Chapter 6 – Episode 5 – Doubt
As soon as I began to have doubts about Suna, a frightening imagination continued in my head.
Seonah happily struggling under another woman
As she kept calling her name, holding hands and kissing a woman I didn’t know, with her mouth and the same lips that kissed me.
It reminded me of the woman whispering her love over and over again as if she wanted more of her body even after taking her first.
I imagined a very heartbreaking situation that Seon-ah would also call a woman whose name she did not know and that she would spend the night with her as if she did not need me.
Sigh.
The taste of blood in my mouth is accompanied by the grinding of my teeth.
It seemed that I gnashed my teeth and chewed on her lips without realizing it.
When Sun-ah was in elementary school, she said that she had a ‘person she liked’ and watched her reject it from time to time, and she firmly believed that the person she liked would be me.
The thought that she might have another woman on her mind now filled her head with so many frustrating and painful thoughts.
Yu-rin tried to comfort her by letting go of all her own pain.
The file of the erotic video she received from her cousin was 4 terabytes, and it was a little over 120 videos with low quality, ranging from a few hundred megabytes to several gigabytes.
However, after watching any video, Suna’s appearance overlapped with the male actor’s appearance.
The figure of the man who was lying under her and screaming with groaning seemed to be Suna’s, and every time I watched her video, I thought of Suna’s image.
The last video I watched was of a man being crushed by a woman and moaning, ‘It has to be this hole!’ It was a video of a man with a look that seemed to succumb along with the words, carefully licking his own pussy as if it were delicious.
Every time Yurin watched her video, her stomach twisted due to the anxiety and anger deep inside her, but when she saw the last video, she was so angry that she swung her fist at the monitor.
Even though the monitor was destroyed, the moans of a man and a woman mingling could still be heard from the speakers.
Even if he kicks and breaks her body, the lump that remains in his heart will not be erased.
The lie that she already comforts herself by masturbating doesn’t work.
It was only after all the pain was over that the thought that Sun-ah had passed on to another woman settled in Yoo-rin’s mind.
‘Sunah is mine, I can’t give it to another bitch’
It’s just an erotic video, but in Yurin’s mind where all the men are overlapped with Suna, there is already a woman who doesn’t know her face or name, Suna suffering under her, the honesty she wants, jealousy, and anger.
The only way to solve this desire was to swallow Sun-ah’s things as her own and monopolize them, as her cousin said.
Such an overwhelming desire filled Yurin’s heart.
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In her previous life, Suna had no objection to her sex or masturbation, but the masturbation she experienced in this life was a little different.
Not to mention the larger size of her own penis, she felt as though she would lose her mind at the slightest touch of pleasure.
The pleasure, response, and sensitivity felt in her genitals are different from her body in her previous life.
I found out why men in this world have low libido and avoid sexual things.
It was because it was too sensitive for a man’s body.
Sunah had never tried to masturbate to her.
Most of the erotic videos for women were close-ups of men, and there were some that I didn’t like, but sometimes there were erotic videos for men or just two women.
He stood still, trembling with the pleasure of being wanted even though he rubbed his own nourishment just a little like in his previous life.
At that time, the only thought her was that her body was sensitive because she had never done it yet.
But the reality was different.
It is because I thoroughly realized why men hate sexual things and why women have more sexual desires.
She continued to rub her own genitals to masturbate, and when her pleasure reached its climax, her sun-ah her turned her head white and then turned black.
She fainted.
Most of the men in this world are gone once they are gone, and her sexual pleasure is many times greater than in her previous life her.
In this state, she felt that the thrill of pleasure would drive her crazy to the point of going crazy if she were to have sex.
She thought that acting was the video she sometimes collects to know the tastes of women in this world, but when she felt it herself, she felt that it was not a lie even if it was real, not acting.
If you had sex with a woman in this state, you could faint, and if you did something wrong, you could experience male corruption in adult films of this world.
When she first reincarnated and felt that men and women were polar opposites, she thought for a moment that she was almost crazy to think about living while touching this woman.
I also thought that if this is the case, if a man is gang-raped by sexual violence, he will die.
After feeling this situation, the abduction of the monsters occurring at the gate became more frightening.
‘If the glowing sphere guy is dragged away by the monsters as he wants, he will die unconditionally as a fortune teller’
It was an experience that I finally realized through wise time.
After out from masturbation, I thought I needed to control the level of sexual activity with passing Yurin.
Delaying the day to have sex by suppressing sexual knowledge that Yurin can know as much as possible
It was an inevitable choice for my body.
Yurin saw that I was doing dirty things with my body, but when she saw that I was getting rid of the erotic things that Yurin had, she must have thought that I was jealous of those things.
It felt embarrassing, but it was better to be misunderstood like that.
If you go into the main room like this, there is no doubt that something big will happen.
