Chapter 405 – I’ll Allow You to Hurt Me (10)
System notifications continued.
[Blessing, ‘Dream Demon’s Blessing’ grants strong luck regarding sex.]
[Talent, ‘Education (A+/A+)’ special ability ‘Sex Teacher’ responds to ‘Eunyul’.]
[The talent, ‘Absolute Pitch (A+/A+)’ responds to the ‘Singing (A+/S)’ talent.]
[Talent, ‘Imagination (A+/A+)’ special ability ‘Time of Inspiration’ responds to sincere songs.]
[Talent, ‘Singing (B/B)”s special ability ‘Thing Feeling’ responds to the same ability.]
Seo Joo-hwan did not hear the notification. It’s because Lucy delayed the notification so he could focus fully on the song.
But apart from hearing the notification tones, the change has already been made.
‘This… Yul’s feelings are conveyed as they are.’
I could clearly feel Eunyul’s emotions of her as she was singing. The superpowers of the system linked each other’s minds. Emotions were conveyed through the lyrics. The song seemed to seep into my heart.
Seo Joo-hwan looked ahead with a blank gaze in deep emotion.
“Yul is you…….”
Beyond the glass door of the recording studio.
Eun-yul was looking at him with unwavering eyes.
A gaze straighter than usual speaks.
I love you.
I’ll let you hurt me
So please allow me to love you.
Even painful love is okay.
It doesn’t matter if it’s all, so give me your heart.
Because it will hurt less than not loving.
As the song continued, my heart thumped.
Seo Joo-hwan made eye contact with Eun-yul and listened to the words of the song that followed. She was confessing once again using her song as a medium.
*
My reflection in the mirror
I didn’t know it would look so pitiful
What did it look like in your eyes
Anxiety and worries that lie beyond the warm gaze
A night walk together
I’ll let you hurt me
Let me come closer to you
Because I can’t forget you
I can’t live without you anymore
Let me love you again
Allow me to receive love
I want to forget you, but I can’t
Even if I promise again and again, it becomes clearer
With anxiety that we won’t be able to meet again
Wait a minute, I’ll go back
Possibly, in a better shape than now
I’ll let you hurt me
Let me come closer to you
Because I can’t forget you
I can’t live without you anymore
Let me love you again
Allow me to receive love
Your sharp love—!
*
Emotions that are too deep and dark shake people.
Seo Joo-hwan grabbed her chest and laughed as if she let out a sigh.
“I’ve already decided, so why? ….”
Even if she wasn’t singing, she already made up her mind. He decided to accept her even before entering her studio.
However, now I felt that my heart was not enough. She thought she knew enough, but her feelings were deeper and stronger than she could have imagined. She and she were swept away by the emotion and she was confident. It is not a simple crush and favor, but love is engraved.
Eun-yul drove a wedge. Is it because the system’s ability connects the mind? I was dazed by the sensation that one side of her chest had been pierced. He embraced the words of the song, holding his throbbing heart her.
‘It’s a song entirely for me.’
A song just for that one person.
It came to me differently from ‘one step’ called by voice chat. It is a song that comforts and cheers Eunyul herself and others. That’s why, rather, feelings toward him acted as an obstacle.
However, the song I am singing now was positively acting on my feelings towards him. Her longing for love was fully conveyed.
He could no longer suppress his heart of her because she accepted her deep feelings of her. Eun-yul, it was the moment when her feelings her for her increased her liking her more than her sympathy her. She looked like only one woman.
*
The song is over.
Ki-ik and Eun-yul came out of the recording studio. She asked as she looked at him with her face reminded of her.
“Me, oppa, how did you like my song?”
Instead of answering her, Seo Joo-hwan approached her with her quick steps to her.
“Oh, brother?”
Eun-yul let out a voice of resentment. He was already close enough, but there was no sign of stopping from him. Soon after, he came close to her and hugged her.
“Uh, huh? To? Ugh…?”
Eun-yul’s eyes widened. Not a whole word came out of her bewildered mouth. She pursed her stretched lips as she wrapped herself in her arms.
At that time, Seo Ju-hwan giggled as if it was funny.
“Ah, I didn’t know you would really fall in love with me.”
“Yes Yes?”
Eun-yul raised her head in her arms as if to say something.
