Chapter 73 – Episode 73: Everyday Life Collapsing – Baek Ye-Ji (4)
In the living room without Yeji, Mi-ju was watching a recorded video of Ye-ji taking a test with Hye-hyeon and Eun-seo. She wasn’t aware of the camera’s existence, but even if she knew, there was nothing she could do about it.
“Oh, this is so…”
The scene currently playing shows the day when I was penalized dozens of times for failing to pass a recent exam. It was a scene where he was drooling and memorizing the multiplication table with a stupid face.
“It’s pretty lame?”
Hye-hyeon made an embarrassed expression for no reason at the fairly direct expression.
“This sucks?”
Eunseo asked Miju back as if she couldn’t believe it.
“Yeah. Don’t you guys feel that way? Isn’t that why you were doing it?”
“I don’t even have that feeling…”
“Me too.”
Mijoo smiled and spoke to the two who couldn’t sympathize.
“Well, to put it another way, you can think of it as a similar feeling, like catharsis or pleasure.”
In response to Mijoo’s additional explanation, the two recalled memories of how they felt. The expressions on both of their faces formed a similar crumpled look as they seemed to have similar feelings.
“Uh, so we have the same tastes as you?”
“Heh, so this is what beginners are like… “
Mijoo shook her head and shrugged her shoulders.
“Don’t worry because they are not the same. There are many different types of tendencies and their degrees vary widely, so you can feel different emotions even in the same situation. Conversely, you can also feel the same emotions in different situations.”
“What you’re saying is difficult…”
“No matter how much I think about it, I don’t think I have the inclination.”
Mijoo gave additional explanation to the two who did not understand at all.
“I’ll give you a simple example. In general, sexual excitement is stimulated through the senses of sight, hearing, and touch, right? Most of the time it’s stimulation of the sense of touch called the erogenous zone.”
Hye-hyeon and Eun-seo nodded, recalling the times they each masturbated and had sex with a man.
“Now then, what if you thought you took off all your clothes in front of others?”
Eunseo answered Mijoo’s question with a puzzled expression.
“When the volleyball team changed clothes in the locker room, you didn’t feel anything?”
“Not those common situations. Like when you’re naked alone in front of a man.”
When presented with a more specific situation, Eunseo blushed and said,
“It’s embarrassing.”
“That’s right. But while some people simply feel embarrassed, there are probably more people than you think who feel shameful and humiliated sexual excitement in such situations. On the contrary, there are probably many people who get excited by giving orders. All of those People have a mild tendency. Just look.”
“Ah~”
Hye-hyeon and Eun-seo expressed their admiration as if they finally understood.
“So what does it mean to feel the same way in different situations?”
“That’s right…”
Mijoo refound her frozen video forward. It was a scene where she felt excited as she imagined Yeji wearing a yellow hat and seeing her her childish self coming up soon.
“If you look here, you can see that he’s very excited even though he didn’t say or do anything particularly dirty, right?”
Eunseo, who revived her memory, agreed.
“That’s right. She was really funny? Suddenly her nipples were sticking out of her clothes her her her her…”
Eunseo, who was explaining the situation at the time, couldn’t hold back her laughter and burst into laughter.
“Her face she was also flushed. It was clear she was sexually aroused at this time.”
“Eh? For what?”
“Well…”
Mijoo answered, stroking her chin with her hand.
“I don’t know, but I feel like my body is reacting to some kind of shame. Even if I ask, I probably won’t be able to answer.”
Hye-hyeon, Eun-seo, and Mi-ju thought positively about this change in Ye-ji. I liked the fact that Yeji was turned on by humiliation and had low sexual tastes.
Hye-hyeon spoke about why she called Mi-joo today.
“So now, how can I destroy this bitch in a more cheap and low-class way?”
Mi-ju told Hye-hyeon and Eun-seo what she had been thinking about. She wanted to do it herself, but because of her assistant’s assistant and personal errands, she couldn’t come every day.
Mischievous smiles began to appear on the faces of Hye-hyun and Eun-seo as they listened to Mi-joo’s explanation of her.
“Really… I’m just going to be the worst pervert bitch?”
“Well, you like the pervert queen, right?”
The three continued to have a pleasant conversation for a while, asking about each other’s current status.
“Thank you for your hard work.”
The day after the Yeomgwang volleyball club’s trial experience ended. The things that Yeji went through during that time were things that could not be encompassed by the single word ‘hard work’, but with Eunseo’s pitiful words, the days that Yeji went through were dismissed as nothing special.
“Se-eun was very satisfied.”
Udeuk
When Yeji heard the name Se-eun, she gritted her teeth, but that was all. She had received back the humiliation she had inflicted on them many times over a few months ago. She laughed at herself and found Se-eun, who apologized to her by making her lick her shoes in her underwear in front of her colleagues and juniors.
She showed such an obscene behavior in front of her that I thought there would be nothing more than that. Showing her naked body, everything she had prided herself on was completely ignored. Not only was she ruined, but everything she had built up was ruined, and in the end, she shed tears and reached a miserable bottom.
Will she be able to take revenge if she happens to run into her outside her?
Yeji said she wasn’t confident that she would do that. No, she didn’t even want to meet her. All Yeji could do was to express her anger out of sight.
Seeing Yeji like that, Eunseo smiled. I deliberately provoked Yeji lightly before trampling him thoroughly.
“But you’re a lesbian?”
Yeji’s shoulders flinched. But she thought there was nothing to be surprised about. Hye-hyeon knew this already, so it was only natural that the other children knew as well.
“I have a question. What do lesbians do with each other? They don’t have anything to tease like men do.”
