Chapter 329 – 328. Carlos (1)
Have you ever felt like a person changed in an instant?
People keep changing throughout their lives.
But there is a degree.
As if he wasn’t the original one.
When a person changes in an instant, it is when something serious happens to that person.
Lumiera, Matilda knows that very well.
After that shitty day, Carlos was noticeably broken and cynical.
When I lay down and felt like I was falling asleep.
At that moment, Clark’s eyes open.
But it’s different from usual.
Everyone here senses it and is on extreme alert.
Even Mira took a step back –
Only Lumiera, she alone, knows who it is.
“…Kalos, it’s you.”
-Ah! It’s been a while since I’ve been called by that name.
Smiling cheerfully, he lay down on the stone chair, resting his head on his arms, looking back at the people in the room, and then at Lumiera, no, Matilda.
Eyes full of longing.
However, these are extremely cold eyes that clearly draw a line.
-You seem to call [Clarke] Carlos, and now I also seem to call you Carlos, but forget the name Carlos. I’m already a forgotten being, Clark is Clark, don’t be confused with my past self. He is aware that he was [Kalos], But he is only treating it as something he saw in a dream. I’m not pretending not to know, he’s me, and I’m… Like a [Remnant] Separated from Yog-Sothoth. That’s why my wife is on guard.
Clark, but not Clark, Yog-Sothoth, but not Yog-Sothoth.
[Remnants] That could not be digested either in Clark’s mind or in Yog-Sothoth’s memories.
And it is called [Mangjip].
-What Yog-Sothoth did with his crazy actions, he was reincarnated in his past self, and what he wanted to do even while giving up [Himself]… You know it without me saying it, Matilda.
“It’s loud, why did you stick out?”
-Good question, Shubniguras!
And on the spot, Shubniguras interrupts, but despite this, Carlos smiles cheerfully and gets up. It was as if he had been waiting.
I know why Shubniguras hates me.
That’s right, unlike Clark, who lives purely for the quest for knowledge, magic, and pleasure, he is literally the product of a dirty mess from the past that ran for [The goal] Without dying.
-If you think about it simply, I am the incarnation of the Thousand Mask = the same relationship as Nyali. That’s an arbitrary transition, but I… To put it simply, should I say that he appears at the moment when he intentionally forgets his own memories, when he wants to give up everything and run away?
“…”
It’s called escape.
-Yes, I mean escape. It’s so pitiful. The result of loving humansHowever, I have no intention of giving up, so I am holding on and persevering. When you wake up later, tell me you love me a lot. Normally, I just look at the current situation as if it were a dream, but the boy chose the path, so he is going down the thorny path. Shubniguras, please don’t push people around too much about it.
“I don’t want to hear that from you, do I?”
-If he finds out later that he looked at him like that, he’ll feel so ashamed and suffer. That’s right. Now that you know, aren’t you being harsher towards me?
“If nothing else, there’s no way I’ll ever love you, you fucking bastard.”
-Haha! If you get that kind of response, you pass. Yes, reject me like that and spare Clark.
…
It’s really scary.
Knowing how gently she usually treats Clark, the sight of Mira talking to Carlos could be viewed by someone who doesn’t know the relationship between the two as a grandiose fight.
She, who was always smiling in a friendly manner, now comes out so fiercely, her air begins to cool rapidly.
She probably rejects it because the [Clark] She knows and the [Kalos] Are clearly different.
Okay.
As if the person of the past and the person of the present are completely different and hate him.
What about Lumiera?
…
Above all, the way Carlos looked in the past and the way Clark looked are the same, but of course…
It’s subtly different.
No matter how much your appearance, actions, or thoughts change –
She is essentially the same as the Carlos and Clark she knew.
…
But.
This, this, is something completely different from Kalos.
It was twisted, distorted, and so dark.
