Chapter 33 – Chapter 33
The dining table passed smoothly.
It was difficult for this woman who was sitting next to me, not across from me, as if it was natural, to keep putting cold things in my mouth, but it was difficult for her to secretly smile, but she passed it because it was tolerable.
What was really embarrassing was now, after finishing a meal, standing side by side in front of the sink to brush my teeth.
The handcuffs were undone. It was inconvenient to brush my teeth, so I asked if it would be possible to let go in the meantime.
I don’t know what she meant, but she wondered if she was loosening her guard against me little by little.
Seruk-.
While brushing her teeth, she felt thin fingers wrapping around her fingertips.
Looking at her through her mirror in front of her, I saw her looking at me through her mirror.
Her eyes gently closed and drew an arc. Her body heat entangled in her empty hands. The face behind the mirror smiled.
“Hehe…”
She smiled as she held her toothbrush in her mouth, causing a choked laugh.
Tickle tickling. Her hand climbed up my fingers and tickled my palm.
It was difficult.
Obviously, it is my palm that this woman is tickling, but her breasts are tickling.
She seemed to be feeling unbearable somewhere, so I curled up her hand to stop her tickling movement.
Looking through her mirror, her face was slightly red.
Not this woman’s face, nor her own face.
‘I’m going crazy, really…’
I had to get out.
It seemed that the atmosphere would become strange if we stayed longer.
He quickly spat out the gargle and rinsed his mouth. Then I looked at her, and she mimicked what I was doing, bowing her head in front of her and spitting out the gargle.
I could see her long hair about to flow over the spit-water, and as she pushed him back in her hand, I felt a flinching movement.
The nape of my neck, which had been hidden by my hair, was exposed under my hand. The straight, thin lines were dyed red.
“Ah, Aigoo…”
It was funny that his mouth was making stupid noises, so he let out a choking laugh.
“You have to be careful.”
“Yes…”
A small nod of the head. The soft feel of the hair wrapped around her hand, and the straight red nape and earlobes drew attention.
My cheeks were filled with water from rinsing my mouth. I felt the urge to poke it with my finger, but I held back because I thought the reaction would not be good.
Afterwards, after wiping her water off, she said to me with her arms crossed.
“Hey, let’s go now…”
“Yeah.”
It felt like the soft touch of his arm was spreading all over his body.
‘It’s difficult to do this…’
Even as I thought so, I felt the warmth that had been circling me all day long.
Even as her reason tried to stop him, her body was just welcoming her and enjoying her warmth.
‘Okay…’
My head was bowed down. Through the downward vision, I could see the steps stretching out in the same movement.
It would have been natural for the way people walked to be there, but I was giving meaning to it for no reason.
Recognizing my situation, my expression frowned.
Ate it wrong
‘The outburst is a piece of shit.’
It seemed that half of reason had passed.
She raised her head again. The more I looked at it, the more my thoughts seemed to jump in strange directions.
I shifted my gaze to her and saw her with her arms crossed. She was truly a charming woman. It had just been 4 days, and the way he grabbed me and shook me was so magical.
As I followed her, she found herself in her dark bedroom.
As soon as I saw him, a question popped into my mind.
‘Come to think of it…’
As a result of observing the past few days, she could see that her life pattern was quite monotonous.
She opens her eyes and eats. After she finishes showering, she goes out to the living room to pass the time, have dinner, brush her teeth again, and go to bed.
There will be time to do the manuscript, but I’ve never seen it like that since I came, so I’m not sure when I’ll deal with him.
‘Is living like this fun?’
Even though it was only 4 days old, the pattern she saw was so consistent. Of course, it’s not that her regular life is bad, but apart from that, she was pretty bored with her routine.
She had no hobbies or deviations. She had gone out the other day, but judging from the way she behaved upon her return, I had a strong impression that she had taken care of her business.
I don’t know if this expression is correct, but it felt like seeing a human whose desires were castrated. The feeling of doing what needs to be done. The feeling of seeing a machine performing the values entered.
Even though her attitude towards me was infinitely impulsive, she felt that way when she removed me.
She reflected on the questions and answers she had had during the day.
-What are your hobbies, Eun-ah?
– Hey, honey bee…
-Aha…?
It wasn’t the right answer. All of the questions I asked her about her preferences came back that way, so I didn’t really get to know much about her.
While the thoughts were going on. I felt a force pulling me onto the bed.
“Hey, lie down now…”
“Ah yes.”
When I turned her head, I saw her sitting on her bed and pulling me. Do-gyun moved her body as she pulled and laid her on her bed.
Click-.
Handcuffs again. It didn’t seem to give me any more freedom than that.
As I laid down on the bed and relaxed her body, she tucked herself into my arm as usual and made herself into a hugged position.
“Lol…”
Leaning on me and letting go of my strength, I looked mushy. As I moved her hand and gently brushed the back of her head, her eyes slowly closed as if she were looking at Porong in the main house.
For a moment, thinking that it resembled a lazy cat in my house made me laugh out loud.
“Puff…”
“Um…?”
When I let out a laugh, I open my eyes slightly and the face looking at me looks stupid, so I burst into laughter again.
