Chapter 42 – #14_Lilium Casablanca(4)
One.
Yoo-jin’s best friend, Seo-hyeon, came to her unexpectedly.
Yu-chan felt great interest.
From his point of view, Eugene is the main dish.
It’s like fresh ingredients that haven’t been cooked yet, but when she’s cooked according to his recipe,
It’s empty to just go up on a plate.
Seohyun was a great garnish and sauce to accompany Eugene.
Maybe it’s seasoning to make Eugene more delicious.
Making unreasonable contact goes against his policy, so I thought I’d wait a little longer, so I started to find out about her right after I first saw her yesterday.
After a little research, he was a celebrity in the fashion world.
On the floor, it seems that he is being treated as a rookie and is making a name for himself.
It was even more tempting.
When Seohyun was exercising in the morning before going to work, she walked over to her own feet.
From the moment he sat down with Seohyun, Yuchan observed the black box while talking casually.
Arbitrarily, interpreting the black box arbitrarily rather than conversing with a person and concentrating on the conversation is much more helpful in counseling and building intimacy.
In fact, at the first meeting, Yoo-chan noticed the relationship between Seo-hyeon and Yu-jin.
Her statue is cosmos in a transparent water bottle.
It’s not just Cosmos.
Cosmos grafted on the branches of balsam, with stems extending from the middle.
When the black box is in the form of a plant, the case where it is grafted can be interpreted as the following case.
First, obsession and interest in a particular person.
Second, if you find the basis of your existence in others, not yourself.
There is no root at the end of the stem of the cosmos in the water bottle.
He seems to have a high nose and strong pride, but if you look closely, it means that his confidence is weak.
To the extent that they try to hide it with a clumsy bravado that can be seen clearly through a transparent glass bottle.
Originally, Seohyun would have to go through the trouble of finding someone to graft on, but this time it was simple.
Balsam is Eugene’s black box.
In other words, the target that Seohyun longs for and copies to fill her lacking self is Yujin Lee.
It was a little strange for Han Seo-hyun, a popular fashion model, to use Lee Yu-jin as an object of self-replenishment, but the answer came out when she saw her flowers.
Her flower was a green cosmos.
Usually, the color of the black box usually represents the latest emotion, but when it is completely melted into the image, it also has a symbol in itself.
The green cosmos symbolizes homosexuality.
In other words, Seohyun loves Eugene as a love object and tries to fill her deficiency with Eugene.
2.
If the eye is a man’s window,
Words are people’s balcony windows.
By talking to a person, I could tell more precisely what that person was thinking than the eye could.
Even if the conversation was vaguely in the form of counseling, Seohyun was ready to dig into the man named Yu-chan.
Why are there so many cafes in this small land? Seohyun sat down at Starbucks, which was open from morning, and served Americano and Cafe Mocha.
Seohyeon paid for the coffee because the consultation was free of charge, at least formally.
“Thank you, I’ll have a good drink.”
They agreed to stop talking while walking, so Yoo-chan naturally accepted the coffee and said.
“I really appreciate you taking the time to do this. I never thought you would really do it.”
Even if you say that, Seohyun has lived her life with a pretty appearance since she was a child.
What this means is that you are already used to the excessive kindness of useless men.
It is human nature to covet a more beautiful appearance in order to leave behind superior genes.
I understand this.
Even so, if she openly liked Seohyun’s appearance and flirted with her, she was determined to give her a bold deduction.
“Actually, it’s not like I’m asking you for the first time I’ve seen you.”
I thought he was just trying to look good, but when he threw up, Seohyun was at a loss.
Even so, I thought I had put too much effort into it.
Surely it doesn’t look like you’ve been called out to talk separately because you like it, don’t you?
“Still, if it’s enough to ask someone you’ve seen for the first time, you’re saying that the problem you care about is an important problem.”
People make good noises.
Seohyun lived as a member of society from a young age and was well aware of how barren the world is.
The men who spoke the right words to her were all aimed at her liking,
Her close friends were actually rivals who were glaring at each other with jealousy.
Seohyun was very careful about her as she had to adapt and struggled there, and she was very cynical in some ways.
Let’s see when that mask comes off.
“Actually, it’s not that big of a problem…”
“There are big problems and small problems. Each person has different things that are important to them, and their circumstances are different.”
A tone that naturally eases the burden.
Seohyun was a little surprised.
It was because she gave me very delicate consideration, completely different from her impression.
Her professional proficiency came through.
I will step forward and take off your mask! Although she said that, Seohyun also slowly guessed that it was just petty jealousy.
I felt like I could understand even just a word or two.
Still, she didn’t want to give the impression that she was wasting her time unnecessarily, so Seohyun naturally started talking about the things she was worried about these days.
“I am actually working as a fashion model.”
“Yeah, I know, I read it too. ‘Pete Femme’ right?”
Fit Life was not only active online like existing shopping malls, but was also aiming to lead the trend by publishing a monthly magazine.
“How did you know?”
Seohyun Her eyes became the size of a lantern.
Because, as you can guess from the fact that the magazine she appeared in had the word femme attached to it, she was a women’s magazine.
Men don’t have to find and read women’s magazines…
Are you a fan?
If so, it is understandable that he so readily accepted the consultation.
“It’s just that I’m addicted to type, so I read a lot of magazines. Sorry for interrupting you, can you continue?”
Typography addiction?
It’s an unfamiliar word, but there was no sign of lying.
Come to think of it, I think I’ve heard somewhere that hosts read women’s magazines to keep up with female customers’ conversations.
Could this person also have such a splendid history?
I just throw a crooked gaze at me.
However, while the conversation was going on for a while, the blade that Seohyun forcibly sharpened became rusty in an instant.
