Chapter 1063 – As Long as You Don’t Get Caught (7)
“I was just wondering if it was really okay to be like this.”
It was too new to say now, but it was also a natural thought.
If you think about it with common sense, I knew from the start that it wasn’t okay, but I still couldn’t bear it and ended up here.
But after my head cools down a little, the guilt comes back.
And Choi Min-seok’s answer to that was very light.
“If you think normally, it won’t be okay.”
“…”
Did I secretly want to receive comfort?
Even though it was such an obvious answer that I had nothing to say, I felt disappointed and lowered my head slightly.
“Well, if you think about it normally, it’s like that.”
“Huh.?”
However, as if he knew he would be disappointed, he raised his head slightly again and made eye contact with Choi Min-seok.
“How can a person live without making a mistake? It would be nice to live like that, but it’s not easy.”
“Yes, but.”
Whenever I think I want to be comforted, when someone tells me something nice to hear, I inadvertently respond with something like, “Isn’t that right?”
It was a way of speaking that could be very irritating to the other person, but Choi Min-seok continued speaking as if he didn’t really care.
“I think my sister did a good job in her own way.”
“Why.?”
“That’s the situation. My sister was in a state of frustration, but her husband didn’t know anything about it… No, he didn’t try to do anything at all.”
“. That’s right.”
Even though I said I tolerated it, it doesn’t mean I didn’t show it at all.
There were times when she encouraged him to drink quietly after the child fell asleep, waited in bed wearing a thin negligee instead of the pajamas he usually wore, or even openly asked how he was doing today.
Every time that happens, the only answer I get is something like I’m tired today and want to sleep quickly.
Of course, it wasn’t a complete rejection, and I added that I would do it next time, but I waited another year and got to this point.
“You know? Sexlessness is also grounds for her divorce.”
I know. When she complained about Yoo Eun-seol and her husband, she always said that it was too much and that it could be grounds for divorce.
“But you can’t really get a divorce, and if you force someone to do it by saying they don’t want to do it, it will only make them feel uncomfortable, and in that case, their relationship may only get worse, that’s right.”
“Hmm.”
It’s not that I didn’t think about blatantly scolding my husband as Choi Min-seok said, but the reason I didn’t do it was because I was too embarrassed to do that, and I was worried about what would happen if I got rejected even if I did that.
However, it never occurred to me that if we force ourselves to do it, it will only make us uncomfortable and our relationship may actually worsen.
‘But.’
If you think about it calmly, it’s not really wrong.
No matter how much it may be a complaint, if you force someone who doesn’t like it to do it, your husband would feel uncomfortable as he did, and you would feel uncomfortable in your own way.
“But if you just endure it and do nothing, what’s the solution? Even though it looks like a harmonious family on the outside, my sister has to endure it all the time. Is that okay?”
It wasn’t okay. That’s why I couldn’t bear it and came here.
“On the contrary, if I had endured it like that, I might have hated my husband even more. I am enduring it so hard, but he doesn’t know anything about it. No matter how small or big it is, I can’t help but feel hateful.”
That is correct. The more I endured it, the more despicable I felt about my husband, who knew nothing and only took care of work and the children.
“It just didn’t work out the way I wanted, but you tried hard enough.”
“Ah.”
The moment I heard that I tried hard enough. I felt like I was about to cry, so I turned my head again to hide my expression and closed my eyes.
“My sister did what she could, so I feel at peace now. Even though this isn’t something she’s good at, it was inevitable. To be honest, my sister’s husband didn’t do a good job either. It could be grounds for divorce.”
Is this really okay?
Although I received enough comfort, I bit my lip because of the guilt that still remained, and Choi Min-seok added his final words as if he knew all of those feelings.
“As long as you don’t get caught, that’s fine.”
I’ve already heard these words several times just today, but they hit me particularly deeply now.
‘As long as I don’t get caught…’
The family would continue to be harmonious as before, and there would be no need for one to suffer from frustration.
* * *
She looked like she was going to cry, so she turned her back and sighed softly when she saw Lee Jae-kyung lowering her head.
‘. I didn’t mean to do this.’
Originally, I was planning to force Lee Jae-kyung, who said he couldn’t do it at home, to go into her bedroom and enjoy an immoral sex.
The mood was about to be broken with a deep sigh, so I hurriedly tried to comfort her, and the situation ended up like this.
‘Well, I can’t help it.’
