Chapter 122 – #27_Staggered(2)
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One.
As soon as Amelia returned to her room, she sat down as if her legs gave out.
Her sense of self-doubt sets in as the heat of her excitement, like a heat wave in the desert, subsides.
She blames her own weakness along with her regret that she shouldn’t have.
She was not supposed to mix her body with him.
Siwoo is still not completely back.
Seducing Siwoo, who knows nothing about his circumstances, with her body and fulfilling his half-hearted greed is a cowardly act that Amelia despises so much.
I couldn’t even ask for forgiveness.
It’s a shameless act that you can’t forgive him even if he regains his memories.
“Ugh… Ugh… Ugh…”
But I was too afraid.
The eyes he will send when he returns.
The hatred he would harbor after remembering all the facts.
I thought he would be fine with any harsh words if he could save him.
My heart grew dull as I spent happy days with Siwoo.
Weakened
I couldn’t stand the sudden change in his appearance.
“Master… Master… What should I do…?”
No matter how much I beg, no one will give me an answer.
It felt like I was breathing in a stuffy fishbowl.
– Ting!
A medicine bottle rolls at the feet of Amelia, who was crying silently, covering her mouth in case Si-woo could hear it.
Amelia picked it up with her dazed expression.
“Without this…”
As long as he doesn’t have the unknown potion given to him by Duke Keter, he can continue this life forever.
In this cabin with a little more happy memories, you can stay with Siu, who sends Amelia her kind eyes.
Whispering love to him in lies built on forgotten truths, studying magic together, painting, playing the violin, baking pies, going for walks.
“Happily….”
Particles of magic rise from Amelia’s hand.
It was an ultra-high-temperature particle that could vaporize even a small vial together with its contents.
You just have to be a little cowardly.
You just have to compromise a little.
One last run away.
I know it’s something I shouldn’t do.
It is to trample on his free will.
But isn’t Siwoo also happy with this life?
There were far more smiles I had seen in the past month with him than in the five years I had been a slave to Amelia.
Instead.
Instead, you just have to make them happier in the future.
Ten years, twenty years, or even a lifetime, until he passed away as old as the happiness Amelia had taken from him.
If you give it back a couple of times…
As Amelia’s flame, slowly drawing closer, scorched the tag hanging from her bottle, something came into Amelia’s field of vision.
A corolla that Siwoo made as a gift.
Amelia put a preservation spell on her garland and hung it by the window like a dream capture.
The first gift he gave to Amelia when he was still a child.
The moment you see it, the magic of the grip dissipates.
Her urges close to madness, which had been driving her, also disappeared as if they were washed away.
“I can not….”
Can’t do that
It’s something you shouldn’t do.
Amelia slowly crouched over her body.
Her silent sobbing continued until late at night.
2.
She tidied up the duvet and touched her lips.
Amelia took care of Siwoo from the time he couldn’t do his part.
Everything was fun with her.
Even boring and tedious cleaning becomes a special event if Amelia is by her side.
Amelia was Siwoo’s benefactor, trustworthy teacher, and the first woman he fell in love with.
“I’ll turn, really…”
Siwoo wrapped his head around his head and sat down on the bed.
Her hot kiss with her.
His lips and tongue burned as if the residual heat had left him.
The moment Siwoo and Amelia’s tongues were mixed, he felt that the string of his rationality was severed.
Even though I still thought it was not that kind of relationship, I was sure of what I was thinking, and I touched her breasts and threw her on the bed.
In fact, I have memories of seeing Amelia’s breasts, touching them, and even sucking them.
However, to Siwoo, who was very young at the time and regained 10 years worth of memories in just a month, it felt like it was a long time ago.
The meaning and result are different between the behaviors that were pampered when the body and mind were young and the behaviors with a firm will after the body and mind have grown up.
What the hell is Amelia thinking about this?
“This feels so fucking cheap.”
Siu grabbed his hair and tore it off.
Yes, she was aware that Amelia had a certain crush on Siu.
There was no way to confirm whether it was the affection shown to the ward as a guardian or the love between a man and a woman, but for now, Amelia positively accepted her kiss.
She didn’t even resist Siwoo’s hand groping her body.
Then why did he reject Siu at the last minute?
Siu couldn’t understand that.
‘I’m hoping for what Siwoo wants too.’
‘But… I don’t deserve it… I don’t deserve this.’
After saying that, Amelia left her room.
“I want what I want…”
Are you sure you know what it was?
“But I don’t deserve it…”
What qualifications do you mean?
I couldn’t understand at all.
I don’t know what it is, but I thought of a roughly similar situation.
There was one of Siu’s friends.
He was in a delicate relationship with Miss A, a female student at school, in the so-called thumb stage.
So, when Miss A asked her out on a date first, she took a picture of her erect penis and sent it to her, and was expelled as it was after Miss A’s alarmed report.
“You crazy bastard.”
Siwoo recalled an absurd anecdote and smiled.
The first timeheheard that story, he remembered what he thought, ‘It’s good that you’re a host’.
Anyway, I think this might be a similar example.
Of course, it’s not as much as Takasho, but I wonder if I suddenly rushed in that context… I have regrets.
While thinking so, Siu suddenly felt a sense of incongruity.
“Takasho?”
Who is it?
Memories passing by like a panorama.
Two men talking with a smile in a shabby room.
The opponent’s face is not visible properly as if it is covered by a veil.
At the same time, a headache came.
“Ah, here it is again.”
After taking the potion Amelia gave her, her memories are tangled up.
