How to Subdue a Woman You Despise 183

Chapter 183 – 183. Dopamine (4)

… Not even for a day or two.

At first, I tried to make up my mind like that.

It is not unheard of for slander against me or all kinds of baseless articles to be posted.

But something was different this time.

Even though it was a rumor that was no different from back then, the fire was spreading strangely.

How on earth did this happen?

It may have happened that way because it has substance.

“We’re all here. Please enter carefully.”

“Thank you.”

I skipped my schedule today and rode home in the backseat of my new manager’s car.

Actually, it had nothing to do with Kang Joo-hyuk sending the DM.

Because the director sent me away as soon as he saw the community.

When I saw him scratching his forehead with an expression of complete incomprehension and sighing, I felt strangely sorry.

… Actually, I didn’t do anything wrong.

Even if I did something wrong, I haven’t been caught yet.

“Under…” .”

If you don’t get caught, you haven’t done anything wrong.

I originally hated saying things like this.

That was the reason why I scolded or scolded Hinami in the past, and it was the same reason why I tried to be polite even in private.

… Except in front of that man.

There was no need for me to pretend to be nice in front of him.

Because he obviously was a bad person and a person who made mistakes.

I never thought the karma of revealing my true nature in front of such a man would turn around and hit me in the back.

At best, I didn’t expect that a retired former baseball player would be able to harm me, and I even less expected that I would get involved with him when he didn’t actually mean to harm me.

I know it’s really arrogant and self-centered, but it was just a thought I had because I was so good.

However, this malice, I don’t know where it came from, was trying to kill me by looking at a small part as small as the fingernails of a woman named ‘Seo Ji-ah’.

Even Kang Joo-hyuk tried to kill me after he found out most of me.

… Even the manager.

Only after working with me for a while did he show his true colors his.

“I’ve been there.”

I step into the house where he might be and say a small hello.

However, looking at the living room, which was just as empty as when he left the house, it seemed like he had never returned to this house.

I leave my mentally tired body on the sofa and continue reading the phone that I couldn’t take my eyes off from earlier.

My name appears no matter what site I go to.

Actually, public opinion wasn’t that bad.

In terms of ratio, it would be about 4:6.

A person who mocks and ridicules me 4.

6.

The vaguely common sense ratio actually made me more scared.

… If everything that actually happened is revealed, that ratio will be overturned and tipped to 9:1.

-Are you back?

Just as I was catching my breath, exhausted from the terrible imagination, I received a DM from him.

A tone of voice that seems uncharacteristically concerned.

… Who got caught up in this scandal now?

I harbor such dark thoughts, but when I remember the ridiculous reason why the scandal broke out after just going to the gym a few times, I shake off my hostility.

No matter how much Kang Joo-hyuk is a piece of trash who plays with me, he is not particularly guilty in this case.

… Same goes for me.

-Yes

I sent a reply without good will or malice, but there was no reply from him.

For the first time, I liked the fact that he seemed to have no intention of continuing the conversation with me, so I swallowed, put down my phone, and got up from the sofa.

Anyway, the more I look at things like communities, the more I see the same story over and over again.

Normally I would have played a game, but I don’t feel like it.

I took out the only can of beer left in the refrigerator and filled my empty stomach with just a few sips without any snacks.

To be honest, it’s really tasteless, but there’s nothing like this as the best way to break the thread when your mind is so complicated.

… I think I now understand why Hinami sang alcohol, alcohol, and singing.

“Ha…”

There’s no way I could get drunk after just a few sips of beer, but I put an eye patch over my eyes and force myself to sleep.

When you wake up, your agency will respond.

Kang Joo-hyuk’s name was also borrowed, and if you even say one word about suing those crazy bastards, they’ll quickly hide like rats.

So, let’s sleep well and wake up.

In my own space where no one can enter.

**

My vision was fluttering, so I tried to open my eyelids.

But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t open my eyes.

My hands, feet, arms, and legs can’t move as I want, and I have no strength.

It’s probably not because of the alcohol, but what could it be?

｢… “Don’t get up.”

The moment I tried my best to shake her whole body, a familiar voice rang in my ears.

The man’s voice was much lower than usual.

As soon as I heard that voice, I got goosebumps, and I tried to get out from under the blanket, struggling like a fit.

But.

My body was already grabbed by rough hands and I couldn’t move.

“Okay, stay still. “Stay still.”

Before I knew it, all the clothes I would have been wearing were taken off, and I was being toyed with by him without even a single thread on.

Creepily.

His hand, which was touching my naked body, crawls up my skin and caresses my neck.

He was slowly grabbing his neck as if pinching it, then suddenly tightened his grip and strangled me.

Just enough to not suffocate.

Make a loud noise, just enough to be able to breathe.

｢Ugh…｣

He fell into a state of joy when he saw that my breathing had become heavy, and this time he bit my hair and smeared my body with his bodily fluids.

It should have been so scary and scary, but my body was strangely stable and just accepted his touch.

Without my heart pounding or my whole body getting hot.

Just be quiet.

I got eaten by him.

｢… That’s right.”

Stroking his slightly damp hair, he touches my heart.

It presses down on the quiet heart, almost as if it has stopped, and changes to a slightly faster pace.

As my heart beats more and more violently, my stiff limbs gain some strength.

The moment when I could barely wiggle my toes with all my strength.

He climbed on top of me upside down, grabbed my feet and bit off his big toes.

｢… !｣

… It doesn’t hurt.

