Chapter 50 – Feels Good(2)
“… Why are you crying?”
Seo Joo-hwan wiped her eyes with his thumb.
But again, tears flow from the gap between my hands.
Tears, once started flowing, did not stop easily.
“Uh, huh? Why am I crying Why won’t this stop… ?”
Min Ga-hee has a puzzled face, as if she doesn’t really know why the tears are flowing. Unsure of what to do with a phenomenon that even he cannot understand, he constantly wipes his eyes.
But the more she did, the more her eyes were stained with tears and twisted.
Warak.
Seo Joo-hwan hugged her again after she fell.
Min Ga-hee, held in his arms, squirms in embarrassment as if trying to get out of his arms.
“Oh, brother? Let this go I’m fine. I’m really fine…”
There was only bewilderment in her voice, but no cry.
That’s why it’s more sad.
Not knowing why he was crying meant that he had accumulated so much.
“Just cry.”
“Yes?”
He rubbed the back of Min Ga-hee in his arms as if comforting him.
Naturally, he does not know why she is crying.
I just wanted to comfort you.
Because Seo Joo-hwan also had such an experience in the past.
Because her past self was superimposed on her appearance.
Sometimes people shed tears without realizing it. Even though I don’t feel sad at all.
No, he must have been ignoring it saying it was fine.
However, no matter how much you turn away from the accumulated emotions, there is no choice but to burst out someday. Rather, it was fortunate that I cried quickly before it piled up.
“You can cry out loud. Because we are the only ones here.”
“…….”
“I’m the person you met today anyway. No need to put up with it.”
Sometimes strangers are more comfortable than close ones.
Especially when it’s something you don’t want to see.
“I’m really fine… Black.”
“It’s okay. No one is listening.”
“Huh… “
“…….”
Pat Pat.
He rubbed his back like soothing a crying child.
Will the healing touch help?
I didn’t know, but I activated my hand once. Unlike when it increases libido, the light that gives a warm feeling is soft to the touch.
Did it work? Or was it that his emotions were overcome by the tears that kept flowing?
“Hey, hehe. Whoa~”
Soon after, she broke down and cried.
My shoulders were wet with water.
*
I’m not used to crying
I like to laugh more than shed tears.
I believed in the saying that if you smile, you will be blessed and happy.
‘Smile on your lips and be happy~’
‘Fill your face with a smile~’
The songs he sang were his own favorites.
I liked the lyrics that are full of love and show a bright smile.
So when I sang, I always had a smile on my face. It seemed like he could forget the trouble with Seulgi at the bar.
You have to fill it with laughter with the song you can do best.
‘If tears flow, just cry-‘
‘If it hurts again, just laugh it off-‘
‘Fill your heart with only love-‘
But today, I don’t like the lyrics.
Why? Is it because of drinking?
It was hard to laugh even though I was obviously happy.
I liked the atmosphere of the club when I first came.
The first hunting trip was also successful.
The man who first tried hunting was also a good person.
So, I must be happy and smile…
“… Why are you crying?”
He asked with a worried face.
It was only after I heard her say that and touched her eyes that I realized that she was crying.
“Uh, huh? Why am I crying Why won’t this stop… ?”
I thought she was laughing, but the tears are coming out. The tears running down my cheeks her were embarrassing.
I have to wipe my tears and stop.
By the way – wow! He hugged me
I tried to get away, but the man’s brawny strength gripped my body tightly and I couldn’t get out. Instead, a warm hand stroked his back. It was the big, hard hand that I tried to hold in front of the bar.
He said in a worried voice.
“Just cry.”
“Yes?”
What is this person talking about?
Crying in front of someone you’re seeing for the first time today.
I don’t cry even in front of my best friend, Seulgi.
“You can cry out loud. Because it’s just you and me here.”
… Oh, there is no wisdom here.
Still, he is a stranger.
“I’m the person you met today anyway. No need to put up with it.”
But since he’s rather the first person I’ve met, he says he doesn’t have to put up with it.
… I don’t want to cry.
“I’m really fine… Black.”
Contrary to my thoughts, my throat was clogged.
I’ve been angry with my body since before.
“It’s okay. No one is listening.”
“Huh… “
Why, why does this man keep trying to make me cry?
He was barely holding on somehow-!
… Oh, I’ve been holding back
Moment of realization.
Pat Pat Pat. A large, hard hand patted my back.
Like soothing a child, your careful touch is so warm and comforting—
“Hey, hehe. Whoa~”
It made the emotions that I had endured and endured come to the fore.
“Huh, I, I’m nothing… “
He’s not a genius or anything, he’s just an ordinary person.
