Chapter 36
Suddenly, my consciousness emerged from a deep dream.
I looked in front of my eyes, where I was lying on my side with my head in a daze, and saw what looked like human skin.
I blinked several times and looked in front of me, but it still looked like human skin, and I wondered why in my sleepy brain.
As my brain became clearer, I noticed many things.
The warm human arms around my neck and the thickness of those arms. The skin in front of me is the upper body of a man who is not wearing anything, and the reason I feel warmth is because I am also naked.
After analyzing my current situation, the memory of last night suddenly came back to my mind.
Recalling this memory, my eyes naturally opened wide and my body stiffened like a stone.
The person in front of me moved her body and brought her hand toward me, gently stroked my cheek, and lightly made me look up to see her face.
The light coming in through the window made the room dimly bright, and when Toraga, who was lying down next to me, came into my view, he squinted his eyes and smiled very gently with his sculptured face.
Good morning.”
I wondered if it was because I had just woken up from sleep. His voice was lower than usual and a little gravelly.
It was only natural that my cheeks would turn red when I saw such a beautiful expression on Toraga's face in the morning.
Heat gathers in my face in an instant.
I put strength into my body, which had not moved as if in a golden bind, and covered my own reddened face with my hands to hide it, and replied in a fading voice, “Good morning,” to reply to Toraga's words.
What a heartbreaking morning, I thought. My heart was racing and bothering me, and I felt like my lifespan had been shortened a bit.
Still, I felt strongly that I was happy to welcome my first next morning with the person I love.
The hand touching my cheek left my cheek and was put on my back, and I was gently held close to him.
The skin-on-skin contact felt good, but I was embarrassed, happy, confused, and wanted to go wild.
I was still covering my face with my hands and my vision was pitch black, but the heat on my face showed no sign of subsiding as I became aware of Toraga's skin, and I pressed my head against his collarbone to cover up my embarrassment.
'I'm so embarrassed, I feel like I'm going to die. ……
Even if I die, I'll come back to life soon, right?”
I'm so glad you came back to life this morning, Toraga-san. Thank you.
You're welcome.”
The sweet air in the air makes it hard to breathe.
The most important thing to remember is that you can't just take your eyes off the road.
I put all my strength into the hand covering my face as Toraga pulled my body away a little and took my hand, trying to pull it away from my face.
'Your hands are in the way.
'No, not now.
Why not?
Because you look terrible right now.
My face is red and my eyes are swollen because I cried a lot yesterday. ……
I'm not sure what to do with the money, but I'm sure it will be worth it.
I was so excited to see him, and I was so excited to see him, and I was so excited to see him, and I was so excited to see him, and I was so excited to see him.
Finally, I gave up and relaxed my hand, and the hand was completely removed from my face.
I could see that Toraya was looking at me, though his gaze was off Toraya's face.
As I stayed with my face down, something gently brushed against his head.
My face heated up even more when I realized, without looking, that it was Toramasa's lips.
'Are you still sleeping?'
'I'm fully awake now, so I'm going to get up now. ……
Okay.”
After saying that, Toramasa got up and got off the bed.
The most important thing to remember is that you can't just take a look at the pictures of your family members. I heard the sound of cloths rubbing against each other and remained motionless until I heard Toraya say, “Look,” and I opened my eyes.
I opened my eyes to see Toramasa, wearing only pants, holding out in front of me the clothes and underwear I had worn last night.
Oh, thank you.”
I was going to change after Toramasa left the room, so I took the clothes, feeling sorry that Toramasa took the trouble to take them from me, but I thanked him and accepted them.
I'll call you when breakfast is ready, so just lie down and change until then.”
No, no, no, you go lie down and wait for me, Toramasa-san. I'm always cooking for you, so I'll at least make breakfast when you wake up.
The actual “I'm not a fan of the newest technology, but I'm not a fan of the newest technology, either.
I can't understand …….
I was so excited to see him, and I was so excited to see him, that I was surprised to hear him say, “I want to do it,” and then he patted me on the head and turned away and left the room with his own clothes in his hand.
I followed Toramasa's back with only my eyes until he left the room, and for a while I idly watched the door through which he had left, but then I suddenly came to my senses, dressed quickly, and headed for the door after him.
I opened the door to the living room and looked toward the kitchen, where I met Toraya, who was standing in front of the stove with his face turned toward me.
I was wondering if he knew I was coming, but he looked a little stunned, but his atmosphere was soft.
I knew you would come.
Toraya then looked at a nearby chair and motioned for me to sit there with just a glance.
I sat down on the chair in front of him, and he made a small movement of his head as if to say, “That's fine,” and then turned his face back to the front.