Seo Joo-hwan met her eyes her and kissed her lips her.
“?!”
Eun-yul’s eyes widened wide and her whole body her stiffened.
Seo Joo-hwan made a mischievous sound and fell off, smiling and whispering.
“I heard the song well. I like you, too.”
“… Me, really?”
Eun-yul asked in disbelief.
“Why should I kiss you again?”
“Yes? Oh yes!”
I asked with her mischievous smile her and she nodded her head vigorously.
Seo Joo-hwan kissed her on the lips again, letting out her laugh at her. This time it was not a light kiss, but a deep French kiss. His tongue skillfully played in her hardened mouth her.
“——!”
Flinch, flinch. Eun-yul shook her body at the long kiss. The first kiss is none other than Seo Joo-hwan. It was too strong a stimulus for her, who had never even kissed her properly.
Seo Joo-hwan said, supporting her neck as she tried to droop with her eyes closed.
“Let’s go home and do it. Do more here…….”
I didn’t have the confidence to restrain myself.
Even so, it can’t be done in the studio.
“Yes…”
Eun-yul calmly nodded her head.
*
The wandering Eun-yul came to his senses when Seo Joo-hwan said it was dangerous and fastened his seat belt.
Feeling the sound of her own heart pounding, she glanced at Seo Ju-hwan, who was sitting next to her.
‘Are you dating your brother from now on? He said It’s my girlfriend… Can I do it?’
Did I stare at it too closely? Noticing her gaze at her, he said with a smile.
“Why?”
“Oh no!”
“Puh. What is not Feel free to say anything you want to say.”
“Ah, on that…….”
At those words, Eunyul swallowed her saliva.
Kind words as usual. But something about her was subtly different. Eun-yul soon realized that the way he looked at her had changed. Unlike before, when he was just warm, there was a strange heat in his eyes.
‘Let’s go home and do the rest.’
Suddenly, I remembered what he said in the studio. It was the first time in his life that he nodded his head blindly because it was after a dense kiss.
Only now did Eunyul understand the meaning, and her face became angry. For a moment, the breath he took in was choked with tension.
Red, yellow, green.
The signal changed, and the staring gaze withdrew.
I don’t know if it’s the car moving or my body shaking. She thought as she let out a long breath.
‘Then, now, going to my brother’s house, doing… ?’
I didn’t even say it out loud, but my thoughts broke out.
Eun-yul heeed and spat out in the sight of spinning round and round.
“Oh, brother!”
“Yes?”
“We are dating, right?!”
“Yes.”
“Yeah, that’s right!”
“That’s it.”
“Oh, thank you?”
At the unexpected thank you, Seo Ju-hwan sighed and let out a laugh that he had endured. He then said as he headed towards the parking lot.
“Maybe not just thank you.”
“… Yes?”
Eun-yul blinked her eyes.
He smiled mischievously as he parked the car.
“I’m not the kind of person who has good manners with my girlfriend. Because I like relationships like friends.”
“Like a friend… ? I-I think I’ll be fine too.”
“Okay? I’m glad. I love to joke around. I like it when people play pranks on me.”
“Yeah, that’s right. I will try hard too.”
What are you going to do hard?
Seo Joo-hwan got out of the car and grabbed Eun-yul’s hand with a chuckle. He hadn’t grabbed it once or twice, but Eun-yul flinched and trembled. He laughed as he slipped a pod into his slender hand her.
“I like being bullied.”
“Dude, are you bothering me?”
Eun-yul’s eyes widened. So far, the Seo Joo-hwan she saw was a kind-hearted person who knew how to consider others first. But are you bullying your girlfriend?
But he said as if it was too early to be surprised.
“I like to cry too.”
“… Yes?”
It was something I couldn’t understand at all.
However, the words that followed were clearly audible.
“I tend to slow down a bit quickly.”
He said, laughing like a fox. A smile that has never been seen before. He was also a smile that made me imagine what would happen from now on.
Soon, her head was lowered to the ground.
But no word of refusal came out.
Could it be the effect of ‘pheromone’ that has permeated deeply? Or was it because he had been prepared for it in the past?
Eunyul’s current sexual desire level was pointing at ‘A+’.
“Come in, Yulia.”
“Yes…”
The door is closed.