Just because you feel a little more at ease doesn’t mean you’ll really think about infidelity.
“Did everyone cry?”
“Oh, I didn’t cry.”
To lighten the mood, I asked in a light, playful voice, and the answer came back with a slightly trembling voice.
When I heard the answering voice, it definitely looked like it was crying, but it didn’t really sound like crying.
‘That’s a good thing.’
If I really burst into tears, it would have been really difficult to control the mood.
“If you don’t cry, could you please look over here for a moment?”
“Wait a minute.”
“Don’t do that, hurry up. It’s urgent.”
“…”
I just said it was urgent. Lee Jae-kyung also knows that the situation is not urgent at all, but when he urges her to look this way again, she quietly turns her head again.
She didn’t start crying, but seeing her eyes get moist and tremble slightly made me feel like she wanted to secretly tease me.
“Don’t do that, turn around properly.”
“Really.”
As he continued to speak lightly and playfully, the feeling of crying seemed to have eased, and he mumbled that he didn’t like it and turned to sit down towards me.
At the same time, his cheeks blush slightly, and he avoids his eyes, as if he is aware that the area around his eyes has become moist.
In my current state, I thought that a little more force would work, so I grabbed Lee Jae-kyung’s waist from under the water and lightly pulled her to sit on my thigh.
“…”
As expected, the corner of her mouth curled up and smiled as she was gently dragged and sat on her thigh without any resistance, even though she was shocked.
When she smiled like that, Lee Jae-kyung’s cheeks turned a little redder, but she pretended not to notice and went up to her and kissed her lightly.
“Yeah. Chuuuuu.”
This time, Lee Jae-kyung was slightly shocked, but instead of avoiding it, she quietly put her head out and gave me her lips. Seeing her cute appearance, I first hugged her body with both arms and stuck out her tongue.
“Chu-eup. Smile. Chu-eup. Chueup.”
On the contrary to being shy, they kiss quietly, satisfied with the sight of them actively sticking out their tongues, intertwining them, and sucking on them as if they were delicious.
Even though she looked like she was about to cry just a moment ago, she started to twitch slightly and tremble, wondering what was so exciting, and even wrapped her arms around my neck and pressed her body against my chest.
I haven’t even touched the bottom yet. The soft touch instantly made my lower body rise.
I was already used to the feeling of my chest being pressed like this, but the fact that the woman in front of me was falling on me again seemed like a huge arousal.
As my excitement grew, I also lowered the arms that were hugging my back and grabbed my buttocks tightly, massaging them roughly as if I was kneading rice cake, enjoying the feel.
Then, as she felt Jae-kyung Lee’s breathing getting heavier, she dropped her mouth, met her eyes again, and spoke.
“Shall we do this once before I leave?”
“I really. Can’t do it.”
“Hey, you want to do it too.”
She still says no and tries to gently pull away from her, but unlike before when she said no as if she really didn’t like it, I can feel that she is just saying it, so she grins and pushes further.
“Still.”
“As long as you don’t get caught, you just have to do it and flush the water. That’s okay, right?”
“Really. Just once.?”
“Of course. Now, sister, put it in.”
“. Okay.”
Lee Jae-kyung, who responded with a helpless attitude that now seems really obvious, slowly lifted her waist and placed her towering pillar between the cracks, and she slid down her waist and swallowed her pillar.
“Ah, haaah.!”
Although the insertion took place silently underwater, the feeling of the vaginal walls tightening with the semen and love juice that could not be completely removed is still satisfying. And,
“Haha, ang.! Haaa, ang.! Haha, ahhh.!”
She hasn’t even told me to move yet.
Jaekyung Lee herself begins to move, shaking her waist so that the water surface makes a lapping sound.
“Was it that urgent?”
“Ahh, haaaaa.! I don’t know.!”
“Don’t do that, you should be honest. I’ve said it all along.”
“Ahh, ahhh.! I love it.! Ahh.! Tsk, ahhh.! Sex, I love it.!”
He must have felt at ease after being comforted, so he avoided answering for a moment as if embarrassed, but as soon as I urged him to speak properly, he even said that he liked sex.
I’ve become this honest now, but will I be able to be this honest even when I’m in bed with her husband?
Although it would be better to be less honest, I thought it wouldn’t be a bad idea to be honest and enjoy it, so I spent time leisurely enjoying the increasingly rough movements.