I feel as if I am in a dream, even though my brain is awake and my consciousness is clear.
Looking at Toraya's broad back standing in front of me with such a feeling, I felt an irresistible urge to touch him.
I want to spoil him so much …….
Such feelings and the love that wells up in my heart are itching to touch him.
I want to touch her. I want to hold her from behind.
As I was fretting over these thoughts, I remembered that Toraya had hugged me from behind before when I was standing in the kitchen.
I wondered if Toraga was feeling this way at that time ……?
Or did he hug me with some other emotion?
Not being Toraga, I don't know how Toraga felt at that time.
But now, the day after Toraya told me that he loved me, the greed inside of me reveals itself even more.
–just a little, just a little …….
I quietly got up from the chair after making sure Toraya wasn't using the fire, and I stretched out my arms and gently hugged Toraya's body.
I feel Toraya's back and body heat on my forehead as I rest my forehead against his broad back.
My heart was pounding, and I felt like it was going to burst.
I wonder what Toraya will think of my action of hugging him without any reason. ……
Is it annoying? Is it disturbing?
It's not the first time I've had negative thoughts. But I think to myself that it can't be helped because I'm dealing with Toramasa.
I don't want to be hated. I didn't want him to hate me, so I tried not to show my greed.
He told me it was okay to touch him, but if I really touched him with my desires, I would be touching him all the time.
I have been acting in my own way, but today I touched Toraya without any reason, just as I wanted to.
I was just a little bit attached to Torayaga's back, but when I let go of the arm around his waist, he turned his body toward me and stretched out his arm, and now I was hugged from the front by Torayaga.
He whispered to me in a gentle voice, “…… what's wrong?”
He whispered to me in a gentle tone of voice.
I was so cool that I was momentarily choked up.
The first thing that comes to my mind is how to answer Toraya's question.
I thought about it and honestly told Toramasa, “…… I just wanted to spoil you a little. ……”
After much consideration, I decided to be honest with Toraya.
I'm going to make up for everything I've done so far, so go ahead and spoil me a lot.
At his words, I opened my eyes wide with heavy, swollen lids and looked at him.
I felt like spoiling him a lot when he said that.
Why don't you spoil me?”
“…… Really?”
Do you think I would lie like that?
I don't think so.
I said this, and Toraga dropped his lips to my head.
He took my hand and pulled it to the hem of his own dress and said, “It's almost ready, just wait here.
I turned away again and grasped the hem of Toraya's dress, and stayed by his side like a child waiting for his food to be ready.
After a while, when breakfast was ready, we both ate it, and then, like yesterday, we both washed the dishes and went to the sofa in front of the TV.
We had always sat side by side, but today we were closer than ever.
Their bodies touching each other. Their hands intertwined with each other's fingers.
I held my aching heart in my hand and looked at our hands while listening to the TV.
We had held hands like this before. We have touched each other before. The place where we sit is closer than before, but the reason I feel closer to him is because he told me that he loves me.
The distance between me and Toraya, which I had put aside until now, is shrinking inside me.
Yes, Toraga told me yesterday that he likes me.
I haven't forgotten about it, but I suddenly remember it.
And yesterday I had sex with Toramasa …….
Toraga's thing …… was inside me …….
I was so excited, I felt my body temperature rise.
The heat in my face, which should have subsided, comes back as if I remembered it.
The most important thing to remember is that you can't just go out and buy a new one.
I think about it as if it were a long time ago, but nothing much has changed, and it doesn't help me answer my own question about how I should spend my time with Toraya.
I wonder how I should spend my time with Toraga in the future. ……
As I was thinking about this and keeping quiet, Toraga called out to me.
You've been quiet today.”
I turned my face slightly toward Toramasa and replied, “I'm nervous …….
I've always been nervous when I'm with Toraya, but today I'm feeling a different kind of nervousness.
I'm sure that we'll be able to spend time together as we have in the past, but now that we've been in love and had a physical relationship yesterday, I can't help but feel a little nervous about it, and I'm keeping my mouth shut.
Toraga listened to my words and after a short pause, he opened his mouth again.
It feels strange when you are quiet.
Don't you like my quietness?
I just feel a little lonely.
“It's hard for me to be so cute when you say …… you're lonely.”
Why?”
The most important thing to remember is that you can't just take a look at your own personal personal information. The most important thing to do is to make sure that you have the right tools and the right equipment.
'Toraga, wait! You can't do this!
I pleaded desperately, but Toramasa ignored my words and moved my bangs out of the way with his fingers and put his lips to my exposed forehead.
My heart is already raising a white flag. I can't do it, I'm dying.
