Chapter 202 – IF Gaiden – Still Gets Eaten.(2)
Normally, it would be difficult to even go outside, but in order to improve the quality of my broadcasts, I needed to become a partner streamer and solve the problem of chatting windows becoming overgrown.
How long ago did you go out?
When I showed myself about to leave the house, I could n’t forget the look in my father’s eyes when he looked at me proudly.
“How long have I not left the house… Did my father look at me like that?…”
Even though I had so many things I wanted to say, I became even more ashamed of myself when I remembered my father’s face his, holding back and saying goodbye with a smile.
“Because streamer life… Is my job, I should focus first…”
To erase my thoughts, he slapped my cheeks with both hands and, while clearing my mind, reminded me of what I had to do on my own.
Then I opened the door of the cafe in front of me.
“Hello, Sunah.”
A woman about my age, with jet-black hair and short bobbed hair, started talking to me as if she knew me.
Now that I think about it, I could n’t help but notice that I was meeting a woman I didn’t even know her face her.
Fear began to stir in my head when I realized that I expose all my faces in broadcasts, but on the contrary, I cannot see the faces of the viewers.
I didn’t know it because I hadn’t gone out in a while, but what I was experiencing for the first time was pretty scary.
The fact that I don’t know but the other person knows me reminds me of the stalking I’ve been through.
As the fear of stalking filled my head, the thought of crawling back into the room kept repeating itself in my head.
It felt like the blood had drained from the extremities of my body and my limbs were getting cold.
I felt as if the eyes of the women looking at me in the cafe were licking every corner of my body.
The two creepy eyes of the stalker riding on top of me began to rise again.
“Ahhh…”
Why did I get out of that safe space?
My legs were shaking.
My back naturally bent in order to crouch down.
I wanted to close my ears and disconnect from the world.
“Um… Seon-ah?… Are you okay?”
By the time my mind went blank, I remembered that a woman had greeted me in front of me just before.
Then again, rummaging through the memories in her head of who she was, she found the name of her.
“Park Yu-rin?…”
“Yes, that’s right. Sun-ah… Your complexion doesn’t look good… Are you in pain?… Can I take you to the hospital?”
A soft, gentle voice.
A worried voice rang in my ears.
Then I realized that the woman in front of her was my viewer, not a stalker.
It is also the viewers who have been rooting for me since the beginning of the broadcast.
The woman named Park Yoo-rin did not have eyes with the will to commit me persistently like a stalker, but eyes with a look of concern.
It was not a mockery and saying that I would always treat it like a toy, but a voice asking to see if there was anything wrong with my body.
When she realized that, she apologized to her on the inside after realizing that she was comparing the stalker to the woman in front of her, even though it was only on her mind her.
‘I’m sorry… Comparing a stalker with a stranger in front of you…’
Turning her head away from looking at her, she turned her head back to her face.
Then, what I saw before my eyes was a cat-shaped face reminiscent of a female leopard, with jet-black hair and bobbed hair.
That was the first impression I had of Park Yoo-rin.
At first glance, she looked like a delinquent older sister, but unlike her face her, which gave off a carnivorous look, her kind words and worried eyes left a pretty big gap.
“It’s okay. It’s just that I’m a little dizzy… I sometimes panic.”
It was not wrong.
Actually, it was the psychological aftereffects of being attacked by a stalker.
About a year ago, while I was alone in the bathroom, a stalker who followed me into the men’s room tried to forcefully violate me in the bathroom.
Fortunately, of her mother, who heard my screams, rescued her, so she was at a loss. If it wasn’t for that, it was clear that she would have been forcibly pinned down and beaten like crazy.
As she recalled the terrible incident, chicken skin sprouted all over her body.
“But… Her face is so pale… You’d better sit down and rest.”
After nodding her head once to agree with Yurin, I moved to find an empty seat inside her store her.
My body her twitched, perhaps because of the dizzy feeling that had entered her head her.
It felt like the ground was moving every time I stepped on it.
Eventually, as her trembling feet let go, I lost my balance.
