Chapter 292 – Chapter 24 – Park Ha-Neul (6)
Come to think of it, the princess didn’t talk well about me being caught by the woman.
I thought it was because the information was completely cut off, but I didn’t think of the possibility that the words themselves were lies.
Looking back now that I realized everything, it was a very natural thing.
Can anyone say that I killed the future you?
How can we talk to someone whose trust in each other isn’t perfect yet, or who wants to look good because they love each other?
That’s why, even though this is the first time I’m learning about it, I didn’t get angry at the princess who lied.
No, it was rather pitiful and sorrowful, and I wanted to hug and comfort her.
He killed a loved one with his own hands.
Of course, it was due to her brainwashing and had nothing to do with her own will.
Even so, that memory will be the core of pain that curses you forever.
“Huh…?”
When I came to my senses again, I felt a great sense of discomfort and felt strange.
None of the sensations are felt normally, and it is a feeling that is conveyed in the head only as information value.
The strangely empty feeling, as if I was moving using a VR device where no senses were conveyed, made me feel bad at once.
“Ah…?”
And seeing things that are more like simple information rather than senses and vision information.
Slowly, I was able to realize why the body I was moving was strange.
To be sure, I went to the bathroom and checked the mirror.
“Also.”
Although it was difficult to realize because the senses were abnormal.
Looking in the mirror like this and looking at my body with my own eyes, I could roughly understand that this wasn’t a man’s body, let alone my body.
Of course, this body was a body I knew very well, but to express it just like that.
‘Well, now that I’m dead, I won’t be able to get involved.’
The body I was entering now belonged to Seol-ah.
At this point, Seol-Ah was accepting my feelings, so she would have practically done what I wanted to do.
So the system must have judged that even if I controlled Seol-ah’s body, it wouldn’t be much different.
Anyway, it was a woman’s body, and the only thing I could feel was the absence of a decision in my heart.
It makes me wonder how the hell did Seol-ah live with such a fucking sense.
It’s an unpleasant sensation of being numb to everything but my feelings.
At least this isn’t my body, so I can endure it because it feels like I’m possessed and controlled.
It’s really hard to imagine that I’ve lived for more than 10 years in this state of affairs.
This is why I cried out loud when I reached level 0.
“Ah, isn’t that the part we need to be concerned about right now…”
Hmmm, but it’s a strange feeling because I heard it properly.
It’s similar to Seol-ah’s voice I know, but it sounds different.
This will take some time to get used to.
Anyway, the important thing now is not about the body I am moving.
The first thing to do is to check the state of the princess who must have been hurt by the fact that she killed me.
Helping the princess get well is the next thing to do.
“…Heaven?”
“…”
I knew it.
I used my magic attributes to find out where the princess is.
The princess shut herself up in her room, refusing to speak to anyone, and did not think of coming out.
No, it wasn’t to the extent that he didn’t come out, he wasn’t even eating.
If she wasn’t a 10th level Awakener, she would have already died from dehydration or starvation.
This kid is completely ruined.
“Are you okay?”
“…I’m sorry. Seol-ni sister, I… I, the master… The master saved me, but I am the master… Ah, ugh…”
“It’s not your fault.”
“I shouldn’t have been there. If I hadn’t been there, Master wouldn’t have been like that either. After all, I can’t be of any help to Master…”
He sees the princess pouring out curses upon herself.
I couldn’t stand it, so I hugged her tightly.
“What if it doesn’t help?”
“…”
“Eunhyuk didn’t save you to have that kind of heart, and he didn’t put you by his side.”
“Sister… I, I, what should I do? I don’t know. It’s all a mess…”
What should I say?
Actually I don’t know either.
It was not the princess who was helpless, but me too.
The only thing that was certain was that it was painful to see the princess so broken.
Yeah, what I want is not that complicated.
Princess, it must be very difficult for you right now, but what I want is…
“What Eunhyuk wants is for you to smile, Heaven.”
“Smiling…?”
“I didn’t want you to feel guilty. I wanted you to grow up like a more normal kid your age.”
“Seol-i unnie… Why the hell…”
“I just wanted to see you laughing happily. I didn’t want to see you in so much pain.”
