Black-Haired Alien From Another World 146

## Chapter 146 – The Non-Hero

Wienia, now docile, moved her body as I asked.

Taking unfamiliar poses, solely to please me. Her submissive attitude made it impossible to maintain my reason any longer. I frantically violated Wienia until nightfall, ejaculating countless times.

After repeated bouts of intense post-coital clarity, my mind cleared. The vile white fluid that had been clouding my brain had finally drained away.

I heard tired breaths beside me, where Wienia lay, embracing me.

“Darkie, are you satisfied…?”
“Yeah.”
“…That’s a relief.”

I raised my hand and grasped Wienia’s breast. Her already large breasts were swollen and red. It was because I had handled them too much. Frankly, I was far from satisfied.

Unlike Claudia, Wienia had physical limits, so I couldn’t indulge my desires as much as I wanted. I squeezed and kneaded her breasts, sucking hard on her nipples. A moan escaped her lips. She seemed to be very sensitive in that area.

“Hngh…! Darkie, g-gently… be gentle…”
“Wienia, spread your legs.”
“…A-Again?”
“Don’t you want to?”
“…It’s not that I don’t want to.”

Exhausted, Wienia struggled to spread her legs as I asked.

“Hngh…!”

I thrust my erect penis in to feel her insides once more. Already filled with semen, Wienia’s interior felt more squishy than slippery. Wienia reached out her arms. I embraced her, kissed her, and we had sex again for a long time.

After relentlessly bringing Wienia to climax, I finally satisfied my own desires.

“Haa… haa…”
“…It’s fucking late.”

When I came to my senses, it was no longer just late at night, but dawn. The position of the moon outside the window was ominous. From afternoon until dawn. I had done it again. I couldn’t imagine what Claudia would say when I got back.

Leaving the sleeping Wienia behind, I washed my body in the shower.

“My heart is a reed.”

The cold water washed over me from head to toe.

Seeing Wienia begging me for forgiveness, half-crying, I couldn’t help but forgive her. At her words asking for forgiveness, I nodded. A true man doesn’t dwell on the past once bodies have been intertwined, no matter what.

“Am I…”

Was I one step closer to the path of a macho?

No, that wasn’t it.

Even if I tried to be a macho, even if I tried to be a man.

I was still lacking.

“A reed.”

Above all, I had broken my vow that Claudia was the only one for me. Even if everyone else said it was okay, I had to be convinced myself. Just ignore the small things and live as things come? That was true. I didn’t care about things that didn’t concern me. Whether they flowed or not, I didn’t care at all.

But the women I had become attached to were by no means trivial. It was only right and proper to treat them with utmost sincerity.

“…A reed, swaying in the wind.”

I fulfilled my responsibility to her as Wienia had requested.
Now, I had to go apologize to Claudia.

I dried myself off and stepped out of the shower room.

“…Darkie, are you leaving?”
“Weren’t you asleep?”
“Darkie, it’s late, can’t you… just stay with me…”

Wienia, having propped herself up, covered her chest with the blanket. Her tone was trembling, and her eyes looking at me seemed very uneasy.

“Today is already over.”
“…”

It was already dawn.

I answered as I put on my clothes. I put on my pants, then my shirt. And I fastened my belt. Wienia wanted me to stay, but I couldn’t.

“I’m going.”
“Darkie.”

I grabbed the doorknob.
Wienia called out to me from behind.

“Will you… go on a date with me again?”

Again.

“…Yeah.”

With that answer, I went outside. Just before the door closed, I faintly heard the word ‘thank you.’

…I’m not Midori, am I?

There’s no need for thanks.
It’s not like I’m going to live strongly in the mountains.

The dawn air was cold. The not-quite-dry moisture quickly stole my body heat. It was a dark, coldness as unsettling as my own heart. The streets, mostly asleep, had only a faint moonlight and a few streetlights as sources of light.

Was there hope in the pitch-black darkness?
It was a street with an atmosphere that made you want to ask that question.

And so, I walked through the dawn.
I was afraid to see Claudia’s face.
But I kept moving.

A macho was like my ideal.

Since I was young, I had admired machos. An unwavering conviction, and a body of steel. If you have strength, you don’t need to compromise with the world. That’s what a macho is. I admired such machos.

All a macho needs is strength trained to the limit. If you have strength, you can repel the oppression of foreign powers with your own strength alone. The spirit that doesn’t yield to anything comes from those thick arms. I didn’t have such things, but I resolved to become a macho someday.

But what was this pathetic state?

Even if I gained some strength and prided myself on becoming a macho, the truth was that I, Kim Kat, hadn’t changed at all. If I were a macho, how would I act in this situation? I always tried to think like a macho and put it into practice, but right now, I couldn’t figure it out at all.

“Damn it. Shit.”

…I wasn’t a macho.

“Fucking hell…!”

Lost in such thoughts, I stopped in front of the door of the inn.
I had arrived as quickly as if I were on a bus returning from leave.

I was afraid to grab the doorknob.

“…Crap.”

The hesitation didn’t last long.
I opened the door in a macho way.

ㅡCreak.

“Claudia… are you asleep?”

The room was very dark. The low, heavy, warm air made my heart uneasy. In that atmosphere, I cautiously called out to Claudia.

Should I wake her if she’s asleep?

“You’re late?”
“Ah.”

I was grabbed from behind halfway in.
Claudia pressed her body against me and wrapped her arms around my waist.

…She had been waiting for me without sleeping.

“You said you were going to the Adventurer’s Guild, so what reason could you have for coming in at dawn?”
“…”
“Oh, your hair is wet?”
“Claudia.”
“…Sounds like you have something to say.”

