## Chapter 65 – My Childhood Friend’s Mom Wants Love
Love!
In the Earth’s 2020-year history, how many love stories have there been?
But among all those love stories, there wasn’t one like mine. Until now, I had never truly loved or been loved.
Naturally, I had never said the words “I love you.” I thought that was something that only happened in movies or dramas.
Just as I seriously wondered “Does sex even exist?” before I had it, love was a concept that only existed in my imagination.
And now she’s asking me to say I love her?
I was utterly bewildered. Even if we were dating, maybe, but even during sex, she was still a married woman. I couldn’t understand what she was trying to get at.
“Um, Mrs. Do? Even so, that’s a bit…”
I was embarrassed. Was I taking the word “love” too seriously?
Maybe Se-in’s mom said it without thinking too much. Perhaps her concept of love was different from mine. Do Hye-jung had probably lived her whole life being loved since the day she was born.
Whispering sweet nothings to someone like that might be as easy as eating cake.
But for me, it was so embarrassing that my face flushed just thinking about it. I’d rather drop my pants in the middle of the street.
“S-Sorry, I was only thinking about myself, wasn’t I? Just pretend I didn’t say anything…”
Seeing my inability to accept it, she quickly took back her words.
The fact that she backed down so easily meant I could take it as something she said without much thought, right?
I was even thinking of forcing myself if she said I couldn’t have sex otherwise. Thankfully, it didn’t seem to be that serious.
“Ji-wan has Se-in… I don’t know what I was thinking…”
“…Um.”
I was momentarily speechless at her words.
It’s not that I didn’t know why Se-in’s name was coming up now. She thought I was dating her.
Logically, it doesn’t make sense to invite a man you’re not dating to your house to have sex (even if other friends were there too). She must naturally think that Se-in and I are more than friends.
But if you ask if that’s really love, I think it’s a bit different. If I asked Se-in, “Do you love me?” she’d probably say I was crazy.
Hmm. But it’s a bit much to call us just friends… More than friends, less than lovers? Is that a relationship that can be expressed in such simple terms? What are we?
More than that, what even is love? It was too difficult a question for me.
“I’m sorry for saying something weird. At my age, really, how embarrassing…”
“…Ummm.”
I was even more perplexed.
Even though she was speaking lightly, her voice was trembling.
What is it? What is this ticklish feeling in my chest?
The situation was as if she had been drinking the Kool-Aid alone, talking about love, and then was shocked after being rejected by me?
It was the exact opposite of when I thought, “I’ll be hurt if I get rejected for a kiss” before I kissed her.
“I-I can kiss you if you want!”
I have no experience hurting women. Of course, I don’t know how to comfort them either.
The words I managed to squeeze out were just that.
“Okay… Thank you…”
Se-in’s mom managed a smile at my words. But she couldn’t hide all of her hurt feelings. Her mouth was smiling, but her eyes were crying.
I’m confused. How did this happen?
I just wanted to have sex with a beautiful woman. If I could do it once, and then maybe again if I had the chance, that would be enough. I didn’t want to win her heart.
But to make my friend’s mom cry, how much of a sinful man am I?
I never thought the day would come when I’d say something like this. Anyone who knows my face would dismiss it as bullshit. The situation was that bizarre.
“Hmph… *chuup*…”
Amidst the unexpected guilt, I kissed her again. It felt like I had become a bad guy who only wanted the body of a woman who wanted love. That guilt was no joke.
Even so, the kiss felt good. Se-in’s mom was very skilled at kissing.
Above all, wasn’t she a world-class actress? The fact that I was kissing such a beauty was unreal in itself. On top of that, she was technically skilled and somehow passionate. It was the best kiss, combining talent, effort, and passion.
“*Chup, chuup, jjooroop, hoo-oop, chuup.*”
I was completely devoured in the kiss. With my clumsy kissing, I was barely able to keep up with her.
By the way, I should start again soon. My dick, which had been fully erect and waiting, was clamoring for me to start quickly.
Oh well, I came here to have sex from the beginning, didn’t I?
I’m not good enough to be swayed by strange guilt. Those kinds of worries can be left to the well-fed pigs. I was still hungry for sex.
“Eung!”
With my lips handed over to her, I decided to focus on the movements below.
The kiss was practically one-sided, with me on the receiving end. So I’ll let her take care of the kissing, and I’ll just focus on the sex. You could say it’s an efficient division of labor.
