Chapter 264 – I’m Sorry, Joo Hwan-Ah (4)
Seo Ju-hwan thought with tears in his eyes.
‘Ah, this kills the effect.’
Eye drops were secreted from the eyes the moment the item was used. What came out of his eyes now was not tears, but eye drops.
Seo Joo-hwan wiped the water from his eyes.
“Oh, sorry. I thought about it then and it was frustrating…….”
He covered his face with the back of his hand, touching his eyes her with his thumb and forefinger. He has no confidence in facial expressions. However, the voice his was properly calibrated by the ‘voice actor’ talent.
“At that time, I hated going to school. When I went, there was no one to hang out with. Kyu-seok Moon and his friends publicly declared that they would bully me…….”
The low-pitched voice cracks with dryness. A choked breath mingled between the voices, creating pity.
Yoo Min-seo could not hide her embarrassed expression and looked at Seo Ju-hwan. A corner of her chest her was blocked with her chin her as she tried to hide her moisture her by rubbing her eyes.
‘How hard it must have been…….’
In general, men don’t cry very often. Even if you cry, you try not to show it to others. This is because since I was a child, I have been told that a man only cries three times in his life. So, from a woman’s point of view, how many times do you see a grown man shed tears?
Yoo Min-seo was watching an adult man cry for the first time since she was born. Even the reason was because of his own mistakes her. Her guilt grew inside her.
‘As expected, this seems to be the correct answer.’
Seo Joo-hwan glanced at her status window and was convinced. Her libido her, which went down to D during her first drinking session, rose to C again.
‘If you give guilt, your sex drive rises. Maybe it’s because I’m mentally driven?’
Minseo Yoo’s fetishes are neletophilia and masochism.
Sexual syndrome familiar to both dogs.
The former was from Choi Mi-hwa and the latter from Yoo Ji-gyeong.
However, in the case of Yoo Min-seo, there was something different from the two.
‘Let’s not swear. I don’t even know how to play with the master like Jikyung.’
Neletophilia is a syndrome in which people are excited by swear words, harsh words, and sensational stories. However, not all fetishes are the same, even if they are of the same type.
Even within the same fetish, each person’s preferred direction is different.
Yoo Min-seo, ever since she was a homeroom teacher, disliked her to the extent that she imposed penalty points for profanity. She was in fact, just today, she was about to confirm that her sexual desire her was falling in real time after listening to the drunken students’ rough swear words.
‘Abusive words and sensational words. And mental pressure and humiliation.’
Seo Joo-hwan searched for a direction that would make her feel her excitement. Now we have to try one by one. But she couldn’t blindly hit the sex drip.
To step up, he unraveled the story.
“I had the best class time at school. Because while the teachers were there, Moon Kyu-seok and his gang couldn’t bother me.”
“Rather, the break time was hell. Everyone was chatting and playing happily, but I got hit in the corner. The kids treated me as someone who didn’t have me while I was being beaten.”
It was true. Whenever he had a break, he had to chat with Moon Gyu-seok and his gang. The classmates pretended not to see him and chatted among themselves.
However, if there is something that has not been said, it is that it is not just a one-sided hit. At the time, he was a poisonous species that returned at least one to three hits. And he had no feelings for his other friends to ignore him.
However, a different picture was drawn in Yoo Min-seo’s head after hearing the missing information. Seo Joo-hwan is crying while being hit one-sidedly in the corner. Friends who desperately seek help from those around them, but turn a blind eye. Teachers, including myself, who teach without knowing anything. A disciple who resents him and is afraid of the upcoming break.
‘What am I…!’
What did you do as a teacher? I thought he was more interested in and caring for his classmates than anyone else, but on the other side of it…….
Seo Ju-hwan drank again. And he poured a drink for Yoo Min-seo. She gulped down her drink to soothe her stuffy stomach. Rather, it was a faster pace than Seo Ju-hwan.
The story went on and on.
