Chapter 166 – Episode 157 – “There Are Times When Even Grown Adults Want to Cry in Their Mother’s Arms!!!”
* Episode 157 – “There are times when even grown adults want to cry in their mother’s arms!!!”
I don’t know how Servilia flew away after that, but she didn’t come back or anything during the date. It was clear that she had flown far away, but she didn’t look like she was seriously hurt. When the sun went down and she returned to the beach, she was “Gurgling” In the corner of the mansion, keeping a lookout for me and Perpena. She was rather full of energy.
By the way… It’s been a long time since we last dated.
At the Academy, I’m a little happy because Perpena suddenly crashed and wasn’t in a position to enjoy anything. On the other hand, Perpena did not attach much significance to her date itself, but placed significance in the fact that she had outdoor sex in a guest house, in an alley, or on the street.
Sex, date, sex, date, sex… Maybe it was something I enjoyed as a vacation.
She failed to buy clothes, but she knew what Perpena liked and how to do them. She was yawning and saying she would buy more next time.
“It looks like you were enjoying yourself quite a bit. You sent people flying. Is your face made of iron?”
Servilia, sitting on the sofa in front of her fireplace in the center of her hallway, bared her teeth without fail. This was right after Ms. Perpena said, “Wait a minute, I haven’t seen you since yesterday, so I’ll check first and then come back.”
“You’re the kind of woman I never get tired of seeing who gets involved with me right after something like that happens. If it were me, I would just stay calm for a few days, but don’t you think it’s shameless to think about that?”
“…Ha. Thanks to you, I had a hard time. By the time I came to my senses, I was in the sky. I had just returned from flying deep into the mountain.”
… It’s outside the street.
If you look at how she flew all the way there and didn’t even get hurt, this guy is amazing.
“Why are you talking about something like that? I’m the one who brought you here, but you must have enjoyed it in your own way. It’s time to stop getting upset. Yesterday and today, I never tried to get involved with you. I’m sure you had a good time with the knights. Aren’t you tired?”
“You speak well. You touched Cecil and Sabrina’s bodies while others were careless. Isn’t it a position where you should beg for the fact that you committed it even though you knew they were married?”
Oh, did she come to mount it?
But what can I do… I shook my head slyly.
“Well, I’ve never done that before, so I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“Are you going to play it cool until the end?”
“Not really~? I just have no intention of going along with your one-sided claim. No matter what they say, Cecil or Sabrina won’t agree, and the women who share the same room with me won’t stand as witnesses. I said I saw the two of them coming out of my room. Even if you make a claim, it will only cause a fuss without any basis.”
“No nonsense, but I have the power to speak up. Especially when it comes to women, I have more credibility than you. Maybe I can make Mr. Zachary and Mr. Gaspar moves.”
“If I try, the two couples will end up fighting all night again. I won’t be involved in that, so it’s a futile effort to bite them.”
“… “
Servilia’s eyes pierced me narrowly.
It’s been a while since we had a 1:1 conversation like this, but I felt a sense of distance compared to when I was with Shetka.
“…Why don’t you change as a person? If you had that much power and ability, you could work hard to change the world for the better, so why do you live only in your desires?”
“What are you suddenly saying? Are you going to threaten me and then preach? I really want you to stop~. What if you become a religious person who preaches the law just because it’s the land of Britannia?”
“But that’s also the part I’m most curious about. I can’t understand at all what you’re thinking when you have the ability to make my close friend Tania so happy, yet you commit evil deeds on the outside.”〈 Br〉
“I don’t know what you mean by evil deeds~. I pride myself on being a very good person. At least within my territory, there is no other noble with as good a reputation as me, so what are you talking about?”
“Ha… “
Even if I think about it, it’s nonsense.
Nevertheless, Servilia suppressed her anger and answered clearly.
It is generally said that touching a woman with a family is an evil act. The same goes for hitting and harassing the woman you love and showing it in a public place. Even though he is not his biological parent, he is turning a woman he once followed into a sex slave, and doing other things within the compound that a demon lord would do. So, it’s okay to say something like that… “
“From my perspective, it just seems like they are trying to inflate something that is just a personal matter and start a fight?”
“You are just plain evil, including letting loose thieves with severed limbs into the compound. You have deviated from normal morals.”
“I just caught the outlaw polluting the territory and dealt with it in the way the people of the territory preferred. This is a matter of my territory, so can you please stop arguing about it?”
“You really are… “
Since she was talking nonsense, I went ahead and pretended to dig her ears.
Then he sighed and tapped my shin.
“What are you so dissatisfied with? You were born with everything you could have, so why do you live so grumpy? If you were born as a man, it would feel better to have higher aspirations and aim to be someone everyone can look up to. I guess…!”
