Chapter 1039 – #247_The Apprentice Witch, Living Together (5)
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One.
Originally, I was going to rummage through work all night today.
The pilot semester is in full swing, and Siu’s workload, which simultaneously serves as the head of the basic department and the president of the academic society, is close to lethal.
“I am afraid of being alone. Let’s sleep together.”
She wasn’t selfish, but Siu obediently complied with Diana’s request.
“It sounds like the sky is noisy. Could you wait for ten minutes?”
“Okay.”
Diana nodded and went into her bedroom, clutching her pillow tightly and stroking the end of her nightgown like the tail of a tropical fish.
“Oh my…”
Siwoo guessed that her filial daughter, Diana, was doing too much.
As she recalled earlier, if it is a woman’s heart to cherish her first experience, then it is also her heart to avoid unwanted romance.
Furthermore, Diana is still an apprentice witch.
Just as Siu is extraordinarily careful when dealing with her twin, she was careful not to hurt Diana’s delicate sensibilities.
In other words, she said that it was impossible for her to feel downheartedly at Diana’s offer to sleep, thinking, ‘Are you happy?’
It’s a good read, so you have to sleep well.
Maybe it was because I was really afraid of thunderstorms.
“Whew.”
Entering her bedroom first, Diana sat down on her bed and secretly sighed.
She was nervous.
As I saw in the book, I realize anew that a woman is more comfortable when a man is straight.
Being older, even experienced people are hesitant like that, so shouldn’t Diana have to go through this hardship?
“Anyway…”
Her dissatisfaction spreads, but on the other hand, she is relieved somewhere.
Soon, Diana finds herself climbing her uncharted stairs.
Didn’t she just look at his expression?
Her eyes sparkled with anticipation even as she put on a very bewildered expression.
Even a man who is insensitive seems to know how to eat if a spoon is brought to his mouth.
Soon, the man and woman lying in the same bed hugged each other and…
I’m going to do something like this anyway.
Perhaps her Diana’s will be a night that will remain in her memory for the rest of her life.
I honestly thought she was trembling and scared…
“It’s nothing.”
Her heart, which had been pounding until she entered the room, is surprisingly still and calm.
Instead, her overflowing confidence and serenity coolly blows into her head.
This is entirely an effect of intellectualization.
Why is “The first” Scary?
That’s because I didn’t do it.
It’s because you can’t guess what’s going to happen in the future, what kind of sensation it will be, and what kind of brain chemistry it will cause.
In other words, is it an act of bungee jumping into an endless pit?
“I know everything.”
But not Diana.
Although she has never experienced it herself, she can clearly see the tip of her pit all the way to the bottom through numerous indirect experiences and simulations.
Then she won’t have to be afraid ahead of time.
When you jump down, you only have to close your eyes tightly and overcome the momentary fear.
“What are you talking about?”
“It’s nothing.”
After that, Siwoo changed into comfortable clothes and entered the bedroom.
Diana was startled.
It was because under the twilight candle light, he looked much bigger than he did in daylight.
In fact, compared to when he took on the role of Diana’s tutor, he became bigger and stronger as a whole.
It wouldn’t be easy for a spiritual body that wants to maintain homeostasis to become like that…
Is it different because he’s a man?
When her heart, which had been quiet, started to beat faster again, Diana calmly repeated.
Know everything.
All obvious things.
There is no need to be afraid.
-Koo-gu-gu-gung!
“Hick… !”
Diana is startled by lightning that strikes just in time.
You’re afraid of thunder. It was like that a long time ago.
However, Siwoo seems to have taken it a little differently.
She neatly used the force field magic and blocked the sound coming from outside.
“Since the soundproofing magic was applied, it should be fine.”
“Thank you.”
Somehow embarrassed, Diana took off her slippers and climbed into her bed, slamming the seat next to her.
“Now, lie down here.”
“Yes?”
“Yes?” Means “Yes?”. You asked me to sleep with you. No, do I even have to say this? Turn off the fire too. I consider it an honor because you are the first tutor to sleep next to me.”
Seeing him say things that have nowhere to be used for no reason, he seems a bit nervous no matter what.
As Diana objectively checked her condition, she blew out her candle and faced Siwoo who awkwardly climbed onto the bed.
“Lie on your side like this. More, more, more attached. Baby really…”
Siu rolls over on her side, and Diana instructs him on various occasions as they turn around with their backs to him.
At this point, you can just hug him, but he keeps hesitantly trying to adjust the distance.
The frustrated Diana grumbled.
“I mean close enough to hug!”
“Yes, are you that scared?”
Wait for a sec.
I don’t think this guy knows that he actually asked me to sleep with him because of the lightning, because he was surprised for a moment, didn’t he?
Diana let out a deep sigh, sensing her strange uneasiness and absurdity.
“… That’s fine.”
Diana just moved on her own and clung to his chest as if leaning her back.
The feeling was different from what she expected, and she was a little surprised.
How can I say that it is not at all like the soft touch she felt when she was sometimes held in her mother’s arms?
I feel a sense of stability as if I was leaning on an iron plate, and I feel a very slow and heavy heartbeat.
The room is dark because there is no moonlight.
Diana and Siu are now under the same blanket on the same bed.
Siu asked if he couldn’t stand the awkward silence.
“Are you sleeping?”
“No.”
“How have you been?”
“Thanks to that, I felt at least a little more at ease.”
Diana answered honestly.