-Well, whatever perspective you have about me, that’s okay. It would be a good idea to do your best to help Clark with what he is doing and what he is trying to do. Clark called me a [Failure], And he was right. I don’t want to let Clark go back to [Kalos]. In that sense, Mira, you are one of Clark’s biggest helpers. What kind of crazy bitch has the power of a demon sultan to such an extent that he rushes in to break Gawain’s pot?
[Kalos]’S eyes are looking at Gawain, and unlike Clark before, Gawain’s cold-hearted eyes are directed at Gawain.
The holy sword in Gawain’s hand reacts fiercely, but immediately Excalibur in Carlos’s hand emits light as if resisting, but the light is meaningless, and Carlos laughs and catches it, strikes it, and throws it in front of Gawain. .
-Ah! Gawain, the only idiot that Clark considers like his brother! From my point of view, you are such a brat. Well, even though I’m still a kid at my age! Haha!!!
“…”
-…Hey, at least say something. So what happens if I talk alone?
“What is certain is that if I had faced you, I would have tried to kill you somehow, whether I died or not. You are not Clark. And Clark… Tried to smile no matter what the situation was. Filled with nothing but death, pain, and anger. In this world, he was a guy who could smile even when he was hurt.”
Gawain remembers.
After 5 years of expedition, the expedition team is becoming more and more exhausted, Kogan is only looking for alcohol, Elizabeth has become sharper, Gawain is also getting sharper, and Canf is being beaten up with hysterics as always, but Clark is trying to eat something delicious for his weak spirit. It helped me relax.
He was at a young age where it was difficult to take care of himself, but at that time, Clark took care of the expedition, and Clark, the youngest, took care of the other expedition members before anyone else.
Seeing that, Elizabeth also began to get closer to Clark, showing human interest rather than just using him.
Kogan also took him as his drinking buddy, and he said that one day, when he died, he would take his ax to his daughter and she would probably be welcomed by any of his companions who had died in glorious battle.
-Okay, if you know that, you can do better on a regular basis. This guy is really a guy who has a hard time even thinking about his own business.
“…”
Even if there are ten mouths, there is nothing to say.
When a completely different person called [Kalos] Comments on Clark’s memories, Gawain just wants to go into a rat’s hole.
-Ah~ Liz-
Kaaaaang!!!
As soon as the words are finished, rain falls.
I wanted Clark to call me Liz, but that’s not it.
“I don’t want to hear you call me that.”
-…It’s too much. Anyway, this is [Still] Clark’s body? It will be different if I fail.
“…What?”
At that time, Elizabeth was showing extreme rejection towards Carlos, who called her Liz, and stiffened for a moment at the words Carlos uttered.
-If Clark fails to save his father, and the world resets once again, wouldn’t he just destroy it and start over?
“…You are a monster.”
-Ah! That’s right! I am speaking to you through Clark’s memories… But in essence, I am [Yog-Sothoth]. I have [Malice] Towards the sticky world inside [Clarke]. The world rejects me, and even now, look at it, the gods behind it would have caught me a long time ago if I hadn’t been in [Clarke’s] Body.
“What right do you have to do that!! You are not my husband!!”
– Shubni Guras, raise both his arms above his head, show his armpits.
And as soon as Carlos finished speaking, Mira immediately raised his arms, placed them above his head, and lifted his armpits.
He opened his eyes wide and tried to resist it, but his body followed suit, and of course Carlos, who saw that posture, nodded his head.
-There’s a lot I want to say, but if I say more here, you’ll probably want to go down a rabbit hole, so I’ll hold back. I have no intention of hurting the women Clark loves. So, do you now understand that I am another Yog-Sothoth and the dark personality of [Clarke]?
And while Mira was glaring at Carlos with her full expression of shame, another person came forward.
“I understand clearly, Carlos.”
This time it was Ilias who came forward.
The three great angels, with Michaela, Gabriella, and Adramelech behind them, drew their weapons at any time and were ready to attack Ilias, protecting Ilias, and Ilias criticized Carlos with full of contempt.