“What, do you want me to be the kind of person you see in textbooks?”
“… If it’s you, it’s possible! You have obtained the Great Spirit, and there are signs that your reputation will recover due to the Chang Dynasty incident! Perhaps your name will not only be included in textbooks, but will also be embedded in the dictionary of characters, so that your name will remain even centuries later… Why? … “
He turned to the position of giving a sermon on the topic he had been threatening just a moment ago and glared at me. I don’t know why the princess of a country looks so unfair.
Well, this is the unfair one.
Why do I have to hear this right after a fun date?
“Why on earth are you looking like that? What do you want from me?”
“It’s normal. It would be nice if you were just a normal good guy… I always vaguely think about it…”
“So what is the standard for a good guy?”
“…For example, is this a person who lives a life that can serve as an example to others without being a nuisance to those around them, and who knows how to control themselves and not give in to their own desires, while making full use of their abilities and thereby having a positive impact on those around them? Even if it’s not that high, it’s okay to be an ordinary person who focuses on his work and works hard every day. In any case, people around him will look at him favorably and he won’t cause any trouble.”
“Are you going to tell me I’m not like that?”
“It goes without saying. This is the first time in my life I’ve seen someone as lazy and greedy as you.”
… …
Maybe the correct answer.
The logic of the main characters in the story.
Anyone would say that Servilia’s opinion is right… Unfortunately, this story doesn’t suit me.
It doesn’t suit me, especially since I was just trying to be normal and flew here right before I died.
“Why are you forcing me to do that?”
“Well, that way you won’t make any more mistakes.”
“What do you mean by making mistakes? If I try hard, will the mistakes I’ve made so far go away?”
“Of course. Effort never betrays a person. Light will come someday to those who are sincere. Don’t you know such an obvious thing?”
“Is that also a Britannian doctrine?”
“… Roman?”
So, for a moment, I lost my senses.
“What did I do so wrong?”
“… What?”
“You can say this to me because you were born a princess and can live as you please! What a shameless bitch you are!”
It was a good feeling for a long time, but it felt like my face had been trampled by dirt.
This time he kicked me in the shin.
“Aya?! Ugh, you… !”
“How can mistakes disappear? The reason you want me to live humbly is your desire and your position as a princess of the Tiber royal family, and it’s none of my business!”
“But since you’re doing too much… I’m asking you to reduce it just a little… !”
“Damn, you treat using what you have and living happily as a bad thing! Why do you have to live your life worrying about what others think when you have it all to begin with? Why do you get the same results even if you don’t put in effort as other people do? Do I have to act like a loser? I don’t like it~? I want to live a life full of revelry, giving away everything I have! Even if I pretend to be nice or try hard, it’s much more enjoyable than a life where nothing comes in return~!!”
“Are you serious? Are you really okay with such a short-term life?! If it’s you, just refine yourself on the inside, and those around you will be more of you!!”
“If you sharpen your insides, when you feel like cumming, a woman who will take it for you will come to you for free~? Living a life where you can eat gourmet food that others can’t even taste in their entire lives. .. And manipulating others… And fueling your sexual desires. An environment where you can vomit… Do you really need to control yourself? Set an example for those around you? Who are you setting an example for? “I have so much, but I live so humbly”, Huh~? ──Don’t deceive me, you damn princess!!”
“─Ugh?!”
When I came to my senses, I found myself throwing a glass into the stove while making a loud noise.
Servilia seemed perplexed by my sudden feverish behavior and stiffened with her thighs together. I shook her shoulders and made her exhale.
“Roman… What on earth… Are you so angry about… ?”
“…Well, that’s right! If a proud princess suddenly appears and preaches that you have a lot and should live humbly, you think everyone will be upset?!”
“It wasn’t something to get angry about! You’re just getting annoyed because you got hit with the correct opinion! You’re a kid!!”
The fever rose suddenly.
“Everyone is a child! Especially people like me, I am an example of a child who wants to be pampered in his mother’s arms for the rest of his life!!”
“What?”
“I just wanted to be held in your arms… Suck my breasts… Buy me something… Do something for me… I just wanted to beg you all day long… ! He’s just a big-headed kid… He doesn’t even want to work… He just wants to live comfortably… !!”
“… Roman?”
“My juniors are like that too…” “They look down on me and look down on me… I’m a senior… Don’t say behind my back, “I feel like I’m not good at my job, so please change me” Just because I was criticized by a business partner… !! Ah, I tried… But in front of me, If you laugh and curse behind my back… What on earth are you supposed to believe and teach me…?!”