“Sir Yu, you know that my parents run a snack bar in front of the school, right? It was in front of Gwanghyeon Middle School and Gwanghyeon High School, so business was pretty good.”
“Yes. I also went sometimes. Joo-hwan is worried about you.”
Yoo Min-seo did not know that Seo Joo-hwan was being bullied, but she was always interested. She often had private counseling sessions with him because she saw the dark expression on his face.
But Seo Joo-hwan said nothing. Rather, he even trembled his wits with a bright smile on his face. He looked mature, unlike an immature 14-year-old, and she judged that Seo Joo-hwan was more precocious than other children.
“Other kids still don’t know that Seoga’s snack bar is my parents’ store. I deliberately hid it. I asked the teacher to pretend not to know, remember?”
“I remember. Didn’t you say that your parents would get tired if you spreads rumors about it to your friends?”
“Right. Dog or cow… No, if anyone calls me my friend, my parents’ personality will give me anything more. Even though I don’t really have any friends.”
“…….”
“But the real reason was different.”
“… What?”
At Yoo Min-seo’s question, Seo Ju-hwan smiled bitterly. He tried to act, but since it is a story based on the truth, he recalled the feelings at the time, and made a bitter smile. Thanks to that, a real expression came out, not acting.
That’s why Yoo Min-seo rather felt the truth from him.
“I was afraid that Moon Gyu-seok’s gang would come and mess with it. Well, I didn’t do it openly, but there are many ways. And more than anything, it gave me goosebumps to think that they would pretend to be friends while selling my name.”
“Yeah, that’s right. It must have been difficult to hide.”
“Hehe. I hid it well somehow. I didn’t want to avoid the store, so it’s to the point that I never went to the store even once during my middle and high school days.”
“So…….”
“Because I thought it was enough for me to be sick.”
The words he was acting to make Yoo Min-seo feel guilty suddenly became a recollection of the past. In fact, telling the truth without adding or subtracting was the most effective way. Because he was really unhappy and sick.
However, when he talked about the past he didn’t want to recall, Seo Ju-hwan really felt dirty.
‘Write. I’m crying when I say it. Let’s come to our senses.’
This seat is not for consultation, but for catching Yoo Min-seo. That should be clear. If I made a mistake, I could end up complaining or letting go.
Seo Joo-hwan consciously checked her status window and made sure that her drinking glass her was not empty. He emptied the bottle, filling it when it was empty, emptying when it was filling, and then filling it again. Just like that, the three bottles of wine were gone.
‘My affinity level has risen to B.’
Affinity is, after all, the degree of feeling one has for a particular object. If the feeling is good, the likability level goes up, and if it’s bad, it goes down.
In that sense, there was enough room for Yoo Min-seo’s favorability to rise.
A story that stimulates the relationship between a teacher and a disciple, the sense of responsibility for not being able to take care of properly as a homeroom teacher, and maternal love and guilt.
Yoo Min-seo missed the timing to apologize and was drinking alcohol while listening to Seo Ju-hwan’s story of her.
‘My sexual desire has risen to C+. Even though I used pheromone gas, my libido came later than expected.’
The item, ‘pheromone gas’ increases libido and sexual sensitivity of the body. In addition, it lowers the level of consciousness about sexuality and helps to naturally talk about things that you would not normally do.
However, Yoo Min-seo’s sexual desire showed little change compared to using the item. It’s been well over an hour since I started talking already, but I’m stuck in C++.
‘Can’t I just touch the guilt?’
Since it is a teacher-pupil relationship, it is difficult to openly talk about sexuality, which is a big obstacle.
Seo Joo-hwan devised a method. As for the guilt, but at the same time giving psychological pressure, you have to turn it into a sexual story.
‘I am a novelist after all. Let’s think.’
It is a story based on facts. There was no need to invent a story. A natural transition will be possible if you connect what happened in the past well.
Seo Joo-hwan opened his mouth after contemplating pretending to hesitate as he deliberately turned his glass.
“Going through that kind of school days gave me a few mental problems.”
“Me, a mental problem?”
