Chapter 452 – Part 2 3. Closely (6)
Part 2 3. Closely (6)
Even if you didn’t rub and savor these underwear, you had a reason to rummage. The string bikini that mom wore in the first video, it might be among them. It’s not entirely nonsense to say you’re going through your mother’s underwear drawer to find it.
But let’s think hard. What if you find it Seriously, what difference would it make if there was that string bikini among your mother’s underwear? Are you going to wait for her to confess everything like a great detective somewhere, saying that it’s proof that she can’t take away from her mother? Or should I take it to the police station, submit it as evidence, and report all the people involved, even those who do not know their identity? Even if you find it, nothing changes and nothing improves. It’s just a meaningless confirmation.
But my hand was already moving. As her son rummages through his mother’s underwear drawer, which she is too reluctant to touch, she pulls out her underwear one by one in the hope of finding them. I take it out, examine it, and put it back on the pretext of checking. Going crazy. I’m crazy. I know this shouldn’t be like this, but I can’t stop. Why am I doing this Have I really gone crazy? Guilt and excitement coexist and mess with my head. Stop. Stop. Let’s stop.
“… Oops!”
I put my mom’s underwear back in place and slammed her drawer shut. Now, at most, I had searched through one of her closets, but I stopped all searches and returned to my room as if to run away. Breath, breath catches in the chin. It’s painful to have your chest tight. Dislike for me and indescribable excitement. A stronger sense of self-doubt and sexual desire than when she ‘wrote’ her mother’s video. I couldn’t stand it anymore and turned on my cell phone to find the second video sent by Lee Yul.
Hee-joo met him again a few days after they had a quarrel at Lee-yul’s house and met the owner of the filming equipment separately in the parking lot. Until then, I had no intention of following his suggestion to film pornography, and I only met him because I was afraid that if I left it as it was, he would really release a video of himself and Lee Yul online. But as he listened more and more to the man, his mind became strangely inclined.
Of course, Hee-joo never wanted to shoot a video like that. However, there were so many reasons to take it seriously that I wondered, ‘Should I?’ The man gave strength to the threat that he would really circulate the video on the Internet if the most important thing, Lee Yi-yul, did not pay. Hee-joo countered that she would report it to the police, but the man only laughed. His ridicule was full of confidence, and Hee-ju also knew that her counterattack was only a bluff, so he bit his lip and there was nothing more he could do.
The man cited money as the second reason she should listen to her offer. She said that she would rather give Lee Yul her money if he would just film it, rather than accepting money from Lee Yul for filming her. Hee-joo bluntly said that she was not interested because it was like a prostitute selling her body, but the man didn’t care and said the amount he could give. And it was too much money for her to ignore completely.
He told Hee-joo that he would give her 10 million won in return for her five shoots. Ten million won. It was the equivalent of Hee-joo’s wages for half a year. It’s half a year, and after the money to be spent on living expenses, taxes, and children’s allowance goes out, there’s only a few dozen left over a month. But ten thousand won. 10 million won for taking a dirty video. Hee-joo wondered if he was worth it before he wanted to refuse.
“Ah~ sister doesn’t know what. To be honest, I can write up to 300 per episode. You’ll find out later anyway, so I’m going to say it openly in advance, but if you sell videos separately besides Labang, you can make a lot of money. We just don’t trade with fists. I mean, I send my older sister’s profile to the elders first and receive them from the older ones.”
There were a lot of terms Hee-joo didn’t know, but I could understand the gist of what he was saying. Doesn’t that mean that the money he can extract from her erotic videos is far more than the cost he suggested? It was something that made me proud that my value was that much, but it was difficult to easily understand. Hee-joo is a beauty, and he knows very well that she is pretty and full of sex appeal. However, she is no different from other pretty women who are widely spread. And she knows that it’s not hard to find risque videos if you search the internet a bit. But really, who would give her such a large amount of money in her, her, her, her video that her hands can’t reach?
“That is the world. That’s what the industry does. No, if things don’t go well, we’re the ones to lose, so why is my sister worried?”
The man giggled and laughed. It was certainly not something Hee Joo had to worry about. She didn’t mean to do it in the first place, so there’s no reason for her to struggle. However, the man’s third proposal made Hee-joo think, “Let’s go for now.”
