Chapter 184 – #46_Even if Tomorrow Is the Last Day (3)
One.
“Stop… Stop…!”
This wasn’t Seohyun’s first time going out at night.
Sometimes to get drugs, sometimes just to threaten to beat me if I didn’t listen, and I would go out in lewd attire.
Masturbating in the middle of the park wearing only full body stockings or underwear that does not cover the main parts at all, or peeing like a dog on a telephone pole, or being treated for sexual desire in a dark bathroom.
At first, it was embarrassing to the point of death and I was afraid of being seen in the eyes of others.
There were times when I was so excited that I felt self-defeating.
Therefore, when Seohyun, who had changed into a bunny girl outfit, was given a trench coat to wear, Seohyun expected that his request would not be much different than before.
I thought it was a request to take a walk in a public place in shameful clothes because I won’t touch Eugene.
However, when Yoo-chan, who was holding the steering wheel, told her about the mission of the day one by one, Seohyun tasted the fear of freezing her bones her and the burning despair her at the same time.
“I haven’t told you everything yet.”
“No… No… I’ll never… I won’t listen…”
Seohyun crouched in the passenger seat and covered his ears.
It is a hysterical reaction as expected.
Since her addiction to drugs, even her modest demands her couldn’t make her look like this.
He acts like a child even though he knows that he is not the one to talk to in a crowd.
The reason is easily guessed.
For Seohyun, Eugene’s existence was, in a sense, a sacred place.
To Seohyun, who had a hopeless relationship with both of her parents her, Yujin was her most cherished friend her and at the same time her family her.
Wasn’t one of the biggest reasons why Seohyun decided to give in was being abandoned by Yujin?
“Okay? Then should I call Eugene?”
“Stop it! Never do it! No no…”
When Yoo-chan pretended to take out her cell phone her, Seohyun clung to Yoo-chan’s arm her, shedding tears.
He didn’t dare to go against Gus, so he didn’t even think about taking away his cell phone her, and he just tugged on Yoo-chan’s hem her.
Just by looking at this, you could see how much Seohyeon had given in to Yuchan.
“Don’t do that… I was wrong… Everything is my fault…”
Even the basic common sense that you shouldn’t disturb the driver while driving didn’t mean much to Seohyun now.
“You can call Yujin to a quiet place and inject the drug you gave to Seohyun. Do you know Seohyun? How good does that feel?”
“Ahhhhh.
“Don’t think too badly, I’ll let you play with Yujin later with drugs as bait, just like Naye did with you. If you starve yourself for six days, you’ll even suck the medicine you put on your pussy?”
“Heh… Heh… I hate… I hate…!”
Seohyun, who had been steadfast in suppressing her cries no matter how harsh she suffered, is crying like a child.
Seohyun knew that Yoochan was a man who did not talk nonsense.
If you don’t follow his instructions, Yu-chan will definitely pickle Yu-jin.
Just like he did to himself, he will push Lee Yu-jin to the bottom of the abyss and play with him.
“Now… I said I wouldn’t touch you… If I just listened to you… I promised you I wouldn’t touch you again if I showed you kissing me… !”
“When did you make that promise? Time has passed, isn’t it time to renew? Besides, what I asked you to do is not to touch Eugene directly.”
“Where is that… !”
Yu-chan took advantage of the signal and leisurely admired Seohyun’s face her, which was a mess with tears and grief.
If it had been Seohyun in the past, she would have ignored this absurd threat.
He must have had poison in her eyes her, prepared for his own destruction her, and attacked Yu-chan until the end.
But,
“So I will. Won’t you? Are you going to abandon your friend just to be comfortable with yourself this time? In the past, I was also abandoned like that, but Seohyun was the most important woman to take care of herself.”
“Kkeuuuuu…”
To Seohyun now, such strong resistance is impossible.
She broke her heart countless times, counted her fears of her, and gave her violence and humiliation.
With her heart once broken she can never face the horror again.
If it were now, even if she forced her to commit suicide on the roof, Seohyun would follow that order in the end.
She would judge that falling and dying would be easier than living to receive all of Yu-chan’s revenge.
“Answer?”
“……”
“Don’t think too hard, in a way, it might be good for you, right?”
The things Yoo-chan forced Seo-hyeon.
Is this process necessary to obtain Eugene? If you ask me, it wasn’t.
However, because
It’s worth doing more.
Originally, artistic beauty blooms far from rationality.
2.
Eugene was lying on her bed and looking at her cell phone her.
It’s not because I have something in particular to do.
It’s just part of passing the boring time.
Even late at night, she couldn’t fall asleep, so she just fiddled with her phone like a habit until she got tired.
Although she wasn’t the type to study hard, Yujin, who kept the minimum number of hours at the House of Commons, is not diligently attending cram schools these days.
This is a possible deviation because her mother her, her only watchdog her, often visits China on business, and her watch her has been loosened.
To her in the first place, her is the place she goes to see Teacher Yu-chan and make friends with her.
To be precise, it was a place.
That is until Seohyun, the most precious friend, betrayed him.
In front of Yujin, who was just dazed, Seohyeon snatched away Yuchan as if showing off.
“Bad bitch.”
It was the first time she had been so serious towards the opposite sex and the first time she felt her love her.
That is why she had never been so heartbroken.
She cried most of the night, and she didn’t know what to look at the teacher, so she couldn’t even set foot in the academy for weeks.
In the meantime, she could n’t quit the academy at all because of her mother her, who would run to teacher Yu-chan like an angry bull if Yu-jin insisted on not going to the academy.
Although she didn’t end well, she didn’t want to embarrass him.