Yoo Min-seo reacted in amazement. She asked in a cautious tone.
“Maybe, the teacher, hib, can you help me?”
Yoo Min-seo actively stepped forward even while drunk and hiccuping. Originally, she had clear eyes, whether it was because she was drunk or because she was responsible.
Seo Joo-hwan gave a small smile with an ambiguous expression.
“I do not know. Because it’s a matter of my heart… Still, I think I feel a little more at ease when I talk to teacher Yoo. It seems to be true that the saying that just talking about your worries makes you feel lighter.”
“Yes. You can talk to the teacher as much as you like. I’ll keep it a secret, and… Because I won’t make the same mistake. Because of me, Joo-hwan you… It was very difficult.”
“Haha. That’s because of Mr. Yu. It’s just that I can’t come.”
“No!”
Minseo Yoo jumped up and she screamed.
“It’s not your fault, Joo-hwan. Why is it your fault Teacher, it’s because I didn’t play my role properly. You asked for help, but I couldn’t cope properly… I’m sorry, Joo- hwan. I can’t bear to ask for forgiveness, but really…….”
Yoo Min-seo looked like she would cry at any moment.
Seo Joo-hwan shook her head slightly and said.
“Sam. Don’t say that No, even if you do, listen to everything. If you say that now, I can’t say any more.”
“…….”
“Will you listen to my problem?”
Yu Min-seo nodded heavily.
Seo Joo-hwan’s voice began to spread over the low air.
*
Seo Joo-hwan dramatized the story after graduating from middle school and high school.
“One is that I can’t trust people very well. I even broke up with her girlfriend because of it.”
It’s an adaptation, but it’s not a lie. The root cause of breaking up with Jeong Ha-yeon was his trauma. At the time, he didn’t trust people deeply, so he was obsessed with what he would do if Jung Ha-yeon left. It happened because he was scared from the beginning.
“Honestly, I have changed a lot, haven’t I? Thanks to that, he got along well with everyone, and he played the role of a leader in his own group. Today, the kids also told me that I was handsome, but how does the teacher see it?”
When he said this, he used the additional effect of the ‘pheromone’ skill. It is an effect that allows you to wear the atmosphere that the other person thinks is your ideal type for 3 seconds.
“Yes! Joo-hwan is handsome really. I think it will be very popular with girls.”
It is not easy to identify because the face is flushed from alcohol. However, judging from the way he avoided eye contact and avoided it, it seemed that it was not just because he was drunk.
“But it’s only on the outside, it’s different on the inside. I feel like I’m still stuck in my middle school days.”
Seo Joo-hwan paused for a while before talking about the second problem.
“When something bad happens, I feel like it’s all my fault. Looking back later, I couldn’t resent it even though it was the other person’s fault. I just do it because I’m a bad luck guy.”
“What are you talking about! Joo-hwan, why are you?”
“It just makes me feel comfortable. I heard about it from Kyu-Seok Moon’s gang for three years, and it might have been imprinted on me without my knowledge.”
“Then…”
Yoo Min-seo looked at him with a sad face. Even if he told Seo Joo-hwan that it was not your fault, he just shook his head with a bitter expression, and his heart his felt stuffy. She gulped down her drink to soothe her burning stomach of her. The color of her red-hot complexion her descends down to her neck.
“It’s just, you can just resent it, Joo-hwan-ah. Sometimes it’s okay to blame someone other than yourself. Don’t push yourself too hard…….”
Seo Joo-hwan mixed lies with truth. He said in a choked voice.
“Sensei Yu, what do you do with resentment? If I resent and curse at someone, it’s hard because I feel like I’m becoming the same person as the people who bullied me.”
“So even before…….”
Even when she couldn’t stand it and apologized, Seo Ju-hwan blamed himself. At that time, it was just so frustrating, but now that I see it, he is afraid of resentment.
Yoo Min-seo shed her tears. He couldn’t hold back his tears that a student had suffered so long because of him.