“Unlike Clark, you are a completely twisted and rotten piece of filth inside. And, they say you could do that if Clark fails – you have already used even yourself as [Material] To create the current situation. “How can you control Clark’s body? You are just the last one.”
-Ah! It’s sharp. As expected, is this the native god of a planet, the creation god? I can’t believe it, you’re looking into something I didn’t say.
And Carlos applauds and exclaims that it is the correct answer.
Well, she can figure it out.
Because she is like that.
Lumiera understands the meaning of those words.
“Wait a minute, Carlos, then…”
-…Now this is the end of my journey, Matilda. My journey to fight the Demon Sultan to find his father.
For Carlos, this is your last chance.
It is a final struggle that throws away oneself.
“…”
-My father, Kim Hae-jin. There are many stories to tell about him, but there isn’t much I can say after killing the Demon Sultan in the past and coming all the way here. What is certain is that I continued to reincarnate under the name [Clarke], And as a result… I gave up counting after the one millionth time.
…
It’s harsh.
Did you endure it?
Lumiera spits out to Carlos.
“…You crazy bastard.”
Haha! How can you do that if you don’t go crazy? Isn’t that right, Christine?
“…”
Christine and Ksax Croot also recognized that the person in front of them now was the older brother they had hurt.
Same as Clark, but different.
This, this-
It’s so cruel.
Does this reality exist in the world?
-Cook, cluck, if you apologized right away, I was going to make you commit suicide by mistake without even realizing it. Ah, that’s enough. Seeing that his face is like that, I can’t help but feel like he’s sleeping.
“Clarke, you’re weird.”
“…That’s a monster that needs to be killed-“
-I’ll leave the room soon so you can get out of there, hunks? Before I kill you.
No hesitation.
And even Modi and Magni know that Clark is not normal in this situation.
That one, unlike Clark, is actually going to kill them.
Anna, Carol, Phyllis, and Thrud are also nervous.
Anna is already ready to pull out her sword at any time.
While Christine makes a face of self-destruction, Carlos quips and writes a message and puts it in his arms.
Although The little sister I want to beat upHowever, if you hit her with your own strength, she will really die, and you have to protect her younger sister with her love.
A friend-like relationship with Modi and Magni is nice, but knowing how she got along with Christine without her father, Carlos just wants her sister to move on from her own hurt.
About Anna…
Honestly, I don’t have much to say.
That’s right, because she was a trustworthy maid who always did her job well.
-Well, Clark, Anna, will immediately become a spoiled owner without you, so please be kind to her as always, Maid Jean. I’m not Clark so that attitude is correct. We won’t share your memories, but if you guys treat Clark like that later, he’ll probably be really hurt, right? Let me know what I did and take care of it~ haha!
As Anna looked straight at Carlos, her face still stern about it, her tail twitching and wagging as if she was embarrassed –
“…Master.”
Lorraine comes forward. Aris and even Withy.
Well, these are the people I remember.
Although the circumstances and times of meeting each other are different, they are people that everyone remembers.
-Ah! Lorraine, Clark would call you a punk. Aris… Well, it’s ridiculous for me to call him that now. Widdy, you know that Clark is a reincarnation, and you know better than anyone what it’s like.
“You are not allowed to remain in Clark’s body.”
-Then. I don’t know. But… The memories of the past being raped by [God], Wouldn’t this be exhausting? I came out after a brief rest from exhaustion to say that I would like to take good care of him.
“There’s no need for that. You shouldn’t be like that, and you don’t deserve it. You’re an irresponsible being who ran away from what you had to do and what you had to handle, leaving your future self to your past self, right?”
-…Oh.
And Carlos narrows his eyes at Widi’s words.
That’s right, because every single word of it is true.
-This is what I used to do, but the factual violence is a bit too painful.
Actually, it’s fun when you do it, but it hurts when someone else does it.