It was too early to enter Yurin and her room until she got used to this sensitive body.
However, not even a few days after her deep kiss her, Yurin came to ask her for sex.
Yurin’s story is different from what she only knew about kissing, and she suddenly asked for various things in earnest.
From Sun-ah’s point of view, she was a child who was violent and knew nothing sexual about kissing, but she thought that due to a certain opportunity, she came to know many things.
About sex, about deep kisses…
Sex between men and women is bigger, but I thought I must have learned about proper sex among the things I do most when I overlap my body.
These are things she will do at some point anyway, but she felt a bit pressured that Yurin suddenly had to ask for them.
In the end, she calmed her down with a deep kiss, but Yurin, who was on fire, was sure to continue to demand sex from her.
In my previous life, there was no man who hated sex.
However, masturbation, which is unique to men in this world, is not only a pleasure to go crazy
What if you kiss every day for several years and get the sexual desire of a woman who has been burning up for a long time?
What if that woman’s original sexual desire was at the level of a male high school student in her previous life?
As I expected, she may die of shock from pleasure during sex.
There was a possibility that he would meet his end as a fortune teller due to a violent act in a mess.
I don’t have masochist tastes.
What’s more, the pleasure that I didn’t even know I could endure required a lot of determination.
It required mental preparation as well as training to get used to the pleasure of being alone.
Because masturbation, comforting alone, and sex exchanging hearts between two people are so different…
I couldn’t accept Yurin’s request at this rate, so I tried to satisfy Yurin only with a deep kiss, but that was a big mistake.
Yurin is better than I thought.
The moment I found out later that I had a distorted sexual desire, I could feel that everything I thought about was useless…
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One day, as soon as Yurin finished kissing her, which mixed her tongue with sticky, something similar to what happened in Yurin’s room her when they first met happened.
She grabbed my wrists with her left hand and began to take off my pants with her right hand.
I kept shouting loudly that I couldn’t do it, but Yurin’s eyes were gone.
The excited snort, the unfocused eyes, the rough hand her holding my pants.
There were so many reasons for Yurin’s condition, including secondary sexual characteristics, her sexual desire her that had been involuntarily stimulated for decades, and the start of her masturbation, which she did not know about.
However, let Sun-ah calmly stare at Yoo-rin with cold eyes and clearly show her intention to refuse her.
Yurin had no choice but to give up her sex her.
She must have thought that if she continued to do something like rape, her relationship with Sun-ah would no longer end. Yurin stopped what she was trying to do and cooled her excitement about her.
She said that she was sorry for Sun-ah and said that her heated body was not the subject, and she held Sun-ah responsible for stimulating her sexual desire for her.
Sun-a also remembered her childhood friend her Yurin’s act of kneading her her body and letting her touch her own her.
With the idea that she had exploded when her libido was in full swing, she concluded that she was to some extent to blame.
And an agreement was made between Suna and Yurin.
Sex was something she had decided to do since college, and when Yurin’s sexual desire piled up, it was something I would release with my own hands from time to time.
On the one hand, I thought it was a relief that the agreement ended like this.
Her face her grew hot when she thought that if she had gone to her home through sex, she would have been unable to control her sensitive body her and would have been floundering unseemly.
Until she entered the main room, she had to somehow solve this sensitive body as much as possible.
Otherwise, she didn’t know what would happen…
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I wanted her body to get used to it through the act, but it was almost in vain.
The more she masturbated, the more sensitive she became to her sexual feelings of her.
My experience of having sex hundreds of times in my previous life in a world where the sexes were reversed was of little use.
There was a high possibility that she would go crazy if she continued to receive Yurin’s sexual desire her through her body her.
She was afraid of how she would feel, but at the same time, she was also excited.
Yurin’s appearance was almost to my taste, but I thought that if she went to the main room, she wouldn’t be violent towards me.
Besides, masturbation and sex are different, so I thought it would be possible if I persevered as much as I could.
In the end, when there was no way to solve it, I began to turn away from what was to come to me with groundless confidence.
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As time passed, it became the entrance ceremony of Hanil University, which I hoped would finally come, but on the other hand, I was afraid.
Studying is one of those things that are boring and not fun.
I don’t remember most of my past life, but when I do what I did once again, the memories come back to me and I think about the importance of studying again.
I put more effort into studying because I wanted to be filial to my parents in this life.
Universities often select admissions based on grades.
In a situation where the gate is open and monsters are popping out, which occupation makes the most money on average?
Are people injured by monsters?
The pre-medical department was not very popular because the awakened ones related to the recovery ability invaded the realm of the pre-medical department and could do most of the work.
Guild management department that supports administrative work between guilds, military, civilian, and government?
General companies also have gate-related investment and business fields, so there was no big difference from general management departments even if it was not a guild.
