Chapter 302 – Confessions of a Saint
Chapter 302: The Saint’s Confession
〈 From this episode, we will go back to Kamyu’s point of view.〉
“You know.
Can I ask you something?”
“You can ask two or three questions.”
“Hmm, great!
Yes, in our chapel before… When we met.”
Ah.
The sex that day was really intense.
That was probably the last time I had sex with Marie.
Horrible sex in front of a statue of a saintess.
“Do you remember talking to me back then?”
Ah.
Ah.
It did.
[… Maybe someday I’ll be able to wear the same ring as Kamyu-nim?]
[Then. If only you want.]
Fluff.
[… Do you think I might not want it?]
[… Maybe I’m not qualified.]
[What qualifications?]
Side.
[I want you… I did a very heinous thing.
And it took over your mind
… I wonder if I even have the right to dare to tell you I love you.
So I’m not sure if you want me like this.]
[I want. … Really.]
[Number of animals. What if…]
[Yes.]
[Marie, really, if…
If I break the hypnosis…
Can you still say that?]
[Sure.]
I remember.
Marie’s eyes then.
The warmest eyes in the world.
The eyes of Nene, who held me in her arms.
The eyes of Rumika, who gave her a lap pillow.
Angela’s eyes that smiled brightly at me on top of the Royal Griffon.
After the first night, Stella’s eyes comforted me when I missed her family.
… And the eyes that one day Rebekah looked at me while I was sleeping.
You looked at me with the same eyes as those eyes.
It was warm
Enough to cover the guilt deep in my heart for a while.
[I promise.
Even if hypnotized, I will only love you.
I do not resent it.]
[… Okay.
Thank you…]
“Huh. I remember.”
I’m getting very depressed.
“Didn’t you ask what would happen if the hypnosis was solved then?”
“Yeah, it was…”
“Did you expect it to come loose?
Or not… Were you trying to solve it yourself?”
“I don’t know.
I thought that a day like this would come someday, or that I would greet it with my own hands.”
“Really?”
“Then.
Didn’t you go to rescue Stella right after that?
I didn’t intend to mess with Stella, but I didn’t actually.
That’s proof.”
Artifacts.
The scalp massage comes in with gentle touches.
… It’s the first time I’ve experienced someone else washing my hair since Nene did it when I was little.
Tickling feeling.
This feeling of exposing yourself defenselessly to someone.
It’s unfamiliar.
But it feels good
“What were you going to do if Queen Stella didn’t come over?”
“Duke Dupre first brought up the story of marrying Princess Anne.
There is such a way, but if that doesn’t work… There is also a way to win the war by somehow plotting division.
There was also the case of the murder of the previous king, and the terrorist attack on the cathedral was a self-made act.
The inner division was enough.
Alberic was already causing the external division.
From the moment the ‘Great Humanity Sphere of Public Prosperity’ came out, I became half-enemy with peoples other than Amitian.
Since I had been to Cheonghaejin a long time ago, I tried to leave the south and east to Cheonghaejin.
Just like you are doing now.”
Worst of all, saying that he even had the former Queen Grace in mind is tearing up.
It’s okay not to
“After that?”
“And then?
And then… You and Angela don’t need to cast mind control spells anymore.”
“…”
“At that time… I would have made a bold decision.”
I must have solved the hypnosis with my own hands.
“Even if the same result comes now?”
“Huh. It will probably have the same result.”
“Sir Angela, even if I try to kill you and it won’t be resolved forever?”
“… Okay.
Because that’s my job.
But it’s karma.
I believe in fate that can be changed.”
“If fate is changeable, we don’t have to face each other, right?”
Buck buck.
Her hand, which was meticulously washing my hair, stops for a moment.
She wondered if water splashed in her eyes. She wiped her eyes with a towel.
Tok. Knock knock.
… Like I do, she taps like she learned from Nene.
Thank you.
Thanks to her, the stinging tears stopped.
Actually, the water you took was not splashing water, but my tears.
“I hate falling in love.
I can’t because I’m in pain
I decided that we would face each other even if it was difficult.”
“Even if there is nothing but bankruptcy at the end?”
“Because there is a chance of success.”
“How do you know?”
“Because I like Nene even after I am hypnotized.
I saw a glimmer of hope.”
“Isn’t it because he was a disciple who loved the teacher even before he was hypnotized?”
“But the memory of being hypnotized by Nene always remains warm.
