Chapter 114 – Dominant Relationships (11)
Seo Ju-hwan blinked at the sudden swearing. What, did you hear wrong? The moment he thought so, a scolding mixed with lamentation sounded.
– You Mozilla…….
“Uh, huh?”
– Because I’m you, I’m not swearing. Okay?
“Yes.”
– Anyway. If so, why did you date him?
“I didn’t ask you to date me…”
-Mr. So you’re not wrong Is it the fault of the girl who asked us to break up without even thinking about guessing?
“Not that…….”
As he listened, Joo-hwan Seo felt unfair.
‘I was wrong too. Of course, he must have asked to break up because he was wrong. But it’s not like I’m just notifying you to break up.’
If there are parts that don’t fit together, shouldn’t we adjust them through the story? I received a breakup notice without making such an effort, so should I even curse?
He tried to keep the relationship on his own. He resisted Lim Soo-hee’s temptation and did not give in to Yoo Ji-gyeong’s prank her to keep it a secret. Have you used too many items? He went to great lengths during sex to somehow make me feel better. The item’s obedience effect was barely used. Even though he could wield it as he wanted, he showed meticulousness in restraining his command tone her as much as possible.
But he can’t even say such things, so it’s frustrating. At that time, Jung So-ra spoke in a calmer tone.
– Joo-hwan, I know you liked him. You know he’s always stuck around.
“… Yes. We were together without missing a single day.”
– But somehow, the place in the story is always school and home. One date is over? Have you ever gone anywhere other than school and home?
“… I don’t think there is.”
– You can’t tell the difference between love and sex. Aren’t you stupid?
“…….”
I know that love and sex are different. But I couldn’t answer no. When I think of the time I spent with Jeong Ha-yeon, there is nothing different.
– Do you know what your girlfriend likes? Hobbies, food, at least color. Or, on the contrary, she hates it.
“Dae, I think you’re roughly the same as me.”
– Really? Didn’t that kid fit you?
“… I do not know.”
Not sure. Hobby? I know you like books. I know you like billiards. Other than that? I do not know. Maybe it’s just mint chocolate? What I hate is spending money while showing off. Other than that, I don’t know what I hate.
She just thought she fit vaguely well. But was that a one-sided fit?
– Ha. Listening to what he said, he seems to have a bit of a personality… Seeing that she matched it that way, she must have liked you a lot. But what about you?
“Everything, of course I liked it a lot too! It was the first time we were dating, so I was very concerned. Like every day, every day…….”
… Damn, we used to have sex every day.
What I cared about was not Jeong Ha-yeon’s mood her, but how she could have sex. She paid more attention to the affinity rating through sex, and tried to maintain the effect of the item so as not to break up.
Seo Joo-hwan was speechless.
Jeong So-ra, who was waiting for his words her, let out a deep sigh.
-Joo Hwan-ah.
“… Yes.”
– It’s not that you’re the only one who’s wrong. If you have any complaints, of course you should speak up. Who wants to break up like that? As you said, dating is about matching each other. Rather, there are many cases where you become stronger after fighting.
Seo Joo-hwan nodded his head, but he had a question. Is it really Jung Ha-yeon’s fault for not expressing her dissatisfaction of her? No, it’s not that I didn’t say it, but it wasn’t that I couldn’t say it because of the effect of the item?
– Juhwan-ah, from now on, what I am saying is not the right answer, so take care of it. I’m not even a love professor. Because people in the world have different ways of dating.
“Okay.”
She said she knew, but she was really curious about what So-ra Jeong could say. She seemed to have a lot of experience in her relationship with her, and she was pointing out a new point that I didn’t know, even though I’ve only heard bits and pieces of it now.
– I am. I don’t think the priority should be set in a romantic relationship. Being considered and being cared for should not become natural.
“…….”
– But when I listen to your story, I can see that you are already guessing on one side. Of course, I’ve heard of it, but I don’t know the details. Maybe there’s something more But from what I’ve heard now, yes. You are already You can’t go on for a long time in a state where Gab-eul is fixed. I think so.
“…….”
– You told me to break up with you. It was obviously the kid’s fault, but how much did she think before she said it? Of course, I’m not saying that you, the tea person, will count that part. Just… I hope you don’t regret it It’s comfortable to think it’s the other person’s fault, but if you realize later that it’s not, you’ll come back with regret.
“Well….”
Seo Joo-hwan had so many snags that she drool.
‘I didn’t think it would match.’
After hearing it through someone else, I finally felt that way.
Maybe at some point, he took Jeong Ha-yeon’s consideration for granted. What she likes so far and what she wants to do. They all thought they had a lot in common with them, surprisingly. Just like she has a good inner compatibility, her tastes match her well. But what if the truth is that she’s just been guessing?
