Chapter 848 – #97. Lanna (9)
A driver sent by her husband.
The driver of the middle-aged woman was better than the previous drivers.
First of all, it was very good that she quickly found her way wherever she went.
Even if you leave at the same time, you can drive safely and arrive at your destination quickly.
I didn’t know where I got it, but I thought I had saved a good person.
‘I like it. He works well, and he’s not fussy.’
However, the driver my husband sent me was very talkative.
She thought, though, that since she did her job well, it was more comfortable for her to be quiet.
I quickly got used to having a driver assist me.
“I haven’t had any dreams lately, so it’s nice to wake up feeling refreshed.”
Her dreaming too often meant that the quality of her sleep had deteriorated.
I was worried because the content of my dreams was also unpleasant, but after I was in a car accident, it disappeared neatly as if I had never had such a dream.
Thanks to this, she thought that the dream was not meant to harm her, but a good dream that showed her in advance so that no great damage would occur.
She doesn’t know what her husband thinks of the dream, which has been a good thing for her.
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When she heard about the dream, she wanted to grab Pony by the collar and swear at him.
Why does Lanna have to remember the past that has disappeared in her dreams?
And I had already heard of the side effects of changing her past.
I have heard and know that my child’s coming back alive can harm children who used to be fine.
In order to minimize the side effects, an agreement was reached with Pony.
She was later told that the side effects ended with a minor accident or one bad illness, rather than a permanent disability.
I don’t know specifically who was harmed by my child.
However, just having that little accident or suffering from a bad illness made my heart heavy.
It was a situation where I couldn’t help but feel remorse.
‘But I’ve never once said that Lanna was included in the side effects.’
So she immediately called Pony and asked what had happened.
When Pony said that Lanna had such a dream, what? Really? She said, looking completely unaware.
And she came back a few days later with the results after I told her to investigate what had happened.
“What are you doing? I don’t understand what you mean.”
However, the results of the investigation were not properly interpreted.
It doesn’t mean that it’s written in a language I can’t read.
I can read it, but I don’t understand what it means.
“So what?”
[Honestly, I didn’t understand either. But I brought it because I was afraid of what you would say if I didn’t investigate.]
“How do I understand something you don’t understand?”
[So you said that managing time is really difficult! Cost is cost, but no one knows what effect it will have in the future. Do you realize now how dangerous what you did was? At least the level here is low, so I was able to stop at that cost.]
I listened to Pony’s words and read the research once again.
“I don’t know any.”
I think you need to delve into something very specialized to understand the contents of this investigation.
“So what is the exact conclusion of this investigation?”
[A brief summary would suffice.]
“Can that be enough? Does that mean that the past that disappeared from Lanna-san’s dreams can come out like that again?”
[In the case of distinct memories and images stored in the brain, I think it might be. But you don’t have to worry too much. In the end, they say that it will disappear after scheming several times like now.]
“Lanna was very uncomfortable with that dream. And this time, suddenly, I had a car accident as well. Aren’t these two related?”
[That’s because of my mood. And that dream is no longer a dream. Then there is no problem?]
“Because Lanna thought that dream was a precognitive dream. But that dream is not a precognitive dream.”
So it’s embarrassing.
If the bad things from the past continue to appear in the dream, it will affect her daily life.
After losing a child, haven’t we ever really really come close to breaking up?
What if those memories came out in a dream?
‘Even if it’s not a big deal at first, they’ll think it’s weird.’
He is a very sensitive person.
I don’t know exactly what she’s hiding, but I have a subconscious sense that I’m not telling her the whole truth.
In fact, she always felt sorry for her.
From the time of her approach until now, I have not been able to tell her honestly about herself.
‘That I’m a celebrity, that the face you’ve known isn’t my real face, and that there are many other women.’
There were only secrets that I didn’t know how to say together.
Besides, I didn’t know if she would like it if I told her this secret.
‘Some truths are better when they are not revealed.’
But lately, there have been times when I noticed that Lanna was curious about my secret.
Now I entered it as if it had been like that again, but I didn’t know when I would be curious about my dubious points again.
When I was asked to pry out my secrets, the most asked questions were about my colleagues.
He wants to invite his co-workers to his house and treat them once.
I cut off her request on the pretext of being busy because everyone was dispatched abroad, but my conscience pricked as I saw her regretting it a lot afterwards.
‘Because no one knows this face.’
When she married her, she had no idea how much trouble she had to invite people to be my acquaintances.