Widely!
I heard the sound of my ankle hitting the chair, and my body her, which lost its balance, began to move downward instead of in front of where I was walking.
No, rather than moving, it would be more accurate to say that it was thrown away.
Just before my body was thrown to the floor, a short voice mixed with questions came out of my mouth weakly as I felt that things looked slow.
“Uh?…”
It was an embarrassing thing that happened in an instant.
The ground I could see was made of marble.
If you kiss the floor from the head like this, it will hurt quite a bit…
I closed my eyes to prepare for the pain to come.
Then I felt a hand grabbing me from behind.
“Sunah?…Are you hurt anywhere?”
Another kind voice, as if worried about me, came from Yurin’s mouth behind me.
“It’s okay… It’s okay… “
“I don’t think you’re okay? Your ankle bumped into the leg of a chair… I’ll help you out for now.”
As soon as I heard another voice saying that it was okay, Park Yoo-rin couldn’t stand it any longer.
Oddly enough…
When she touched her, it seemed that her trembling body her calmed down.
The panicked mind was returning.
Unknowingly, I moved to the corner of the cafe while being supported by her hand.
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As soon as she went to the corner of the cafe, she took off her shoes and checked her ankle against her chair.
My ankle her was fine, but slightly swollen.
However, Park Yoo-rin in front of her must have thought differently.
“Let’s go to the hospital. I’ll take you there.”
“It’s okay. You’re not hurt too badly.”
“No! You must go to the hospital. If I… Hadn’t called you here, you wouldn’t have been hurt.”
Park Yoo-rin must have thought that my injury was her fault.
Why did she think so…
Is it because she claims to be my fan?
Or does she have a wide range of responsibilities…
As she saw with her own two eyes the one lover who cared for her, her heart her felt heavy at the same time as her joy her.
It was because I was able to realize the fact that someone other than Jammin’s voice, which I had only heard through the countless letters and the sound of donations in the chat window, was liking me this much.
But I had to refuse to go to the hospital with them.
The moment the scandal with viewers broke out and was stuffed into the wiki, because this could have forced the broadcast to end.
Even meeting at this cafe was something that shouldn’t have been done, so moving together to other places was a specification.
“Park Yoo-rin. I can go to the hospital by myself. Look, it’s not so much that I can’t move.”
To prove that she was fine, she stomped her feet and jumped.
Park Yoo-rin still looked at me with her worried face.
“And… If I go to the hospital like this, even though the meeting with Park Yoo-rin today might be canceled?”
“That…That’s…”
He seemed to be quite torn between her worried mind her and the hard-won opportunity to meet.
These words were threats she could make because she had been a long-time listener of my broadcasts.
It was a threat using fandom, so my conscience was stabbed, but it seemed like it was being eaten.
“Mr. Park Yoo-rin… It’s okay. She didn’t happen because of Mr. Yurin.”
“…”
Ms. Yurin still had a bad complexion, as if it had just taken the day before.
She sat still, keeping her mouth shut and a guilty look on her face her.
It seemed like this would make the meeting longer.
If I dragged on for no reason, viewers who knew my face would see me, or I could be late for the evening broadcast.
Scandals and late shows are not in my dictionary.
So I spoke to her first to have a conversation with her.
“As far as I know, Yurin has been watching my broadcasts since the beginning… How did she come into contact with my broadcasts?”
As an avid listener of my broadcast, she also wanted to hear what she had been watching since the beginning, so it was a question she had in mind even before the meeting.
As soon as I started talking, the worried look on his face her from a while ago gradually eased, as if he had thought about the question.
And then he seemed to be concentrating as if he was thinking about it.
“Um… To be honest… One of my co-workers was a tsura so we ended up watching the show together.”
“A job?… You’re the same age as me… You already got a job…”
He seemed to be about the same age as me…
It seems she already has a job.
“Ah… It’s because my job is a hunter… I’m a duty hunter. I can’t leave the duty hunter dormitory… The only thing I can do is watch V-tube or TV on my smartphone … “
“Ah… You must have been a duty hunter…”
The duty hunter was an alternative service created to replace the military service that only women went to.