“I, I’m just Min Ga-hee… !”
Why is it that she is no one’s daughter, just Min Ga-hee?
I’m just an ordinary person who likes music, why?
“Huuuuu~!”
The wounds and pressures that I had been receiving without even knowing it had exploded. Emotions that I had intentionally ignored spilled out uncontrollably.
The moment I met him, I thought he would hate even the music he loved so much.
That’s why my heart that I had stayed firmly
“…….”
Pat Pat.
A warm hand patted me on the back without saying a word.
The comfort that seemed to permeate from his back calmed his mind.
Finally, the lyrics that didn’t come out well as if they were stuck in my throat came into my heart.
‘If tears flow, just cry.’
I just let go of my throat and burst into tears.
*
How much I cried
“… Have you calmed down?”
Min Ga-hee, tired of crying, nodded her head.
“Huh. Flow!”
“… Do not inhale and release. Tissue paper here.”
“Pueeng!”
‘Ugh!’
Nose sticking out of the toilet paper a little.
It was embarrassing, but I took out another tissue paper and wiped it off. He even wiped Min Ga-hee’s nose from her.
‘Ugh. A child, a child.’
How much did the little one endure so much that accumulated so much? Once the dam burst, the world cried out in sorrow.
Looking at her, she felt like she was back in her thirties.
Then, Min Ga-hee came into my arms again. No, she took him in her arms. Because of the difference in size, the appearance was a bit strange, though.
Anyway, Seo Ju-hwan, who buried his face in his chest his, thought.
‘Cancel being a child.’
How could a woman with such big breasts be a child?
It is also canceled that she seems to have returned to her thirties. I buried my face in her chest her once, and So So Yi jumped up with all her strength her. I could feel the vitality of a man in his twenties from the lower part of his body.
Min Ga-hee, who hugged him close to her chest, said in a voice that still had the traces of crying.
“Thank you Joo-hwan oppa….”
“I am more grateful.”
“Yes?”
“No, nothing. Can you let go now?”
“Why? Men like breasts. My brother also looked at me a lot.”
“…….”
“Hi-Hi. Thanks for the service.”
Did you do it on purpose? But why can’t you understand what I said before?
She was a woman who couldn’t be caught anyway.
Seo Joo-hwan enjoyed her bountiful breasts for just three seconds and escaped from her arms.
‘Shouldn’t it have been 10 seconds longer.’
The feeling left on my face quickly made me regret it again.
It’s a drug pillow, not a drug chest.
‘I think it would be nice to go to bed really hungry… ‘
“Brother.”
Min Ga-hee cut off her thoughts and entered.
She held out her square board.
“Hi-Hi. Sing.”
It was a karaoke remote control.
“… Crying like that?”
“Yes. Ah, I can’t call, so oppa calls me.”
“I can only rap.”
“I like rap too. Or should I teach you to sing?”
“Oh, that’s good.”
Seo Joo-hwan, who used to be a sucker, had a longing for singing.
‘If you sing well, you look like a celebrity.’
Seo Joo-hwan thinks of the three elements of an insider.
Song, instrument, dance.
The special ability of dancing talent, 『Multi-Dancing Line』, Was also learned for that reason.
*
I picked a rap song and finished a short singing lecture.
After leaving the karaoke room, the two walked the streets of Hongdae at dawn.
Min Ga-hee was laughing at what she liked so much, and had her arms crossed with Seo Joo-hwan.
“Even at dawn, there are quite a few people.”
“I know, right. Did you know that first?”
“Yes. It’s the first time I’ve been to Hongdae at night.”
“Even brother? It’s me Are you new to the club?”
“Right. Jung Hoon came after hyung.”
“Your brother, Jung Hoon, has visited a lot, right?”
“Uh. He is a player.”
There were dozens of stories I heard while working together during my active duty days.
Hongdae, Gangnam, Itaewon.
Lee Jung-hoon was a typical insider who he has never been to.
He’s like an unfairly envious guy.
Min Ga-hee looked up at Seo Joo-hwan and tilted her head.
“Ugh. A player is more like an older brother as a player…”
“I?”
“Yes. Have you flirted with a lot of girls?”
“No way. Am I Mosol?”
“Eh? Lie!”
Min Ga-hee made the flagship.
It’s unfair that I can’t believe it even if I tell you.
No, should I like it? It might feel a little better to say that you’re good at flirting with women.
Seo Joo-hwan shrugged his shoulders.
Min Ga-hee, who was watching the movement with a suspicious look, opened her eyes round and asked again.
“Really?”
“Because it is.”
“Really really?”
“Really really really.”