I think I bitten it really hard.

It feels like it’s tickling, but it’s not ticklish.

Now, even though he was gently licking the top of my foot with his tongue, I didn’t feel anything.

The tongue gradually moved up his leg, and before he knew it, he was kissing his hips.

… Even though it probably touches the secret area where you are not wearing anything.

I can’t think of anything.

｢…｣

I can’t see anything.

It’s just a blur before my eyes.

He took his tongue away from me for a moment, then fiddled with something and opened his mouth.

The quietly opened mouth is just filled with something.

My breathing, which wasn’t that difficult when I was being strangled earlier, gradually fades away.

“Town…｣

With his mouth blocked, I am trampled by him everywhere.

Just wiggling his fingers and toes.

Everything I had was taken away by him, and I was gagged so I couldn’t say anything.

Being reduced to nothing more than his entertainment, my body being used.

I just made him happy with his mouth full of stuff.

… I am,

I gathered all my strength into my trembling toes.

I barely managed to kick him.

I was able to remove the eye patch that was covering my eyes.

“Haha, haha…”

Rather than being dark, it was a sunny room.

There were no traces of someone coming in, either in the room or on my body.

Wiping away the sticky skin, I start caring the toe that was bitten by him.

… Of course, there was no saliva on there.

There was no feeling that something had entered my mouth either.

The only thing that remains is the feeling of shortness of breath.

I wipe my slightly sweaty back, squat down on the bed, put my head between my knees, and let out a long sigh.

“… “I guess I’m crazy.”

… I’m so broken that I have nightmares like this.

I have never been this scared by malicious comments in my life.

That’s right, none of it was my fault.

Because I was able to stand proudly under the sky.

The person cursing was at fault, not mine.

Of course, this time too, it’s all full of baseless slander and fabrications.

This time, I couldn’t stand with such an honorable attitude.

“Ha…”

… The way he caressed my body.

He almost got raped by him.

He also forced a kiss on me.

I also had his dick in my mouth.

Because it’s all true.

I couldn’t be confident.

To wet my dry mouth, I got out of bed and headed to the water purifier.

As I was washing the inside of my mouth, which felt oddly dirty, with water, it overflowed slightly and I ended up getting wet from my chin to my chest.

Wiping it off with my forearm, I picked up my cell phone that I had left on the sofa and opened the screen with a trembling heart.

“… Ha.”

… This time, instead of me, my sister’s name is proudly posted on the community.

Unlike me, real name.

Let’s barely press the title with shaky hands,

In it, there was a photo of my sister that I saw at the last event and her Instagram attached to her.

-They are really assholes haha ​​​​​​Joo Hyuk is dating me

A word from my sister that sums up this trivial incident so neatly, leaving no room for interpretation.

My fans, who must have been getting beaten up by haters all day long, got very angry as soon as they saw her sister’s words her her, and were pouring out the word ‘sue’ at the people who had been criticizing me for half a day.

… I’m sure the people who were sarcastic at me all day are also mixed in that group.

Public opinion was completely tilted, and when I saw the comments criticizing the people who were criticizing me, I realized that my heart was prickling.

Could this be remembered?

I’m probably jealous of my sister who can do things so easily that I can’t.

Even I couldn’t figure it out.

**

What on earth are you talking about with someone else’s man, you idiots?

If we’re dating just because we go to the gym, then all the female members there are Joo-hyuk’s girlfriends?

At the very least, I would have done it if there had been an article about Hinami.

Well, I can see the level well when I see articles being spread everywhere and posts posted on the community being deleted just because a YouTuber like me posted something on Instagram.

“Push…”

When I saw all the communities going crazy over one article I wrote, I couldn’t help but laugh out of a strange sense of superiority.

I’m not a particularly famous person.

Instead, I received some strange comments on my post… , It doesn’t really matter.

Half of my subscribers are foreigners anyway?

Are those people not going to come see the video because I have a boyfriend?

It can’t be.

Moreover, when I left my website, there were quite a few comments saying, ‘Your sister is better,’ so I secretly pressed the recommendation button.

Honestly, I think so too.

The face is a matter of taste anyway, and the body is an objective judgment standard, right?

Aside from age, wouldn’t I be a higher compatibility with Ye-eun?

… Ah, he has more money.

It’s a pity, but I still have to be satisfied with the same level.

“… Sleep well, our Joohyuk.”

As soon as I came back, I was tired, so I washed Joo-hyuk well and put him to sleep, and while caring for his rough hair, a strange smile appeared on my face.

Maybe it’s because I was away from the room for two days, but I didn’t feel very comfortable in the bathroom today.

I guess I’ll have to ask Hinami later.

Anyway, as long as such an article is published, he won’t be able to come here to have fun.

Now that an article like this has been published, I hope my awareness increases.

I also want to be famous as just ‘Seo Ha-eun’, not ‘Seo Ji-ah’.

There are dozens of comments right now saying they are jealous of Joo Hyuk.

It would be nice if it sells well enough to sell thousands like Jia.

… Then there is no need for him to go to the gym.

“… Sleep well, Joo Hyuk.”

In order to make Joo-hyuk, who was stretched out, sleep more comfortably, I crawled under the blanket, buried his nose between my breasts, and patted his broad back.

When you wake up, you’ll be angry at me.

He wrote something arbitrarily on Instagram.

I think it would be a good idea to get angry.

Because you’ve been so nice to me these days.

For about a day,

… I also want to get scolded like before.