There are many other departments, but the department that makes the most money was the department related to gate resources.
Elixir, potion, metal that covers the entire body with a bulletproof effect and weighs less than 3 kg, etc.
The resources coming out of the Gate had technologies that far exceeded human expectations.
For 50 years, various regulations and restrictions have required professional qualifications, skills, and licenses to deal with them.
The best gate resource department was Hanil University.
It was a university created by the Korea-Japan Guild, the best guild in Korea, and it was a school that supported the items from the gates that the Korean-Japanese Guild had from several million won to tens of billions of won during practice.
Teaching materials worth tens of billions of dollars, what kind of university can do this?
In order to enter Hanil University, you had to be in the top rank, not the top rank, and the Gate Resources Department was especially special.
There was another reason for applying to this Hanil University.
“Seona, see you in a week”
Nonetheless, that golden spoon childhood friend got a very high score at the time of admission and entered the school easily thanks to the donation admission system and her mother her, Yura’s merit her as a hunter.
If your parents are hunters, you close the gate and work hard for the country, so as a special point system, it was used as a score in many places, such as entering a university, joining a large company, and passing civil servants.
Of course, this is only possible if you have a lot of performance.
Considering Park Yoo-ra, an elder member of the Fire Dragon Guild who worked as a hunter 10 years before my mother, it was not impossible.
In order to avoid Yurin, I deliberately applied for a place far away from the area where I lived and tried to start living in a dormitory.
For some reason, Yurin pursued the university I attended.
After ‘that incident’, whenever I saw a gap, I was more afraid to see the expression of trying to physically crush me.
It’s a big deal if you go to the main room like this.
Even now, Yurin’s expression his, with a sly yet expectant look, was reflected in my eyes.
“It’s been a week, what a long time.”
Was it an escape from reality?
Yurin skillfully listened to what she had to say and answered.
“Finally the day you’ve been looking forward to has arrived, aren’t you looking forward to it too?”
Yurin said as if she was looking forward to her entrance ceremony of her.
She then said quietly as she held her own face close beside mine.
“Don’t tell me to have sex”
It was a very small voice, but hearing what Yurin said made her face blush with so much confusion and anticipation.
The look on her childhood friend’s lips her licking her greedy expression her showed that she wanted to do something to her.
There was something like sadism on his face.
Instantly, my face turned red.
“See you later after the entrance ceremony”
Shame and fear settled in my heart.
The thought of running away came to the top of my head.
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Hanil University is famous for its prestigious universities.
During the entrance ceremony at Hanil University, there was a tradition in which the senior student represented the position of freshmen like himself and told all the faculty members and seniors what they wanted and their impressions of admission.
On the day of her entrance ceremony, Yurin stared as she listened to the senior entrance student.
Her chief admissions student was Sun-ah, who she knew best, her friend and her lover her.
Yurin studied with Sun-ah when she was in her exam period, and she knew that Sun-ah studied well since childhood.
She was so happy when her lover her, Sun-a, showed her good side of her, that she wanted to brag about it.
“I will finish with the above. Please guide our new students well.”
After the senior entrance speech and before the entrance ceremony was over, I pretended to go to the bathroom and ran away.
Since I had been exchanging text messages with other classmates earlier, I thought it would be okay to go back to the dormitory after the entrance ceremony.
As I grabbed my confused mind and ran toward the front door, I saw someone I had often seen at the front door.
Sun-ah’s childhood friend her, and the reason why she ran away now, hoping she would n’t run into her her, was clearly visible in front of my eyes.
Yoo-rin was already waiting in front of her front door, but she found Sun-ah and was approaching.
“How did he know that he was in front of the front door?”
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Yoo-rin felt strange when she saw Seon-a, who was coming down after her senior’s entrance speech, was suddenly going out the back door.
It’s like looking at someone and trying to run away.
Applying to Hanil University, which was far away from the place where he lived in secret from himself, and being strangely good at kissing, all of that was suspicious.
The shadow of another woman was felt in Suna.
It was not something that would come out of a man’s mouth easily when he said he would give me sex when he entered college.
Sex can be thought of as a vulgar act of mixing bodies, but to Yoo-rin, she is a long-awaited promise with a loved one.
Considering what she said back then, she could be dating someone else, but she wasn’t the type to lie about having sex with me.
She was a raunchy guy, even though she was usually.
She might hide it when it comes to me, but she never lied.
Yurin waited for her Sun-ah at her back door with her anticipation.
She took the opportunity to hold Sun-ah responsible for making her body burn for a long time, so she thought of directly asking Sun-ah if she had another woman, There was more and more liquid flowing between the crotch.
Even if she had another woman, she thought that she would mess up the body of that slut who cheated on her and tell him who it belonged to…
4Tb of videos, that’s insane lol