Even though Nene hypnotized me, it was because she loved and cared for me the best she could.
If I did that too, then I guess I’ve done my job.
After that… It’s the opponent’s part.
You and Angela’s share.”
“So what if I finally refuse?”
“I will do it until it is done.”
“Why?”
“Because you are good.
It is also a request from Rebekah.”
Chew.
Pleasantly warm water is poured over her hair for a moment.
“If it had not been for Rebekah’s request… You didn’t have to hold me down, did you?”
Flash
Open your eyes.
My eyes are a little cold, but I force myself to open them.
Marianne’s eyes looking down at me.
Look straight ahead.
“You are you, and Rebekah is Rebekah.
Rebekah’s will only said to ask for you.
I didn’t necessarily ask you to be my lover.
Loving you is my feelings and my will.”
“Of… Ji?”
“Yes, will.
Thanks to Rebekah, she was able to practice not hating humans.
Willingness to face you properly without prejudice.”
[M, Marie… Take good care of the master…
Instead of me… Please protect me…
Master too, Mari… Please.
It’s a demon… Humans and each other… Don’t hate…]
“… That’s right.
Rebekah asked me to protect you at the last moment.
Because I always thought of you as a pitiful demon who had been abandoned even in his hometown and was exiled to the human capital.
So I used to say you need someone by your side.”
That’s when I pretended to sleep.
I said so.
“…But now there are countless people by your side.
The original wife who married after being a lover for a long time, the teacher and lover and wife, the wife who is sweet with each other even though it is an arranged marriage, the guardian knight and lover who is more loyal than when hypnotized.
My classmates who studied alumni since childhood, friends I met in the military and political world, and even friendly and loyal subordinates.”
Lumica, Nene, Stella and Angela.
Van Dark, Ballack, Adolf, Ran, Ludwig, Jacques…
“I know.
I have a seal.”
“I don’t necessarily need to be by your side…”
“What are you talking about?!
I can’t do without you!!”
“Hey, don’t try to get up!!
I mean, I haven’t washed my hair yet!!”
It seems to be deliberately relaxed.
Marie’s hand stopped earlier.
My hair is left full of foam.
My hair isn’t as long as a woman’s, so what takes so long to wash a man’s hair?
Yo-yo-yo-yo-yo-yo-yo-yo!
It must be strangely time consuming!!
Okay, I lay back quietly in the bathtub and closed my eyes.
Jomuljomul Mari washing my hair.
“Is Rebekah trying to tell me how I should treat you at the end?”
[Marie, you served the master instead of me…]
Love you? Protect me? Take care?
“Save me… Wouldn’t you have tried to say that?”
“I am surprised.
I thought you would say something like ‘I love you’ in Kamyu-nim’s favor.”
“Then isn’t that too much of a lie?
But Rebekah is not the kind of person to force that she likes me on you, her friend.
I would have respected your opinion.
It must have been a one-hundred-step concession and asked to ‘protect’.
From then on, they would have thought it was up to us.”
“How do you know that?”
“Did you give me homework too?
Don’t hate me for being human.
It has many meanings.
From then on, I would have hoped for the best as my heart goes.
As long as they don’t fight with you, whether they’re friends, co-workers, lovers, or spouses… Didn’t you think everything was fine?”
“Yes…
He’s definitely my friend, and you know him deeply.”
“Because we met deeply…”
“…”
“Number of animals.”
“Yes.”
“I’m not meeting you because I need you.
Just… I just like you.”
“Even if I’m not a saint?”
“Huh.”
“Even if one day the power disappears, and no divine power disappears?”
“Okay.”
“Even if Rebekah didn’t ask for it?”
“Then.”
“Even though I hated you, hated you, and despised you so much?”
“It doesn’t matter.
I did something bad, so I’m responsible.
It’s okay to be criticized.
Do your best
But I mean…”
I hold her hand buried in my hair.
“Don’t leave my side.”
“…”
“Even if you curse at me and push me away, it’s because I will come back after being far away.
You stay here
So I hope you don’t go too far.”
“…”
“Marie, stay with me.”
“…”
“In the future. Continue.”
“It’s noisy.”
“Number of animals… Oops!”
Wow…
Marie
Overhead
My lips
Came over
Uh… ?
Uhh… ?
Uh uh… ?
I can’t get my head around the sweet lips I feel after a long time.
Pleasant flesh smell.
A warm, slippery tongue.