“Pu-sup, geup…”
The face I met looked at me blankly, saw what was so good about me, and started laughing along.
Hehe…”
Again A strange feeling of tightness in the heart. Even as the corner of his mouth twitched, the unidentified emotion slightly soared with anxiety.
She lifted her head and calmed her mind a little by suppressing her emotions. Calming her heart, she opened her mouth to her.
“Should I sleep now?”
“Oh, isn’t it…?”
A face that had been smiling for a long time looked at me and said that.
“Yeah?”
“It’s not…”
Somewhat familiar flow. Eun-ah’s arm, which was holding me, moved little by little and came up to my chest.
“Oh, there’s still something to do…?”
“Uh…”
Do-gyun’s eyes examined her expression. Moist eyes. Slightly flushed cheeks. Rough breathing with a wheezing sound.
‘Damn it.’
Cold sweat flows Plus, the urge strikes.
At first glance, it looked like he was trying to work through the night. Do-gyun’s thinking spun rapidly and he tried to find an excuse to evade.
That woman wasn’t the problem. I was the problem.
I felt like I would be completely ruined if I couldn’t stand it and went through with it, and this weird sound would swallow up the accident. So that was the problem.
The accident turned around promptly. The opposite sex began to run, holding down the unknown emotions and carrying fear on her side.
Temporary workarounds like before were no longer enough. She had to convince her to restrain herself, because now she couldn’t resist the urge she had to stare at me at all times.
She relived her words, relived her actions, relived her triggers. She had to find her way to contain her.
In the meantime. The mind that ran frantically found her way in a corner of her thinking.
‘This is it.’
After Do-gyun hardened his expression and recalled his firmness, his mouth opened and his words came out.
“Not today.”
“Yes…?”
A look of doubt hovered over Eun-ah’s face for a moment, and immediately after that, a lump appeared on her dazed face.
“Oh, it’s not…!”
It looks like it’s starting to shed. Not angry. Didn’t even touch the trigger. This seemed doable. He opened his mouth again and began to speak.
“Miss Eun.”
“Yes…”
I saw a face glaring at me with eyebrows raised. Her lips trying to pout made the corners of her mouth twitch again.
‘Chew…’
You have to be patient. Strength entered the body. Tension spread to her toes, and her toes began to straighten.
“We did it last night and this morning, didn’t we?”
Anger-!
The face she faced turned red like a blush. The bluntness disappeared in an instant, and shame floated above it.
“Yes, yes…”
“Has it already been twice?”
“Yes…”
As Do-kyun looked at her with her stern expression, her Eun-ah’s head lowered. The hand that had been raised on Do-gyun’s chest showed a hesitant movement.
Do-gyun, feeling shy, seemed cute, and regained his composure again.
“Isn’t it an adult to act so impulsively?”
“Ooh…”
A look of resentment floated over the shame that filled her face. Went and went His expression looked very busy.
Soon, Do-gyun, who had erased the random thoughts that came to his mind, moved his mouth again and urged for an answer.
“Answer?”
“Yes, yes…”
Fortunately, the number I recalled seemed to work. For some reason, she was obsessed with looking grown-up herself.
She acts like a child, and apart from feeling sloppy in her way of thinking, I could fully recognize through her actions so far that what she wants from herself is an adult look.
She has to stimulate him as much as possible and drive her to believe that impulsively overlapping her body is not mature enough.
After thinking, Do-gyun moved his hand on the back of her head again and stroked her hair.
“Eun-ah is a wonderful adult, so you can be patient, right?”
Nice grown-up, little. He made her sentences by putting her keywords that would convince her. A glimpse of joy flashed across her face.
“Yes…!”
Done.
“Will you wait a little longer?”
“Joe, just a little…!”
I saw her nodding her head up and down. Somehow, it seems that I passed the crisis once again.
The power that had been in her body was released. Do-gyun put a comfortable smile on his lips and patted his head.
“Nice.”
“Hehe…”
A face that made me feel better. She is still an emotional line that I can’t follow, but as she got used to it to a certain extent, she started to have a knack for directing those feelings in the direction I wanted.
The tension in her body was completely released. All the urges that I didn’t know were subdued.
Reason came to mind.
Her hardened breath escaped from her teeth.
If you do this, there will be no problem.
Just this much, close enough to her that I can control my emotions.
Strangely fluctuating emotions are illusions. It is a farm of probability. She shouldn’t get any closer to that woman herself.
Her own condition was not very good.
“Shall we sleep now?”
“Yes…!”
The face she faced was so clear that I was mistaken. Nothing has changed. That woman is the criminal who kidnapped me, and she is the poor victim who must save herself.
No matter how much the woman who took my life shook me, she had to take back the life that was her right.
“Good night…”
“Sleep well too, Eun-ah.”
This warmth, this pulse, had to come from fear. She had to tell her that her body was an illusion that it didn’t want to harm her.
“Hehe… Yes…!”
I had to keep an eye on her to make sure she didn’t hurt me. Tightening her chest should have been the crampedness of the confinement situation.
It must have been that my condition was not good and my emotions were ignorant and bouncing.
Surely, it had to be.