'Toramasa-san, you're kind of a great kisser, you're cool, and you're so gentle, I feel like my whole body is going to melt……
Melt away.”
I don't want to melt. …… I want to stay human. ……
No one ever dies and comes back to life.
You're right.
I was dressed as I was and we were joking around together, and before I knew it, I was back to my normal self, naturally smiling as I looked into Toramasa's eyes.
By the time Toramasa moved his body from above me and we sat side by side on the sofa again, the strange tension had dissipated, and the only thing that remained was the tension that came from my pure feelings of love for Toramasa.
The tension that I always feel gives me peace of mind.
As we sat there, watching TV and feeling Toraya's body heat, I thought of …… and picked up my cell phone on the table, which had not changed its position since last night, and opened a text message.
I picked up my cell phone on the table, which had not changed its position since last night, and opened the text message. Is it okay if I report this to Ichika and the others?”
When I said so, Toraga said, “If it's someone who knows about our relationship, it should be fine,” and Toraga picked up his own cell phone as well.
Hearing those words, I sent a text message to Ichika, Mashiro, and the others to report that I was able to go out with Toraga. I sent a text message to all of them.
When I finished texting everyone, I received a text from Ichika, who had sent the first text.
When I first told her that I liked Toramasa, she asked me a lot of questions, so I was about to open the e-mail with a distant look in my eyes, thinking, “I'm sure I'll have more questions this time than I did then… ……,” when I received a call from Mashiro-chan, who had sent the e-mail after Ichika.
'Toraga-san, may I pick up the phone?'
'No problem. …… me too.'
While she was answering me, an incoming call came into Toramasa's cell phone.
The first thing you need to do is to make sure that you have a good idea of what you want to do.
I picked up the phone at a little distance from Toramasa, and as soon as I put the phone to my ear, I heard Mashiro-chan's loud voice from the other end of the phone, “Mariko-chan aaaaaaaaaaaaan! I couldn't help but pull the phone away from my ear.
Is it really true that you and Toraga-kun went out together?
I can't believe it myself, but I'm really, really, really going out with Toraga!
“Oh my gosh! I can't believe it myself, but I'm really, really going out with Toramasa! Wow!
I'm so glad you said congratulations. I'm glad you said congratulations.
I'll say congrats as many times as I have to!” What's this feeling that my grandson's love is fulfilled ……”
“It's my grandson! Not my daughter!
The most important thing to remember is that you can't just take a look at the actual product or service and expect it to be just as good as you think it is.
Even Mashiro-chan and the others are full of themselves, but they support my love and are happy to see me like this, what good people I'm really blessed with. …… I can't thank Mashiro-chan enough for repeatedly saying congratulations to me in tears on the other end of the phone.
At that moment, a catch came in.
I checked the caller and saw that it was from Endo-senpai.
I thanked Mashiro-chan, but this time I switched the call to Endo-senpai. Endo-senpai, like Mashiro-chan, called out my name in her first voice, and then, in a voice full of surprise, asked me if it was true that we had gone out. Then, she repeatedly told me congratulations over and over again.
After I finished Endo-senpai's call, Tanaka-senpai and Nana-san …… called one after another, and by the time I finished the last call from Honda-san, it had been quite some time.
When I returned to the sofa while opening Ichika's mail that I had neglected, Toramasa stopped playing with his cell phone, looked at me, and said with a wry smile, “The phone calls were great, weren't they?
Six out of the seven people I reported to called me.
Seven of them knew about us?
If you include your mother, there were eight of them. Of course, they were all very tight-lipped, so they didn't tell anyone!
I see.
How many people did you tell, Mr. Toraga?
“I'm …… three people.”
So that means only three people knew about it. …… Who are they? Assuming one of them was Ki-kun, …….
I thought about it and couldn't come up with the next name.
I remembered that I didn't know any of Toramasa's friends, and stopped thinking about who the other two were.
But still, the fact that there were only three of them meant that Toraya was really hiding me from everyone around him.
I don't know what he meant by that, but I felt that it was very Toramasa-like that he didn't tell anyone.
I think he will continue to hide our relationship from now on. I agree with that because I don't want to cause trouble for Toramasa.
I can't tell others. That's why I was really happy when Mashiro and the others congratulated me.
That they knew us and congratulated us on our relationship.
Perhaps it was because I had told everyone about it, but I felt my shoulders were lighter.
Once I sent a text message back to Ichika, I put my phone back on the table and turned my head toward Toraga.
Looking at Toraga's profile as he played with his phone, I realized that I was very happy right now, and gently rubbed my head against Toraga's shoulder, the corners of my mouth rising naturally.
Then he gently stroked my head, and I felt happy again, and closed my eyes as if I were chewing on this happiness right now.
