Chapter 0 – Prologue – Goddess’ Convenient Sex Repayment
* Prologue – The Goddess’ Convenient Sex Repayment
Under the bright sunlight, I got on the bus among the crowd again today.
This is the busiest time for people to go to work. Everyone, including me, has eyes that look haggard or tired.
I don’t want to bump into anyone, even the person sitting next to me, so I wear AirPods to minimize stress and end up alone in a delusional office.
──A shitty day has started today.
Working. Getting hit. Getting scolded.
If you crawl into the office with a bucket of water on your back while others are sitting in the office, you will be ordered to work again. I feel bad when sweat soaks into my shirt and sticks to my skin. If you come into the office like that and try to have a cup of coffee, you’ll be scolded, asking what you did to get so sweaty and telling you to wipe it off.
Is it because I am narrow-minded that I feel uncomfortable about this?
After wiping my sweat, I go back to my seat and type on the keyboard. It was the original job. As I was doing this, a bunch of paper flew to my forehead and I received a new task over and over again. No matter how hard you try, you won’t get results and you won’t be able to join the crowd laughing in the distance. At first, it wasn’t this far, but when I came to my senses, I was in this position.
I am in a hurry to maintain my position due to my age.
When I just joined the company, I had a desire for promotion, but… When I came to my senses, I became a man who moved something heavy when asked, took on other people’s work, and was unable to even have simple daily conversations.
Obviously there wasn’t a big mistake, but suddenly I was treated like that…
It’s a group meal after work is finally over… I was left alone again.
Even though my body said I couldn’t take meat at my age, it was good that I couldn’t break the mood and forced myself to drink it. However, the problem was that one day he was fed something like mala and became nauseous. Since I really can’t cook dishes with strong flavor, I end up eating alone because I don’t know the tastes of kids these days. At the end of the meal, the routine is to watch everyone leisurely return to the office, laughing and chatting with each other with a cup of coffee in one hand.
The feeling of alienation has long since disappeared.
I don’t care about that one either.
But… Why did I become like this… I feel that way every day.
I worked hard as my parents told me, studied all night, and joined a company that I heard was good, but it was hard to make a living. Thanks to this, his interpersonal relationships are a mess and he does not know a single woman. The only people I know on my phone are my business partners and classmates. Even then, everyone was busy so we almost lost contact.
I know my position in this company. It’s hard to get ahead now.
… I even thought about resigning.
But… How much is the loan? How will I live from now on? At this age, at this time, re-employment is hopeless…
Every year when I go home, my parents ask me when I will get married. They are begging for pocket money because they are not old enough to work. News of the wedding and wedding invitations are sent from people around the couple every year, and they constantly ask for congratulatory money. It’s not a big amount, but I heard good news from people around me, but it was a little stressful because I felt like I was spinning a squirrel wheel alone.
In the meantime, if you look outside, it’s night again.
Working overtime again today… It seems like the deputy commander is ignoring me and attending a drinking party.
The girl who joined this time has good social skills, unlike me, so she has already secured a place. She should be called a queen bee, but I wouldn’t blame her. I was sure the criticism would come back this way, so I ignored it and finished the job.
On the way back, I’ll have two cans of beer, a lunch box from a convenience store that was recently released at a good price, and some snacks on the way.
Returning to the studio, I opened the window to get rid of the widower’s smell. After showering, I clicked on my laptop, finished my beer and meal, and rubbed my stomach. My body was thin no matter what I did during my school days, but now I have a pot-bellied body. Additionally, my stomach has been hurting recently, so I thought about going to the hospital.
“Should I take sick leave…” “But the glare… “
My vision was blurred by the small amount of alcohol, so I watched cartoons on my laptop and mumbled her words about sick leave…
My hobbies and thoughts are the same as when I was young, but I fell asleep while regretting over and over again that I have become such an old man. Realizing that the animation I loved so much has now become a source of shame.
──Another shitty day has begun.
I naturally went to work while thinking about my sick leave yesterday.
Working. Getting hit. Getting scolded.
Such a squirrel wheel of daily life made me feel sick.
One day, two days, three days, four days, a week passed and I went to work with the vague thought that ‘it will get better with time’. After a few days there, my face turned yellow. Slowly, I couldn’t hide it just by being stubborn, so I talked about my sick leave.
“What kind of sick leave is sick leave?”
The reaction was as expected.
Fortunately, they didn’t dissuade me, so after a few minutes of nagging, I left the office.
“Huh… “
When I came to my senses, the world was blurry.
I really thought this might be really dangerous.
There was no large hospital nearby, so I took the subway. Unlike in the morning, this is not the time for office workers to walk around, so it is quite quiet and there is no one around. When I left my body on a shaky subway, my body also lost energy and shook violently.
“Ah… Ah… Ah… “
The yellow world shook. The stress hidden beneath my emotions crawled up, chewing my toes like a flock of ants having a fit. I felt like I would fall forward at any moment if I relaxed my body, so I held my breath and waited for them to reach their destination.
“Ugh-!”
When the train stopped and gave a kickback, it jumped out into the station in a slumped position.
There was no one around, the empty train tracks, the subway’s unique humid smell. Fortunately, I didn’t fall to the ground, so I looked at the ground like a zombie and saw cold sweat flowing like a waterfall.
If you leave it like this, you will become dehydrated…
Die…
I instinctively got scared and whipped my leg, but it didn’t move much. I was struggling in a position where I was looking at the floor. If someone had seen this ridiculous situation, they might have helped, but there was no one at the station.
“Huh… Huh… Huh… Huh… Huh… “
When I came to my senses, I became one with the floor.
The unique coldness of the subway floor sticks to my cheek.
I tried to stand up, but I couldn’t.
‘Her… Huh… Her… ‘
I wanted to say something, but there was nothing I could say right away. In movies and comics, there are scenes where people express their resentment at times like this, but even that was impossible for me. It’s not like he died instantly at this timing or anything like that. If I had stayed a little longer, I would have felt aggrieved, but an even more surprising sight was in front of me, so I just kept my mouth shut.
『$#@$? ^%&*@?! $#^#$^─!!』
‘What is that… ‘
Something, like an octopus, is writhing and approaching me.
Something the size of my palm, wriggling.
It also makes a strange sound…
『$#^#$^$%&~!!』
‘Why is something like this in the subway… ‘ ‘
A hallucination you see before you die… Is it?
『**&#^#$%#%! #$@#$!!』
I know what you are saying.
However, seeing this before I died, I wondered if I was seeing a hallucination instead of a flash, but the guy kept coming.
‘Don’t come~!’
『%#$^%&&&&*#!!!』
Unpleasant movement that feels very vivid for a hallucination.
A strange crying sound echoes throughout the station.
As the mass of flesh was approaching, my weakened body put up some resistance, but eventually the will to do so disappeared.
『#$^$%&~!! #$^&&&~?!』
Although it looked unpleasant… Should I say that he approaches me as if he is worried about something?
At least it doesn’t feel like a coworker I was talking to…
When you come to your senses, you reach out for it…
The moment my fingertips touched…
『──Ahhhhh!! I barely survived!』
This is my first meeting with her.
It was the day the goddess and her benefactor met her.
