Chapter 160 – Chapter 157 – Discomfort
Mina returned to her house her.
In the middle of the night, she hears the news that Sun-Ah, who secretly fell out with Ji-Ah Lee, has returned.
And when she checked her condition with Sun-ah, she was in so much pain.
Two closed eyes.
When she heard that it could no longer be restored, she wept with great sorrow.
My heart ached at the thought that my face would no longer be seen in those eyes.
I wondered if that child could see the tears in my eyes, but on the other hand she thought it was a good thing.
As Seonah, who was blind, thought that she would never even think of going outside and that she couldn’t leave her side of her, she suddenly began to feel at ease.
It was a thought that her parents would never have done, so she could only surprise herself when she checked my heart.
Seon-ah, not knowing how I felt, spoke to me in a worried tone as if she had heard me sobbing.
“Uh… Mom, it’s okay… Now it’s less painful than I thought…”
‘In the family, we promised each other to say that she was my mother, not Sophia, in case anyone heard…’
She was accustomed to calling herself Sophia to the extent that she was unaware of that fact.
She felt guilty when Seon-ah, realizing that she was worried, heard her try to comfort her.
It looked as if her closed eyes would open wide if she knew what she was thinking just a moment ago.
I had to hide my lies.
Sun-ah must have been afraid if her sloppy heart her was revealed despite this darkness.
But even though she was so worried, she thought that her mind her would not completely disappear when she remembered once again what her son her had done.
“Ah Sun? She’ll only be by my side from now on? … Won’t she go somewhere else now?”
As I thought of Suna, who had become like this after leaving her side of her, words mixed with her desires and worries came out of my mouth.
“Hmm… Maybe it’s snowing like this… Wouldn’t it be hard to go outside?…”
However, Seon-a answered innocently, as if she did not understand the meaning of what I said.
It was similar to the meaning of not leaving my side from now on, so when I heard that, I thought that I could be with Suna forever.
“Yeah… Now it’s hard to go somewhere else… I’ll be by your side her to help you. Everything, one by one…”
A look at something precious and lovable.
But she was full of jealousy and a desire to monopolize it.
However, Suna’s closed eyes couldn’t see Mina’s expression in her.
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It was fortunate that she got out of the straitjacket, but it was quite uncomfortable to see her every move naked like this while confined to the annex.
There were four or five surveillance cameras in each room in the annex, so she couldn’t escape her mother’s eyes her.
The only things she occasionally met were those of her mother or that of the driver who delivered the ingredients once a week.
No one would know how happy the two faces were if they hadn’t experienced being locked up like this.
This punishment, which uses the word probation, was in fact tantamount to kidnapping and confinement.
Even her entire life is monitored by surveillance cameras.
To be honest, it wasn’t something I would do to a grown-up child.
But the moment I left this place, her mother didn’t know what to do with herself.
He said that if he did not accept this probationary sentence, he would be judged and sentenced to prison, so he only accepted this better probationary sentence.
I just wished that the probation, not knowing when it would end, would end as soon as possible.
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Suna always needed great determination to go around her house her.
There were many times when she almost bumped into this place while trying to move on her own.
Of course, Mina protected Suna before they collided, but she didn’t realize that being blind was such a scary thing.
She hadn’t even imagined that she would feel the danger inside the house, even when she didn’t go outside.
She was growing more and more helpless as she continued to realize that her range of activities her was being limited.
The fear of not knowing what will happen if you take just one step.
After only 3 days she didn’t even want to move anymore.
It seemed that her mind was constantly getting tired.
Since she couldn’t see her eyes, the touch all over her body she became more sensitive, and the sounds she heard seemed to grow louder.
In addition, even though she knows that ‘Sofia’is always by her side of her, she continues to call ‘Sofia’or talk to her to make sure that she is by my side of her. .
Watching her, Mina felt that her Suna was becoming dependent on her.
Even as her dependence her continued to intensify, she was n’t bothered by it, but rather was delighted with the feeling that Suna was becoming her own.
Whether she was going to bed, going to the kitchen table, going to the bathroom, checking the time, or having to pick up a remote control to watch TV, there was little that Suna could do on her own her.
“Sophia… No Mom… Are you still with me?”
She looked for Minah even when she was still now.
In the darkness of her closed eyes, Mina smiled broadly as she watched Suna try to reassure herself that she was not alone.
Mina sometimes gets angry whenever she thinks of the whole story of Suna’s eyes her becoming like that.
Her emotions intensify when she recalls that in the middle of the night she had left herself and gone out with her cousin her Gia.
That’s why she waited a little while until Sun-ah anxiously searched for her, and then she answered.
‘Has it been a minute now?’
“Mom… Please… Answer me… Where are you… I hate being alone… I’m scared…”
“She should be standing. She’s been thinking for a while. I couldn’t answer. I’m sorry.”
It was lovely the way she stretched out her arms asking for a hug to make sure she really was by her side when she answered after she took a little while.
She wanted to see that, but every time she did something like this, she became more and more dependent on herself, so she wanted to grow that dependency.
After finishing her thoughts, Mina hugged her body with her outstretched arms, and Suna’s arm wrapped around Mina.
Her trembling hand ran across her back her as she tried to feel the feel of what she was holding.
I thought it was a little excessive, but I had to realize that my son who couldn’t do anything like this needed his help.
Because this was the best thing to do so that he would no longer be tricked into the hands of another woman.
That’s why, in order to make sure that Suna does n’t leave my arms anymore, I trained her to increase her dependence her several times today.
As I listened to Suna cry as if she was nervous, her guilt and monopoly her entangled in my heart.
I just wanted this happy time to last forever.
I wondered if Suna would accept it if I revealed that my true identity was not Sophia sooner or later if my dependence became more and more severe.
But it was still too early.
A little more… A month… A year? No 3 years? If that amount of time had passed, it was clear that he would not be able to imagine life without me.
By then, Seon-a’s identity won’t matter.
Whether it’s mother or Sophia, only I will exist in Suna’s life, so it will remain mine forever.
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Jia felt her cousin’s appearance her gradual change.
As she could not see her in front of her eyes, the proud look of her before her was gradually disappearing.
It broke her heart that now she was just extremely dependent on her own mother.
She thought she would protect it herself, but it happened because she couldn’t act properly, so she thought it was my responsibility.
At first, when she lost both eyes, holding my hand tightly and following my lead her was pretty cute, but now I feel sorry for her.
Was it after I knew there was no hope of recovery anymore?
It felt like her heart was choking as she watched her change her.
‘My fault is so great…’
At first, she tried to help her Sun-ah brother her, but her eldest aunt shoved her away and glared at me with a resentful look on her face.
It was a silent hint that she should not come any closer to her own son.
She felt even more guilty when she saw her glaring gaze her with her mouth closed tightly so that Seon-a brother could not hear.
That’s why I didn’t even have the courage to talk to Sun-ah, let alone approach him.
The close relationship that had formed when I saw those two on the first day was no longer there.
I was feeling more and more uncomfortable in this house where I lived.
The moment that took me to the gate that day played over and over again in my head and remained as a regret deep in my heart.
