Chapter 90 – Change (10)
I didn’t think I would go unnoticed forever.
One day I would like to speak directly.
If I don’t die
That’s why I wasn’t particularly prepared.
Because it was a long way off right now.
Excuses, excuses, and all kinds of thoughts were tangled in my head like a skein, and I couldn’t unravel.
Where and how should I say it?
I honestly don’t know.
So.
“Sorry.”
Waking up, I apologized.
“On coming here. I thought, and I thought.”
Midsummer spoke in a calm tone.
“What should I talk about when I meet you? If I pour out words mixed with resentment, will this stuffiness be relieved? Do I deserve that?”
“I….”
“Now is.”
Midsummer sternly cut off my words.
“Listen to me.”
After holding her breath for a moment, Midsummer continued her words as if whispering.
“Hey. I thought about just pretending not to know. If it were Cheon Ha-yeon, he would have listened to my request. Like you don’t know anything Laughing and talking like usual… Whispering love. Then, wouldn’t it be possible to just live normally like now?”
Midsummer smiled coldly and shook her head slowly.
“…But it didn’t work out either. I already figured it out. You know that. I can’t lie.”
Taste was bitter. I answered in a low voice.
“…Know.”
“You are a real bad guy.”
“…”
“It’s also selfish.”
“…Sorry.”
Why did you do that?
Why did you hide it
Midsummer didn’t ask like that.
I felt like I already knew why I did it anyway.
Just as I stare into her mind in her midsummer, she must be the same for her.
Know.
It’s just that a one-sided relationship is doomed to collapse someday.
In this gutter-like world, trying to keep seeing good things and only good things.
Of course I know that it’s just self-righteousness.
As well as the fact that an act of goodwill can be an indelible wound to someone.
Of course, I know.
That’s what the human mind is all about.
There aren’t many places where you can get your way.
Especially when it comes to the intense emotion of love.
Took.
Coming right up to my face as I stood there, Midsummer hit my chest lightly with her fist. I slightly lifted her head. I didn’t have the confidence to see Midsummer’s expression from the front.
“You should have told me.”
Took.
“Not anyone else.”
Took.
“…To me, you should have told me.”
You couldn’t speak
I couldn’t say that.
I’m not saying this because I don’t know about midsummer, and it’s not like I want to hear an answer.
Feeling her chest getting wet little by little, I wrapped my arms around Midsummer’s head.
“Bad guy. If you die, how will you live alone?”
He patted the back of her hair and stroked it gently.
Over and over again.
“You are cowardly. Every time, like this.”
“…”
“Did I look like a bitch who couldn’t understand even that?”
Not only.
No, ‘only’ would be appropriate for midsummer.
She once said
The moment I put my life on the scale, the calculation itself doesn’t work.
In other words, Midsummer saw the price of my life as well.
So.
“I was cowardly. Sorry.”
It’s true that I’m cowardly. I knew it, but I turned away.
Spreading the distance slightly, I wiped away the tears that flowed from the corners of my eyes in midsummer with my sleeve.
She took a few deep breaths and Midsummer looked at me. Her red lips were swollen.
“Explain. All.”
I nodded heavily.
***
We talked a lot
If you unite yin and yang with a maiden, you will rise to a higher level.
Hwamajeong and Sihanbu.
What is your relationship with Cheon Ha-yeon?
Out of conscience, narrow cognition characteristics.
The fact that the origin of the Heavenly Demon Art is also in Shingo.
He revealed all the things he had been hiding until now.
Midsummer sat by my side in silence and listened to the story.
Of course.
When I saw the effect of the crazy unicorn new skill and the characteristic of being out of conscience, I even turned on a laugh.
“…What is this?”
Midsummer chilled my brain.
When I confessed everything, I felt a little relieved.
I also thought that it was fortunate that I stopped in the right line before the minor misunderstandings piled up and reached the point of irreversibility.
Of course, all of this was possible because Midsummer broadly understood.
In the first place, I knew that if I told Han Yeo-reum honestly, she would ‘understand’.
Just, looking back now, I wonder if I was in a state of secondary illness.
A solitary and lonely road carrying everything alone.
There is no rational reason why it should be so.
Did you even think it was cool?
“…I had something to hide.”
Han Yeo-reum sighed and shared something of her through her status window.
[One-sided single-mindedness]
Rating: Unique
Evidence of deep love for a man.
Ability increases when loved ones are by your side.
[Until death do us part]
Rating : ?
Till Death Do Us Part.