“Disguise. I promise you a solid disguise. Everything from wigs, lenses, masks, makeup, and clothes is perfect. I’m going to use a filter to change my voice, so you won’t find out. You wouldn’t know the interest rate. Why don’t you come and get your makeup done? Actually, it’s not even such a dark industry. When you come, girls look at makeup and lighting. This is a professional job where everyone, regardless of gender, works professionally.”
It was difficult to trust the words of a man who boasted like a trivial swindler, but Hee-joo was curious to know that it was a complete disguise. How long has this man been making such a promise? If it was perfect as he said, wouldn’t it be much better than having her completely naked and her profile posted on the Internet? In addition… If you can earn a fairly large amount of money… Maybe it’s okay.
A normal, sane woman would not be tempted by such a thing. No, to be honest, there are quite a few women who are tempted by this kind of thing. It’s not necessarily abnormal when you think about how many women are having sex on the Internet right now, how many women are envious of the money they earn, and how many other women are buying sponsors instead of sex rooms and wearing luxury goods. For them, ‘sex’ is a commodity and a weapon, so making money with it is just a business. Wouldn’t it be up to you, as an adult, to decide how much value you place on your chastity?
Hee-ju raised two children as a single mother, so she knows the value of money. To her, her ten million won was not an easy temptation to shake off. She has good excuses too. If this is not done, her face without any cover will eventually be spread all over the country, her face struggling and delighted with sex with her son’s friend. What else could you do to stop it? In the end, she decided to go after the man for a seemingly complex but actually simple reason. It’s just to see. She only goes once and tries on the ‘disguise’ she boasts so much.
Take dozens of selfies. Among them, she singles out a few that she thinks come out pretty well. Erase the rest, and correct some of them with the app. Then she posts the one she likes the most on the Internet. When comments are posted, hearts increase, and people start praising that she is pretty, she looks at the picture once more. Then that’s me I am a beautiful woman who will slap a celebrity and slap a girl group in the shin.
Although not always, there are times when she feels good about her changed self in the mirror or on camera. Even though she knows that she is different from the real me who has removed all her makeup, she is surprised and says, ‘Is this me?’ She is delighted and confident. Heejoo was like that too. Her expert-looking woman gives her real ‘professional’ makeup, which she has never received before, and for the first time in her life, puts on her colored lenses and then she puts on a colorful wig. And when she looks in the mirror, she is surprised to find that she is the first lively beauty she meets there.
In her mirror, she felt youthful. It’s not that I feel like I’ve just rejuvenated, but I feel like I’ve become a girl group on TV music shows these days. Gorgeous wigs, eye colors that are impossible for Koreans, and even decadent makeup that is completely different from the usual gentle impression. Everything about her has changed her and everything about her is beautiful. Hee-joo was admiring herself in the mirror.
“How is it? You won’t even recognize your child.”
Is that enough? Maybe. It was so amazing to see her change in herself. She was so different that even people who knew her really couldn’t recognize her.
“Come over here and sit down.”
A man leads himself in front of a computer. He shows the microphone next to Hee-joo, who is sitting in front of a large desk full of all kinds of filming equipment.
“I set the filter, so tell me.”
“What are you saying… Huh!?”
Her voice entered the microphone and came back through the speaker. She is not her voice She usually says that it’s awkward to listen to a recording because her own voice that she hears is transmitted through her bones, but this wasn’t to that level. A completely different person. Maybe that kind of voice that makes you feel even more attractive. Heejoo was shocked. Technology has developed so far.
“Everyone does this. Professional full makeup, voice modification, this kind of studio is basic. Identity protection? You wouldn’t find out even if you stalked it.”
She seemed to know the source of that confidence. This is a level that would not be suspicious even if it was a completely different person. From eye color to voice, everyone is different, so how can you find the real thing? As Hee-joo is still admiring the image of herself on her computer window, a man comes up behind her and puts his hands on both her shoulders.
“How about it, did you change your mind? Why don’t you try one today. Let’s just write the contract and take one.”
That voice flows into Hee-joo’s heart, who is excited for her age. Wouldn’t it be okay if it was only one, with this changed look?
