Chapter 479 – Part 2 5. The Disintegration of the Family (1)
Part 2 5. Family breakdown (1)
“What!?”
He grins at me as I turn away unable to overcome the provocation.
“I can’t even have sex, I lost my girlfriend. You can’t even hit that stolen bastard. Do you think I’ll listen to you saying, ‘Oh, okay, I won’t touch you again’ if you leave the threat like this?”
“This bastard…!”
“You idiot, at least have sex.”
“What?”
“I’m going to have sex with Chae-kyung, so do it. Aren’t you an idiot who can’t eat even if you give it to him?”
I closed my mouth. It was so absurd that I couldn’t think of what to answer.
“Are you going to lose your girlfriend and leave without having sex? Are you going to just keep living like an idiot?”
“…”
“If you have nothing to gain and nothing to lose anyway, have sex. At least have sex with Chae-kyung, who cheated on you and cheated on you.”
I have nothing to say. But this time it wasn’t out of anger and bewilderment. Have sex with Chae-kyung. He’s telling me he’ll let me do it. I don’t know what kind of trick this is again, or what kind of trap I’m digging this time, but my reason doesn’t work properly. I want to have sex with Chae-kyung again.
“Are you going to lose everything? Pick up and eat the dog’s comments, you lacking bastard. Say it. What are you going to do?”
“…”
“If you ask me, will you have sex with Chaekyung?”
“…Will do.”
The answer came without me knowing. Chae-kyung, Chae-kyung who betrayed me. Chae-kyung carved the scars that still remain on my side. I want to get revenge on Chae-kyung. I want to put Chae-kyung under me like Yi-yul and eat her up.
“Say. I will have sex with Jung Chae-kyung.”
“I’ll do it with Jung Chae-kyung…”
“Say it straight, you asshole.”
“I’m going to have sex with Jung Chae-kyung!”
Lee Yul smiled meanly as if he had acquired a warrior who had fallen into evil as a disciple. I didn’t know why this bastard was doing this to me, but I wanted to give in to his temptations and provocations.
“I will contact you later. I’m waiting, it’s a baby. “
Lee Yul patted me on the shoulder as if encouraging a player who was aiming for a revival game. The guy who went out on the road I was going to looked around and pointed to one side and called me.
“Hey~ I think there’s a bus stop over there.”
“…”
I was staring blankly at the officetel in front of me, then took a deep breath and turned around. After exhaling the air circulating through my lungs, I walked forward. Now I really, really don’t know what the heck is going to happen. Yi-yul, Lee-yul, I couldn’t get rid of the feeling of playing in the palm of that bastard’s palm, but somehow I felt like I could really do as he said with Chae-kyung.
The uncomfortable thing was not only the time with Yi-yul. After returning home, I went into my room and lay down on the bed, then I fell asleep, and when I woke up after the sun went down, I couldn’t look straight at my mother’s face. It was the same with my mother, and I could tell for sure from the way she couldn’t even talk to me except for really essential things, let alone look at me. She knew that her mother already knew the man there was me.
Should I say fortunately, when her grandfather is not around, even mom doesn’t force us to eat dinner. Our dinner time doesn’t match well with our mother who comes home from work to do housework again, and Junhee doesn’t have much appetite, so he often skips meals even though he doesn’t go on a diet. In the first place, it is to the point of doubting whether Junhee was greedy for anything.
In fact, I-I shouldn’t say it-I was hungry because my mother had drained some of her stamina. Even so, I couldn’t go out of the room where my mother was working, going back and forth between the living room and the kitchen. I also like good food, but I’m not a glutton, so there was nothing to eat in the room. Even when I turn on the computer, I am hungry and I cannot concentrate on the game, and when I lie back in bed, I cannot fall asleep, probably because I took a nap earlier. Besides, when I am absentmindedly, the naughty image of my mother that keeps coming to mind bothers me. There was no comfortable place for me either inside or outside.
Thoughts tend to accelerate the more you try to stop them. At night when you see a scary movie and get under the covers, whether you want it or not, you think of the monster in the movie, its terrifying atmosphere, and the horrible victims. Then you can’t sleep Even if you try to deny that such a thing exists, or even if you try to tell yourself that it’s all just trivial computer graphics, it keeps popping up in your head.