Claudia lit the lamp. The small orange light illuminated the room. She came over and sat me down on the bed, where I was standing blankly. Claudia, sitting next to me, said calmly.

“Kat, tell me. I’ll listen. What’s making you look so glum? You, who are usually a corpse except for your overflowing energy. Is it because I won’t let you sing? Hehe.”
“I’ve committed a mortal sin.”
“A mortal sin?”
“…I met Wienia.”
“Oh ho.”

I opened my mouth with difficulty.

“That big-breasted mage girl? Until this late?”
“Yeah.”
“Hmph… so? I’d like you to tell me in a little more detail.”

Without embellishment, I explained what had happened today.

I had gone to the guild to look for Kopson after finishing training, met Wienia, and followed her lead, eventually going to her inn after hearing the word ‘responsibility.’ And that I had spent the time until now having sex with her.

Frankly, I had nothing to say even if I died.
This was a one-sided affair.

Claudia, who had been listening quietly to my words, opened her mouth.

“…I see why you look so glum.”
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry, Claudia… I…! I’m trash! Waaah!”

As I told the story, my emotions welled up and I burst into tears. I just… I don’t know. Anyway, I was an idiot. I shouldn’t have slept with Wienia in the first place.

“Waaah, waaah…! Hngh…!”
“U-Uh? Kat’s crying? Oh my, heavens.”

It seemed I was not cut out to be a macho after all.
Crying in front of a woman.

“What should I do? Kat, stop. Stop now? Okay?”
“Hic! Waaah…!”
“It’s okay, it’s okay, Kat. Aww… what should I do.”

But Claudia didn’t scold me.

She just embraced me as I cried and comforted me. Even though I had revealed that I had sex with another woman, this was her reaction… Yeah, Claudia seemed fine. It was just me who had the problem.

And so, I cried in her arms. This was the first time I had cried so much since coming to this world. If I had cried in the past because it was awful and painful, this time it was because of the sorrow of not being able to become a macho and the thought of betraying my woman.

“…Kat, I told you, it’s okay. Rather, I already knew that I wanted something like this, right? And the mage girl told you to take responsibility. So you went to take responsibility. Then there’s no problem.”

Claudia’s thighs were already soaked with my tears. She stroked my head as I clung to her and spoke in a gentle tone, as if trying to calm me down.

“That time… I was wrong, as you said, Kat. So there’s no need to feel so guilty about it. You and I have slightly different values, so I think that can’t be helped. It’s the difference between a half-elf and a human, right?”
“…”
“Kat, you didn’t cheat, so stop it. Stop crying.”
“…I’m sorry, really. Damn, no, I’m really sorry. I’m sorry, Claudia.”

I apologized endlessly to her, who said it was okay.

“There’s no need to apologize. Rather, the fact that you’re crying like this means that you think of me as the best, right? I’m happy about that.”

I cried and was comforted for a long time.

It was a surreal situation where I was being comforted even though I was the one who had committed a sin, but thanks to Claudia’s efforts, I slowly calmed down. When my tears stopped, I took my face off her thighs and stood up.

“Are you calm now?”
“Yeah.”
“Should I touch your dick?”
“…Yeah.”

Claudia’s hand came in. Her warm hand that came in stroked my penis. Then I felt relieved. After all, Claudia was the only one for me.

“Claudia… are you forgiving me for having sex with Wienia?”

I asked with difficulty.

“Forgiving or not, I don’t think it’s a problem. How much more do I have to tell our Kat to make him feel at ease? She’s fine.”
“…Still, I feel guilty. I’m the one who always says you shouldn’t do that, but I’m the one who broke it.”
“Hmph, still like that…”

Thump, thump, thump. Even in the midst of all this, Claudia moved her hand busily. She grabbed my already erect penis and shook it. Even though I had already ejaculated so much earlier, it felt like it was about to come out again.

“Then Kat. Just do as much to me as you did to her, right? Come on, if you feel sorry, let’s have sex with your big sister too? Okay?”
“…Okay.”

Claudia, who had been fondling my manhood, took her hand away. Come to think of it, she was already in her underwear. She laid me down on the bed and climbed on top of me. Naturally, I had sex with Claudia again.

“Haaah… Kat. So is the mage girl okay with that?”
“…I don’t know.”
“In my opinion, that girl still… Haaah…! Haa… I think she still can’t let go of her feelings for Kat?”
“Probably.”
“Next time, if that happens again… Haaang, I like it there. Yeah. Keep thrusting. Bring her here then.”
“W-What? Bring her here?”
“Yeah. Haa…! Haaah…!”

She was shaking her hips on her own as she spoke, so there was no proper communication. With moans mixed in between her words, it was all said and done.

Anyway, Claudia told me to bring Wienia here next time.

“B-But… why would you want me to bring her here…”
“We should have a frank conversation, the three of us.”
“A conversation?”
“Yeah. This big sister, Kat, and the mage girl. The three of us.”

A suspicious smile appeared on her face.

“Hehehe.”
“…”
“Anyway, is it okay to be spoiled by your big sister as much as you want right now?”
“…Yeah.”

In the end, I was milked dry by Claudia’s reverse cowgirl position until the morning sun rose. Her elastic, constricting insides seemed to accept everything about me, endlessly comforting me.

…I didn’t care anymore.
But even so, my heart didn’t feel at ease.

Sunlight streamed in through the curtains. Claudia, exhausted, snuggled into my arms. I hugged her back and fell asleep like that.