As if watching dozens of TVs at the same time, all kinds of images and sounds start flying in my head.
For a moment, Siwoo felt an excruciating pain in his left eye.
“ぅ!”
It was an excruciating pain that I couldn’t even scream, as if I had been stabbed with an awl.
Siwoo, who had been lying in bed for a while, felt pain like hell.
The intense pain that lasted for about 10 minutes disappeared in an instant.
Like a hallucination that didn’t exist at all.
However, Siwoo’s whole body was drenched in sweat from the intense pain.
“What, what is…?”
Siu tried to find Amelia in a hurry.
In the end, what improves his condition is a potion given by Amelia.
He had to report her abnormal condition to her.
Siwoo, who was about to get up and walk, felt something strange.
His left eye is dark.
It was a natural story.
According to Amelia, he lost his left eye in a fight.
The empty eye sockets were filled with prosthetic eyes, and an eye patch was wrapped over them.
But this darkness is different.
It’s not that they don’t recognize it because they don’t have eyeballs at all, it’s like they’re covered by something.
Siwoo undid the strap that wrapped around the back of his head and took off his eyepatch.
At the same time, light poured in as if burning his eyeballs.
He was overloaded with optic nerves that had not been used for a long time, like someone who was locked up in darkness and suddenly saw the light.
“Keugh…!”
But even that was short-lived, and his eyes quickly adapted to the light.
What the hell is this
Siwoo covered one of his eyes and walked over to the dressing table.
“What is this?”
The eyeball, which was only a prosthetic eye, is moving around as if it was part of him from the beginning.
Even with his left eye, he clearly identifies objects and sees himself in the mirror.
His eyesight was fully restored.
However, compared to his right eye, there was a clear difference.
Only the color of the left pupil was shining bright gold.
In addition, complicated formulas repeatedly appear and disappear on the surrounding whites, as if they were tattooed.
Siwoo’s confusion did not stop there.
“Surprise!”
Siwoo turned around in surprise at the faint light he saw around him.
Something floats in front of my eyes.
A colorful line is visible.
Whitish lines were floating all over the room, like air currents.
At first, it was thought that the optic nerves, startled by the light they hadn’t seen in a long time, were showing hallucinations.
But soon, Siwoo instinctively notices it.
This is the flow of magical power.
Every time he flicked it with his fingertips, the flow of magical power was disturbed and returned to its original state, as if winding a thread floating on the surface of the water.
“That’s… It’s amazing…”
It was a sight that could not be understood well with Siwoo’s magical common sense.
In general, the flow of magical power floating in the air is very, very, very fine.
In addition, it is impossible to visually observe such neat strands of magic because they get messy the moment you try to observe them.
The moment you try to observe using magic, that magic will break the flow.
And Siu, who inadvertently turned his gaze to look at his desk, almost made his heart jump out.
It was because the moment he looked at the scribbled magic formula while tracing his memory, several letters and formulas jumped out as if watching a 3D movie.
Siu opened his eyes wide and looked at the scene.
In Ain, the magic circle is composed of three or more dimensions.
The magic formula was just a means to transfer it to two-dimensional paper.
I was just looking at the magic ceremony, but I began to see the essence of magic as if I were in a subhuman.
It’s like hearing an orchestra vividly in your head even though you’ve only read sheet music.
It was a very strange and embarrassing experience.
Siwoo raises his hand and covers his left eye.
Then the three-dimensional model disappears.
If you lower your hand again, a three-dimensional model is revealed.
“That’s interesting.”
It was a very heart-pounding experience for Si-woo, who has been so passionate about magical quests that he has recently put mathematics behind him.
Before telling Amelia about this strange phenomenon, I wanted to test something.
In fact, it is also true that it is embarrassing to see such a shameful incident just a few minutes ago.
What Siu took out was a magic formula that he copied from what only existed in his head.
Even though he couldn’t interpret the slightest bit, Siwoo’s memory was full of 200 complex expressions.
It must mean that it is such an important memory.
And the moment he flipped through the wad of paper and read it, Siwoo felt as if a bolt of lightning had struck his head.
With the feeling of his body tipping over backwards, he sinks into endless darkness, sinking again and again.
When he came to his senses, Siu was in a dark space.
This place where only endless darkness unfolds like the universe is ‘Ain’.
A world of notions and thoughts that only witches who have mastered magnetic magic can possess.
I was invited to the space that I had only heard about.
A large structure stands in the center of the dark Ain.
It was like a round circle, it was like a bunch of black shadows, it was like a huge loom… I couldn’t recognize another one.
Cognitive dissonance came from not being able to recognize it even though we were seeing it with our own eyes.
It felt like I was looking at a higher dimensional being, not the same dimensional one.
“……”
In front of him was Shin Si-woo.
Shin Si-woo looks a bit older than he is now.
I thought I would look like that when I got older and reached my late 20s.
He sat on a throne made of shadow, expressionless, staring at the structure.
“Did you say there was such a thing?”
I’ve heard about Ain, but it’s the first time that someone else (even if it’s his own image) is in that space.
Shin Si-woo’s head turned.
The two met eyes.
At the same time, black chains wrapped around Shiu’s body.
Siwoo was kicked out of Ain without even having time to say anything.
It was downright ignorant.
Around the time when the dumbfounded Siwoo wipes the cold sweat from his forehead.
Memories of magic filling my head again.
As if opening a dam that had been detained for so long, a myriad of knowledge begins to penetrate the brain.
Siu stood blankly for a while and accepted it.
Something was changing