But these days, I eat well, play well, and hang around like usual.
Sometimes she makes appointments with her friends, sometimes she sheds tears when she passes her teacher in the hallway, but that’s all she did.
Was it because she had never had a serious relationship with a teacher in the first place?
The unrequited love ended painfully, but it wasn’t unbearably hard even after a few months like we saw in the movie.
It seemed to her that if she was only a teacher, she would be able to forget and get through it just fine.
But it wasn’t Han Seohyun.
Best friend ever.
A soul mate that I could have given my heart to.
As the days went by, Seohyun’s empty seat became empty.
Since middle school, she and I have been walking around the downtown area together, and we’ve had a lot of fun.
She was the only friend I could talk to…
If Seohyeon apologized first and asked for forgiveness with her tears of her, Yujin was willing to forgive her with a slap on the cheek.
Even though stealing her friend’s unrequited love was a fox thing she could n’t relate to, it was n’t that she did n’t understand Seohyun’s feelings about her at all.
Wasn’t it Seohyun who had been watching her from a young age but had little interest in men?
Even if they do, it ends very briefly and concisely.
If Seohyun, who was sincere and kind, suffered from her fever of love, would she have done such a thing?
She is still offended, angry, and unforgiving.
Still…
“I wish I could have just been honest with you… Stupid idiot.”
In fact, even if she had been honest about it, even if she wondered what would have changed, the relationship wouldn’t have been completely ruined like it is now.
Eugene glanced down at her phone.
She was inadvertently reading the KakaoTalk messages she exchanged with Seohyun.
“Ha…”
As she sighed as she looked at the speech bubbles that had been cut off from that summer night, suddenly a notification popped up at the bottom of the screen.
“Uh?”
She rubbed her eyes at first thinking she was looking wrong.
“Uh? Uh?”
There was definitely a new message from Seohyun.
Eugene checks her Kakao Talk her.
[I want to meet and talk]
[Can I go to your house?]
She already has her KakaoTalk window open, so she can’t pretend she didn’t read it.
Of course, since Seohyun did something, she could have read it, but Eugene didn’t.
While I wish that Seohyun had apologized to her first, she is Yujin, who was giving up halfway.
Seohyun is a very shy and smart child.
She figured that since she had stolen her friend’s crush her, she would n’t even think of contacting him first, even if she did n’t have her face her.
Could it be that you broke up?
Actually, nothing mattered.
First of all, I’ll have to look at her face and talk to her properly.
[My mother isn’t at home, so just open the door and come in]
“Haa… Lee Yoo-jin is really an idiot…”
What is this
I felt a little better.
3.
No matter how it is, what is shameful is what is shameful.
They say that if a person commits a crime, it is the principle of the world to be punished.
Yujin decided to walk around her front door in her nightgown and show Seohyun her calm side of her, enough to make her teary-eyed.
She will honestly forgive and accept everything, but I thought it would be okay to run a campaign like this.
Seohyun would probably expect her hair to be grabbed and slapped on the cheek of her.
But what if Seohyun gets hit and gets angry and fights back…
Seohyun is tall and very strong, so if she fights with sincerity, she is a loser.
“Ah, no way.”
I’ll be fine today
As Eugene’s house is a penthouse on the top floor, there was a dedicated elevator.
There is one elevator that goes directly from the lobby to the 59th floor, and there is only one entrance as soon as you get off.
She gave Seohyun her front door password her without her mother’s knowledge of her.
Of course, Eugene also knows the password for Seohyun’s apartment.
I’ve seen her so many times, but since it’s been a long time since I’ve seen her, her heart her is pounding for no reason.
What if we meet Seohyun so much that we can’t forgive her?
-Beep beep beep beep
The door opened with the sound of the door unlocking.
Eugene bit her lips hard and folded the hem of her pajamas and put her arms around her.
Where to see your face after a long time
“Hi…”
Yujin expected Seohyun to be making an apologetic expression.
Seohyun’s unique expression when she’s sorry with a downcast and faceless face,
It must be an infringement of the prosecution with that face with her drooping eyebrows.
Her heart was shaken by that, and she was determined in her own way not to hug her in the first place.
However, as soon as she entered the front door and saw Seohyun’s expression her, her heart sank.
A khaki gray that hangs like petals over a stylish trench coat.
Even if someone coordinated it, you would believe neat clothes and natural makeup.
If you look at it this far, it’s not much different from the usual Seohyun.
However, even though she was already thin, her face her looked more drawn out, the dark shadows around her eyes her, and her shoulders her shoulders drooped endlessly.
She was so dead that it could be said that she got into a hit and run while driving drunk and came home in a hurry.
Even though she couldn’t overcome love and betrayed herself, she struggled with her guilt and suffered like this.
Her heart skipped a beat when she thought that.
It broke her heart to see her friend her struggling, no matter how self-sufficient she was.
“What is that? Have you been filming?”
“Yes…”
For Eugene, the rewards and punishments are clear.
She didn’t like her mother her very much, but she was like her her to the point where it could be her genetics her.
Seeing the bunny ear headband Seohyun was wearing, Yujin touched her head and asked in the coldest voice possible.
It was just a word, but Seohyun’s shoulders her shrank.
Seohyun hadn’t even met Yujin’s eyes since she entered the front door.
Yujin, who managed to catch her heart from weakening, said with a sigh.
“Let’s talk in the living room of my room.”
It’s impossible to keep it like this forever.
It’s late today, so I’ll sleep in my room and send it off.
It is to release old feelings and go back to the old relationship.
Eugene brought Seohyun into her house and headed to the kitchen to roughly prepare her for tea together.