The question that followed after biting the tail led to the doubt of ‘I really didn’t know at all’.
Perhaps… You may have already known. Maybe it’s just because it’s comfortable, because there’s a lot of similarities, so I thought it was a good thing.
I needed confirmation.
When he doesn’t say anything, Jung So-ra calls out in a worried voice.
-Joo Hwan-ah. Seo Joo-hwan?
“… Uh, Sora noona.”
– It’s okay?
“Okay then.
-Sorry. It must be hard to break up today, but I think I said it too harshly.
“No. I just had something to think about. Rather, thank you for giving me serious advice.”
– I’m glad you think so….
“Sister, I will call you later. I think I should hang up because I remembered something I have to do now.”
– Uh? Uh uh OK, let’s call again later.
I hung up. Seo Joo-hwan stared at his smartphone for a while and then muttered.
“Using the Memory Vault.”
Belt ring.
[You can view past records through the Memory Archive.]
[There are direct access, indirect access, and general access to access records.]
[If you choose to browse directly, you can re-experience the record using your five senses. If you wish, it is possible to re-experience even the emotions at that time.]
[If you select indirect viewing, you can experience the record from a third person’s point of view.]
[If you select General View, you can view records in audiovisual materials such as videos and photos.]
A function of 『Memories Archive』 That records the user’s life.
Until now, this function has been used only for backing up works such as novels and assignments. However, the true value of 『Memories Archive』 Was in being able to vividly experience the past. Even the feelings at the time, if you like.
Seo Joo-hwan turned back time and brought up the past.
*
Jeong So-ra, who hung up the phone, nervously tousled his hair.
“Ah! I’m not meddling with other people’s relationships!”
At the end, I told him to listen and filter on his own, but it was after I had already run out of thoughts. Why did you say that you are a love doctor?
“Ah. Even if it wasn’t just a dark history.”
He became more serious than necessary, so the reason he gave me advice was that Seo Joo-hwan’s relationship was not like anyone else’s.
A love affair in which the relationship is decided. The past that started with ambiguous feelings and ended badly.
Because he had already made mistakes, he resolutely cut off Seo Ju-hwan’s confession a few months ago. I don’t want to hurt you even more later.
“Ugh.”
Jeong So-ra lets out her moan with her distorted face her. It was because her forgotten past her came to mind. She had no remnants of regret, but it was clear that she was a dark history that sold her side of her.
“Kyaaaaagh!”
Jung So-ra, who suddenly pressed the button for her dark history seizure, threw her pillow and went mad.
*
As a human being, it is difficult to look at oneself objectively. This is especially true for memories that are distorted over time. Because his memory was bound to be overwritten in his favor.
That is why Seo Ju-hwan used 『Memories Archive』. Seo Joo-hwan, who checked his past records, wiped his dry face with his hand. It was harder than I thought to check the dark history collection full of my own assholes.
“You bastard bastard…….”
He couldn’t help cursing himself. He kept wheezing with a distorted face.
Through direct experience through the records of 『Memories Archive』, It is possible to confirm even the emotions of the time. And he was already feeling the slightest oddity he had two weeks ago. He just turned away because he didn’t want to face him, so he wanted to be comfortable with himself. Even though he could have noticed enough.
‘… I like that too.’
‘Aren’t you going to drink with the kids today?’
‘Do you want to wear this? It’s uncomfortable… Okay.’
‘Okay. That would be better.’
‘I really hate showing off with profile pictures.’
‘Okay. You can change it.’
In the record, there was Jeong Ha-yeon, who was always one beat late in answering. Even with an ambiguous expression, when he asks, ‘Isn’t this better?’, He nods his head within no time.
In fact, he might not even be a big deal. Seo Joo-hwan did not speak to her in her commanding tone, as she herself thought, wary of the effect of her submissiveness to her.
At most, choices about what to watch, such as food menus, dramas, and movies.
A word of praise that shed without thinking about what was prettier.
Minor divergence of opinion about taste and discussion of puns.
Lee Seok-chan and other friends suggested drinking, but he refused to fill the item effect. And Jeong Ha-yeon, who tried to participate in the drinking party, followed him as if it were natural.
The profile picture I changed because I was begging to dislike it.
Seo Joo-hwan never forced her to act. Maybe the only thing she was stubborn about was her profile picture of her. Most of the time he just said what he thought was better. And the conclusion was always as he thought.
When I saw that, I was easily convinced that we had similar tastes. However, Jung Ha-yeon’s expression in the record was not like that. It’s just because of her submissiveness effect her, he made it right before he forced it.
A relationship of primacy.
Seo Joo-hwan and Jeong Ha-yeon’s superiority was already determined by the time they used the item. Her addiction her to her her “Pheromone Boost” And her submissiveness made her increasingly different from herself, forcing her to care for her. Even if Seo Joo-hwan himself did not directly give the order, it is. The psychological position of Gab-eul was clear.