As a token of love, they share the martial spirit with Kim Mu-gong.
Two traits that didn’t quite speak to me.
I wanted to show off my abilities that exceeded my expectations every time I danced, but I never expected it to be like this.
Tok-her midsummer leaned her head on my shoulder. He even muttered a little.
“Do not laugh.”
“Don’t laugh.”
I can’t help but smile when I see the proof of love expressed even as a characteristic. Rather, I didn’t know that he would like me that much. My heart tingled.
“Hey.”
“Yes.”
“Do you remember the first time we met?”
“I don’t remember. You were really upset.”
“I was embarrassed too.”
“Why? Uncle suddenly came out?”
“No. I thought a man in his 40s with a real belly would come out, but more than I thought…”
Midsummer stopped talking for a moment.
“What?”
“You’re more handsome than I thought.”
“…”
“Do not laugh. Do you know how important her face is to a high school girl?”
“I knew I would be a hairy old man. I never thought there would be a little girl in school uniform.”
“Even then, I wasn’t a kid.”
“That’s right. If it wasn’t a school uniform, I would have mistaken it for an adult.”
Even compared to the first time we met, Midsummer’s appearance has hardly changed. As well as the height From then on, it was externally complete.
“Anyway. I fell in love with it the first time I saw it.”
“…Isn’t that too spurious?”
“It’s not a novel, and in reality, you don’t need a trigger to fall in love.”
“It is, however. Even though.”
“It tasted good in the game, but it was calm when we met. Are caring He was handsome. You are bad Even if it wasn’t me but another girl, it would have been dangerous.”
“I don’t think so.”
“No. I can understand it just by looking at Cheon Ha-yeon.”
“…”
When I was talking about Cheon Ha-yeon, I had nothing to say. Of course, I had no idea where Cheon Ha-yeon was looking at me and liking me.
“I fell in love at first sight like that, and I get better and better as I see you. At some point, I couldn’t imagine a world without you. I made a lot of tea. I did not know?”
“…I didn’t know.”
To say that it was obvious, in reality, Midsummer’s behavior was far from affectionate.
“…I really didn’t know.”
It was a strangely dejected voice.
“You always hit and run, didn’t you?”
“I was pissed off because he kept treating me like a child. Although I am stupid, I am not as young as you think.”
“In the first place, minors are not objects of love.”
“Did you get along well with others? Some of my friends were Kids who go out with college students or office workers.”
“My standards are important. Everyone else.”
“Anyway, at first I thought it was Gojan. Erectile dysfunction or something.”
“…What.”
“We often eat and sleep in the same house, but nothing happened. Even the opponent is a pretty high school girl. Do you think this makes sense?”
“It’s kind of like talking about a pretty girl with your own mouth.”
Midsummer proudly stretched her shoulders and opened her mouth. She definitely seemed to be in a better mood than before.
“It’s a natural fact, like the Earth is spinning. So I observed you closely in the morning when you were fainting, and you were standing up well.”
“…”
I opened her mouth wide. I don’t know why the conversation went this way.
“I was relieved that it wasn’t a eunuch. But the iron wall was too strong. As if it would be a big deal if you come in contact with me. What kind of cracked pottery am I? Will it break if I touch it?”
“No, I’m a guy too, but sometimes I think about it.”
It feels a bit unfair. I haven’t been in a relationship in a while because of someone. I couldn’t even think of a woman when I was thinking about it in midsummer.
“In the past, now and in the future. I’m just saying don’t think about it. Because I’m not a girl like Yuri who breaks into pieces whenever I do something. You’re not underage anymore.”
“…Okay.”
“And.”
Midsummer bit her lip lightly.
“…Is it only Cheon Ha-yeon who had sex?”
“Of course. There is nothing hidden.”
“Ha….”
“…”
“Chun Ha-yeon, do you like it?”
An unexpected question popped up.
“Not as much as you. Maybe.”
“Bad baby.”
“I have nothing to say.”
“Honestly, it really pisses me off. It annoys me more that you gave your heart to Ha-yeon Cheon than the fact that you slept with Ha-yeon Cheon.”
Midsummer said, pressing her thighs with her clenched fists.
“…I didn’t mean to either.”
“Know. No, I’m more annoyed. How nice would it be if love was what you want it to be? Even in this situation, let alone hating you, it annoys me that you only like it.”
“…”
“Before, I thought about whether I could hate you.”
Drip.
Again, in the middle of summer, tears fell from the corners of my eyes.
“…But, it couldn’t be done. How can I hate you?”
