Chapter 3 – Cursed Hero (3)
I had a bottle.
No, it was safe to say it was a curse. It was consistent in that it was a disaster that could not be escaped even if one wanted to.
I have a tendency to feel sensual about my woman being defiled by another man.
Because of this terrible, if terrible, wall, my relationships with lovers I had in real life never lasted long.
As soon as everyone found out about my secret taste, they were busy expressing disgust and leaving my side.
One time, my lover’s older brother beat me up for no reason.
And those walls showed no signs of abating even in Pure Love Fantasy.
It wasn’t bad at first though. No, honestly, it was so good that I wondered if this was a dream or reality.
Because he became the main character of a game where he monopolizes the love of peerless beauties that are hard to find in real life.
Beauty, body, status.
There was no way that married life with perfect wives who possessed all three characteristics would not be fantastic.
Moreover, they were not ordinary humans but goddesses who descended from the sky.
The words of love they whispered in my ear every night gave me a sense of accomplishment that I could never experience in the reality of working as a salaried worker.
But that satisfaction did not last long.
Did you say that people cannot be rewritten? No matter how much I changed my job from a salaryman to a warrior, in the end, I was still me.
I tried to hold on somehow, but it was no use. The evidence was the increasingly frequent erectile dysfunction.
It was impossible to hide the uniquely dirty walls forever.
In the end, on a rare day when all my beloved wives were together, I honestly confessed what I wanted in front of them.
Ask someone other than me to hug you.
My wives were naturally shocked when they heard my shocking confession. And he gave the answer on the spot.
I don’t want to do something like that even if I die.
He said that the only man in the world they wanted to hug was me, and he absolutely nailed it, telling them never to say something like that again.
The reaction was as expected. No, it was a much better result in that no one asked for a divorce.
I thought that people would say that we should split up because they would fall in love with me for having such tastes.
However, although my wives were shocked, they did not try to end their relationship with me.
The love the goddesses had for Ion seemed to be beyond my imagination.
After that, my wives held numerous events for me for a while.
From professional counseling under the guise of combat aftereffects to unusual play that you wouldn’t normally do.
However, it was just peeing on frozen feet.
Their ultimate goal was the complete and permanent removal of the walls of My Neto.
They believed my curse was some kind of treatable disease.
If I had thought that treatment would cure me, I would have gone to the hospital a long time ago.
I know my walls best. This is not something that will disappear just because you want to get rid of it.
Any attempt to eradicate it would only make it worse.
But I still pretended to be healed as much as possible.
To grant the wishes of the wives he loves, even if it is a lie.
When I stopped giving off bad vibes, my wives thought my anger had completely disappeared and were truly happy.
I simply catered to their happiness and cursed them with the curse I would have to carry with me for the rest of my life.
I thought it was completely hidden.
“Demeter, why suddenly… ?”
When I dropped the bow I was holding on the floor and asked, Demeter moved her lips with a slightly shady look on her face.
“… “I feel like you still want it.”
“W-what do you mean? I no longer…”
“You don’t have to hide it.”
Demeter turned her body completely toward me and continued her words with a wry smile.
“You still have regrets, right?”
“What do you mean by regret?”
“I masturbated alone in the bathroom early in the morning yesterday… “I saw you comforting yourself.”
I was startled and shook my head.
Demeter was watching it? Did he make sure he was asleep?
“Demeter, that’s…”
“Are you okay. Because it must have been unavoidable… Ion’s body can’t be satisfied with a normal relationship with me, right?”
Demeter had an accurate insight into my condition.
I think this was the whole reason why he suddenly wanted to practice archery.
Because Demeter had a habit of practicing archery whenever something bad happened.
“Do you want to see me hugged by another man?”
Demeter asked directly without saying anything.
But, being a coward, I couldn’t give a definite answer to that question.
“Demeter will be fine… ?”
I cowardly answered questions with questions and turned the bomb on Demeter.
However, Demeter put her honest feelings into his mouth as if that was a sufficient answer.
“To be honest, I don’t like it. I don’t even want to imagine having sex with a man other than Ion. But…”
Demeter strengthened his hand holding his bow.
“I hate seeing Ion suffer more than that. If I can make Ion happy by doing Hwagan… “I accept it.”
