Chapter 4 – 1. Elavi Bibina (4)
After we decided to do it together.
What lifted the heavy atmosphere was the growling sound of my stomach.
Was your last meal 10 days ago made of beef jerky that you roughly chewed and spit out?
“Are you hungry…?”
Bibina asked as she stopped crying and wiped her tear stains with the sleeve of her dress.
To be honest, my hunger would go away after I chewed a few more pieces of beef jerky, but I was slowly feeling the need to eat dinner, so she nodded.
“Shall we eat?”
“Uh, yeah…”
“If you’re feeling better, should I eat meat?” “I ate mild food earlier for fear of getting sick, so this time I will eat expensive meat to take care of my health.”
“Ah, no… I want something cheap… Ah, if you give me anything…”
“Then I will order what I want to eat, so please eat it with me.”
“…(Nods).”
We decided to eat like that.
I came down to the first floor of the inn to place my order.
Bibi followed closely behind me, wearing my full-length robe and covering her entire body with her hood.
Originally, I was going to come down alone.
But she said Bibina wanted to come with her, so she came along.
She didn’t want to leave, so she asked me to come into the bathroom too.
If you think rationally, it would have been right to persuade him to wait.
Vivi: She is now a celebrity that everyone knows in a bad way, and it would be difficult for someone to recognize her and cause an uproar.
But when she saw the puppy-like expression of fear that I might run away, I couldn’t help it.
“But… No, uh… This is fine, right?”
“…(Nod).”
Even while she was ordering food, Viviana was holding onto the sleeves of my clothes behind me.
‘It’s heavy…’
My loved one is completely dependent on me.
Responsibility was no joke.
As I returned to the room and waited, the food soon arrived.
The menu includes boiled lamb, red seasoned stew, and salad.
We sat side by side at the table and ate food.
The chef’s skills were good, and it was quite delicious, and Bibi ate it well, as if her body was hungry for her recovery.
“Is it delicious?”
“Uh, yes!”
Vivina’s eyes finally began to come to life.
If it were a cartoon, it would have been drawn as ‘+_+’ and it was so cute to see it scrunching up with a sparkly expression. Is this a bean pod?
Thanks to the ‘regular recovery level 1’, I was full after eating a bite or two and just looked at Bibina happily while eating.
Before long, Bibina had all her food on the table, and her meal ended with her giving her the medicine she had made earlier.
After leaving her plate outside the door, she applied Vivina’s disfiguring ointment to her whip marks and her raw wounds.
I sat across from her and applied it to the marks on both of her arms.
She turned around and applied it to her back as well.
As I looked at the red lines drawn irregularly on her pure white back, blood rushed to her head.
At the same time, the blood rushed to my crotch when I saw my breasts sticking out to the side and forming a round line even when viewed from behind.
Really, why did this suddenly become so big?
I’m going crazy with curiosity.
As the blood flowed back and forth between my head and my crotch, my heart grew hot and cold for several tens of seconds.
In the end, all that was left was the sexual desire to hug that desirable piece of flesh from behind and massage it.
And his fingers wiggle as if he wants to go as soon as he gives an order…
Not this. Fuck. No. That’s right. A little. Fuck. Just be patient. Fuck me, bastard. Before I cut off your balls.
… It was Ham who was on the side of Vivina who ended up like this through something that wasn’t her fault.
“You’re sick, but there’s nowhere to hide it, right?”
“Uh, nothing…”
“Really?”
“Really…”
“That’s Okay. Then. “Please tell me later.”
“…”
In the atmosphere that became heavier again, I finished applying her medicine and took off my clothes.
“There’s nothing to do, so should we just chat?”
She said, sitting down on the bed.
It’s a shabby room with nothing but a bed and a table anyway, so the only thing I can say is stories.
Both of us have already slept well and are not tired, especially since we both have a lot to say.
Above all, we need to relieve this heavy atmosphere.
Bibina suffers from typical PTSD and depression.
The scary thing about her depression is that depression brings more depression.
There is a need to change her mood, even if it is by force.
I have to act like a clown and make him not depressed.
“Uh, yeah…”
Bibi nodding her head
He came next to me and sat side by side on the bed.
“…”
“…”
Why are you nervous?
Also, am I a virgin because I keep having dirty thoughts? I can’t count the number of times I’ve touched a woman?
Is it because I’ve never been in a relationship, including in the world I lived in before?
What kind of hybrid is this, a mother-son rape sex offender? Life. Ha…
“… Peh, Perry.”
While I was thinking about useless things, Vivina was the first to open her mouth. I answered.