“Joohwan-ah, it’s not your fault. It’s all the teacher’s fault. So, resent the teacher. It’s okay to resent and blame others.”
“However…….”
“I’d rather be resentful and comfortable. Why do you blame other people’s faults on your own? Then your heart is so hard. Huh? I’d rather reside the teacher. Please…….”
Yoo Min-seo was approaching him before he knew it. She shed tears and hugged Seo Ju-hwan tightly into her arms.
Big kid. He is still a disciple stuck in those days.
A young child who thought he was grown up asked in a watery voice, shaking his shoulders.
“… Can I resent you?”
“Then. Anything is fine. It’s okay to curse. Pour it out to the teacher, Joo-hwan.”
“Sir, sir Yu…….”
“Yes. The teacher is here.”
The grown-up child weeps. The front island is wet with tears. His trembling voice his resented the poor teacher.
“Why did you do that to me? Why did you do that, then?”
“I’m sorry, Joo-hwan. It’s all because of the teacher.”
“Why… Did you put the assailant and me in the same room? Why didn’t you find out? I always…….”
“Sorry. I’m sorry teacher. I’m sorry I found out too late. I just found out now… Aaaaang.”
Yoo Min-seo burst into tears together. Her guilt and pity her regurgitated her mind, weakened by her drunkenness her.
Seo Joo-hwan shed tears in her arms and thought.
‘Oh, my heart hurts. Awareness…….’
I wish I had been a terribly bad teacher. Because she was a teacher who sincerely worried and apologized, her conscience was prickly. She really couldn’t make up her mind and deceive people.
But the effect was certain.
After receiving her resentment, Yoo Min-seo’s favorability rating rose to B+ in an instant, and her sexual desire reached A, which reversed her favorability rating of her.
‘Ah, but why does the water keep leaking?’
Even though I didn’t use the eye drop item, for some reason, the tears kept flowing. Have you been able to shed tears freely as you continue to act?
It seemed that he was looking back at the wounds of his childhood that he thought had healed.
*
Seo Ju-hwan and Yu Min-seo, who had been crying a lot, talked for a long time. The two men and women who saw each other’s tears had nothing to hold back. In the meantime, Seo Joo-hwan did not forget her original purpose and continued to try to touch Yoo Min-seo using the ‘sacred touch’.
As expected, Yoo Min-seo did not avoid his hand her. She just tilts her glass as if she does n’t know even though she caresses her body her subtly. Rather, she hugged him and comforted him.
“I’ll pay, sir.”
“Teacher, calculate… Will…….”
“It is expensive here. And I make good money.”
“Okay… I am a teacher… Dee.”
Yoo Min-seo continues to be stubborn.
Seo Joo-hwan smiled and put his mouth her to her ear her. And she whispered in a completely different tone than before, when she spoke politely.
“How much is a teacher’s salary? Are you trying to pretend to be a teacher now? Don’t be annoyed, stop being quiet.”
“…….”
Yoo Min-seo kept her head down and closed her mouth without answering. She was now half dazed by her drunkenness her and the strange heat she felt for the first time.
Meanwhile, Seo Joo-hwan let out a low, satisfied laugh.
‘The keywords are harsh words, sensational words, and imperative words.’
I had a long conversation with Yoo Min-seo and found out her fetish in detail, and achieved some results. She hates swear words, but gets excited by harsh words, and shows a weak response to commands, perhaps because of her masochistic tendencies. She was following her instincts and sexuality her more than the opposite sex now, especially when she was drunk.
“Get up. Awesome.”
Soon after leaving the store, Seo Joo-hwan lifted the staggering Yoo Min-seo on his back. Yoo Min-seo, who was half-forced on her back, whined.
“I can walk… There is… Place.”
“Sir Yu.”
“Ugh.”
“I just stay calm. Didn’t you forget your promise?”
“…….”
“I’ll make it so you can’t even walk, so stay calm. Hug your neck tighter so it doesn’t fall off.”
Tight.
Yoo Min-seo’s breasts her touching her back her were quite voluptuous.