‘Fuck. I was careless when I heard that it was a weak effect.’
The effect of the item was never dramatic. It was effective from a very small part without being obvious. So, I comforted myself by saying that I was no different from the usual Jeong Ha-yeon.
In fact, at some point I noticed. It didn’t change much after being vigilant, so it wouldn’t matter too much.
“Fuck! If you’re going to fuck up, you’ve been doing trash right from the start! Something like an asshole!”
If I had crossed the line, Jeong Ha-yeon might have been angry right away. The effect of the item was only ‘weak’ obedience. However, pretending to be vaguely nice to her, pretending to be her good boyfriend her, and being considerate of her her, which is not like her her, made her not even let her go. Isn’t this worse than openly doing trash?
Nausea came up.
It was due to the fact that she would still be like that if the effect of the item hadn’t stopped.
Just a few hours ago, there are things Jung Ha-yeon said about breaking up. She was on the verge of reconfirming the words she hadn’t heard properly because she was shoveling alone.
‘Juhwan-ah, let’s break up.’
She remembers her words her clearly.
‘… You think and talk a lot. I think I liked it better when we were friends.’
‘I’m sure we got closer, but we got further apart…….’
‘It can’t be fixed. The problem is that Joo-hwan is with me, not you.’
Not. The problem was with me, not Hayeon. It wasn’t that she didn’t say it right, it was that I didn’t.
‘I’m fine now… I don’t think I’ll be able to say anything again after time passes. I just thought everything you said would be fine… I have You’ve become rather uncomfortable since we started dating.’
‘Sorry. I can’t quite explain what I’m talking about either. I know it’s a strange word… Really, I’m sorry for breaking up like this.’
There was a woman who looked at me with her sad face because I could n’t express all my feelings her in her words her. Thinking back, she was Hayeon who didn’t know the item existed, but she might have felt it instinctively. That if the effect of [Pheromone Boost] Is applied again, it will go back to the way it was before.
I just thought she was savage. Even though she confessed first, she persuaded me, who had been turned down, but she broke up so easily, so she couldn’t understand what Ha-yeon was saying.
Damn, a topic I didn’t even try to understand in the first place! On the subject of not even trying to figure out the other person with only my feelings as important, I started to say good things about the relationship with a lover.
‘I’m sorry for asking to break up after confessing first.’
‘I like you, not my boyfriend. I think we can get along just fine as friends… Is it impossible?’
I had a good excuse: the trauma of a past life. It was terribly painful just thinking about those days when everyone left, so I used 『Pheromone Boost』 On Ha-yeon. As long as the effect of the item continues, he will never leave me.
It was because of that that I had sex without taking a day off. After gaining a desire system and having sex with many women in a short period of time, I think I thought that being a woman was all about having sex. So, I used various items to make her reach her climax every day. Even if it was hard because of lack of energy, I always had sex once a day. Then I believed you would never leave me.
Of course, it was an idiotic illusion.
‘I know that sounds selfish. I still… I want to get along well with you, even as friends.’
‘Joo Hwan-ah, are you really going? Joo Hwan! Hey, Seo Joo-hwan!’
Who the hell is being selfish?
I pretended to be sorry for the world alone, buried in emotions as if I was the only one with a painful trauma. Also, I did not listen to Ha-yeon properly as I was tormented by the old memories of my person leaving.
“You bastard.”
Seo Joo-hwan took out a photo from his wallet of her. This is a sticker photo taken with Jeong Ha-yeon on his first date. In the photo, he and Jeong Ha-yeon were laughing with various expressions and postures.
“How come we only took this one picture together…….”
I laughed out loud because I was dumbfounded.
“Something like a back-and-forth… That’s why I say let’s break up.”
If the item didn’t have the effect, even if he was slapped, he would have been beaten 15 more times. No, Jung Ha-yeon’s personality must have been beaten to death.
“Fuck it if I was Hayeon.”
I might have peeled off your cock, saying I’m your dick.
After thinking that far, Seo Ju-hwan stood up. It is to go to Jeong Ha-yeon’s house. There was nothing to be solved by staying here.
‘I can’t even make friends if I stay still.’
Breaking up is also very fucking broke up, something. She did n’t even answer properly that she was digging a tunnel alone for her seriousness her.
I remembered what I said as I left Jeong Ha-yeon’s house.
‘Okay, Ha Yeon-ah. Take good care. I’ll go alone.’
What do you mean you know? I just wanted to avoid the situation, so I just said something and walked away. He was like that, but what and how to be friends.
Seo Joo-hwan put on the hoodie he had thrown on the bed. I ignored the bottles scattered around. He didn’t even have time to tidy up.
He roughly crumpled his shoes and left the house.
