Chapter 139 – Shin Eun-Ah
I was heading to the bathroom with a sore body.
In order to spend even this spare time economically, I stretched my arms outstretched and stretched as I walked.
When I got to the bathroom like that.
Her familiar voice tickled Shin Eun-ah’s ears in real time.
Even though they weren’t close, they were in the same class, so the voices of the girls, whom they sometimes talked to, were strangely sharp, and she had no choice but to stop.
And the rumors you hear.
“Shin Eun-ah. That bastard still thinks Ji is pretty.”
“So. I felt sorry for So-eun and her Sang-woo, so I hung out with them, but it was disgusting that she acted completely thinking that she was proud.”
“Still like that? Huh. Goosebumps!”
I don’t think it’s a deep friendship that will continue next year, but I had to spend the same class for a year inevitably, so it would be nice if it was more than that, but I mustered up the courage to stay as friends for a short time to be together for a year and narrowed the distance.
When she did not hesitate to have a light conversation saying that she was happy after all her hardships, she thought they were friends now, but that was only Shin Eun-ah’s idea.
Even though she is in a different class, even until her sophomore year, their friends, whom they presumed to have been with, kept swearing at Shin Eun-ah.
She’s trying to seduce Han Sang-woo with her asshole-like appearance.
Does she think that he will be seduced by flirting?
Rather, the possibility that I seduce you is much greater.
At first, she hooked up with Han Sang-woo, ridiculing her and swearing indiscriminately, but soon after, she was limited to light personal attacks.
However, as the conversation continued, their conversation, which gradually flared up, was slowly crossing the line.
“She looks like that, so her parents abandon her and run away.”
“Real haha. Even I get scared and run away.”
“Shouldn’t I be grateful for raising you in the first place?”
“I should be thankful that the orphan abandoned me so late.”
“That’s right.”
Both her clenched fists trembled.
I’m madly angry, but that’s how desolate it is.
No matter how you look or what your family life is like, you wake up without being frustrated by the given environment and live your life to the fullest.
Even when others saw her, she was proud that she lived hard enough to think so.
However, for some reason they were crawling under their feet, they suddenly rose up and reached the top.
This is why jealousy is inevitable.
Because of jealousy, there was even a group of people who cursed Shin Eun-ah.
The problem is that there are too many of them.
Obviously, she never caused harm to others, but the number of people chewing on Shin Eun-ah from behind increased exponentially.
Still, no matter what she heard, I closed my ears and went on my way. In the end, she rose to the seat of the student council president.
Tears welled up in her eyes as she overheard her gossip about her, which seemed to deny all her efforts.
Know.
No matter how hard you try, these guys won’t go away.
Even though there were more people who looked favorably on Shin Eun-ah, who didn’t give up and ran away despite being blocked by the firm wall of the given environment, rather than those who cursed at first, I couldn’t feel good because of only a few people.
Even if 100 people are favorable, if 1 person is negative, there is no choice but to remember only one negative person rather than a favorable person.
What the hell… What the hell…
“What did I do so wrong…?”
Because of his out-of-the-ordinary ugly appearance, he only approached with a low attitude, thinking of himself as a low-ranking person.
And sincerity was carried out as if by evil in the given task.
He rose to the position of student council president by proving his abilities only, not his looks or family circumstances.
But could this be wrong?
It means that I did not sit in front of a desk and look at a book while others were playing just to build a career with the desire to climb to a higher place.
“Kup…!”
He bit his lower lip.
My lips tingled and I could feel the liquid running down my chin and down my lips.
I asked myself if the actions I had taken so far were meaningful.
Seeing that I was recognized by many people and made friends that everyone had, it would not have been a meaningless action, but I myself could not bear to answer and remained silent.
An answer that even I can’t give.
It seems like you are trying to give an answer.
“Sister…!”
Lee Ji-hoon, who should be in her student council room, came calling her.
I didn’t want to show it.
Strangely enough, she didn’t want to show him the weak side of her that shed tears.
Trying to control his expression, he lifted his glasses slightly and wiped the tears with his sleeve.
But the tears did not wipe away even after wiping.
It’s because it kept leaking out as much as I wiped it.
“Uh. Eh…?”
Shin Eun-ah was quite embarrassed because she had never been out of control of her emotions.
