Chapter 106 – Tunnel (4)
Auschwitz concentration camp, a symbol of the most horrific holocaust in human history.
Viktor Emil Frank, a Jewish psychologist who miraculously survived there, founded the school of logotherapy, emphasizing the importance of ‘meaning’.
According to his theory, a person who knew the ‘meaning of life’ could endure any pain.
Even if his beloved wife and daughter were taken to a gas chamber and brutally murdered, and he suffered from hard labor while surviving on a piece of bread and a cup of water, he could overcome it as long as he kept the ‘meaning of life’.
‘Meaning’ was just as important in human life.
And Hye-ji just gained a ‘meaning’.
Although it was still only a weak wriggle, something that could be called the ‘meaning of life’ had clearly taken root in my heart.
She wanted to become Hyunwoo’s eternal companion. She wanted to become the wife of a man who cared for her and create a happy family.
I really wanted to do that now. I sincerely hoped that I could forget the past, which was filled with pain and hurt, and only be happy.
That’s why she willingly faced the pain.
Because she began to realize the meaning of life, she was able to endure any pain.
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Clap –
Hyunwoo placed silver iron handcuffs on Hyeji, who was lying on her stomach on the bed.
At first she thought about tying her wrists behind her back, but she thought that was a bit boring, so she changed her approach.
∞-Shaped handcuffs fastened to her right wrist. Her right ankle was pulled and hung on the empty side of the handcuffs.
Clap –
Soon after, her left wrist and left ankle were stretched out behind her back and tied in the same way.
“Move. It won’t work out, right?”
Cheolgrug – Cheolgrug –
“Yes, it doesn’t move.”
Hyeji, whose eyes were covered with an eye patch, answered quietly as she felt the cool touch of her handcuffs.
“Whoa, good.”
Hyunwoo watched her struggle for a moment and then glanced at the whips she brought.
“It will start slowly.”
“… Yes.”
“Let me ask you one more question before we begin. Once you start you will never stop. Whether I cry or not, I will go until the end until I reach the set number of times. Are you really okay?”
“… Yes I’m okay! “Please hit my buttocks with a whip until my butt is bruised.”
Food.
Hyunwoo did not hide his twisted smile as he looked down at her, pleading for violence.
It’s so funny how her body is curled up in a circle with her limbs facing her back, like she’s turning over a frog about to be dissected.
On the other hand, he seemed to be trembling and gritting his teeth to show his courage.
“Okay, if you say it that way…”
Perhaps the phrase ‘until the bruises appear’ is because I was conscious of the note just before.
The subject of her note, which made her nervous for a moment, said that he liked being beaten ‘until he was bruised.’
Anyway, she seems like a simple bitch.
It was great to see her competitive spirit ignited, not even knowing that the woman was a fictional character she had created.
“Then I’ll do whatever I want this time too? “I’ve been holding back since the day before yesterday because I was afraid it would be difficult for me.”
Hyunwoo said calmly, running his hand down her spine.
The concave center between the receding erector muscles and the protruding buttocks below created an elegant curve.
“… Yes! Master, please do whatever you want. Are you okay? Because I got some rest…”
Hyeji raised her head toward Hyunwoo’s face, even though she couldn’t see her eyes.
I somehow feel like I can see her brother’s face through her eye patch.
Even though she was so excited, her face showed that she was probably worried that she might get hurt.
Her brother was always like that.
Because of her uncontrollable sexual desire, there were times when she felt like she was being extreme, but she always felt sorry afterward.
Actually, if you think about it, she wasn’t being reckless and aggressive…
From the beginning, she honestly told me about her preferences and asked for my understanding, and she promised me countless times that she would understand everything.
Hyeji shook off the tension in her body and opened her mouth once more. I wanted to put a bright smile on her face full of her brother’s worries.
“Well… Master… You don’t have to worry. I’m doing it because I want to… So just enjoy it. It’s really okay.”
These are the words she speaks to herself, and at the same time, the words she wants to say to her beloved brother.
She wanted to completely shake off some of the remaining tension, and she wanted her brother to enjoy this moment so that her courage would not be in vain.
“… Honey, how did you know I was worried? I was wondering if I could really do it and if I would regret it again…”
Hyunwoo admired her sincerity and responded appropriately.
She was silent for a moment as she thought about which whip to use, and he was grateful if she mistook her silence for worry.
