Chapter 83 – Chapter 80 – Ye Na Lee (2)
With a trembling heart, Yura asked what kind of monster Jena’s mother was.
According to her own thoughts of her, Jena’s mother must be a succubus.
She thought it was only natural that the place where Suna was kidnapped and where she was last seen was the domain of the succubus.
However, the words that came out of Yena’s mouth were ‘I don’t know’.
I kept asking her about her mother her, but she didn’t give me an answer.
Never speak as if you made a promise to someone.
She knew that any further questioning would cause her to feel resentment.
Since she was Yena that she would be living with in this house anyway, she decided to take her time and find out slowly that Yura was hers.
Yena waits for her father her, Seon-a, in her own house her, and she wants to live with her in this house unless she tries to kick her out her.
If Seon-a really came back there, he had no place to go back to.
Since they were Min-ah and Sun-ah, who had already been treated as dead from missing persons and became deceased without relatives, the house they lived in was returned to the national treasury.
This happened because Mina and Hyeontae were orphans with no relatives.
It was obvious that it would take quite a long time to find the house that had already been returned to the national treasury through legal proceedings.
‘I’m sure I’m the only person Suna knows that she can rely on.’
Even though Yurin might be in her own house, that was the only path her Suna could choose.
Still, the doubts do not go away.
None of the things Yena said just now said that Suna would come with Mina.
When she said that she would come back alone, it gave Mina the feeling that she had become a person from whom she could not return.
Her hands and feet her were shaking like crazy.
Anxiety settled in the corner of my mind.
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She allowed Jena to live in her house her, but she became concerned because she was violated.
She thought that if she saw her Jena and mistook her for Suna and became excited, she might be in danger.
However, the concern turned the other way.
On her first day her, Yurin, who happened to see Jena, acted as if she was welcoming someone she was happy to see.
And hearing Yurin’s words, I couldn’t help but be shocked.
“My daughter… My daughter… It wasn’t a dream either.”
These were the words Yurin reported to Yena, as if she had returned to her sanity.
I didn’t even get a sense of what Yurin said.
It occurred to her that perhaps, in Yurin’s delusion of her, she could not distinguish her illusion of her that she married Sun-ah and gave birth to her child from reality.
From then on, we began to have hope that we could escape our hellish life.
It seemed that Yenna would create an opportunity for me and Yurin to atone for their sins.
The fact that her daughter insulted Sun-ah, whom she had looked upon like her own child.
She may have failed in educating her children her and wanted to make atonement for her on her Sun-ah’s daughter her, Jena.
It was only natural that it was her self-satisfaction with her.
Still, I couldn’t stop.
As time went by, Yena’s actions seemed so similar to her Suna’s that I had no choice but to open up to her.
Even though she knew that this child was a monster, she looked so much like Suna…
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Yurin had a very happy nightmare today.
After marrying her Sun-ah, she dreams of living a happy life with her own children.
When the dream wakes up, the reality that seems like going crazy comes out.
Her lingering feelings her for Seon-ah, whom she can no longer meet, pours out into her resentment her.
Today, too, after screaming as if lamenting the nightmare, she again took out her sleeping pills and came out of her own room into the living room to eat with water.
But in her living room she had someone she missed.
Occasionally, delusions that appeared in dreams often overlapped with reality like hallucinations, but that image was so vivid.
It was clear that she was his and Suna’s daughter his.
I could n’t remember her name her very well.
The existence she thought she would be a fictional character that only appeared in her dreams her was looking directly at me as she came out into the living room.
“Hello?”
She was a bit disappointed with the child talking as if she was seeing me for the first time, but she understood when she looked at me in the full-length mirror in the living room.
She was so miserable that she could not believe she was her own mother her.
This appearance, which looked different from me in the dream, had dark circles and a poor complexion.
My skin, which had turned white after not seeing the sunlight for a long time, was different from the image I had in my dreams of going out with my family every weekend.
It was quite different from the image of him working as a team leader level hunter of the Fire Dragon Guild in his dreams.
Just because he was skinny, he thought the kid might not recognize who he was.
Even so, he approached the child and hugged him.
She felt the body temperature of ‘her own daughter’, which she thought was an illusion that she had only seen in her dreams her.
I felt it in my arms her at the soft touch of her skin her.
And I realized.
This is not your own delusion or drug hallucination.
This child was clearly his daughter.
She was so confused even though she had a child due to mental illness.
The proof of the happy days with Sun-ah is right in front of you, but you don’t notice it.
I felt disqualified as her parent her.
Hot tears flowed from her own eyes her.
And, wanting to feel more of the child in her arms, she hugged her tightly.
“It hurts! Stop…”
‘Ah… I never thought I would… Do something painful to my child.’
When she heard it, she was started and released her arms from her child’s embrace her and pulled back behind her.
“Mi.. I’m sorry… Mom, I’m sorry…”
Her own daughter looked puzzled, but when she saw her mother her, her own face her, she said nothing.
And only silence lingered between the two of us.
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It was the third day since I came here.
Yena told Yura that there is a ‘people living together’ in this house, so it would be best not to run into each other.
She said that in the middle of the night she came out of her room, the second floor, into the living room to get some water.
She said that Yura asked her not to be out of the living room only during that time.
She kept her word of her, but in the morning she ran into him in the living room.
She was a woman with tear marks on her face and thick dark circles all over her white skin, as if she hadn’t seen the sunlight.
Jena said that she was a living person from her frightened mind her, as if she had seen her ghost her for the first time, but from the way she moved and her expression mixed with the emotion of surprise as she stared at her. Got to know the facts
She was taught to be the first to say hello when she sees a person on Earth.
“Hello?”
She wondered if it was right that she said hello properly.
But as if that thought was wrong, that woman started to come closer to him.
What are you trying to do to me
Seeing that woman’s unfocused eyes, her body her froze in fear.
Her woman stretched out her arms after she finally came up to her own nose.
Her eyes were tightly closed, but she was not about to attack her unexpectedly.
She hugged herself affectionately.
Her hands her trembled like aspen trees as she gently hugged her as if she were handling something precious.
And she realized
That the woman’s look at me resembled that of her father when he looked at him sadly.
Jena thought of her father as she felt her tender embrace his.
But suddenly she told her to stop as the woman’s sobbing voice began to grow stronger in the arms around her.
“It hurts! Stop…”
She hugged me so hard that it really hurt.
I wondered why the hell did I do this to myself.
“Mi.. I’m sorry… Mom, I’m sorry…”
But contrary to her own expectations of her, this woman brought out her nonsense of her.
The woman talks as if she were my mother.
She heard it and tried to refute it, but seeing the face of the woman who had fallen from her arms her, she could not utter her words any more of her.
When she saw the woman’s mixed expression of regret and sadness, she felt pity and pity for this woman.
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Yura could not forget what happened that day.
It was shocking to her to see Yurin consider Jena as her own daughter her and pour out her feelings of regret on her little child her.
It was caused by her inability to distinguish between her own delusions and reality, but she couldn’t stop acting as if she were Jena’s mother her.
How did her daughter her, who expected a happy daily life with her Sun-ah her, make her like that?
No, it might be the exact opposite.
She may have had a delusion that she regretted not being able to meet Sun-ah and wanted to make her happy.
However, one thing is certain: what Yoo Rin did to Sun Ah cannot be undone.
Nevertheless, in order for Yurin to break that delusion and face the reality, Jena’s presence was necessary.
In order to properly reflect on what she has done, she has to face the reality of Yurin.
And she wants to atone for herself as a parent who wrongly educated her child for what Yurin did to her Sun-ah.
To get out of this hell.
We needed Jena.