Chapter 601 – Part 2 14. Silent Night (1)
Part 2 14. Silent Night (1)
It is said that the number of people who do not believe in religion has recently increased in the United States, which seemed to be the center of Christianity. The younger class, who often encounter things that can be called ‘scientific’ in their daily lives, are especially likely to think of themselves as separate from Christianity. Christianity is still the world’s largest religion, but the world continues to change.
But funny enough, non-religious people are also living under the influence of Christianity. Even the concept of a weekend as a holiday or global standards such as B.C. And A.D. Cannot erase the influence of Christianity. Sometimes, it’s so familiar that you even get the illusion that this concept is unique to the culture you belong to.
Among them, the one that has the strongest influence and stands out as uniquely ‘Christian’ is Christmas. The old man in red who was handing out gifts was a Christian saint, and the songs echoing throughout the place were actually praising the Lord. In fact, this is not the true birthday of Jesus, but Christmas is a celebration of the fact that the greatest symbol of Christianity was born on this day.
Regardless of religion, even people who go beyond the level and even hate Christianity enjoy Christmas as if it were a given. The only religious holidays established by the state are those of Christianity, which settled in this land less than 300 years ago, and those of Buddhism, which first met our people in the ‘300s’ and has remained with us ever since. So how can we say that Christianity’s influence is not great?
I don’t believe in any religion and have no interest in it in the first place, but like most Koreans, I love Christmas. When I was young, despite my not-so-good family circumstances, I was sure to receive gifts on this day, and as I grew older, I couldn’t help but be happy about the existence of a holiday that was absolutely guaranteed.
But today, for the first time in my life, I am not happy about Christmas. Even with a large gift box in front of me, the emotions I felt were not joyed, but tension and anxiety. Ah, I agreed and ended up choosing this gift. Will there be the person I want inside?
Christmas is Friday. Lee Yul suggested a trip to a pension on Friday and Saturday for me, or more specifically, my family. The location was the pension that Chaekyung and I went to around this time last year. This time, it wasn’t just me and Chae-kyung, but our entire family, and Chae-kyung and himself would go together.
I refused because I was too reluctant, but this was not an offer, but a notification, a confirmation of the facts. He had already told my grandfather and mother about this plan without my knowledge and made it a fait accompli. Even though her mother was upset but liked him, why on earth did her grandfather agree to this? I felt a chill running down my back because you were also a person with just as sinister intentions as Lee Yul.
Chae-kyung said that if I went, she would go too, but it seemed like she had already agreed to go with Lee Yul. Junhee usually doesn’t pay much attention to group events like this. But this time, since her grandfather gave his consent, Junhee will also follow.
Since everything was already going on except for me, I had no choice but to participate. However, since I had no intention of being dragged around like a pet being put in a cage and following its owner everywhere, I called Lee Yul aside and interrogated him. What on earth is this plan, and why did they come up with this ‘combination’?
Surprisingly, Lee Yul obediently told everything. It’s not impossible that he lied, but it was enough to say that he revealed everything. In fact, the problem that was more serious than Lee Yul’s plan was myself. His plan, which seemed to prove the bottom of humanity, was a very shameful and self-destructive story, but I was excited.
My silent answer meant approval. I’m not there at that obviously terrible scene? It’s much more scary than participating and seeing the depravity with my own eyes. In the end, time passed without a clear statement of intention, and today we ended up gathering at the pension.
Grandpa, Mom, me and Junhee. There are two people who are not family members: Chae-kyung and Lee Yul. Three men, three women. Although it is not appropriate to call them that distinction, three couples, a man and a woman, set off on a journey.
Grandpa has sex with Junhee. I also had sex with Junhee. Chaekyung has dated two men at the same time, Lee Yul and me, and her mom even has experience with all three men here. The relationship is so complicated that my head is pounding. But the headache was just beginning.
Lee Yul said he had something to prepare with his women, so he kicked me and his grandfather out of the dorm. They say that grandparents love their grandchildren more than anyone else, but my relationship with my grandfather was nothing more than an unpleasant potential rival. Still, since he treats his granddaughter as a terrible person, is that half true? While thinking about such trash, I slowly walked up the path I walked last year.