A deeper, hotter breath rushes into my throat like water.
Whoop… Huum… Ha… Huh… Whoa… Haaaaa… !!
Like the fire of a fire dragon, the hot breath flowing from inside her into me.
And moan.
Like a volcano that exploded after being patient, suppressed and suppressed.
Hot like the lava of an exploded volcano… Sticky breath.
How… Huh… Whoops, whoops! Whoops… Haaaaa… !!
A long kiss… !
My mind goes blank.
As the tongue hid inside her mouth in surprise, her tongue slipped in and pulled out my tongue.
Like a haenyeo catching a moray eel hiding in a rock crevice, she comes in without hesitation and grabs her tongue with her tongue and sucks it.
Haaa… Ha, hoo, hoo… Huh… !
Now she shakes off my hand, grabs both of her cheeks and kisses her deep.
I can see her chin and neck moving wildly.
Sore throat.
It’s backwards so I can’t see her expression.
Why?
Why?
… I don’t know.
Does that matter?
It seems like my sincerity worked.
Woomm… Whoa, haaam… Churup… Jjoooook… Fuhaaaaa… !!!
“Ha ha, ha ha, ha ha!”
“Whoa, ha, ha!”
Marie wakes up after kissing.
“Haha! Just now… It has become quiet.”
“Ha, ha, ha!”
Thud. Thump, thump. Thud.
Going crazy. My heart has been racing ever since.
Chew.
Marie hurriedly splashes water on my hair.
What had been wrapped up in the beginning.
“Listen.
Mr Kamu.
I have something to say!”
My voice rises with excitement.
Obviously I’m in the hot tub and Marie is out of the tub, but somehow Marie’s hands seem to be hotter.
With a splash!
After roughly rinsing my hair, she comes into the bath and covers me, who was lying on her side, and sits down.
The lower body is heavy under the large buttocks.
Mari’s face is hard to see because of her melon-sized breasts.
But this black & white monokini swimsuit is so pretty.
“Number of animals… Whoops!!”
She tries to say something, but Marie covers her mouth with her mouth again.
Her hair is bouncing around.
My body was cold because I was exhausted, but even after entering the hot tub, my body shivered…
My body heats up with one kiss, and my body heats up with two kisses.
Mystical power.
This… Is it the kiss of a saint?
“Puha! Ha… !”
Haha!
Don’t stop talking!
Me… What I’ve been wanting to say for a while… I mean, I loved it so much!
So, whoa, listen to me.”
“…”
“When the hypnosis breaks… I was very upset.
Because I thought that I was a demon who played with my body and mind.
I was not prepared to endure the brutality of war like Sir Angela.
Idiots are enemies and heretics.”
A human who believes in the white sun in the sky.
Demons who believe in the Black Sun of the Demon Realm.
It’s a contradiction.
“I was dubious about Rebekah’s request.
Because I thought you were playing with my friend’s mind.
I hated you so so much
At Rebekah’s request, I was forced to stay by your side.
No, I was forced to think that way.”
[M, Marie… Take good care of the master…
Instead of me… Please protect me…]
“Actually, I had nowhere to go.
Philip, who joined hands with the Demon King’s army, Calz.
To the cathedral he controlled, to the enemy Demon King, and to his parents who let me go to save food.
Maybe I was cowardly.
I remained so petty, I scolded you…
But… But you’ve always been sincere…”
Little by little, the voice is mixed with crying.
“When I met Rebekah, when I embraced me, when I reconciled with Sir Angela…
When I meet Nene again, when I propose to Queen Stella without hypnosis, when I rescue Princess Anne, when I reunite with the Demon Lord, when the hypnosis is lifted and when Sir Angela is recovered, when she comes back to me!
You were always sincere.”
Don’t cry and talk
Half of your voice is tears.
“Really… Aren’t you stupid?
I can’t believe it, hehe, it doesn’t?
He hypnotized the world and did that… Where is the fool who loves you so much?
You are really bad
On purpose… It must have been planned on purpose!
How, how do I paint over all the happy memories of my life with memories of being with you?
Good memories, happy memories! I made it all with you!!
If you erase hypnosis! How the hell am I supposed to see and live! That’s how I made it!!!”
I have no choice but to listen to him because he told me not to stop talking.
He quietly raised his hand and wiped the tears from his eyes.
“Huh, I thought it was someone who truly loved me, but hey, it was hypnosis!
So I tried to hate it!!