If it hadn’t been for him, he would still be rotting at her mother with a lot of laziness.
She must have dried up inside her, fearing the day she might leave.
Every year on her succession day, she would miss her mother, go to her family grave, place her bouquet and cry until her eyes swell.
No, maybe he visited every day.
The reason why I can recall it in such detail is because she was sad thinking that a day was really far away.
Imagine leaving your beloved mother for a family feat.
“… Thank you.”
“What. I am happy to be of assistance.”
When I think about it, I feel sorry for treating him like an idiot for being a bit hesitant.
This stupid wheat land and the minor stress caused by it would be nothing compared to that work.
What could be different?
The more he hesitates, the more aggressively he should push it.
“I couldn’t say thank you properly for helping me back then.”
“When?”
“When I was in danger in Border Town.”
“I think you said thank you. And it was also because of my carelessness.”
“No, I couldn’t thank you properly.”
Sometimes there are good excuses.
A cliché that appears in many of my mother’s works, a situation in which grace is repaid with the body.
Diana, twitching her fingers, turned her body around her.
“Miss Diana?”
As she turned to face Siu, Diana caught her breath as she saw him much closer than she thought.
She was, after all, because she was so attached.
“Let me pay you back. Because I can’t afford to live in debt.”
Having said that, Diana’s dress had all three of her buttons undone around her chest.
As she turned to lie on her side, her prominent breastbone was naked, and she must be reflecting it in her eyes.
He pursed his thick lips, thinking that he was such an idiot for making him say such a thing.
“If it were my body, would I be able to repay it?”
The scent of the shampoo, mixed with chicha, tickled the tip of Siu’s nose, mixed with the scent of her fresh flesh.
However, Siwoo raised his eyebrows as if he was uncomfortable somewhere.
It seems disapproving and there is a hint of concern somewhere.
“What, what is it?”
What?
In the book, they hugged and kissed without saying anything.
Diana is taken aback by Siwoo’s unexpected reaction.
“You don’t have to overdo it.”
No, then you were good before!
Or would she lead me in moderation even before that!
Diana’s kind words made the back of her neck tighten.
“Swarm? Now who is doing this for someone’s sake… !”
“I mean, if you don’t want to, you don’t have to overdo it. If you don’t want the Count to worry about you, I’ll be happy to tell you. The rest of the time we spend leisurely together.”
“I beg your pardon?”
“You’re forcing yourself to hang out because the Count is worried. Diana is a filial daughter.”
“…”
“The way you keep trying to seduce me even though you don’t really like it, and the way you’re doing this right now is probably the same.”
Diana’s eyes widened as if she had found a surprise box.
To the extent that even in the pitch black darkness, you could see all the sparkling topaz colored eyes.
He had noticed her Diana’s seduction.
Doesn’t that mean that she pretended not to know it wasn’t because she didn’t like her taste or because she didn’t know what to do?
Then, the reason why she was tempted by an apprentice witch who was as cute as she was even breathing…
“Are you considerate?”
“It’s not that big. I hate it when others do things I don’t like. If you really like it, we’ll lie together. He said he had a good time.”
“I’m not going to lie to my mother.”
“Then… What do you mean lying in the same bed? Because it is true.”
Siwoo avoids eye contact with awkward jokes.
Diana stopped laughing.
I really didn’t expect to think of a guy like this, but it’s because he looks so cute.
There are quite vicious rumors circulating outside, and in fact, he has a huge history of women, but he is a friendly person who knows how to take care of other people’s circumstances.
“All right. We have to do it anyway, right?”
“I see… Do you?”
“I know everything I know, so you don’t have to worry too much about it, but if I ask you one thing…”
Diana took a deep breath and placed her Siu’s wrist on her chest.
“… Please be kind.”
Diana first hugged Siwoo by the neck and tried to kiss her passionately.
Even though he hesitates, Siwoo skillfully overlaps his lips and mixes his tongue.
Is this the taste of a first kiss?
The smooth sensation and soft touch that makes her head go blank fascinates Diana as if intoxicated.
“Chuuuuu…”
That moment.
Siwoo suddenly stopped kissing him.
“Why, why?”
Diana is confused.
Now was the perfect timing, so why are you suddenly quitting?
“Miss Diana, are you okay?”
“What?”
“Your hand…”
Only then did Diana look down at her hand.
– Rattling
His hand trembled like the withdrawal symptoms of a severe drug addict.
“What, what? Why, why are you doing this?”
The tremors soon spread to the arms, legs, and even the whole body.
Diana’s whole body was shaking like an aspen tree.
It’s like being forced into something.
Diana’s defense mechanism is intellectualization.
But intellectualization has a very strong downside.
Intellectualization is an act of suppressing ’emotional problems’ with ‘rational thinking’.
In other words, Diana says she hasn’t relieved her fears about sex, she’s just been rationally contemplating and suppressing them.
She doesn’t know to what level it will work, but if she eventually reaches a level she can no longer suppress, her repressed emotions will rise with added pressure.
“Ouch, ooh…”
When Diana’s fear, which she forcibly ignored, returns to Diana’s head, she begins to shed tears like her chicks.
Men are scary
Shin Si-woo is also a man.
She has to do this and that with him and her soon to be her naked body.
Might as well do it furiously, like I did with her mom.
Then Diana dies.
She dies
“Ahh! Aaaaa!!”
Diana broke away from her weeping.