It was also a service that required high-quality manpower that only those with the ability to become hunters could do.
If you think of it as a previous life, it’s safe to say that it feels close to the defense industry.
In reality, it is to replace military service by getting a job at the Hunter Guild, which is close to PMC (private military company), but…
“Ah… It’s a story that men don’t know well… Sorry for suddenly bringing up a story related to the military.”
Perhaps thinking that I didn’t understand properly, Park Yoo-rin lowered her head apologetically.
In fact, her mother was a hunter, so while she was looking for stories about hunters, she knew something about duty hunters.
However, it seemed better to pass it off as a misunderstanding because if I brought up the story pretending to know it, I might have to listen to Park Yoo-rin with the feeling of a woman listening to the story of soccer in the army.
“It must be difficult though… You must have worked hard while serving in the military.”
“…”
When I offered her comforting words, Park Yoo-rin blushed as if she was embarrassed by her, and her words her disappeared.
The bold figure that suddenly seized my body earlier was nowhere to be found.
Park Yoo-rin was acting as if she was wormwood.
When the conversation was cut off like this, it was good to lead the conversation first.
But since I shouldn’t forget the reason I came here, I thought it would be better to go a little stronger this time.
“Come to think of it… We were supposed to meet because of the nickname change, right?”
Park Yoo-rin’s complexion suddenly turned pale.
“I… I’m really sorry! Actually, I was going to meet you today to apologize…”
Well… She said that she wanted to eat it, and the person who wrote her nickname was in front of her, but if she continued to act confidently, she was acting like a pervert.
I wonder if the reason why she was restless and worried about me was because she felt sorry for using her nickname of her, “I want to eat”.
“It’s okay. Humans can make mistakes sometimes. It would be nice if you just changed your nickname correctly… And is the partner streamer story a lie?”
What kind of connections do the duty hunters, who are just 20 or early 20’s and are no different from military baristas, have?
Weird that she said she was letting go of her connections so she could be a partner streamer.
“No… Her colleague’s father, Tsu Ra, is a Korean TVXQ representative. He’s also actually a fan of Sun Ah. When we met Sun Ah this time, she said to ask if she would be interested in becoming a partner streamer. .”
“Ah… That’s right… Sorry for concluding with a lie…”
She could not have imagined that her colleague was the daughter of the president of Tx Chi.
“I’m more sorry… I didn’t directly help with the partner streamer contract, it was a colleague’s word first… I only caused trouble.”
It’s a nuisance… It was a privileged seat that sponsored hundreds of thousands of won to millions of won a day.
In addition, unlike his nickname his, he was usually polite and behaved politely, so it was n’t such a big nuisance.
The problem was the viewers who crossed the line by guessing at her nickname her and using suggestive words in chat with Done …
She was, in a way, the cause of her riots her, but it would be nice if she changed her nickname her now.
“It’s not like that. She’s always been grateful to Yurin… Thanks to her, she became an opportunity to add fun to the broadcast. She’s grateful, but… Does she have any favors she wants from me?…”
It was sincere.
Aside from what she has done so far, words of support and praise were a big help when I first started broadcasting.
“I… I want to get Sunah’s autograph.”
“It’s… An autograph?”
I’m not a celebrity, I’m just an internet broadcaster, so why do I want an autograph…
It was difficult to understand.
“Could you please sign these two t-shirts? One belongs to your colleague.”
Feeling bewildered, I signed the two T-shirts Mr. Yurin handed me.
“Kyaah! Thank you! I’ll keep it all my life… Lifetime!”
Is it because you’re so happy?
But wasn’t it okay for that fellow to come along too…
“By the way, wasn’t it okay if you came with that fellow tusu?…”
“Ah… I’m the only one who came on vacation, so he can’t come. He already used up his monthly rent two weeks ago.”
“Oh, I see…”
The duty hunter seemed to have a monthly lease like a regular company.
Since then, the two of us had a simple drink at a cafe and exchanged various stories.
