Idols Around the World 836

Chapter 836 – #96. Chinhaesol (140)

Wasn’t it that he waited for me personally to come to me so much that he had no choice but to show off?
It was a pity to have to say something bad to someone who was expecting so much, but there was no other way.

“What did you call to talk about? No, I have a lot to say before that. Do you have anything to do today?”
“No, there is no schedule.”
“Then talk a little more with me.”

He nodded his head obediently at her words.
Lee Seon-joo was the only relationship worthy enough to take time to organize here, so it shouldn’t be a problem.

“Have I been acting too strangely?
“Is that so?”

Did that happen?
I heard from her client that she was quite embarrassing because she had changed quite a bit, but nothing about how much she wandered.

“It took me a while to organize my thoughts. And in the meantime, you hit the ball first. At that time, I woke up. No matter how much I try to change, this is not like me.”

She seemed to be saying what the querent had said she wouldn’t hold any more women.

“I was comforted enough just by caring about you today. So, don’t look so sorry that you’re going to die. Normally, you’re so numb that you wonder if a stone has become a person, but if you act like you’re not in this situation, you’re bound to misunderstand again.”

Did I need to come here to tidy up? I think.
After hearing her client’s declaration, she had already finished organizing her mind by herself.
In fact, considering the circumstances, it makes sense.
She said that night, she must have felt free from me, but from the next morning, she would have hardened her attitude again and even made her declaration that she would no longer hug anyone else.

‘Emotions must have just been blooming,’ she said, ‘but I must have felt like I had hit a wall in that moment.’

It is also an impenetrable wall.
Saying that I woke up would never be a metaphor.
I can’t imagine how she must have felt the whole time she was alone organizing her thoughts.
It must have been more humiliating and disappointing than anything I could have imagined.
Even if you see me as a bad guy who can’t keep his word properly, he has nothing to say.

“I’m sorry. Things took a sudden turn. I didn’t expect to be done with this so soon. But now was the right time.”
“I understand. No, I will understand. Just because I don’t understand doesn’t change anything. But I want you to know that my situation is a little unfair. If you don’t know, you don’t know, but you told me to look forward to it because it will definitely be better next time.”

She had spit out several words as she felt the afterglow of her after having sex with her.
I can’t remember exactly what that word was.
It was a dream come true because I couldn’t fall asleep.
Acting was inevitably awkward, so if I had heard something at that time, it would have been quite friendly.

“But there is no next time.”
“…I guess so.”
“That’s right. I wish I hadn’t known at all… I’ve been frustrated lately because I found out about it for no reason. I went there and worked hard to soothe it.”

She proudly reveals that she is frustrated.
Her eyes were burning brightly.

“…Are you trying to attack me?”
“If you want to do that, can you move on? If you do it one more time, it will come off cleanly.”

She says, looking at me with her bright eyes.
She’s really contemplating whether she should accept this, but she suddenly puts it! She laughed, she said.

“What is that look? Are you really going to do it? Was he that easy?”
“…I was thinking of refusing. If once becomes twice, that two times could become three times, right?”
“You’re saying no because you’re worried that I’ll stick to you after one more night’s sleep? Whoa, my pride hurts. I’m not such a nasty girl, am I?”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it that way.”
“Even if you act like that, I’ll be angry.”

For the shelter, the client is an indispensable being.
He is the only special person who can restore a lost civilization.
To her, who worries about the safety of her shelter more than anyone else, her client must have been basically special.
Then, as I spent the night with her, that specialness of her would have turned into other emotions.

“I felt I should apologize. If I hadn’t had a lover, I could have had a good relationship with you.”
“I think I’ll regret it if I don’t ask because of my pride. That’s why I’m saying it, but do you have any plans to break up with your lover or meet secretly?”

A world where monogamy is the norm.
Although it is a place where the law has become obscure because it has been destroyed, common sense embedded in people’s heads will not change easily.
In that situation, she threw away all her pride and proposed.
If I only wished, I would be happy to be my mistress.
I closed my eyes and answered.

“I don’t think that’s possible.”

Somehow she hit her head first so I couldn’t say a word I was trying to say.
She first came to organize her mind, and caught me while showing her the last part of her lingering feelings.
In this situation, all I can do is refuse.