In addition to her straightforward expressions her her, Eunseo expressed sexual intercourse in a low-class way by putting her left thumb and index finger together to form an O and inserting and withdrawing her right index finger into the hole.
Seeing that, Yeji frowned and maintained her silence. Eunseo forcibly grabbed Yeji’s hand and shook it as if she was truly curious.
“Hey, let me know. We decided to be friends~”
Unlike before, Yeji once again felt a sense of strangeness in her new behavior, as if she was asking a favor between real friends.
“Or are you fucking each other with a dildo or something?”
Yeji, who could not speak due to her shame her, nodded her head slightly when Eunseo told her the correct answer.
“Wow, really?! Wearing panties with a dildo that looks like a dick like that?”
When the word referring to a man’s genitals came out, Yeji became even more embarrassed and shocked her head with her face red.
“No, just hold the dildo with your hand…”
“Awesome. And again?”
In response to Eun-seo’s interrogative question, Ye-ji spoke about what she had done with Eun-yeon.
“Use your hands and mouth to caress the nipples, armpits, sides, buttocks, lower body… And the clitoris. I’m sensitive to caresses.”
Why is she confessing about her own sexual arousal points and erogenous zones? But as she was talking, whether it was because of her memories with Zinc or because of shame, her body started to heat up and she started to feel excited.
“I see~ Yeji, since we were there all this time, I couldn’t even figure it out properly. No, you couldn’t have been masturbating here all that time, right? In a space where my friends live together.”
Yeji’s shoulders flinched once again at Eunseo’s inadvertently thrown words at her. Sometimes, when she thought of Zinc, she would rub her pussy, stroking her nipples in her longing.
Sometimes she wet her crotch while looking at Zinc’s miserable appearance in her chat room.
Eunseo snorted and said, looking at Yeji’s reaction to her, who couldn’t lie.
“That’s why we decided to give ourselves special time to predict frustration.”
“What… “
Does this mean she will leave the house for a certain period of time, or does she decide to leave the house altogether?
“You have some free time now, right? For the rest of the vacation, you have to masturbate for an hour every day. Or you can climax three times.”
“Are you telling me to do it unconditionally?”
Yeji sensed the coercion in Eunseo’s tone of her.
“Yeah. Well, you can do more when you get the permission.”
“So you guys are going to stay out?”
I asked with hope.
“That can’t be right~”
Perhaps because I expected it to some extent, I did not express it outwardly, but I swallowed deep regret inside. Because if I could do that, I was going to enjoy my free time alone, let alone masturbating.
“You said we would help Yeji with her her her sexual desires her ~”
‘Disappearing is helping.’
They expressed their dissatisfaction internally, fearing that if they spoke carelessly, they would accuse them of ignoring their sincerity. This is the typical speech style of Iljin, who pretends to help but makes ridiculous demands. It was a technique often used by those who used foresight as an emotional trash can.
“So what do you want me to do?”
He sighed softly and asked for key information. In any case, Yeji had no choice and had to do as she was told, so she wanted to hear it quickly without wasting her emotions.
“Okay, this is it for today.”
The screen prepared by Eunseo was played on the spacious TV screen installed in Yeji’s living room.
“How do I do this?”
On the screen, the photos of Yeji exposing herself at school, the humiliating image she wore while shopping for underwear with Hyehyeon, and finally, all the humiliating scenes she suffered recently at the Yeomgwang volleyball team were edited out, showing only the most miserable images . Br〉
“Kkkk, why? Nice to see you after a long time, right?”
There were erotic scenes on the screen, such as explicit photos, but there were also many scenes that were simply embarrassing or humiliating.
Other people may not know this, but Yeji, who was involved in the event, vividly remembers the shame she felt at the scene, and when she saw the scene all at once, her heart began to beat rapidly and she began to feel a strange sense of excitement.
But no matter what, she wasn’t imagining masturbating, so how could she be masturbating while looking at herself? And that too with a third party next to him who openly tries to ridicule him.
“I can’t.”
“Really?”
She thought that if she refused, she would of course forcefully threatened her, but Yeji was speechless and unable to answer Eunseo’s unexpected question. She tried to reply right away, but the initiative had already passed to Eunseo.
“You can’t do it or you don’t want to do it? You were excited enough when you were in this situation, right? Oh, when you took the revealing photo here at the gym, you probably hid in the corner of the locker room and overhear our conversation, right? You got excited even when you were insulting yourself. “What are you saying you can’t do, Yeji?”
Eun-seo pushed Ye-ji by mixing facts and speculation. It didn’t matter if it was true. In any case, one’s words are like law to Yeji.
“Or is it because I don’t have this?”
Eunseo threw a pouch containing several objects in front of Yeji. It contained tools such as a rotor and dildo that were used when making love with Zinc.
“We said we would help, but we weren’t disgusting lesbians. They just touched us and made us excited, and it was unpleasant to even think about it. So, even though it was vulgar, we brought something we used.”
Although everything about their affection and love was verbally insulted, embarrassment rather than anger showed itself first. Yeji herself knew that being a lesbian was not normal and was something she was embarrassed to reveal.
Chin
Yeji picked up the pouch that Eunseo threw and carefully looked through the contents.
Maybe it’s because it’s been a long time since I came across items that have memories of my relationship with Zinc. I thought it would be possible to use these with the mindset of being together with Zinc. I thought I could do it.
I have to do it anyway. There’s no way they’ll look at it. Because it’s with zinc.
Yeji rationalized herself like this and took out the rotor and slowly turned it on. A small vibration made a buzzing sound as if it had been a long time, reminding Yeji of her excited memories.