Chapter 3 – 1. Elavi Bibina (3)
‘You’re completely asleep, right?’
On the bed.
I waved my palm over the face of Vivina, who was lying right next to me.
After confirming that she was soundly asleep, I was relieved and got down on the bed so as not to wake Vivina.
“Haa…”
I sighed out of fatigue in many ways.
The physical fatigue accumulated from running day and night for 5 days to reach the capital until today.
The mental fatigue I felt from comforting a crying Bibina.
In addition, I felt tired from suppressing the naughty delusions that kept coming to me while I went into the bathroom with Bibi and lay next to her until she fell asleep.
“Captain. Were you tortured?”
About an hour ago, she went into the bathroom together with Bibi, who said she never wanted to leave.
As she took off her mop-like robe, I carefully asked about the whip marks on Bibina’s arms and legs.
Vivi I hesitated for a moment and then nodded.
“When being interrogated… A little…”
“… I’ll apply the medicine later.”
“… I’m sorry.”
“…”
I endured the dull feeling I felt again and took a dip in the bathtub.
The bad feelings didn’t last long.
No matter how much I turn and look, I can’t help but feel dirty thoughts when the woman I love is washing her body right behind me.
Every time I heard the sound of rushing water, I could see the white, curvy body that I had seen when Bibina took off her robe earlier, barely covering the important parts with her tattered underwear.
And above all.
‘… Why did it get bigger?’
Among them, Vivina’s breasts caught my eye.
It was never small before, but it wasn’t at the level of ‘it’s different when you look at it’.
The breasts are obviously bigger than before and so desirable that you can fill one in both hands.
The peak marks sticking out of the top of the fabric were a bonus.
What is it?
What is it really?
Does it make sense?
Could it be that he ate Pungyu pills in prison?
She was going crazy with curiosity, but she couldn’t bear to ask.
It just goes crazy in her head.
The agony continued even outside the bathroom.
When you lie down in bed together because you can’t resist the flock that asks you to stay by your side until you fall asleep.
The glimmering lips before her eyes, the smell of the flesh of a woman who had just taken a bath. The feel of flesh being touched sparingly.
I thought she was going crazy in many ways. Of course, she had an erection. Fuck.
“It’s not sympathy, it’s real. Ha…”
Muttering her self-destruction quietly, I carefully left the room so as not to wake Vivina.
“Ah, the waiter over there.”
“Yes?”
Luckily, I gave a tip to a clerk who was just passing by in the hallway and asked him to run an errand for me.
As I came back to the room and was waiting, there was a knock on the door.
When I went out, the medicinal herbs I had requested were placed next to the door.
I immediately started working with a portable potion manufacturing kit.
First, herbs that help relieve anxiety were boiled in an alcohol lamp and scented.
Next, we began work on making a potion by boiling herbs with strong sedative effects and diluting them to reduce the addictive effect.
It is a medicine that is recognized in this world where the concept of psychiatry is rare and helps with anxiety for soldiers returning from war.
As a bonus, we also made wound medicine to prevent whip marks from becoming scars. Also, a tonic system to protect the body.
I thought about many things while making the potion.
PTSD.
Post-traumatic stress disorder.
Symptoms of mental abnormality after a major shock.
Bibina is experiencing a syndrome that was called that in the world she lived in before.
A situation where you are pushed to the limit mentally and want to depend on anything.
I just happened to appear at that time.
We worked together for a long time.
She knows that she has feelings for her enough to say, ‘I’m sorry I couldn’t accept your feelings.’
A man to whom he had shown great grace.
As a bonus, I am quite handsome in this world.
A blessed combination of a handsome young man with a slightly decadent taste, tall, and muscular body.
Of course, as soon as I came to this world, I was a slave to the bandits, and I was strictly abstinent during my time as a knight, so I had no use for it…
Anyway, it’s natural that Bibina wants to rely on me.
So, I plan to embrace Vivina.
The benefactor who saved me from being caught by a gang of thieves and unable to die.
A gift that taught a fool who didn’t know anything about the common sense of this world, one by one, saying, ‘You must have something going on, too.’
In addition, she is beautiful in the style of a neat girl, and her body is also crazy. I loved you before, but I love you more. Fuck. Daisuki.
The moment she sees such a woman going somewhere and being rude, she is confident that she will immediately bite her tongue.
There is no problem in terms of finances either.
Since I am confident in my herbalism and pharmacy skills, I am confident that I can make a living for two no matter where I go.
It would be a good idea to run a small pharmacy in a small city or go to a village and sell medicinal herbs to focus on the stability of Bibina.
Even in the world where she originally lived, I have heard that when her family or lover gets sick, she goes to the quiet countryside.