Seeing her crying without listening to her, as if it wasn’t her body, was very foreign to herself.
When I was busily wiping away the endlessly flowing tears.
Lee Ji-hoon approached her and suddenly held her in his arms.
“…!”
The arms of the first man he hugged were big.
I don’t eat much, but because I eat jokjok-sal, it covers the body of Shin Eun-ah, who is quite large for a woman.
Above all, his arms felt very warm.
If it were, the desire to continue to be held like this quietly bloomed.
But it can’t be.
“Let this… Let go…”
I struggled to get out of his arms, but my body didn’t listen this time either.
Even though she thought she had to hit him, her body didn’t move as commanded and instead started digging deeper into his arms.
I don’t want to harm you.
Because he was the only junior who helped with a pure heart without any purpose.
Shin Eun-ah opened her mouth heapingly.
“What are you going to do if someone sees it… It only affects you badly…”
Honest. And thinking that she was causing damage just by being involved with herself, who must have lived a hard life, made her heart ache as if a nail had been driven in.
“And… Your girlfriend is mad.”
“Are you okay.”
“It’s okay. Nayoung sees… Oh…”
Shin Eun-ah’s movements stiffened and she let out her exclamations.
She smiled bitterly as she felt the rough feel of her hand gently caressing her face.
“That’s right…”
I could only feel sympathy for such an ugly woman, but she couldn’t think rationally.
It was pitiful for her that she only now realized that.
“I’m not sure what you’re thinking. No.”
Did you read my thoughts? Lee Ji-hoon denies it, but the result does not change.
“For now… Let go of this…”
It’s lunch time now.
There were quite a few kids walking through the hallways.
All those kids were looking at the two and whispering.
Each of those whispers felt like a mockery.
“No, I do not want.”
“Why…?”
I couldn’t understand.
No matter how much Shin Eun-ah tries to get used to it, she is not accustomed to the gaze and whispers. Lee Ji-hoon did not care and did not let Shin Eun-ah out of her arms.
Is it because I haven’t experienced it yet?
If that’s the case, she should wake up quickly.
Finished then
“Huh? Eunah?”
“You two… What are you doing?”
The women who had been talking behind Shin Eun-ah so hard that they could be heard outside the bathroom came out.
Then he found her in her arms of Lee Ji-hoon.
A bewildered smile appeared on her face for a moment.
“Are you two dating? As long as you show affection in front of everyone.”
She giggled and said sarcastically.
It wouldn’t be strange if Lee Ji-hoon, who had an incredibly pretty girlfriend like Na-yeong, got angry.
He calmly opened his mouth.
“It’s not about dating, but about expressing affection… Um. Maybe that’s right.”
“…”
She was ugly, dirty, and even disgusting beyond her simple appearance, and he made her his girlfriend, but when she didn’t look bad at all, Shin Eun-ah, who was in his arms, looked at her dumbfounded face.
“Still, it’s not as bad as Eunah noona. She doesn’t do any damage, but unlike the older sisters who gossip behind her because of her lack of qualifications.”
“What…?”
When she was judged to be inferior to Shin Eun-ah, one of them got angry, revealing veins on her forehead.
“D-Did you hear?”
One of them looked around with a contemplative face, thinking that the fact that he had been gossip was discovered.
“I… Just listened… No.”
The other one tried to escape, saying it had nothing to do with him.
“Sister. Don’t worry about it, let’s go back.”
Ji-hoon dropped Shin Eun-ah from his arms.
Then he put her on her shoulder and forced her steps.
“You’re doing great.”
She said it as if she was trying to comfort her.
“I’m doing well, so just ignore it. As human beings, there’s no choice but to be bitten. Noona, Nana, and Nayoung.”
No matter how much I thought I had lived my life without causing any harm to others, there was always someone who didn’t like me.
That is human society.
“Then we just have to carry on as usual.”
It was one of those really stupid things.
“Thank you…”
I grabbed her pounding chest.
“It’s nothing.”
“Even though it’s not a big deal to you, it was a big help to me. And.”
I stopped walking and looked straight into his eyes.
“As you said, I think it’s very difficult for people to live alone.”
It may feel a bit ugly.
Still.
“What I said before. Is it still valid?”
Rather than pioneering a path lonely alone, I felt that pioneering together would not be worse than I thought.
