Chapter 26 – 5. Let Him Not Know What His Left Hand Is Doing. (4)
There is nothing to enjoy in a small rural town.
5. Let him not know what the left hand is doing. (4)
Chaekyung didn’t cry. She wasn’t sad anymore. She thought soberly that she didn’t even have to cry. She confessed that she liked him, of course, and seeing her holding hands with another woman made her furious, but it wasn’t something to cry about.
I was angry. I was extremely angry. A senior from another department? Is that female professor your senior? She’s only been dating for a while and she’s already lying that she’s seeing other girls. Was Junhyung that kind of guy? Where is the man she has known for over 10 years? Who was the man she liked and loved?
But what saddens her heart the most is not the fact that he lied and met another woman, but that she still likes him so much nonetheless. Literally, the relationship and liking between the two people that has been built up over 10 years has become a very solid monument. If the feelings of dislike and hatred cut away the feelings of liking, the closer the emotion is to 0, the more comfortable it would be, but love and hate are not addition and subtraction, so it couldn’t be. We are finally being honest about each other’s feelings and are trying to date happily, so why do we have to keep cheating on each other?
Of course, of course she cheated on him too. She lied to him and before he knew it, she was out with another guy. We kissed in bars, walked away in public places, and did everything that could be called cheating. But at least she had a reason. She didn’t do anything she wanted from the beginning. But wasn’t she doing it from the bottom of her heart to kiss her female professor, lie casually to her girlfriend, and go see her female professor? He betrayed her with her mind, not her body.
Maybe she’s overthinking herself. Maybe he just noticed Chae-kyung’s dislike of her female professor and hid it. In fact, she’s a girlfriend, but the distance she had for 10 years didn’t disappear all at once, so we don’t know how far we should open up to each other. Because love is the first If you are familiar with it, there will be topics that you do not talk about naturally and considerately, and there will be parts that you know but do not ask. Is that what mature love is? Should he pretend not to know that his boyfriend accidentally lied and met another woman? She wasn’t sure
– Junhyung.
So this time I wanted to check it myself. I wanted to ask the question myself and hear the answer. He asked, ‘Do you want to meet another woman behind my back?’, And if so, she wanted to get angry at him, shout, and write evil.
– Huh?
But I was afraid to ask. What if it really is? She doubted that she would be able to hold out if she heard the answer she was thinking now.
– Do you know the senior I met at the library last time?
In the end, she couldn’t ask her directly and said in turn. Because i’m scared I was afraid of what to do with this relationship if he answered honestly and what our relationship would be like in the future.
– You probably don’t know.
– I’m not a very friendly person.
Lie. Okay. If Junhyung wants you to hide it, I won’t ask either. But then I won’t stand still.
– Yea, I got it.
– I’m a little tired today, so I’m going to sleep early. See you tomorrow.
Instead of checking Junhyung’s reply, Chaekyung opened another messenger app.
– Buy me a drink today.
Yi-yul thought. That what is to come has come If last time was a watershed moment, today is the last bet. Here you have to decide whether to call, race or fold. Her Tennie Fold, which would go out to see her, of course, is not in her options. What you go and do, and how you do it, are the only things that matter.
Wear the clothes you normally wear so that you don’t feel burdened. Instead, today I wear a slightly better perfume than I used to, and wear a more expensive watch and better shoes. In his experience, women are more sensitive to being small than to being big. I grabbed my phone and wallet and headed out the door. Today, I came home early because I wanted to hit the ball, so I ended up spending more taxi fare because it was a disaster. I am not in a position where money is tight, but I have my own economic ideas, and since I am in the position of living on my own and spending pocket money, each and every one of these things was an interest rate that bothered me.
Chaekyung was already in the room at the bar she always went to. He was already drinking soju by himself in the corner where he usually sat. Without giving a single snack. Lee Yul immediately ordered snacks from the staff who guided him and ordered an additional bottle of soju. What she was drinking now was already inhaling while blowing on her nabal.
“Hey hey hey. Calm down. Calm down and drink slowly. Then something like acute alcohol poisoning comes.”
“Why? Why? You are good too After all, it would be great if you were to blame me too!”
I was already drunk and tasted it. Lee Yul felt the thrill in his heart cool down. His preference is not to take an unpopular woman and clean up her vomit, but to a woman who accepts him of her own will, indulging in her pleasure. He had been aiming for Chae-kyung so much, but he didn’t want to touch him like this.