The thoughts continued.
‘Would it be a good idea to say that I’m from another world?’
It’s been a while since I opened the status window.
『Name: Perry
『Race: Human』
『Gender: Male』
『Alignment and abilities: Herbalism and potion talent 1Lv, regular recovery 1Lv, sadism 1Lv
A simple status window appeared before my eyes.
The only proof that I, who fell into this world without any reason, can recognize that my previous memories were not dreams.
I don’t know if it has a function such as raising ability points or not, but I haven’t found it, but it’s a useless jar that I don’t even open.
Since it’s been a while since I opened it, I wondered if anything had changed, so I clicked on the ‘Propensities and Abilities’ item to display detailed information.
「’Herbology and Potion Talent 1Lv’
Shows exceptional talent in fields related to herbal medicine and potion making. Have high talent and ability to acquire knowledge and skills in the relevant field.”
「’Regular recovery 1Lv’
Stamina and recovery are very good. It has a very strong immunity to fatigue and various diseases, and is also resistant to poisons and drugs.”
「’Sadism 1Lv’
He is a natural sadist. It creates synergy with ‘regular recovery’ and gives you more energy than you can imagine. Furthermore, it provides intense pleasure to the woman having sex.”
As expected, nothing has changed. I didn’t even expect it.
Anyway, it’s ridiculous to look at it again.
Number 1 is objectively useful, and thanks to number 2, I survived the hell of being fed narcotic drugs like rice, so let’s say so.
What on earth is number 3?
It seems like a pervert storyteller couldn’t overcome his desire and insisted on setting it up. Fuck.
What is synergy? Don’t you have any skills? Why are there levels if there are no skill points? Give me skill points.
No, in the first place, if you had the ability to help in the fight in the place of ‘sadism’, you defeated all the bandits and escaped…
“Ha.”
As I thought about it, I got angry and turned off the status window.
I took a deep breath to calm my anger and started thinking again.
“… What should I really do?”
I don’t have to be honest.
But no matter how much I hide it, it’s clear that people will find it strange that I barely eat or sleep because of ‘regular recovery level 1’.
Also, even when having sex, I don’t have the confidence to endure ‘Sadism Level 1’.
Afterward, I thought about the problem some more, but no conclusion was reached.
In the end, I forced myself to conclude that I should take a closer look. Well, I have plenty of time.
“I’m done.”
Potion manufacturing is complete.
Nervous tranquilizers and scar medicine. As a bonus, it is perfect as a tonic to replenish your weakened body. When he wakes up, I can check his condition and feed him.
I looked out the window while stretching.
The sunset was setting. It’s already like this.
Vivina is still sleeping. It’s a good thing.
Her eyelids felt heavy.
Although I felt comfortable without sleep and rest due to ‘regular recovery,’ it was still too much to travel for 5 days without rest.
I laid down on the table and closed my eyes.
She’s right about this because if I crawl next to Bibi or her right now, I won’t be able to sleep because of my pounding.
* * *
Vivi I woke up feeling like I had slept well for the first time in a long time.
And the moment I realized that Perry wasn’t next to me, I was so shocked that my heart dropped, and the moment I saw Perry sleeping face down on the table, I was so relieved that my whole body relaxed.
“Ugh…”
I tried to suppress my pounding heart.
However, once the feeling of fear rose, it did not subside easily and tormented Vivina deeply.
With her eyes tightly closed, she repeated, ‘There’s a ferry.’ It was only after taking a long deep breath that she was finally able to calm down.
“…”
Bibi got out of her bed and put the blanket on her Perry’s shoulders.
And she sat right next to her on the ferry.
She knew she might wake up, but she couldn’t help it.
She wanted to be as close to Perry as possible. That way, she felt at ease.
‘… About.’
The medicine on the table caught her eye.
It looks like Perry made it.
I realized too late that the scent of her herbs was burning on the shelf next to her bed.
She remembers seeing Perry smoking in a hospital room where injured soldiers were gathered.
You paid a lot of attention.
Well, it’s natural that there was such a fuss.
It must have taken a great deal of effort for her to find out about her release date and come to the capital in the first place.
She was grateful.
And she was sorry. To the point of tears.
I wanted to be held in her arms again.
But I didn’t want to wake her, so I held back.
She looked at the side of her face instead.
A man who brought in and took care of a drug bottle that was not recognized by the higher-ups when he was trying to use it at his own expense, thinking ‘he could use it cheaply.’
Afterward, while investigating the criminal activities of the thieves, I became worried as a woman after learning how they committed the crimes against the women who were taken into the teaching assistant’s room.
However, it seemed as if such concerns were unfounded, and Perry worked faithfully as a pharmacist and later as a pharmacy officer without causing any problems.