“Yes.”
“… Pa, can I fold my arms…?”
“… Now?”
I asked back without realizing it.
You’ve already cried so hard while being held by me so many times that you asked so carefully when I just crossed my arms.
Even though I thought I was still uncomfortable, I thought that I was like a quiet Bibina except when I was working.
Thanks to this, my tension eased, so I crossed my arms in my direction and spoke.
“How many times have you held me in your arms and asked me to be so careful about crossing your arms? “Then can I hold your hand?”
“Everything, of course, I like it…!!”
“Then I won’t hesitate.”
Bibi held my free hand with her free hand. In the form of pinching one another.
Then, Bibi also crossed her arms tightly and carefully rested her head on my shoulder.
The gap between our shoulders, which had been slightly wide open between us, has completely closed.
“… I didn’t know it would end up like this.”
“What, what…?”
“I never thought I’d end up hanging out with you like this, wrapping my arms around her and holding her hand. I didn’t know it would turn out this way. Among the misfortunes, the misfortune is too great to say that it is a good thing.”
“Thank goodness… Perry, if you hadn’t come, I… I would have had a really hard time…”
“If you say that, it’s worth the effort.”
“… Peh, Perry.”
“Yes.”
“… You don’t have to call me leader anymore… I’m not the leader anymore… And don’t… There’s no need to be formal…”
That is correct.
Now Bibi and I are not in a hierarchical relationship.
There is no need to use the title ‘leader’, which has become a bad memory.
“All right. Then I’ll call her sister. Speak comfortably. Sister. Bibina sister.”
“… Yes.”
“I suddenly have a sister.”
“Me too… I got a little brother. Hehe…”
A smile appeared on Vivina’s lips.
It was a smile similar to the time when we were working together and when I made a trivial joke, he accepted it with the same triviality. It was nice to meet you.
The conversation continued with momentum.
“Damn… No. Sister. “I made a plan, would you like to hear it?”
“A, plan…?”
“Yes. Plan.”
I laid out the plan I made while making the medicine earlier.
At this inn, Bibina will stay until she recovers somewhat.
After recovering, she immediately leaves her capital and heads to a less crowded outskirt town.
From there she braces herself for the long journey, which will take her out of the country and look for a place to settle down. If possible, go to a quiet place.
She saves money by working in the village where she has settled.
As for Naya Potion, she is confident that she can work anywhere and receive good pay.
Vivi is also a smart girl, so once she recovers, she can teach the village children.
After she saves enough money, she buys a house and spends her days simply running a pharmacy on the first floor of the house.
Act 3 of the ideal life I want in another world.
And Bibina, who was with us in the third act.
“How about…?”
I hope she likes it.
It is my long-time wish, and Bibi, who has become a traitor anyway, can only face hardships if she lives in this country. She would rather have a fresh start in a new place.
“Joe, okay. I love it…!”
Fortunately, Bibina’s response was good.
Her expression was bright.
I asked back happily.
“Really?”
“Yeah… I know… Furthermore, I think I’ll be happy…”
“I’m glad. Then we can just follow the plan.”
I agreed, thinking that a positive answer would follow.
But Bibina did not answer.
“…”
Instead, he made a reluctant expression.
She opens her mouth as if she has something to say.
In the end, she couldn’t speak, and she looked sad again.
I asked carefully.
“What’s wrong?”
“… Peh, Perry.”
“Yes.”
“… I won’t abandon you… Really…? No matter what I say…?”
“…”
What am I trying to say that makes me so anxious?
Is there something I haven’t said yet?
“Yes. I will never throw it away.”
Although I was worried, I nodded for now.
Hesitating now will only cause Bibina anxiety.
Bibina thought for a while longer and then started talking.
She said the reason she was released was most likely to make an example of what happens to her traitors.
So she may have a pursuer attached to her.
If I make a mistake, I can get caught up in it too.
She was originally scared and tried to hide it, but when she saw my expression talking about our future together, she felt guilty.
After hearing the whole story, I was worried.
The thought ‘It could be so’ and the thought ‘It’s a delusion of grandeur’ collided.
The weight was focused on the latter.
If they really wanted to set an example, there would be no reason to release them rather than publicly execute them in the streets.
Still, if it were me, I would have thought about the former possibility and acted.
There is less risk in assuming the worst case.
But I have no intention of doing so now.
“It’s a delusion.”
He said with confidence.
Bibina looked like she was about to retort, but she cut him off and spoke.
