Chapter 75 – Reconciliation (2)
When three days had passed since the meteor disappeared, Seris was very anxious. He wondered if something had happened to him.
Still, until then, he had a vague idea that they would be able to meet again soon.
That vague mind collapsed after five days, unable to find even the shadow of the meteor. She just realized
That he abandoned her.
‘Because I-I’m greedy…’
It made Yooseong embarrassed. Apparently he didn’t like this kind of relationship, she said, and didn’t want to be found out, but she ruined it all because she was greedy with her.
‘It must be that you’re tired of me…’
A delusion unfolded in Celis’ head. Yusheng is wearing a woman on both sides. The women and Yooseong talk happily.
It’s a delusion that can’t come to mind if you think about it normally, but she wasn’t normal right now. The topic of conversation between Yuseong and the women who used to laugh and talk has changed.
-Ahaha, is that true?
– Really? It’s something I’ve experienced myself.
-Wow… Are you really crazy? How did you think of touching her brother’s boyfriend? Even with threats.
-I know yeah. I still get goosebumps when I think of that time.
– Well run away. A bitch like that is a woman you shouldn’t associate with.
The woman laughed and clung to Yoosung. Yooseong also grinned and massaged her woman’s breasts. The two cling to each other and soon…
Kwak.
Seris hugged Yoosung’s pillow tightly. She buried her face in her pillow. It was very hazy, but I could smell the meteor. Tears flowed from Seris’ eyes.
“Mr. Yooseong…”
Sorry.
I won’t be greedy again. Forgive me. Come back…
However, those words have nothing to do with Yoosung. Because he had already left her.
‘I’m sorry Kara…’
She is a kind sister who even worries about her ugly older sister. However, she couldn’t hold back her own greed and seriously hurt her sister. Guilt came up.
A mixture of delusion and guilt gnawed at her mind.
‘…Will I die?’
Her humble dream of living happily ever after with her precious people has already been shattered.
It was torn to pieces and could not be regenerated.
Yuseong left her, and her Kara will worry about her now, but will resent her after her.
Now there is no one left who cherishes her as her own.
She has no reason to be alive.
But Seris couldn’t eat her heart.
She is because of a very small hope that Meteor might return. She was having a hard time leaning on it.
It was then.
A faint voice was heard through the door. The moment she heard that name, Seris ran towards the door. Udangtang. She tripped and fell, but she got right up.
“Yoo, Yoosung, did you find KARA’s Yooseong?!”
Kara slammed the front door shut as Seris rushed out of her room.
“I do not know yet. Rather, you should wear her older sister’s mask!”
“Ah…!”
It was going to be a big day. Seris came wearing her mask. Kara opened the door again and was talking to her innkeeper.
“Your brother is there? But he said no last time.”
“Yeah, it was because he never said anything about it. But seeing the current state, I couldn’t help but say something.”
“Why, why?! How is Yoosung?”
Seris suddenly interrupted and asked. The innkeeper sighed.
“It’s hard to say, but you’ll know when you come. Are you coming?”
“Yes!”
It’s a natural story. I tried to find him for a week, but I couldn’t find him, and I suffered a lot. Now that I could see him again, there was no reason not to go.
Seris and Kara followed the innkeeper. In my mind, I wanted to run first, but I held back.
‘Mr. Yooseong…!’
I can finally meet you. At that thought, Seris’ heart skipped a beat. What should I say when we meet? Yeah, he should ask why you didn’t come home first.
At that time, the delusion she had in her Ceris’ head came to mind. The delusion that he laughs and chats while drinking with another woman.
‘If I went and that’s how…’
It’s a heavenly horse punch.
With that thought in mind, she entered the inn. When he faced the meteor, all his previous thoughts and resolutions were blown away.
Yoosung was lying face down on the table holding a glass of ale. His hair was unwashed, and his clothes were sloppy.
He is Yooseong, who was very particular about cleanliness to the point of thinking that he was exceptionally trembling. When he looked like that, Seris and Kara were shocked, albeit a little. The two approached Yoosung.
‘The smell of alcohol…’
No matter how much I drank, the smell of alcohol permeated my body. He used to be sober so as not to get drunk…
Seris and Kara shook themselves to wake him up. Yooseong swung his arm.
“I wasn’t drunk. I’m not drunk, so leave me alone.”
“Brother, it’s me.”
Yoosung raised his head at Kara’s voice. He stared at Kara.
“Kara? How are you…”
“I said.”
The innkeeper approached, arms crossed. Yoosung frowned.
“Mommy, how many times have I asked you not to tell me…”
“Look at you and tell me. Every day, you lock yourself in your room and drink alcohol… What is that?”
“Every day?!”
Seris exclaimed in surprise.
“Okay, so take him before he gets further damaged.”
Saying that, the aunt went back to her kitchen. Yuseong sighed as he looked at his back.
“Anyway, I’m not here…”
He said that and drank another ale. Seris approached him.
“Mr. Yooseong… Go back…”
He turned to Ceris and made a bitter look on her face.
“Just drink this.
He shook the glass and he drank it in one gulp. She emptied her glass and got up from her seat.
“Let’s go.”
The three of them left the inn and walked towards the house. Yooseong staggered a lot, as if he was still drunk. It was a very precarious figure, so Seris ran and crouched down in front of him.
“…What are you doing?”
“I think you took too much. I will pick you up.”