“I let her sister die her loved one…”
“I just wanted you to be happy.”
“But why are you crying like that while watching me…”
Words don’t match each other.
Suddenly, her feelings were blessed, and I was not comforting her, but I was pouring out the sadness she was feeling as I looked at her princess.
Maybe I’m more sensitive to emotions because all my senses are gone, soaring feelings of sorry and sadness pierce my heart.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, sky.”
“Sister, what the hell am I sorry for…!”
“I’m sorry I made you go through this.”
“Why why…!”
“I’m really sorry…”
There is nothing more I can do.
Of course, it’s hard to see that I was wrong.
It’s just one side of the crime I committed in the last episode that I can’t remember perfectly, and has already disappeared.
Still, I couldn’t fulfill my promise to make this child happy.
It was very sorry and unfortunate.
She wanted this child to be happy even a little bit, and she was sincere as much as she wished.
“Sister Seol…”
Before I knew it, the situation was reversed with the princess comforting me instead of me comforting the princess.
Fortunately, the princess came to her senses thanks to such an absurd situation.
… Actually, what I just did was embarrassing, but it must have been a little less disgraceful because I cried in pretty Seol-ah’s face.
“Doesn’t Seolgi resent me?”
“Why are you resentful?”
“I told you before. I’m the master…”
“It was Yeoinwi who killed Eunhyuk. Not you.”
“…”
This is a natural part.
Of course, since the sensation and situation she stabbed herself are vivid, it is natural for the princess to panic like that.
If this causes a panic and the princess suffers, that would be something that would make the real enemy woman happy.
Because I wanted to create a situation like this in the first place, it must have been designed so that I would die through the princess instead of just killing her.
“In her time to beat herself up, she should think of giving them a blow.”
“Yes…? But I can only use the ability to turn back time for a moment.”
“How great is that?”
“But…”
Most of that ability was only used as a heal, so he must have felt that it wasn’t that great.
Even when I’m dying, it’s more like that because my traits didn’t activate due to the influence of brainwashing.
Her self-loathing was so deeply rooted in her princess that it irritated her that she could only see that her intentions on the lady had succeeded.
“What it this?”
“This is the gun and bullets I was making for you. You can only fire one shot.”
In the episode I was in, it was a weapon that the princess stole and made and used from the beginning.
At this time, the princess was not thinking of such a use.
Well, who would have tried to use such a precious relic for one-time use?
In general, when making exclusive equipment for S-class hunters, it is a piece of holy relic that goes a little into the engine part, which is the center.
I used it sparingly, not even a little bit, and remodeled it for a single firepower.
A weapon that can fatally wound even a decent S-class hunter was born.
“It’s such a one-time weapon, but you can turn it back and use it infinitely, right?”
“When did this…”
It was something I prepared, but it turned out to be a situation where I left it to Seol-ah to secretly give it to me later.
But, of course, he was betrayed right before he delivered this.
The timing is also ironic.
“Take this and take revenge on the woman with me.”
“Plural…”
“It wasn’t you who killed Eunhyuk.
Give strength to those who have low self-esteem, saying they can’t do anything.
To those who blamed themselves for their fault, it tells the true culprit they should really resent.
Only then did the broken heart of the princess begin to mend, and the deeply melted remorse just now turns into a vengeful spirit toward the woman.
“Yeah, I’d rather be that angry.”
Of course, that’s not all that good.
Because revenge like that is better than self-blame.
Right now, those emotions needed to act as her driving force for her to rise.
“Ah…”
That was the moment.
The moment the princess had a rage against her lady, her body glowed intensely.
A gold pendant came out, as if the crystals of her heart had been pulled out.
When the pendant was opened for a moment, there was a picture of a pretty old me and a young Haneul.
When she saw the picture of her and her family, her magical energy began to emanate from her with a terrifying force.
Soon, the surrounding buildings began to collapse in the aftermath.
“Sky!”
“Oh, I see.”
“Wake!”
“Sister Seol, I knew.”
“Now is the time to say that…!”
“I finally know what my level 10 talent is.”
“What?”
“Therefore…”
With this, I think I can save my father… No, my master.