“Then, if you fall down, who will pick you up?”
Take her bottle Chae-kyung said she smiled at him as she obediently handed over her bottle.
“Dirty. Both you and Junhyung. It’s all dirty.”
“Dirty. If he and I are equally dirty, then you are equally dirty.”
Words like vipers. Her tongue, which gave her pleasure during the day, spews poison after the sun goes down, stabbing her in the chest. Unknowingly, she swung her arm around and slapped him on the cheek. Yi-yul pretended to be resolute like a movie star, but in fact, unexpectedly, Chae-kyeong’s hands were so spicy that she shed a few tears. As she did her best to pretend to be composure and remain silent, Chae-kyeong sat down again and tilted her glass to see if her excitement had subsided.
“It’s because of you.”
She said as she touched her glass with her eyes fixed on the table. Lee Yul also sat quietly next to her and answered while staring at her table.
“Why is it because of me?”
“If only you hadn’t said that on that day.”
Staff brought food and drinks. Lee Yul silently poured soju into his glass. After drinking a drink and waiting for the staff to leave, he opened his mouth.
“If that’s the case, it’s Lee Jun-hyung’s fault.”
Chaeyoung didn’t answer. When she can neither deny nor affirm, the means she always chooses is silence. Yi-yul, who usually brags all the silent words of Chae-kyung, is quiet today. The two of them didn’t say anything and didn’t even share a bottle, so they drank for a long time. Except for the occasional sound of chopsticks picking up food, all I could hear was breathing. How many minutes or how many hours? Chae-kyung, who was drinking really quietly, lost her sense of time. Is it still night? Did the date change? Her head was dizzy. Beside her, Yi Yul moved her body closer to her.
‘It’s a start again.’
She laughed. Boring man. In this situation, a man who covets my body again without even considering my feelings. It was disgusting. As he reached her hand towards her, she opened her mouth.
“Okay. What you want anyway is my body, right? Do whatever you want. Do whatever you want.”
“Give me some water.”
Lee Yul lifted his butt and lifted the water bottle that was placed at the end of the table. As he repeats alcohol and snacks, alcohol and snacks, he just needs water. Chaekyung was already intoxicated by her embarrassment, and her blushing face turned red even more.
“That’s right. All men are the same.”
Lee Yul said while still staring straight ahead.
“Everyone wants a body. Your body? Not attractive There is no such thing as a man you don’t want.”
A glass is filled with wine
“But wanting only the body and wanting everything including the body are two different things. I want all of you, body and mind. I want you to be happy and I don’t want you to be sad.”
Drink the filled drink at once. Chae-kyung felt her heart shake little by little at the sound of her earnest sincerity. From the beginning, he was a person who couldn’t really hate anyone, so his distrust of him was still there, but the hatred was gradually fading away before he knew it. Lee Yul put his hand next to her hand holding her glass, and spread only her little finger and put it on her little finger.
“I will never touch you again without your permission. I won’t be forced to do anything like I did in the library. And I’ll look into that professor and Lee Jun-hyeong, and I’ll solve it. You don’t worry about anything Just keep loving and be happy.”
Tears flowed quietly from Chaeyoung’s eyes. Yes, it was this consolation that she wanted to hear. Promise that she’ll just tell you it’s okay, reassure you, and she’ll take care of it all herself.
“Let’s keep in touch and see each other sometimes. I’ll do everything while you don’t know anything. Understand?”
Chaekyung nodded her head. Lee Yul went from being a frivolous sexual harasser to a male who gave pleasure half-forcefully, and now he has become a tree that can proudly occupy a place in her heart and support her.
She didn’t lie. You want your mind, not just your body. Although, of course, she wants a convenient sex partner who is subordinate to me, not pure love as she thinks. I won’t touch you without your permission, but I’ll let you do it. It will make it unnecessary to force yourself. I will find out everything and I will take care of it, and Chae-kyung will do everything without knowing anything. This is neither a call nor a race. I lured her into her scam gamble and now I’m going to make her all mine.
Lee Yul turned her head and looked at Chae Kyung. She was so alluring that she was dozing off drunk before she knew it. I will make you beg She will definitely make her come to offer her body.