“Hng! Hng!”
As my dick started moving again, Se-in’s mom couldn’t continue the kiss properly. With something like this going in and out of her pussy, there’s no way she could focus on anything else.
But she wrapped her arms around my neck and clung to me, trying not to let go. And she persistently sucked on my lips and wrapped her tongue around mine.
“Eunghut, *chuup, churoop*… Eungh!”
She clung to me as if someone was threatening her not to take her lips off mine. I moved my hips while receiving such a tenacious kiss.
The feeling of her pussy was definitely different from the first time. It couldn’t just be my imagination. The movement of the flesh inside her pussy was definitely better than the first time.
Just as her tongue wrapped around mine, the muscles in her vagina wrapped around my dick. Just as she was kissing me as if she was going to devour me, her pussy was sucking on my dick as if she was going to devour it too.
“Eunghot…”
Unlike the first time when I just rammed into her mindlessly, I was now able to move slowly while observing the situation.
There was no need to do it so mindlessly. Even though I was moving slowly like this, it felt better than when I was pounding like a madman.
It was similar to slowly savoring a gourmet dish.
The first sex was when I was so hungry that I stuffed my mouth until it burst. But now it was sex where I slowly savored each dish.
Needless to say, which one allows you to enjoy the taste of the food more.
“Eunghaaht… *chuup*… Haaht… *churoop*…”
She groaned through her nose but didn’t take her lips off mine. She clung to my body with both arms and legs as if she wouldn’t let me go.
The area of skin touching could not be wider than this. She threw her whole body at me to that extent.
I silently moved my hips. That alone was enough. Going any further felt like a crime. Although this situation was already a crime.
“Haaang… *chureup*…”
Se-in’s mom’s desperate moans pierced my chest.
It might just be my imagination, but she was asking for more from me. It wasn’t just a relationship that ended with simple sex, but she seemed to want a deeper connection.
Perhaps because we were connected both above and below, I could understand what she was thinking better now.
I could whisper lies of love. But I shouldn’t. Playing with fire should end as just a game.
If you burn down the whole house, you won’t be able to handle the aftermath. Ruining a family and paying divorce alimony was not what I wanted.
I silently focused only on sex, as if drawing a line with her.
I just need to use this hole. That’s how I conveyed my feelings to her.
“Hng, *jjup, chuup*…”
She also focused solely on kissing. My intentions must have been clearly conveyed, but her actions felt like she still had lingering feelings.
All of this might just be my imagination. But sex is surprisingly an act where you can understand each other’s feelings. You can definitely tell whether the other person likes it or not.
And she definitely liked it. She was asking me for affection. I’m not so clueless that I don’t know that much.
We talked to each other without words, using our bodies.
A mother who wants love. And me, rejecting that feeling.
Until the act was over, I could feel her frustration that she couldn’t change my mind.
“Eung… *hoop*… Hng!”
-*Pyooroorooot!*
My semen pours into her again.
After all the fuss, I ended up doing a pussy shot again. I did it again without taking responsibility.
If I had to make an excuse, it was also because she didn’t let go of my body. She held my waist tightly with both legs. Thanks to that, I was able to shoot comfortably with that excuse. I put my glans against her cervix and shot directly.
-*Byuroot! Byuroot!*
“Eung… Hng!”
She clung to me tightly and trembled. At the same time, the sensation of her tightening pussy felt good.
An action as if she would receive even semen if she couldn’t receive love. For some reason, my chest felt hot.
“Hoo…”
After cumming, I finally took a breath.
My tongue was numb from the long kiss. My jaw hurt like it was about to fall off.
“Haht, haht, haht…”
Se-in’s mom also released the strength in her arms and legs that had been holding me. She turned her head away as if avoiding me and gasped for breath.
Her eyes looked empty and listless. And she looked very tired.
I was wondering what to do now when she suddenly spoke first.
“Did you… feel good…?”
“Yes. It was very good.”
I answered calmly.
There was nothing more to say than that. I thought I shouldn’t say anything more irresponsible than this.
She barely caught her breath and looked at me.
It was a look that desperately wanted something.
“…Could we… do it again?”
An unexpected request for an encore.
It was something I couldn’t wish for more.
“…If there’s a chance.”
A small smile spread across her lips.
For now, that was enough for both of us.
What we couldn’t do today, we could do next time.