“OMG.”
Min Ga-hee opened his mouth and looked at him.
He has a bit of a slanted eye, but he has a warm appearance with a manly face.
He was quite tall, and his body looked toned, as if he had been working out.
If it’s a weird personality, it’s not even that. Staring at his chest his too much, but that’s what most men do. On the contrary, he seemed to be liked by women because of his easy-going personality and quick wit his.
‘By the way, Mosul?’
I wonder if there is such a thing in the world these days.
She’s only dated her boyfriend her twice, once in middle school and when she was in high school. Among her friends her, even less.
‘Is it because I don’t like my skin?’
He was pretty skinny. He has a rough face as if he is not taking care of himself. He also showed small scars caused by acne. For women who care about their skin, it is a bit of a negative factor.
However, there are so many men who do not manage that, so it is average for men. It wasn’t a reason to be moronic.
‘I don’t think it’s a lie….’
There’s no reason to lie.
Min Ga-hee thought deeply, then shook her head startled.
‘Why are you worrying about this? Let’s just ask.’
If you have any questions, ask. That was her character.
“Brother.”
“Yes?”
“Have you ever confessed?”
“Uh… Right? It was a car.”
“Eh. The woman’s eyes must have been very high.”
“It’s a bit complicated to say… It’s not that the eyes are high. My sister just wanted to focus on her work on her.”
I got the information that the person I confessed to was my older sister!
Do you like older people?
The age difference between Seo Ju-hwan and her is two years.
“Do you like older people?”
“Okay? Not really. I don’t think age matters.”
Seo Ju-hwan shook her head.
All three of them were older, but in a way, they were younger than his original age her, so it could be seen as younger.
Min Ga-hee’s face brightened.
She asked the next question.
“Then have you ever confessed?”
“Well. One time too. No, twice? I think it was once.”
I was definitely confessed to by Lim Soo-hee.
Choi Mi-hwa was ambiguous.
Min Ga-hee folded her fingers and looked at him, she asked with a slightly nervous face.
“Uh… But if you’re a mother, you didn’t date, right?”
“Right?”
“Why? Wasn’t the woman he confessed to pretty?”
Or maybe her breasts were small?
Min Ga-hee pushed her chest her, which she had only thought was uncomfortable, closer to his arm her and tilted her head.
She was quite confident in her face as well.
On the other hand, Seo Joo-hwan forgot the touch of his arm and was immersed in thoughts for a while.
‘Well. Really, why did you refuse?’
At the time, it had its own plausible reasons.
Lim Soo-hee’s confession was rejected because of the age difference between them. Even though she is older, she wanted to have a fresh relationship with someone younger.
Mi-Hwa Choi was the second time she had met her, so she declined. I don’t even know what it is, but I’m reluctant to date.
But now that I think about it, that wasn’t really the only reason.
‘The Desire System….’
When she confessed to Jung So-ra, she did n’t really care, but she has to have sex with several women in order to fully utilize the powers of her desire system her.
But can I date a girl?
Can I focus on one woman?
Seo Ju-hwan was skeptical.
If you see a coveted talent, nine times out of ten, your eyes will turn to another woman.
Then, in the end, you will hurt the woman you are dating.
Perhaps unconsciously, he rejected the confession for that reason.
“Brother?”
“Ah.”
Min Ga-hee was looking up at him with puzzled eyes.
Seo Joo-hwan smiled and said.
“Didn’t I say that women weren’t pretty? Rather, it was unexpectedly pretty that he confessed to me. He had a good personality.”
“Then why did you refuse?”
“I just don’t have any thoughts of dating.”
Seo Joo-hwan deliberately spoke in a slightly firm tone.
Min Ga-hee flinched and looked up.
“That… There is someone who said that his brother confessed. Do you still like him?”
“Ok? Puch. Yes, I like it.”
“… To do?”
“I don’t feel like that anymore. They are just close sisters and brothers.”
“Then, is it because you don’t really want to date?”
“Yes. I have no idea right now.”
“Why? Why don’t you want to fall in love? Yes?”
Min Ga-hee asked a question as if she was quite impatient.
Seo Joo-hwan smiled and put a hand on her head and said.
“Stop asking questions. What else can I do?”
“… What?”
“Are you going in now? You said you didn’t feel that way before.”
“So what… “
Following Seo Joo-hwan’s chin, Min Ga-hee’s head turned.
A signboard glowing with a neon sign caught her eye her.
T-HOTEL.
“What do you think. Do you feel that way now?”
Seo Joo-hwan tousled her blue hair and said.
Min Ga-hee nodded her head slightly with her blushing face.
“Yes….”