As Eugene boasted, he was a great counselor.
In the middle of each word, the conversation flowed with a moderate response,
If there is a part that hesitates for a while, skillfully predict the contents of the previous conversation and carefully connect them.
I can say that it feels like getting a very pleasant massage.
I never thought there would be someone other than Eugene with whom I could have a conversation with such a comfortable mind.
“I don’t know what my dream is these days. I definitely started it because I liked clothes… But from some point on, it seems that my dream of being a fashion model has become a tool rather than a goal.”
Originally, I had no intention of making such a complaint.
However, influenced by his attitude, emotions begin to appear in the language.
What kind of person is this? What kind of answer would a person named Yu-chan give to this problem? I could feel my consciousness shifting.
“Is Seohyun the same age as Yujin?”
The gentle and soothing tone was also adapted.
It felt more like being taught rather than counseling.
“Then you’re only twenty? You are making a name for yourself in one field by doing your best.”
“It is.”
“If you’re already trying to find your dream and run there, wouldn’t the world seem too small?”
“What do you mean?”
It was somehow heartbreaking.
It had to be.
Seohyun’s insecurity comes entirely from the root, that is, the lack of a sense of purpose.
No matter how hard she lives, she cannot put complete trust in herself.
She was born that way
Seohyun, who always felt futile and wandering, was told not to pursue her goal her, which gave her heart a sense of leeway.
Because it was her indulgence in affirming the side of herself she was trying to deny.
“I don’t like these words because I feel like an old man. A man’s life is to make his own way in a wide field of reeds. Even if you don’t have a destination, if you wander and sometimes fall behind but keep moving forward, the road Seohyun has created will be wider than anyone else’s.”
At Yuchan’s words, Seohyun felt something hot settle in her stomach without even realizing it.
“So don’t fret too much. Take your time and walk slowly Because this world is your own field of reeds.”
Her eyes her go blurry.
It was as if someone had pulled the strings of my heart that had wandered like bupyeongcho.
“…”
She never thought she would shed tears in front of the first person she saw.
Seohyun held down the tears in her reddened eyes and bowed her head for several minutes.
3.
Waiting for Seohyun’s passion to subside, Yuchan drank the rest of her coffee.
It was a satisfying demonstration as the object of her best friend’s unrequited love her.
“It’s okay?”
He made a worried voice and handed it over.
In this way, if you gently touch the places you have procrastinated with the black box, a significant number of people become emotionally overactive.
Since the other person’s absolute trust and respect could be earned through teasing, it was no different than starting with a cheat as a counselor.
If Yu-chan had truly devoted herself to treating depressed patients, she would have been able to remain as a doctor who has prevented thousands of suicides.
Unfortunately, Yu-chan was on the side of killing people.
Perhaps trying to protect her pride her, Seohyun wiped away her tears and cleared her throat as if nothing had happened with her reddened eyes her.
“I was very impressed,” She said. Thank you It really helped me a lot. Really.”
“I’m glad I was helpful too.”
He seems to be trying to speak calmly, but his voice floats with emotions that do not know whether it is joy or relief.
Seohyun finally admitted it.
If you are such a good person, you can take Eugene with you.
It was a really heartbreaking and upsetting decision, but if you were to find someone more than this, at least there wasn’t one around you.
“Mr. Yoo-chan.”
My head was cluttered with thoughts of this and that, and my mouth opened before I knew it.
“Yes?”
“Hey, by any chance, does Eugene give you counseling often?”
Since this happened, I decided to give as much information as possible to convey to Eugene.
If you talk a little more, you’ll still be able to find out Yu-chan’s feelings for Yu-jin and things like that.
“Um~ I tend to do this often. If you would like to ask for advice, let me know in advance. Protecting the client’s information is an essential virtue of a counselor.”
Something got stuck
In front of Seohyun who was sullen, Yuchan slowly tidied up his seat her.
It’s already 11 o’clock.
I told the director that I’d be a little late, so it won’t be a big deal, but I still have to go to work.
The moment I said my last goodbye and was about to end the consultation, Seohyun started talking to me.
“There!”
“Yes?”
“If you don’t mind, can I get your number? Case from next time? Consultation fee? I will prepare it too.”
It was the first time for Seohyun to get a man’s number since she was born.
Having scratched her heart that much, it is natural to want to rely on her.
With the development going as planned, Yoo-chan readily gave her business card and headed to the academy.
4.
When we arrived at the academy, it was already lunch time.
Receiving the greetings from the scattered students one by one, Yu-chan headed straight to the counseling room.
In front of the consultation room, Naye stood like a flower decorating the wall.
As usual, he is dressed in plain clothes with cotton pants and hoodie zip-up.
Naye, who has been waiting for someone with an anxious expression, brightens as soon as she sees Yuchan.
The academy always asked to keep a reasonable distance, so Naye bowed politely and headed for the emergency stairs.
Originally, it was locked because it was rarely used by students, but Yoo-chan left it open to have a secret time with Na-ye.
Naye only slightly turns her head behind her and glances at Yuchan.
Even during lunchtime, some students eat packed lunches from home, and some students have yet to go out to eat lunch.
If she heads to the same place at once, she might get suspicious glances from her surroundings, so her first priority her would be to pack her things her and follow her her, pretending to go smoke her cigarettes after her in about 5 minutes.
As I was consulting with Seohyun, I kept coming up with disrespectful imaginations, and her lower back her was sore.
Having successfully placed a sex toilet in her workplace was as satisfying as installing a coffee machine in the counseling room for the first time.
Yu-chan, who counted roughly five minutes, climbed the stairs leisurely.