He had a lot of experience working in groups and gave me a lot of advice. He was good as a soldier, but he was not a good commander, so he actually took on the role of adjutant.
A man whose past is unclear and who seems to have many stories, but is clearly trustworthy.
I felt proud that a man like that expressed interest in me. He said, ‘He likes me even though I’m a handsome man who doesn’t know how to dress up or be cute.’
Later on, I often delusional, thinking, ‘I can’t do it now, but someday when I retire…’
That’s why I know.
He said it was right for him to leave.
It would have been okay if it had been Bibina, the knight commander.
Anyway, because I have honor and status.
But now, Bibina is just a completely broken woman.
On top of that, he should have been executed for treason, but he is still alive, somehow.
The reason it is kept alive is probably to set an example for the entire kingdom to know that ‘this is what happens to traitors.’
It’s a guess, but the possibility is very high. Otherwise, why would you let a traitor live?
You never know what you might get caught up in.
If Perry is with him when he is discovered, he will definitely be involved.
I also have to leave.
We have to leave now while Perry is sleeping.
But.
‘… I don’t like it.’
Every day I spent in prison.
I had a fit of fear that came at me all the time, and fell asleep, exhausted.
When I briefly came to my senses, I lamented, ‘I’d rather go crazy and not even now I’m crazy.’
But everything changed just because Perry was by her side.
With Perry by her side, she was able to sleep soundly.
Earlier, when she wiped away her tears and hugged me, she felt an indescribable warmth.
As soon as I got out of prison, I was scared of the Black Knights who might or might not be there and tried to run away, but the embrace that suddenly appeared and hugged me was so warm.
It was a life where I couldn’t rely on anyone.
Now I want to lean on someone.
And I hope that someone is Perry.
‘… Selfish bitch.’
I felt disillusioned with myself as I wasted time.
Although he knows Perry’s feelings for him, he pushes him away for various reasons, saying ‘not now’, and when it becomes necessary, he pretends to be pitiful and threatens her with tears.
Bibi That’s how she felt about herself, and knowing that Perry wouldn’t think that way made her even more guilty.
‘… As expected, there is nothing but the body.’
In order to wash away one’s guilt, a corresponding price must be paid.
What Vivina, who has nothing, can give to her Perry.
No matter how much I thought about it, there was only my body.
If so, I can give it to you.
You can give it a hundred times, a thousand times, ten thousand times.
No.
I wish I could hug you.
I want you to hug me, love me, and reassure me that I won’t abandon you like everyone else.
Perry is a kind person now, but if he continues to look at my pitiful state, all feelings of love for him will surely fade away.
In order not to do that, you need something to hold on to.
Okay. That’s right.
Perry coveted countless women when he was captured by a gang of thieves.
So, I’m just holding on, and I’m sure I’ll still be lusting after the color.
When he saw my body with the hood off earlier, his eyes opened wide, and he became restless when he was lying next to me.
So all I have to do is do well. By tempting me. I somehow managed to seduce a woman who liked Perry…
‘… A shallow bitch.’
The moment she realized that she was thinking like a prostitute, Bibina cursed under her breath.
But what can I do?
In return for taking back my broken self.
Also holding on so that it doesn’t get thrown away.
What can I do when the only thing I can use is my body?
And above all.
Truly more than anything else.
Even though Perry treated me so kindly, the fact that I was only having these dirty thoughts seemed like clear evidence that I had truly gone crazy, and I was so scared.
…
…
“… Hmm.”
Perry, who had been lying down, got up.
Then she suddenly felt like she was popular and turned her head, and as soon as she saw Bibina shedding tears without saying a word, she was startled.
“All right, Captain…! Oh, why are you crying again? “Where does it hurt?”
“… Peh, Perry.”
“N-yes! Speak…!”
“… Go, stay with me…”
“…”
Perry was silent.
Bibi continued to speak with her head down, as if she had no reason to raise her face.
“I’ll do it well… Ha, I’ll do it… Well, please… Please… Ugh…”
“Okay.”
The affirmative reply came back before she even finished speaking.
Vivi wondered if she had heard wrong. I lifted her head and looked at her ferry.
Perry said, looking down at Bibina.
“I’m not going back on what you said. Now.”
“… Haa… Ugh…”
“So stop crying. No, no. I’m crying. If you hold back, you will get sick. I’m crying loudly. Boom boom.”
“Oh, no… Ah, I won’t cry…! Hmm…! Hmm…”
Bibina is desperately trying to hold back her tears.
Perry chuckled as he looked at that.
Vivi, who saw that smile, cried and laughed along with her tears.
It was my first smile in a long time.
And it was the first time we had seen each other smile in a long time.
