Chapter 603 – The Nightmare Before Christmas (2)
Is it because we’ve been friends for too long?
My boyfriend is particularly bad at expressing his emotions… You have never once told me that you love me. He confessed first, so why was he so embarrassed? It took Shusuke a month to even hold one hand. But still, I had no doubt that I would have my first experiences with my boyfriend, Shusuke.
My boyfriend since I was young was my first and last love.
“Haruna… Ha, Haruna… “
“Ugh?! Haaa, haaa… Man really, ugh… Ugh!”
… But, maybe this is good?
Mr. Haito forced me to lie down on the floor and attacked me recklessly. In vain, I had my first kiss… It was taken away by my boyfriend’s father. The sweet scent of fruit juice felt between the thick lips of an adult man. Aside from being very embarrassing, my precious first kiss was sweet.
“No, I do not want… Ugh… Haa, haaaaa… Go away!”
“Haruna… “Why are you saying that?”
“Uncle, please! Yes… “I’m Yuki, not Haruna!”
“Haruna! Why are you rejecting me!”
The drunk Mr. Haito had a different personality from the usual guy.
The man who was always kind and gentle… He literally started to ‘taste’ me. A man who restrained my body, pushed his face towards me, and stuck his sticky tongue between my lips. I was so captivated by him that I kissed him and cried out of fear.
“Haruna… Please, don’t leave again… “
“Well, I’m Yuki… Ugh?! Haaa… Chueup, ugh… “
“I love you, Haruna… “
“Ha, haa… Please, mister… Ugh, chur-eup… “
But unfortunately, shedding tears didn’t change anything.
The man who mistook me for ‘Mr. Haruna’ due to her drunkenness wanted to have a relationship with her… They made me naked. I couldn’t allow that, so I tried to rebel here and there… A weak woman’s body could not stop a strong man.
“Ah, Haruna… Beautiful… “
“No… Man, please… Please come to your senses!”
“Haruna… I love you, Haruna… “
“It’s Yuki, Yuki! Ugh, haaaaa… “No!”
“Haruna… I will make you happy.”
“I hate it!”
That’s how my first experience finally began.
I thought my first kiss and first sex would naturally be with Shusuke, but the reality was miserable. That of the man who tore the hymen, which symbolizes purity, and penetrated deep into my body. Not my loving boyfriend… His father, Uncle Haito, was my first opponent.
***
“Haruna… Haruna, Haruna!”
“Huh, huh… “
“I love you, Haruna… “I will never lose you again.”
“I don’t like it… Haaaaah!”
Surprisingly, the pain was only momentary
But the psychological trauma continued. To the man he had never thought of as a man… This feeling of being violated was truly terrible and miserable. It’s not that I particularly dislike or loathe him, but… This is rape before it’s sex! Mr. Haito, who climbs on top of my body and shakes his hips without permission or consent.
I was so sad about this tragic situation.
“I will definitely protect you… Haruna… “
“Ugh, haha… Chueup, uhm… “
Just one thing, just one thing…
There was a moment when my heart sank.
“I love you, Haruna… “
When I hear people say I love them like I do now…
Goosebumps appeared all over my body and my heart was pounding.
A sad confession of love that shows the man’s sincerity. I know it’s an expression of affection for Haruna, not me, but… You really loved him. ‘Haruna’ was truly a beloved wife. When I found out, her heartfelt tender, and it felt like I was receiving that love… My mind became foggy.
“Haruna… I love you, Haruna… “
“Ah, man… “
“I only have you, so please… Come back please… “
“Ugh, haaa… Uncle… “
It’s definitely because of the alcohol.
I can’t believe I felt my heart pounding while being raped… I couldn’t understand myself either. But the words ‘I love you’ are the words I longed to hear… These words are spoken by a man, not Shusuke, and are directed at Haruna, not me… This is what it feels like. This is the happiness of a woman who is loved. Something warm welled up in my heart.
“Haaaaah, ah… Man, uhm… Haa, haaaaa!”
“Haruna… Ah, Haruna!”
“Yes… I hate it, haaa… Chueup, yes, Chueup, haaa!”
At the same time, my body became hot.