Thirty minutes? Forty minutes? After about that amount of time, a call comes to my cell phone. Of course, the sender is Lee Yul. A smiling face comes to mind from his voice telling me to return to my dorm now. Annoying bastard. I didn’t want to think of the man’s face, but especially Lee Yul. My teeth are shaking.
To be honest, I didn’t feel like walking, so I trudged slowly and returned to the pension, where my grandfather was waiting for me inside. Lee Yul came out of the bathroom after wiping his hands and asked my grandfather and me, who were standing awkwardly, to leave the pension again.
“? Where are you going? “Where has everyone gone?”
“I’m waiting in the other room. First, I just borrowed it for today. We hold events there, and come and sleep here.”
“Event?”
I had no idea what was going on, but I had no choice but to follow him. Unlike me, who is always disapproving, my grandfather quietly does as he is told. However, it was clear that you were also wary of this frivolous grandson of the same age.
In another building following Lee Yul, I was able to find the three large gift boxes I was talking about. In front, there were red and green gift boxes with a Christmas feel, and in the back, there were three beds that looked as if they were made for six people. At this point, you can get a sense of what will happen next. The key is not what you do, but ‘who does it with whom.’
I decided to leave it to luck to decide. As Lee Yul declared, we men must choose a partner without knowing who the partner is. A gift box big enough for one person. Hidden inside it are Mom, Junhee, and Chaekyung. We have to check a box without receiving any information. The partner you choose will become your Christmas lover until you return home tomorrow.
Everyone in the box is precious to me. Mom is the person who gave birth to me. Junhee is my only younger sister. Chaekyung is the woman I love the most, even though she has settled into a twisted relationship. My mother, a woman named Kim Hee-joo, and I went beyond a simple relationship between mother and son and became a relationship between a man and a woman, and while we should not accept that, the reality is that we can’t turn it into something that never happened. Rather, now, even more so, she wanted to protect her mother.
Junhee and I became estranged for a while, but just like we did throughout our 20 years of life, the siblings cared for each other more than anyone else, even if they didn’t express it in words or actions. A precious person who cannot be given up to anyone. She is my precious little sister that I must protect, and I am also Junhee’s only older brother in the world.
But what I wanted to find most here and now was Chae-kyung. Not long ago, I lost Chaekyung to a black man with no roots in the same space. I still can’t forget Chaekyung’s happy face at that time. Although I cannot deny that the fact that Chae-kyung was fucked by a black man’s big cock aroused me, and that I masturbated several times while thinking back to that time, that does not mean that I am happy to have been taken away.
Strictly speaking, what I want is not for me to have sex with Chaekyung. What I really hope is that Chae-kyung doesn’t have sex with another man in front of her mother and Jun-hee. There was something like intuition. Chaekyung is the only woman who was completely mine. If she were to be taken away by another man in front of her mother and Junhee, an indelible recognition would be engraved on her who loved her. Junhyung Lee gets his woman taken away. If it doesn’t happen by forcing it to happen at the hands of another man, and if they even recognize that it’s right, I’ll probably lose everything.
Naturally, Chae-kyung doesn’t want to show her incest in front of her. If she did that, she would be treated like a complete crazy person. But more than not wanting her girlfriend to see me having sex with my mom or sister, I was more afraid of making them think that I was losing my girlfriend. There was no time left for me to distinguish between what was more important and what was less important.
It was a terrible thing for my mother and her sister, but the ideal situation for me would have been to hand them over to another man. Mom is with Lee Yul, and Junhee is with her grandfather. Anyway, my mother and Lee Yul have been together ever since, and my grandfather and Jun-hee were an openly incestuous couple in our family. That was the way it was, and if it was a relationship that wasn’t that new, I wouldn’t have anything new to worry about. I can take Chaekyung and still remain as a male who protects what is ‘mine.’ It’s a truly pathetic and pitiful plan, but it’s my situation that I need to be recognized as such.