When she even found out that she and I are the same age and that the place where she was doing her duty hunter belonged to the Fire Dragon Guild that my mother goes to, she started to feel more friendly.
Moreover, Yurin said that she started playing the game while watching my broadcast.
Then a serious discussion about the game ensued.
She talked about a lot of things, such as the rune setting of Legends in the gorge, which I mainly do, the compatibility of champions, the deal by level, and the synergy and compatibility of each line-in-bot line combination.
Then, her heart pounded her at the fact that Yurin was the right viewer for my broadcast, which was her half male cam her and half serious game broadcast her.
Her heart her, which at first was half her curiosity her, had already begun to identify with her when she discovered that her old admirer her was of a similar disposition to me.
Time passed and when it was time to leave, the meeting, which I wanted to end quickly, began to feel regretful.
“Hey… Yurin… If you want to talk to me… Please leave a message via chat. Maybe it’s because we get along well with you… I want to be friends with you.”
“I was of the same mind… But what if I was rejected. Sunah-ssi… Thank you!”
Even when she left the cafe and parted ways, her back was clearly visible in my eyes.
The image of her turning her head toward me in anguish still lingered in my mind.
‘Come to think of it… There was a trial run in a cooperative game next week, right?…’
If time permits, she has the idea to try her show her with her.
That’s why I hurriedly started talking to the manager.
-Nunna, the manager, did you find people to participate in the demonstration?… Can I bring someone I know personally?
– Yes? For some reason, you sent a message first… I haven’t gotten all the people to participate yet. Will you find out?
The manager noona took care of various things, such as managing the chat window in the twitch room and finding a manager to manage my YouTube channel.
She called me boss at first, but she forbade that word.
I feel quite uncomfortable when I see an older sister talking respectfully to the boss and the boss.
– Yes. I have a friend I know personally. I’m looking for only one seat.
– Hmm… It’s not an easy game to gather people because it’s not a game for legends of the gorge anyway, so it’s about one person…
– Then, please leave a seat for one person… I haven’t been able to ask properly yet.
– If it’s the original way, it’s better to get a definite answer and fill in the number of people. Please ask ASAP though and let me know.
– Thanks. Snow!
– Then don’t be late for the evening broadcast.
– Yeah!
I even got permission from my manager sister… Now all that was left was to ask Yurin if she was willing to participate.
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As soon as Yurin returned to her dormitory, she knocked on her colleague’s door and opened it.
“Hae In-ah, I got a T-shirt.”
She threw the T-shirt at her colleague, whom she called Haein.
“Oh. Yurin… Is here?… How about the real Sunah?”
As Haein handed over the T-shirt that Yurin had thrown, she asked Yurin a question.
“Hmm… What should I say… Feeling like a sickly handsome boy?… I was really surprised when I first saw my face suddenly turned pale and collapsed softly… But he looked worse in real life than on camera…”
She told Haein how she felt while mixing obscenities that she did not even mention when she was with Suna.
“Ha… If it weren’t for the vacation two weeks ago… I’m following you… It’s a pity…”
Haein licked his lips and complained.
“It looked pretty nasty. It looked very innocent.”
“Huh? You’re innocent too, Ada-nyeon.”
Haein smiled and said to Yurin.
“Shut up! You’re Ada too!”
Yurin picked up her pillow from the corner of her room and threw it at Haein.
Then, while joking around once, Haein asked with a serious expression.
“So what does Sunah say? Do you want to be a partner streamer?”
“Yeah, he said he wanted to… Because of my ID, he got mixed up and stopped, so he said he skipped all the applications he had applied for.”
“Wow… In the end, it wasn’t because of you, right? I got it for now. I’ll tell the unnies I know at the company.”
“Thank you, Haein.”
“No… Thank you… I’m also a senior student.”
Sun-A-Dan was given a nickname to the people who watched Sun-A’s broadcasts.
It is said that the manager who manages Suna’s broadcasting came up with it herself, but it was a better name than I thought.
“Yes. Sun-Adan fighting!”