From the hand of the man who touches me, from the lips of the man who ravishes me, from the man who violates me… From the cock… I felt such deep love that my heart pounded. Maybe that’s why this terrible moment… I came to accept it without realizing it. You can’t resist any more anyway. When I thought that way, everything became comfortable.
“Is this place good? Right?”
“Aaaaah! There… Haha, ah… “No!”
And when everything became comfortable, a strange feeling of pleasure arose.
It’s obviously normal to be uncomfortable… I became increasingly excited by the thrill of sex. The man’s cock is digging in without hesitation, scraping against the vaginal wall. When the inside of the vagina expands like that… Ah, it felt like we were having sex… Feelings of shame toward myself, guilt toward Shusuke, and various complex emotions combined, I couldn’t bear it.
“Haaaaa! Ah… Ah!”
In the end, I reached my peak when I was raped.
“Harunaaa!”
And as he reached his peak…
He filled my womb with his semen.
“Ha, haa… Haaa… “
I really feel sorry for Shusuke…
Even for vaginal cumshots, his father was my first partner.
***
“One day, one day… Yuki?!”
“… “Are you finally coming to your senses?”
“Yuki?! Uh, uh, why did you… Haruna?!”
“Mister… “
“Ahhh… What on earth have I done… Ahhh!”
Fortunately or unfortunately, the man came to his senses when the sex was over. But looking at him now, it was far from saying that he had come to his senses. Me and my place… The man looked at my pussy, which was no longer a virgin, and was shocked. He trembled with his hands and feet, then got down on his knees and did the dogeza. Even this was my first experience.
“… It’s the worst.”
“I’m sorry, Yuki… My, I… Ahhh… “
“I will resent you for the rest of my life.”
“Ah… Ahhh… “
Of course I had no intention of forgiving.
He was drunk though… Rape is rape! It’s true that he’s a weak drinker, and it’s also true that he resembles me and Haruna… Well, that means they forcibly raped me… As someone who was deprived of my first place so easily, I wanted to hold them accountable.
-Sharp
“Ah… Ah, I was crazy… “
“… Uncle?”
“I-I…” I… Ahhh… “
But… Yes, the cause was mine too.
I was the one who forced the man to drink, who tried to drink in moderation and finish it. I was the one who imitated Haruna, and I was the one who asked for alcohol in the first place. Because I knew that, it was difficult to get angry. Plus, that expression… I guess that’s what they said when they saw that, that they became as pale as a sheet of paper. It really looked like he had lost his mind.
-Quada Party
“I’m like that…” Such a crazy thing… “
-Quang
“Ah, ah… “
Is he shocked by what he did?
Mr. Haito, whose legs have lost their strength. The man tried to get up several times but failed, leaning against the wall and breathing heavily. It’s like a newborn deer that can’t walk… It was so sad that I felt anxious. I was worried when I saw it.
“Mister… Are you okay?”
“I-I…” I am… “
“… Uncle?”
“Ahhh… I’m sorry, Yuki… “
“… “I understand.”
“I… “I’m not responsible.”
“… “What and how do you take responsibility?”
“I guess I should embroider first…” And yes, you will have to visit an obstetrician and gynecologist… “
“Now, wait a minute! “Embroidery?”
“… I did something wrong so I should be punished. Oh, I guess I’ll have to hire a lawyer too. It would be difficult if rumors spread, so try to hide your identity somehow… “
“Ah… Uncle?!”
A man who talks about retribution with a sad face.
That’s definitely true, but… Uh, what should I do? Embroidery was difficult in many ways. It was like a tragedy and something I wanted to erase from my memory, but I wanted to avoid Uncle Haito becoming a criminal because of it. It was really a mistake I made because of alcohol. You become a criminal because of that one mistake… No. I couldn’t watch that.
“To you, Yuuki-san, and Shusuke… Ah, I really did something I was sorry about… I was such a disgusting person… Ahhh… Sorry… “
But on the contrary… The man who was so kind and gentle…
It was quite nice to see him not knowing what to do due to his anxiety.
“Are you really sorry?”
“It’s true… “
“Hmm… “
This feeling I am feeling now was also the first time I felt it.