I thought there was a residue left in my heart that kept, huh, kept shaking me!
It just confuses people!!
If you’re going to make me like it, just be honest with me from the beginning!!
So… I really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really did it.”
Her tears fall again on the bath water.
“Actually, I, heck, know…
That we had no choice but to be like this from the beginning, that we were supposed to hate each other.
The herbalist and the saintess meet and live happily ever after, huh, I know you won’t even think of such an what-if future…
You tricked me and captured me in the raid, I really felt betrayed.
I thought you were a good friend…
But as Nene said, looking back, everything I’ve been with you since then is a good memory… Even now, even if I try to hate you, I can’t…
As the queen said, you are a man who keeps his promises, and you carry all of my friend’s will and the promise that you will not give up on me…
It was so confusing, heh, I couldn’t figure out what was what.
Obviously, it was you who hypnotized me, but I couldn’t understand why everyone around me told me not to hate you!”
Even if I wipe my tears with the palm of my hand, I can’t contain all the overflowing water from those big eyes.
“Why! Why are you pretending to be a hero when you talk about being a demonic hypnotist?!
I’d rather you were a warrior!
I would have devoted myself to protecting it!!
Why is the real hero a mess!
Why are you saving people?!”
[That guy was like that the other day.
Did you get heroic disease?
No, no, no, no! Looks like a warrior
On the subject of demons.]
[Shut up.]
[What are the demons trying to do by protecting humans?
Did your housekeeping get better?]
[The warrior… Aren’t you ashamed of being called the Knights Templar?]
“Why are you supporting the parents of the person you killed, and supporting their children?”
[The master adult is still the master adult to me.]
Eva.
My maid so nice
“Why do you strive for peace?!
You are the Demon King! You’re a corps commander!
Steal, loot, kill!
I heard you became an officer because you wanted to marry the Demon King?!
You have to rise up and get promoted, right?!
You said you had to be a general to get married?!
He said he was sick of being in the military for too long!!
Then you should have thought about getting the ball right and getting discharged!!
I heard you only thought about getting married and playing as the devil’s husband and eating?!
But why uselessly enter into agreements and build amusement parks?
Why are you wrapping your head around saying it doesn’t work out the way you want!!
Why! Who is good!!
I will just live selfishly until the end!!
Why! Why!”
Puck! Puck!
Even if she hits my chest, it doesn’t hurt.
Her words, her tears break my heart.
“I am… I’m so confused!
God said to help the hero, but the hero is on the verge!
You are… You are the enemy! You hypnotized me! Me… Love me sincerely!
I hate you, sell you, hate you, hate you!
You keep hanging around me! Dig into my memory! Makes me excited!
Rather… I wish you were a warrior!!
I would have forgiven everything and moved on!
It must have been the will of the sun god!!
Because you are a demon!!
I keep getting confused about this topic!!
Because you live according to your faith, rather you live according to God’s will!!
It’s annoying because I act right and sincere!!
People are confused!!
If you will… If that was the case, would you at least run away with me before the hypnosis goes away!!!”
It was sincere at the time, and it was sincere in retrospect later.
I see…
“Ugh, black! Why, why do you keep shaking me…
Just… I can’t just make you feel comfortable hating me… ?
Can’t I just live as a bad hypnotist?”
“…”
“Don’t do that…
At least put on a pretense, jjom!!”
“…”
“Does your wife know what the Demon King did?
You came to the enemy who killed your father and begged him to save your husband!!
Do you know what Sir Angela did?
You came to the woman who tried to kill her lover and begged her to get down on her knees!!
What the hell are you doing, beating everyone around you and killing them!
Why are you living as an annoyingly good demon!
Do you feel relieved if you make me a bad person?!”
Shaking my head.
“Stop talking… I didn’t… !!”
Chow!
What presses my mouth is half lips and half tears.
If breathing came in earlier, crying comes in this time.
I can’t stop the saintess from crying while kissing.
Pooh!
“Puha, ha… !”
“Pu-hu, ha, ha!
Why do you keep throwing yourself into living every day… I mean, I get sick like this every time!
Make everyone around you and the demons around you worry!
Even if you hate it, do tricks so that you can’t hate it!
The hypnosis was also solved, but it made me fall in love again!
What are you doing, really!!!
To me… What tricks did you do to make me fall in love again!!
If you were going to do this, you shouldn’t have approached me without hypnosis, just like you did to the queen!!!”