My imagination is getting stronger, and it feels like a hand is going to pull my body from outside this blanket right now, and it feels like a black-haired woman hiding out of sight by her bedside is looking at me with piercing eyes. Sleep doesn’t come The more I imagined it, the more frightened and frightened her body trembled. Pulling the blanket up to my chin and trying to crouch with my limbs in it, I think I’m safe. It gets a little better, but it’s still hard to shake the thought.
It was the same thought that dominated me now. The image of a mother who keeps coming to mind. The figure of Lee Yul, who entered it as if he were a high-end supporting actor and did not intend to leave. I had to keep my eyes open as my mother, who served me and made me happy, went to Lee Yul when she wanted to be happy. I know why, but I still want to ask. Why didn’t she choose me? I wanted to ask if Lee Yul was more suitable as a sex partner than me.
Once you reach that point, you can’t stop this delusion. I somehow fantasized about turning her mom back towards me. Ignoring him clinging to her mother with her cock exposed from the other side of her, her mother comes to me. She gently hugs me and then asks what she wants from me. Let’s not answer Words here are just impurities that ruin the atmosphere. Even when she is still, her mother strokes her chest with her beautiful hands, and she wraps around my erect penis. Shaking it gently, my mother smiles at me. The smile she had always seen had never been as terrifying as it is now.
Mother’s face slowly approaching. It is hard to believe that she is a widow with two children who is now in her 40s. Her woman’s age could be seen in her wrinkles, and her mother’s neck and eyes didn’t even show the usual age spots.
With her soft smile, her mother closed her eyes slightly. Understanding what she meant, I lifted her arm around her mother’s waist and lightly kissed her on the lips. Lee Yul is looking at us. If so, you cannot be satisfied with this. I need more kisses than that bastard ever did. I kissed her mother again, sticking her tongue out.
– Brother.
“Uh!?”
Wake up from delusion The voice that called me outside the door belonged to my younger sister, Junhee. I quickly brought a thin blanket and covered my lower body. To be honest, it’s not a big deal, but there’s no way I can’t see that rise now that I’m wearing boxer shorts.
“Why?”
– Are not you hungry? Mum wants something to eat
“Are you outside Mom?”
– No, to the room.
“Uh… Okay.”
I answered, but the presence of people outside the door did not disappear. It seems that Junhee is still in front of the door. Are you worried about your brother who skipped dinner? No, I’m not that kind of kid.
After a few seconds of silence, I hear Junhee returning from my room. It’s closer to being felt than being heard, but my brother, hesitant about something, left my room. What happened. Was there anything to talk about? If you think about it, there are still things that have not been properly completed with Junhee. It’s probably a more serious problem than my relationship with my mother, which is now twisting. We really got along and I even begged Junhee a few times. To a place where you should never do it once.
Rumor has it that there are many siblings who engage in incest, although this is a really unconfirmed story. Out of curiosity, or because they mistook the closeness of their kin for liking, or because they were really out of their minds to satisfy their sexual desires. The reason is unknown. Anyway, that’s what I heard.
Whenever such a topic came up, whether in real life or on the Internet, I cursed at me, saying that I was also a crazy person, and how could such a thing happen between siblings? However, unlike on the outside, on the inside, I was confronting Jun-hee, who was denying an impossible taboo, and I, who was imagining such a thing. When I learned about sex between a man and a woman and had such a desire in my heart, it was impossible for me not to be conscious of my voluptuous beautiful mother and beautiful and cute little sister who were right next to me.
What if Junhee approaches me first? I know with reason, but can I really reject Junhee? That kind of question arose in me from time to time, and whenever Junhee was defenselessly wearing only short clothes or underwear, I was so disgusted that I kept trying to peek at her. But instinct couldn’t stop.
Eventually, I even had that kind of relationship with Junhee, so in the end, I became the kind of person I used to curse. A deranged scum who is dominated by sexual desire and commits fornication even to his relatives. Besides, it’s not just one. To both Junhee and her mother, I did something I shouldn’t have done. Even if the situation was like that.
My heart was in so much pain, but funny enough, my erection still doesn’t go away. After recalling her mother and even the things she had with Junhee, how can I stop her unruly sexual desire from acting out of her own way? I sighed and realized that I was no longer hungry. Rather, I was filled with a desire to forget everything and go to bed due to extreme mental exhaustion.