“It’s okay.”
Yoosung refused and continued walking. It was the same no matter how many times Celis invited her. Inevitably, Seris and Kara clung to both sides of the meteor. He wrapped his arms around his neck to support him.
“It’s okay, so why do you keep doing that?”
“Are you saying that you know how precarious your steps are right now? I’m not going to say that I’m going to carry it anymore, so I’m going to go like this.”
“…”
Yooseong didn’t reply any more. The three of them moved towards the house without a word. After a while, Yoosung broke the silence.
“Sorry.”
“Yes?”
“Huh?”
Seris and Kara looked at the meteor. He looked down at the floor and walked, as if he couldn’t bear to see the two of them.
“I should have made sure. Because I couldn’t do that, a board of directors was formed. If I did well, there would be no reason for the two of them to fight so much, but we could have been good sisters…”
Yooseong confessed his inner feelings as if complaining. There was no power in that voice.
“Sorry…”
Yooseong muttered the words until he got home and lay down on the bed.
* * *
He returned home
Seris and Kara put me to bed. After looking at me for a while, he left the room. I stared blankly at the ceiling as I buried myself in the bed. I remembered what I said to the two on the way home.
“I want to die…”
I feel ashamed and die. It was something I had to do, but it was very embarrassing to show it like that.
But I couldn’t help it because of what my runaway sister told me.
– There are times when a woman feels that she wants to protect her man. Do you know when that was? That’s when my man, who I thought was perfect, was broken. That’s when his heart just hurts, and he says he wants to help this man somehow.
The older sister had said such a thing while drunk. The reason I drank until I was drunk that day was because I lent money to her boyfriend and ran away.
Anyway, I didn’t go home for a week to use the method either. I didn’t wash properly like before and drank a lot.
I wasn’t that drunk, but I pretended to be drunk and confessed my feelings.
Of course, this is an act of deceiving the two and using their minds. I felt guilty, of course. But now is not the time to question that.
‘I hope this method works…’
It is best for the two to reconcile and for one to give up. It will creak for a while, but if we work hard together, we will be able to go back to normal.
With so much hope, I turned on the ‘Wolf’s Pact’. I hear two people talking. A sigh came out as the crying voice reached his ears.
‘I should have looked for another way, too.’
My heart ached more than I thought. But it’s already spilled water. I kept eavesdropping on the conversation, hoping that things would go well.
After a while, I turned off ‘Wolf’s Pact’.
Please, I hope the story I just heard is a joke.
* * *
Leaving Yuseong on the bed, the two of them left the room. I sat in my chair and was lost in thought.
Kara opened her mouth.
“Sister… What should I do…?”
It was a crying voice.
“Me, this is the first time I’ve seen my oppa do that… He’s always been a cool oppa. I’m so weak…”
“Kara…”
Kara couldn’t hold back and burst into tears. Seris’ chest was also choking.
‘Mr. Yooseong…’
For Celis, Yoosung was the perfect person.
A person who has many wonderful and outstanding points, but lacks nothing.
He has always shown a way forward for Seris and Kara. Although the road was a little rough, it was definitely something two people could pass through, and the reward for the hard work was certain. As time passed, the lives of the three improved.
That’s why Celis trusted and followed him until now. He wasn’t even suspicious. Also, because he did, he forgot.
That even the perfect guy is just a human after all.
That I’m a weak human like her, who hurts when I’m hurt by her.
Seris got up and walked to Kara’s side. She gently hugged him and patted him on the back. Cara continued her words while being comforted by Seris.
“Is it my fault? Should I not have confessed then?”
“No. You haven’t done anything wrong.”
Rather, the fault is Seris. She did
‘I shouldn’t have done that…’
I should have put obscene desires in the corner of my heart and lived contentedly. Had he done so, he wouldn’t have suffered so much.
His chest was full. Kara’s words continued.
“I really like you oppa… It’s nice just being with you… But I don’t think you’re an oppa… It’s even harder because I’m with you…”
“Do not say that.”
“I-I don’t know anymore. What should I do to be able to live like before…”
Kara said while wiping her tears.
As before.
Those words stabbed Celis in the chest. Because she knows how to go back to what Kara calls ‘the way it used to be’.
‘If I give up even now…’
I can definitely go back like that.
In fact, the relationship was ruined by one of her filthy desires.
But can I give up?
‘…’
She was frankly unsure.
I’d rather not know if she didn’t know, she already knew.
The feeling of comfort and stability you feel when you are embraced by Yoosung.
The ecstasy she feels when kissing him.
The pleasure and spiritual fulfillment you feel when you mix your body.
Even if I go back to the past, I’m sure I won’t forget it. Not only that, but it will hover around her and gnaw at her breasts.
And in the first place, Seris didn’t want to give up the meteor.
This is the first man she fell in love with in her life. The man who gave her all her beginnings. Giving up on such a person was too harsh.
‘I’m really selfish too…’
She came to this situation because of her greed. Did the things you’ve been suppressing all your life explode all at once?
I didn’t even laugh out loud.
Then Kara stopped her crying by wiping away her tears. With an expression determined on something, she looked at Celis. Seris was really disgusted by those eyes, but she had small expectations.
‘If…’
The expectation that Kara might give up Yuseong.
However, the words that came out of Kara’s mouth were not what she expected.
“Sister. Should I split my brother in half…?”
It’s also a bit shocking.
