However, I should not be the one causing anxiety. At least to become a subject, there must be a clear cause.]
Hyunwoo summarized his realization by recalling her attachment anxiety that he had just experienced.
Hye-ji, obsessed with delusions and comparing herself to her imaginary rival, not only got her thirties beaten, but also constantly shouted:
Even though she was treated inhumanely in order to occupy a position that other women could not surpass, she never hesitated to ‘level up’.
‘Today… Like you said yesterday, trust me and don’t tolerate me. If you want to hit me, hit me, if I want to swear, I’ll use any swear words…’
What she said before the start of her play.
‘I really wish my brother would do that. He told me to try harder. You tried to control my brother to a degree that no other woman could dare. Today… I will properly control my brother.’
Before she knew it what Hyunwoo wanted to be had become what she wanted. Becoming ‘the most miserable sex slave in the world’ has become the meaning of her life that she desperately desires.
Thanks to her, she was able to have a lot of fun with him, so Hyunwoo was just grateful for her efforts.
Hyeonwoo closed her teaching assistant’s journal, leaned against the back of her chair, and checked the comments on the post.
There was a need to censor in advance the comments Hyeji would read when she woke up tomorrow morning.
Delete comments you don’t like, and use a secondary account to recommend comments you like…
It wasn’t a hassle because I opened dozens of tabs in the browser app and logged in in advance with a different ID for each tab.
Hyunwoo, who had been quietly manipulating comments, suddenly opened his eyes wide.
“Huh, fuck?”
He, who had been leaning comfortably in his chair, suddenly stood up.
[Hello, this is JuJu~~ I enjoyed watching the play video^^ My wife got pregnant, so I was taking a break from community activities for a whileㅜ.ㅜ I liked the video so much that I couldn’t just skip it haha My wife also said she was impressed, so please let me know~~ If it’s okay. Please send me a message~~ I want to communicate with Peuming~~]
The nickname ‘Juju’ is clearly visible. Even after rubbing my eyes and looking again, it was the ‘Juju’ I knew.
Hyunwoo’s fingers were shaking slightly as he hurriedly clicked ‘Send Message’ at the comment that Named, whom he always admired, left on his post.