“To be honest, I apologized today and tried to properly arrange the relationship. As I said, this incident happened very suddenly, and the decision was made at once. While moving forward like that, I realized that I lacked consideration for you. “
“At first, I was a little nervous, but when I saw the expression on my face, I naturally calmed down. I never looked like someone who was trying to say nice things. Still, it means that you were worried about me. I’ll be satisfied with that.”

She calmly accepted my words.
That look was somehow cool, so I had no choice but to confess my feelings that I was trying not to reveal.

“Actually, I thought a lot about how to say it. Actually, you talked about it first and then asked questions, so everything I was worried about became colorless. It must mean that you are a little more courageous than I am.”
“I’m the most courageous person in our shelter. No one will dispute that. Thank you for looking at me favorably. Today’s incident won’t affect our relationship in the future, right?”
“It’s a little uncomfortable because I can’t accept your kind heart, it’s not that I hate you. Besides, no matter who sees it, you’re a more valuable person.”
“Do you know?”

When I compare her to her clients without taking into account the circumstances of her world, I would say she is a waste.
Just because he has similar strength to me, the weight on the scales won’t change.

‘Honestly, she’s a cool woman.’

She wasn’t lacking in appearance, and her personality was much more courageous than a man’s, and she was a woman who knew how to confess her heart coolly.
In addition, when she was rejected, she knew how to brush it off without hesitation.

‘A woman like this is popular with people of the same sex.’

Look at her client compared to Mr. Seon-joo, who has none of them unattractive.

‘This bastard is acting as a human being by changing the wall at the store.’

To be honest, that’s also a little unsettling.
Touching the mind leaves deep aftereffects, and even if you are still fine, you do not know what side effects you will suffer from in the future.

‘Rather than liking such a dangerous man, it’s better to meet a decent and normal man.’

Survivors continued to enter the shelter.
Since it is the last hope of mankind, people started to come after hearing the rumors.
Of course, this is all the more so as the shelter residents are actively rescuing survivors.

‘After some time, another man will come in.’

At least I hope he’s a better guy than the client.
That’s why I hope you don’t get sick with unrequited love.

‘Isn’t it okay to pamper yourself like this?’

As a favor, he gave me an extra day, but it could not be said to have repaid all the truth he had treated me.
Even if the car to come back is an ordinary car, not a limousine, wouldn’t it be important to avoid shitty cars?

“Of course I know. You are much, incomparably more wasteful. Don’t like people like me.”
“Don’t talk warmly like that without giving me a chance to like you. In a place where other people are, you’re going to put up an iron wall again.”

He seemed to think that the gap between the client and me had hit an iron wall against him.

“It will happen again. No, it will always be like that from now on. Don’t be too sad.”
“I’m going to be the same again. Don’t be sad with you. I won’t give you a second chance. This is the end.”
“All right.”

That’s what I want

“But…I know this is a bit true, but can’t you keep your promise? Anyway, this tickling conversation like this will be the last. But even if I hadn’t, I wouldn’t have expected it this far.”

Promise?
Are you referring to what I said before I fell asleep?

“I declined earlier.”
“I’ve been thinking about it, but it’s because I’m afraid I won’t be able to sleep at night if I don’t do it one last time. I’m not good at you, so I’m sure it’s a close save, right?”
“You mean you just want more sex?”
“Yes!!”

Since my body is so healthy, it seems that I have become active in that direction as well.

“How can I solve it by myself…?”
“I don’t sleep alone. I sleep with people, so where the hell do I get my sex drive? Besides, I’ve never done anything like that before! It didn’t even look like sex!”

If you say you don’t do that, you must have tried masturbating.
How could she know that they weren’t alike at all?
I know because I’ve done it all.

‘Then…Should I teach you how to masturbate?’

I wonder if I should give you a masturbation device as a gift.
When you fall into masturbation, you naturally open your eyes to tools.

‘It would be okay to send a gift to the client’s side later.’

I can hand over the equipment right now, but I don’t know where to say that I brought it, so I think I need to give it as a gift with some time.

“Then let’s do this. We won’t have sex. Instead…”
“Instead?”
“I’ll teach you how to masturbate.”

At my words, Mr. Seonju is astonished.

“It’s like a pervert!!!”
“…”

It was a very harsh assessment.
What about it
I’m not going to ruin my image, so I’m going out irresponsibly.