Maybe it’s because I’m stressed out after a long time, but I’m starting to say things I shouldn’t say…
I was definitely in a good mood because it was right after the date… I was happy to be hugged by Perpena…
Fuck, why do I have to feel like this… !
“Now, wait a minute, I don’t know what you’re talking about! Rather, I think I said something wrong, so stop… !”
“—So! Even the country has the right to be happy, damn princess! Do you understand?!”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about!!”
When I came to, I found myself clutching the lapel of Servilia’s pajamas and being irritated. In the past, I wouldn’t have reacted so strongly to this level of stress, but after coming to this world and having my head become a flower garden, I think I’ve become weaker to stimulation.
“… Fuck. You’re making people feel bad!”
To vent my anger, I threw the necklace I bought on a date into the brazier.
The moment she sat down on the sofa, her breathing her subsided and her fever disappeared, so it was as if Servilia was looking at me as if I had a double personality.
“Roman… Hey… “
“Don’t call me. I’m in my right mind. I’m just in a fever… Forget what I just said!”
“Uh, huh… “
There is an awkward atmosphere.
Was my stress tolerance this low?
Even as she gritted her teeth and regretted that it was not something she should have rushed to, Servilia did not spare her words.
“Then I will tell you…” ” Even though you know that if you continue like this, you will clash with the Tiber royal family… Are you really going to turn us into enemies?”
I guess that was the main point of the sermon that told me to become a human being.
“You turned them into enemies and I never got into a fight with them. I know the royal family there is in turmoil, but that’s the result of Princess Senia’s disappearance and the internal political strife. Why are you fucking with me when you can’t take care of yourselves?”
“I’m shaken because you keep doing things that stand out! The same goes for those who use the broken engagement as an excuse to push me around! Taking advantage of this opportunity, fiefdoms that ignore the royal family’s words have begun to appear! Especially that, the Cornelius family. Those close to me are like that!! They are behaving arrogantly with a face like “The Great Spirit has appeared and your royal family is coming to an end!”
“That’s right, since you and I got along, people around you will probably think that way. If you wanted to look good by acting so flashy at the Academy, then that’s just greed of yours, damn bitch.”
“Ugh, if you know, you can make some concessions! If you just attend the social gathering and dispel the rumors, those guys won’t show up! Even so, the Cornelius family continues to ignore our responses-!!”
“Then the Chang Dynasty Incident happened. I heard that there were many people who were worried that the Cornelius family might go over to the other side. Wasn’t that the reason for the internal political strife?”
“That’s right! That’s why there are polar opinions going back and forth even within your father’s faction! “What should we do about you!!”
“… I often say that to people who come here every time to stick an ice blade in someone’s head.”
“Don’t act foolishly when you don’t have vital energy anyway! This is urgent!!”
I shook my head and said that that and this are different.
I don’t know what was wrong, but for now I pretended to listen.
“You’re talking evil about people and you’re acting like a fool. Do you even know what you’re talking about?”
“…I know it’s an unreasonable thing to say! But you’re probably suggesting conditions that it’s better than fighting each other!”
“So, what are the conditions?”
“After the vacation is over, all you have to do is attend the social gathering we are holding and announce Gongsun’s intentions! Then, the people around you will definitely… !”
“Excellent.”
“Why?!”
“Well, who says OK when a crazy bitch who is always trying to annoy people asks you to bow down for her own good? That’s right, I’m the one who always picks fights with you, but you’ve gone too far.”
“Then what should we do? If things continue like this, something big might happen! This might be the last time I talk to you like this…!”
“Then you bowed your head.”
“What?”
“That’s not true. If you think about it, it’s because you dumped me first. When I return to the Cornelius family, I’ll throw a big party, so I’ll come and fuck you naked and beg you, “I was wrong. Please get engaged again.” Then, I’ll do the same with my proud face. I’ll say I’ll do it.”
“Your character has really rotted away?!”
“What kind of bullshit are you talking about when you suggested something like this in the first place? I’ll praise you for trying to prevent bloodshed between the two families, but that’s it. I don’t plan on giving in any more than this, and I won’t be merciless after something happens. I’m going out, so be prepared.”
“Roman!”
It was the moment I stood up and said that this was the end of this story.
Dang.
Suddenly the world became dark.
“… Power outage?”
“At this timing?”
At that moment, I realized.
Perpena──None.
Quantity──None.
The same goes for other things.
I mean, this…
“Roman… “
“Why?”
“I’m asking just in case… Doesn’t it feel like the ground is shaking?”
“I think so.”
“Not only that, but it also seemed like a loud shout could be heard from afar… “
The silence that hovers between the two of us and the chill that passes through our spines.
Then the screams are heard.
──The curtain of the raid event has opened.