I still get chills down my spine when I think of that time.
[Tell me the next time you dream like that again. If it’s serious enough to be a problem, I’ll delete it.]
“Delete your memory? Isn’t that a bad side effect?”
[If you think it’s better to erase it even after enduring the side effects, it’s right.]
I hate that.
“Bring another way. Solving things like that won’t help anything. Don’t even think about wiping your mouth when it’s over.”
[Tch, annoying. It’s just that forgotten memories of the past come out in dreams, so why are you making such a fuss?]
“That’s enough fuss.”
Saving a child is also saving, but getting rid of the memory of losing a child was also important.
However, one of the reasons was not properly implemented, so I was in a position to file a claim.
Unfortunately, it happened before Pony could come up with a solution.
Not knowing what kind of past Lanna might dream of, she was making plans for her to sleep with her as much as possible.
‘Because the schedule is too tight after the comeback.’
One alter ego has to be planted in one world for a mission unconditionally, and the other alter ego is spending time with my women while going back and forth between Korea and overseas.
I, the main body, usually go on schedule with the kids, but I didn’t want to hand over the opportunity to promote as an airplane group to my alter ego.
Isn’t that what I really want to do?
‘It’s meaningful to stand in front of the fans and perform on stage. If I’m going to leave it to my alter ego, I haven’t even started.’
To me, this activity was not just ‘work’, but an activity for fans who like our group.
So it was meaningful to move directly.
Of course, there is no problem with memories flowing into me even if I do it as an alter ego.
However, directly experiencing these moments and receiving memories are different.
I wasn’t satisfied that way.
So I ran my schedule, and at night, I went to Lanna’s side to sleep, and I repeated the action.
Of course, that couldn’t be done every day.
It has to be because I have schedules with so many women that even two bodies are not enough.
‘It’s the life I chose, what can I say to anyone?’
I silently endured my busy schedule and continued taking care of Lanna.
However, there was no contact from Pony’s side to see if there was a sharp number, and in the meantime, Lanna experienced another past as a dream.
“Whoops!”
“Hmm…What’s going on? Lanna-san?”
I was sleeping and woke up to a disturbing noise, and when I woke up, I saw Lanna-san frowning as she slept.
Thinking of nothing, she shook her body to wake her up.
Sweat was wet on her forehead.
“Ah! It’s a dream?”
As soon as she came to her senses, she asked if this was a dream or real life.
“Did you have a bad dream? It seems like you can’t sleep well.”
As she checked my face, she breathed a deep sigh of her relief.
“Haa… It must have been a dream.”
“What the hell did you dream about?”
“I had a very vivid dream.”
“Were you very serious?”
She seemed to take it for granted that I was sensitive, as she had also had a dream about a car accident the other day.
“It’s okay. It’s just a dream, well.”
“It’s just a dream, because that happened last time. Is it hard to tell you what’s going on?”
“It’s just… It was a bit uncomfortable to say it out of your mouth.”
What the hell were you dreaming about?
But she couldn’t hold onto the person who didn’t want to talk and whine about it.
“Should we hold hands and sleep? So I won’t dream.”
“Yes. Then.”
How long has it been since I held Lanna-san’s hand?
She seems to be in a deep sleep, and the sound of her breathing becomes quiet.
At least she didn’t seem to be dreaming again.
‘I’ll ask later. It could be just a dream, but somehow it doesn’t feel good.’
But the opportunity to ask again came sooner than expected.
The next night she had that dream.
“Huuuuu…Ha…Uuuuu…”
“Ms. Lanna. Ms. Lanna? Wake up.”
Once again, Mr. Lanna had her dream.
She was dreaming more violently than the last time, making her pained noises.
Her hands twitch and move, and her lips even mumble as if she’s trying to say something.
But her pronunciation was not clear, so I couldn’t understand exactly what she was saying.
I jumped up and shook her body to wake her up, and she opened her eyes wide, checked my face with hers, and sighed deeply.
“Haa~~.”
“Why are the dragonflies so ferocious these days?”
“Iknow, right.”
“Did you dream today too?”
“…Yes.”
“Couldn’t you have had the same dream as the last car accident dream?”
“…I think so. It was the same dream I had yesterday.”
This makes it clear that Ms. Lanna is experiencing her past as a dream, not just a dream.
With the situation like this, she opened her mouth, feeling that she couldn’t hide what she was dreaming about.