At this place, the two senior teams realized their friendship with each other.
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Yu-rin, who was talking with Hae-in, entered her room and took out a T-shirt with Sun-ah’s name on it.
“Haha…”
Then she exhaled vigorously, smelled the part where Sunah’s name was written, and started rubbing her face.
“It seems like Sunah’s scent is buried in it… Huh…”
Yurin removed her face from her T-shirt and looked at her achievements her today.
The fact that Suna’s name was written on the autographed pure white T-shirt was evidence of a great contact with Suna.
At first, she nicknamed her “I want to eat her because she wants his attention to her,” But she didn’t get much attention.
That’s why she received his attention her by sponsoring tens of millions of won a day.
Of course, if I ate a van, I could have forgotten my nickname, so I chose the most polite words and put them in the donation phrase after chatting.
And finally, the fruits of that effort were unfolding before my eyes.
A T-shirt with Sunah’s autograph.
This seemed small, but it was a very big step.
Because she has a point of contact with him.
Now that she was friends with Suna, all she had to do was put in the work so that she could develop into a romantic relationship at any time.
It seems very slow, as it has been doing so far, but all that remains is to swallow his heart with a very large motion.
Hehe…”
In Yoo-rin’s head, he and Sun-a had already become lovers, seeing her children and granddaughter of her, and Ji-ji was holding each other’s hands while watching the sunset together.
Cat Tok!
Suddenly, the sound of a message from Talk came to the smartphone.
After looking nervously at the smartphone that had broken the pleasant delusion, I checked the message on Talk.
The fact that Suna had sent a text message to the 1:1 chat room erased all delusions from before and began to focus on her message to her.
-Mr. Yurin. Did you get in?
– Yes. Miss Sun. I got in just fine. Are your ankles okay? What did the hospital say?
– The hospital said it was a minor sprain. Thank you so much for helping me back then.
I was worried about what happened earlier, so when I asked how Seon-a was doing, it seemed that the symptoms had ended with only mild symptoms.
– No. Of course I had to help.
What?…
I was chatting on KakaoTalk until a while ago, but there was no reply as 1 disappeared.
It seemed like he was writing a text while thinking about something.
– Hey… Mr. Yurin. Since we’re the same age, why don’t we talk? We became friends after a long time, but I think it’s so awkward.
– Yes. It should be good.
– Thanks for being my friend. Yurin.
Suna sent a letter mixed with a cute emoticon of a cat character.
Even if you don’t approach me, you’re approaching me like this first…
In this way, she wondered if she would be able to become her lover with him someday if she gradually got closer.
– Sunah, what are you doing now?
– I’m eating after the evening broadcast.
With those words, Suna took a picture of her dining table her and sent it.
As soon as I saw the picture, I threw up.
Seasoned with seaweed in cold cucumber soup…
Sun-ah seemed to have less taste than she thought.
Well… She ordered a grassy latte at her cafe earlier, so she seemed to be like that.
But she’s probably a little too outspoken…
– Uh… Yes… It looks delicious… Eat a lot.
– By the way… Yurin… Are you available next Saturday?
‘Are you asking me out on a date?’
-? There are no gate attacks on Saturday and Sunday, so I rest in the dormitory. Why?
– I’m going to go to a game room next week on Saturday evening. Do you want to join me?
Unfortunately, it wasn’t a date request.
Well, it’s a long way to say just one day after becoming friends, but there was no way to go on a date already.
But it was pretty good that she could be with him even in the game.
– Yes, I’ll try… But there is a condition.
– What?
-I want to change my nickname, but can’t you decide what nickname to change?
If Suna made my own nickname, she would remember it for a long time, right?
I am also a genius
Then, her chat message from Suna suddenly cut off.
When she waited for a long time and no KakaoTalk message came, her uneasy feeling she began to rise.
“…Are you worried about making a nickname?… You blew up a chance to talk…”
From then on, it took 2 hours and 30 minutes until Suna made a nickname and made a call.
It was already lights out time for Yurin at that time.