“My master and I, um… We’ve built up a lot of trust now… So you don’t have to worry about that. Trust each other, uh… Love each other…”
“That’s right, I believe in it, I love it. What you’re saying is, um… No matter how harshly I treat you, your trust won’t change… So don’t worry and just do whatever you want, right?”
Hyunwoo cut her off mid-sentence as she hesitated.
It was bothersome to listen to him chattering like a parrot even though I once told him about things like trust and love.
“Um… Uh… Yes! That’s right. Master, everything I want to do… Everything!”
But on the other hand, I wanted to dig deeper into this woman’s psychology.
This is because it was funny to see a woman who ran away from home due to domestic violence now willing to endure unlimited violence.
Hyunwoo hugged her as she lay down and whispered in her ear.
“Then let me ask you one last question. This is a serious question, so please answer honestly.”
“… Yes I will. What kind of question is this?”
Hyeji still raised her head and waited for Hyunwoo’s question.
Since she had been holding her head up earlier, the back of her neck started to feel tight, but she wanted to show her will by holding her head upright.
“Honey… Well, both your dad and your ex-boyfriend… Said you don’t like violent things. Even if you can just pass it off as play, hard spanking can be a little different. “I’m worried that I might be touching my own trauma.”
“Ah…”
Hyunwoo directly mentions her trauma and waits for her to make an excuse.
The question just asked was a question to resolve personal curiosity, but it was also a kind of rationalization.
She was a woman who asked me to hit her without worrying about anything, but she didn’t want to leave any trace behind.
If the bruises on her body lasted for several days, small cracks might appear in her brainwashing.
Therefore, a thorough rationalization had to be done before cracking her whip. So that even the bruises can become traces of play created by one’s own desire.
“Her ex-boyfriend was acting like her dad, so she told me to break up with her. I… I’m scared that the trust we built may be shaken by this. Furthermore, I want to try it, but I wonder if I’m being too impulsive and playing difficult…”
Now that Hyunwoo had finished speaking, he continued acting further. She said she was okay with it, but she still took a step back and showed signs of hesitation.
She already knew how she would react, so she nudged her sense of responsibility until she got the reaction she wanted.
If she said, ‘I want to try it,’ but I was worried, this woman had only one response.
“Never… Absolutely not! I really don’t shake… It’s true…”
Hyeji shook her head strongly and shouted.
If her brother hesitated, fearing that her trust would be shaken… She had to appeal to her own love to help him shake off his hesitation.
She had been in a position of passively accepting the play until now, but now she was in a position where she had to actively persuade.
She has a responsibility to go beyond just saying she’s okay and explain why she’s okay.
Her head, which was stiff with tension, hurriedly squeezed out her words. I wanted to somehow prove to her that her trust would never be shaken.
“This is… Um… This is a play! So it’s okay! Really! And because you’re my brother… No, because you’re my master… Everything is okay!”
Yeah, it’s just a play. It is not her father or her ex-boyfriend, but she is the whip wielded by the brother she loves the most.
It’s not even like wielding it without consent.
The upcoming whipping was a consensual action that occurred during a special play between the two. It was never violence. Furthermore, it was nothing more than giving and receiving love in a special way that was a little different from others.
“… Since this is a play with me, it has nothing to do with your trauma, right?”
“Yes! That’s right! Because it’s play!”
“Okay, then… I’ll stop worrying too much and trust myself. As if he trusts me.”
“… Yes, master. Please believe me. I really want to be whipped until I have bruises. Um, as you wish… Play with it as you wish, master.”
Hyunwoo raised his whip, thinking he could stop playing with words.
Preparations are completely completed. He nailed it without leaving any doubt that she had the right to beat her to her heart’s content.
So I wanted to quickly trample on the woman in front of her. I wanted to make a woman who believes that everything in the present is love howl like an animal. I couldn’t bear to see her screaming that I love her even though her butt was covered in blood.
“Thirties.”
Whiik – Whiik –
As she released her wrist and swung it in the air, the whip split the air, making an eerie sound.
“I’m going to hit you in your thirties. Whether I cry or not, I won’t stop. Every time you get hit, count and say I love you.”
As soon as Hyunwoo finished speaking, he swung his whip.
Get rid of all that crappy acting.
The whip struck down sharply along the widely swung arm.