“Demeter…”
I chewed my lips in frustration. But that was all.
Words like “You don’t have to do it” And “Let’s think again” Never came out even after death.
I was able to realize once again that I am such a trash person.
I said nothing more and gently hugged Demeter in front of me.
Demeter, unable to hide her bitter expression, did not reject me.
All I could give to Demeter for making such a difficult decision was a kiss filled with gratitude.
*
A week later, Demeter’s cabin is illuminated by starlight.
“Demeter, are you sure you can do this?”
I gently asked Demeter, caressing her hand as she sat next to the sofa.
It was soon time for Demeter’s partner, whom I had chosen, to arrive.
“Are you okay. “You don’t have to worry, Ion.”
“Well, I’m glad…”
Even when I thought about it, it was truly disgusting hypocrisy.
Being a human in the guise of an animal is probably what they’re talking about about me.
No matter how Demeter feels, she has no intention of stopping now…
Smart.
Just as I was licking my dry lips, unable to calm my nerves, I heard a monotonous knock on the other side of the front door.
I let go of Demeter’s hand and quickly ran to the front door. And he opened the door right away without even asking who it was.
Standing beyond the wide open door was the man I had been waiting for for a long time.
“Hello, warrior?”
“Uh, Richard. Come on…”
Demeter’s partner, Richard Prignato, whom I personally chose, bowed to me with a kind smile.
“Am I a little late?”
“No, it came just in time.”
“Fortunately, the. “I was so excited that I lost track of time.”
“… I see.”
I was so excited…
It wouldn’t be wrong. Considering what we are going to do in this house today, it is definitely worth it.
“It’s a little chilly outside, so can I go inside?”
Richard put on an uncharacteristic chill and asked my permission.
I let Richard, dressed lightly, in without much hesitation.
Upon entering the cabin, Richard took off his shoes and headed straight to the living room with me.
He then bowed politely to Demeter, who was sitting comfortably on the sofa.
“Hello, Demeter el Lepothesia Rayhard. “My name is Richard Prignato and I am here to serve you tonight.”
“You are…”
When Demeter saw Richard’s face, her eyes widened for a moment as if she was startled.
Richard smiled softly at Demeter.
“Demeter, what’s wrong? Is there any problem?”
“… “No, it’s nothing.”
Demeter shook her head, hiding her embarrassed expression in response to my question.
However, he could not hide the slight trembling of his hand on his knee.
I pretended like I didn’t know anything, but the truth was I knew everything.
What happened between Demeter and Richard?
That was the reason why I chose Richard as my first guest.
“It’s a small house, but it has everything you need. “This is a cabin where you can clearly feel Demeter’s elegant, non-luxurious personality.”
Richard took a quick look around and expressed such sentiments before secretly flattering Demeter.
However, Demeter did not show any particular reaction and only responded briefly saying thank you.
It was rare for Demeter, who was always kind to everyone, to have such a cold attitude.
“Then, warrior, can we proceed as previously arranged?”
“… Okay.”
I swallowed my saliva once and then answered softly.
Before today, I met Richard alone outside and made a pact.
It was about some rules that must be followed as an invited man.
First, make sure to use contraception.
Second, never do anything that Demeter truly dislikes.
Third, never reveal anything that happens today to the outside world.
Richard nodded his head without saying anything to these three rules. It was natural.
This level of limitation is nothing compared to the ultimate good fortune of being able to embrace the goddess.
“Demeter…”
At my call, Demeter, who was sitting on the sofa, paused and stood up.
Demeter, whose expression could not be described as bright even as a joke, slowly moved her legs.
And soon, I arrived at the destination I had indicated in advance and stopped walking.
Demeter’s destination was none other than Richard’s.
“Then I will escort you for just a moment, Goddess.”
“…”
Richard and Demeter, whose physical distance from each other was greatly reduced, headed straight to the bedroom.
I left a little distance between them and followed them in silence.
But at that very moment, Richard, who was walking ahead, showed an unexpected behavior.
He naturally wrapped his arms around Demeter’s slender waist.
Demeter flinched at the unannounced action, but did not shake off Richard’s hand.
As I watched Richard holding Demeter close to him, I sensed his lower body slowly rising.
Ok, I’ll stop here. If you are a normal person, run as far as you can.