“It’s definitely a delusion of grandeur. No matter how much he was involved in the crime of rebellion, he had a reputation to begin with, and the entire people know that he was unfairly implicated because of his father’s fault, so if a harsher punishment were imposed, the public sentiment would not remain silent.”
“B-but…”
“It’s already scary because it’s right after the uprising, but there’s no way they would do something that would damage public opinion. If he really wanted to do that, he wouldn’t have let it go in the first place. So don’t think such useless things.”
“… Is that so…?”
Hope appeared on Vivina’s face.
If something you want to believe to be true is encouraged by someone else, it’s natural to believe it. Because I want to be comfortable.
This is especially true if you are mentally unstable, like Bibina is now.
Good. Let’s push it like this.
“Huh. It’s unconditional. Must. What else can I say? In vain. “You were surprised.”
“… Yes! ㄴ, I… I guess I had delusions of grandeur… I’m… This is strange…”
“Then you’re coming with me, right?”
A question I asked to hastily conclude this topic.
Vivi I nodded at her several times with a serious expression.
It was cute.
But to my shame, my eyes followed her breasts as they swayed in time with her nods.
The deep collarbones and deep cleavage visible around the sibori stretched out when I wear the shabby white t-shirt I use as pajamas.
Breasts that cannot hide their attractiveness at all with a thin white cloth.
Plus, there’s a raised ridge from not wearing underwear.
‘Is it okay if I ask…?’
I couldn’t hold back my curiosity any longer.
“… That older sister. “Can I ask you something?”
“Yes? W-what is it…?”
“… Chest.”
“…”
A question that would make Vivi or her think, ‘This is what you’re trying to do.’
“Uh, uhm…” He answered and bit her mouth as if he was nervous.
I feel like I’m going to lose my mind because of that reaction.
But she held back and asked a question.
“It seems like it’s gotten bigger. Right…?”
“… It’s bigger, it’s not that it’s bigger.”
“… Then?”
“… That. When I was working… It was uncomfortable… And a burden… So I wore a compression vest…”
I understand.
If you are this desirable, it will be a nuisance to work as a knight commander.
It’s obvious that it will become the butt of the members’ dirty jokes.
I’ve heard that some of the division commanders here use their feminine charms to boost morale, but it doesn’t suit her personality.
So she just hid it.
Since I’ve never heard anything like, ‘It was amazing before,’ she must have been hiding it since she was in knight school…
Even I, the person closest to him, didn’t know, so it was hidden so thoroughly.
… Now, wait a minute.
Even though she frequently wears a compression vest, she has grown this much…
So, what if I just left it alone…?
She’s still grasping it, and it feels like it’s going to come out between her fingers…
“… Peh, Perry.”
“Ah.”
She could barely come to her senses because Bibina crossed her arms and covered her chest.
The problem is that her big breasts are already gathered and pressed together, making her look even sexier.
“Sorry. Without even knowing.”
“Oh, no…! “I said I would do anything… So I thought of all that… I’ll take it off…”
“… I’ll try to endure it today.”
“Ah, you don’t have to endure it…! My body… Do you like it…? See, I can repay you… I’m glad…”
“… If you do this, it seems like I only helped you for this purpose.”
“Well, don’t think like that!! Never!!”
Bibi shaking her head violently
But I still felt uncomfortable.
“You know what I did to the bandits, are you really okay with that?”
The bandits violated numerous women.
It was what the situation called for, but I can’t say she didn’t enjoy it one bit.
Rather, the desire created by ‘Sadism 1Lv’ was completely resolved.
So, after being rescued from the bandits and starting a new life, he became celibate.
I felt guilty, and I didn’t want to be swayed by an unknown status window called ‘sadism’ and become a fool.
I’ve never even been to that common custom shop.
That’s why the current situation is so unbearable.
I feel like my suppressed and repressed sexual desire will explode.
Still, I have to endure it. I have to endure it…
-Sweet
I took a deep breath.
Because Bibina suddenly started taking off her white t-shirt.
I said I would endure it and endure it, but in the end, I was honest about my sexual desires and couldn’t stop Vivina like that.
The t-shirt went up, revealing a slim waist.
As she completely took off her t-shirt, her vulgar breasts that seemed to fit in both hands were revealed.
I couldn’t look away from the two lewd pieces of flesh showing off their pretty pink nipples.
“… Ah… Ah, hug me…”
And shy words of temptation from a woman with bright red cheeks and ears.
-Sudden
There was a sound of something breaking in my head.
I decided not to tolerate it any longer.
Honestly, how can I tolerate this? Fuck you.
