Chapter 689 – #95. Mei Lin and Joanna (13)
Leaving Joanna and Haesol at home, she left the studio alone and sighed deeply as she looked at the terrible work she had done yesterday.
‘I can’t believe this is a picture I took.’
The staff said they were A-level, and they selected the photos, and they were full of energy.
“Did you guys see that this is A-class?”
“…”
“It’s grade B. Everything! All of them are grade B! Did I tell you? Don’t compromise on photography. I would have complimented you if you classified all of these works as grade B. Because I’m a teacher, my work must always be great and perfect. Is there a law that says that? What if I filmed poorly? I was older than myself in this industry and had a lot of experience, but I was someone who would pick up on things that needed to be done.”
“!!!”
“!!!”
How do we get the teacher’s work…!? Are the faces
Rather, they do not know that this attitude makes people sigh more.
“All of you critique these works. And reschedule as soon as possible.
“Sir, but this work has a short period of time…”
“So I told you to get it as soon as possible. I’ll take care of the request period, so don’t worry unnecessarily and get ready. If the model says no, tell them that you’ll work on a better model.”
“Yes…”
As Mei Lin disappeared into her own studio, the rest of her staff met each other’s eyes and shrugged her shoulders.
“Don’t you think you’ve changed a bit?”
“You felt it too? The atmosphere changed dramatically.”
“There are rumors that teachers are in a slump these days, but I hope that all those who talk like that will shut up.”
“Right. And how are these cuts grade B? In my eyes, they were grade A cuts. I think the hardest thing for me is for the teacher to critique his work. I don’t know what the heck to cut.”
“Me too.”
It is important to improve your photography skills, but it is also important to have eyes that can see photos.
So, the teacher used to constantly give criticism of the work as homework, but they still lacked the ability to criticize the teacher’s work.
‘The problem is that the teacher has a hard time sleeping, so she thinks that’s the case. It’s not that, it’s just a lack of ability…’
However, this misunderstanding could not be corrected.
Doesn’t it hurt your pride to say that you can’t criticize because you lack skills?
They, who had a strong desire to be recognized by their teachers, struggled beneath the surface to meet the standard without correcting the misunderstanding.
The same will be true for criticism of this work.
They shed tears inside and shared the work of the teacher who heartlessly abandoned his work.
In order to write a critique, you have to go through your work.
‘Even if I just send this, they’ll probably say thank you and take it lightly…’
It was unknown whether the model, who had worked hard with the teacher, would come back if asked to come back.
I need to get my clothes back…
“Aww! I have so many things to do!!!”
I need to write a review…
Even today, Mei Lin’s studio staff were grinding their bodies and minds.
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I was told it would be okay if I stopped taking the drug.
While I was happy that I could be freed from the drug I was sick of, I doubted whether my mind had really recovered to that extent.
What if something similar happens again?
Aren’t you sure you’ll continue to be lucky?
I thought it was right to follow the doctor’s words, but it was difficult to agree to stop taking the medicine.
It happened because I couldn’t believe in myself.
“What are you afraid of when we’re next to you?”
However, when she reacted negatively to her withdrawal from her medication, she said that Joanna and Chin Hae Sol were no match.
“We’ll stop you if you do anything strange. So don’t worry and stop eating. If the doctor says it’s okay, then it’s okay.”
Do they know that their offer of help is much more comforting than the doctor’s words?
They were more concerned about my physical condition than they were, so they stopped taking the drug according to the doctor’s words.
Surprisingly, she found that she, who used to fall asleep under the influence of drugs, was able to fall asleep without problems at night without taking the drug.
There was something else she didn’t know.
She thought that all the while she was controlling her emotions through medication, but she was rather relieved after she stopped taking the medication.
‘I seem to be able to concentrate better.’
The change after not taking it to the point where I thought I didn’t know why I had been taking the medicine for so long came to me in a new way.
She may have been frightened and played the sick, even though she had already recovered to normal.
‘I’m sure it’s after that day that I’m completely healed, right?’
Sex with Jin Hae-sol.
It would have played a big role in overcoming depression.
In the first place, she already knew an easy way to overcome her illness.
It was only because of her pride that she refused.
“How is it? You seemed to be sleeping well.”
“Are you feeling okay? You’re just getting tired, and you don’t want to do anything, do you?”
Haesol and Joanna rushed to her when she woke up and tried to check on her condition.
May pursed her lips to let her friend know that she had coped well with her illness.
But.
“I don’t know. I just don’t care.”
“I don’t think your condition is bad for now! That’s enough success. You slept without medicine for now!”
What came out of my mouth was something completely different.
She hadn’t said that she had recovered enough that she didn’t have to pay attention now.
“Today is the day we shoot in the studio, and it went well.”
Joanna was overjoyed at her recovery.
Feeling apologetic for some reason, she made a proposal that she would not have been able to say easily.
“Do you want to come to the set to play?”
“Really? Is that okay?”
“Uh. You’re not the kind of kid who would have an accident on set.”
“Then Haesol is going with me too?”
“Perhaps.”
What would she do if she left him alone at home?
“Then fine! Let’s go.”
Joanna tells Hae-sol that she can go to the studio today, and she disappears.
Left alone, May sighed as she washed her face dry.
“Why can’t you tell me this? He has a job too, so how much is he willing to sacrifice for me?”
Jin Hae-sol and Joanna are the same.
They are people who each have a job to do.
But I’m here only because I’m worried about her illness.
‘How far are you going to cause trouble…’
Now that she has fully recovered from her illness, it is only right for her to return to her place.
She also has to apologize to Joanna, who ruined her vacation after a long long time because of her.
However…
‘What if I say it’s okay?’
Joanna is relieved and will go back to her work.
And Jin Hae-sol…
‘I said I’d stay until I’m all healed, so I’ll be back.’
Because she has no reason to stay here.
It was a situation where the kind Jin Hae-sol took time to deal with the depression and almost committed suicide.
If the depression is resolved, his sympathy will end, and it was only right that he return to his place.
‘No!! I don’t know when we’ll meet again if we end it like this…!’
Excited with the pleasure, I subconsciously spit out the word “Sweetheart” A few times, but I wonder if that was my true intention.
She wanted to be her lover again with him.
She wants to love him
No, she was already in love.
‘Wouldn’t it be better to get help from Joanna?’
Apparently, Hae-sol and Joanna want to restore their old relationship, so if she confesses her feelings, she will actively try to help.
‘Sometimes they misunderstand that we’ve already had that kind of relationship.’
I’m asking for help to turn misunderstandings into truth.
Or Eoyoung, Booyoung, pushing the relationship as it is is one of the ways.
Isn’t there such a thing?
Let’s make it clear with words! Even if you don’t say it, it’s the kind of thing that goes between dating with the atmosphere.
Hae-sol also might be thinking that way.
‘It’s just disgusting to pass on that just good is good, but…’
She did not prefer to continue the relationship with Eoyoung and Buyoung.
So it took some more time.
‘That’s why I pretend to be sick a little more.’
On the basis of her pretending to be sick, she took the day she was supposed to do a sex shoot.
Until that day comes.
She was hiding the fact that she was fine.
Aren’t they all promised to spend their time here anyway?
So it wouldn’t be a big deal if she pretended to be somewhat sick.
“I heard you asked to go to the studio?”
When she organized her thoughts and came out to the kitchen, Hae-sol was familiar with her apron and was cooking.
“Yeah. You guys aren’t the ones to be a nuisance. But you guys are concentrating on work so I won’t be paying attention. If you two get bored while watching the filming, you can go out and have a date.”
“It was fun to visit the set the other day. I’ve always been a model, so it was fresh to watch from the staff’s point of view. And soon, I’ll have to become a photographer too, right? It’s helpful to see how May shoots from the side. Wouldn’t you?”
“Then I’ll teach you as much as you want. If you have any questions, ask. But last time I was lucky and didn’t get caught, but this time I can really get caught.”
“It’s okay. It doesn’t matter if you get caught. There are only a few women I’ve caught.”
Jin Hae-sol’s confident remarks that cost her face made her laugh.
I don’t know why it doesn’t look bad like that.
“Okay, then do it yourself. I’m a woman, so I don’t care if there’s a scandal or not.”
Neither of them was in a precarious position to take the brunt of a scandal.
Other people will not be watching the scandal between the two with much interest either.
‘Is not it? I wonder if her fans are different.’
I heard that extreme fans commit acts of terrorism against the lovers of their favorite stars.
No matter how much she struggled with depression, the level of difficulty she experienced was too high for her mind to be shaken again by such terror.
‘It’s funny that I keep caring about you when you say you’re fine.’
Still, this time she was visiting the studio with Joanna, so even if rumors spread, there was some excuse to get away.
As much as Haesol proudly stated that there was nothing wrong with her scandal, I just hoped that I would continue to maintain that attitude.
