Chapter 10 – Disgust
My grades went down a lot…
Quite a lot too…
I checked the mock exam report card … I was a bit shocked to see that two important subjects were marked with a grade of 4.
I’m really upset…
I think it will be difficult for me to get into the university of my choice if I have such a good score in the SAT.
Hmm.. I guess the bullying of my younger brother had a lot of influence..
I need to talk about it tonight.
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“What is that… What to do…”
” Uh .. ? “
“Isn’t oppa just lazy? Why are you blaming me..? It’s so fucking stupid..”
My younger brother throws a cup at me and urges me to bring some water.
My mentality, which has already been shattered, is too hard to disobey my brother’s words..
I still feel the grip on my neck like that time, so vivid like a trauma…
Still, I mustered up my courage, scooped up some water, and carefully told my brother.
“But… Can’t you just refrain from it until the exam?”
“Ah.. It’s noisy.. You can’t hear it”
My younger brother turned up the volume on the TV and took my words off..
I sighed, went back to my room, took out a reference book, and started studying. Fortunately, my brother didn’t come into my room for a long time to see if the TV was fun, so I seemed to be able to concentrate today.
Had it been like that for two hours?
Suddenly, the visit ‘knocked out!’ Opened ..
I was surprised…!
My sister came into my room naked and threw a towel over her face and lay down on the bed..
Then, after looking at the ceiling for a while, he spoke to me
“Brother… Where are you going…?”
” Uh .. ? “
I told you about some of the universities I would like to go to.
“Huh .. That’s right .. “
After not saying anything like that, he went inside the bed and hugged the pillow and called me..
“Brother.. I’m sleepy.. Let’s sleep now..”
It’s still a little early for bedtime.. Are you tired today?
Reluctantly, I turned off the light, went over to the bed, and lay down next to her sister.
My sister hugged me as if she was tangled in my body and said…
“Just… Can’t you stay with me…?”
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Without saying anything, she just stroked her sister’s head..
I don’t know how much time has passed, but her eyes are slowly closing due to her drowsiness.
“Leave me alone… To run away…?”
It started to run fast again…
“Right? That’s right ..! ..Are you going to leave me and run away… ? .. Irresponsible bastard ..”
“What are you talking about all of a sudden?”
Once she hugged her sister to calm her down ..
To be honest, I didn’t know what I was going to do, so I gave it a little force and hugged it.
“Huh … The fuck … I’m so happy .. I’m not responsible for eating …
While continuing to curse at me, he held me in my arms and wiped away his tears by rubbing his face against my chest.
Then he reached into my panties, pulled out my cock, and vigorously rocked it up and down to get an erection.
“…They said they wouldn’t put it in… But it’s fucking big, and if you’re not going to use it, you’ll have to cut it off…”
– Tak! Widely! Widely
“Look at it..! Oppa is so juicy too…!!!”
“J… Wait!”
Without stopping her hand, the big daughter started to squeeze the fully erect cock…
“Good? … Are you getting an erection with your little sister’s hand..? You pervert bastard… Why do you keep bouncing while you like it… You fucking bastard…”
“Stop…Kuu… Stop it…!”
The feeling was so good that if it went on like this, it would be cold soon, so I desperately stopped her sister..
“I’m not that attractive .. ? I go this far… Why can’t I do it ..? Or, oppa hates me .. ? “
“Why do I hate you.. We’re siblings, so we shouldn’t do things like this.. You also have to get a boyfriend when you go to college, and…”
” .. Fuck … Can’t we just stop talking about siblings ..? You can just ignore that and go out with me… If we just keep our mouths shut no one will know! … Oppa you’re such an asshole .. ? Why are you acting so frustrating? It’s…!”
I can’t communicate… He’s smart, but doesn’t seem to understand what I’m saying.
If you mix your body like that and spend more and more time together, surely there will be people who will notice.
If the tail is long, it will eventually be stepped on. The thought of this being found out by our parents or anyone who knows us… Just the thought is terrifying…
While having this conversation, I tried to convince my brother…
After listening to me for a while, I think I calmed down a bit..
“I will never forgive you.”
I muttered something softly, but luckily I stopped shaking my hand and fell asleep hugging me again.. I also sighed in relief and fell asleep.
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I wonder if my persuasion worked, and the next day my younger brother was clearly different from before.
Even at school, the number of times they called me decreased a lot, and even if they did, they just asked what they wanted to eat for dinner.
Just like at home, even when I was cleaning or washing, he stayed quietly without interruption.
What is it like to have a baby shower before bed?
As I was able to focus on my studies like that, the day before the CSAT approached some time ago.
Today, for some reason, my brother didn’t come into my room and quietly went to his room..
Aren’t you telling me to do well on the exam?
I am very grateful for such a small thing.
‘Tomorrow, I’m going to have to eat a lot for my younger brother… ‘With this thought in mind, I went into the bathroom to wash…
Huh ? Did I leave the door open?
When I returned to my room after washing, the door was slightly open… I was a bit puzzled, but… I soon gave up my thoughts and sat down at my desk.
It was the day of the exam, and I took a deep breath in front of the front door and slammed the ball on both cheeks and came to my senses.
“Have a good trip, oppa!”
My younger brother saw me off at the door in his pajamas… Um… Usually, he tells me to do well on the exam..?
I awkwardly waved my hand to say hello and set off. I felt something strange about my younger brother’s words, but after organizing my head and thinking about how to divide my time, I set off for the school that was sent via text message.
What.. Was this number right..?
The number of the text message sent looked a little different… Maybe I was just sensitive, so I took a taxi and moved.
It took about 40 minutes to arrive, but fortunately, I think I have about 15 minutes to spare before 9 o’clock…But why is it so quiet..?
Usually school juniors come to cheer or vendors sell rice cakes and shit..?
I felt something strange.. The school was an elementary school.
Literally no one was around the school.
There’s a security office nearby. ‘Isn’t this a school for college entrance exams today?’ When I asked him, he said he hadn’t heard anything.
I hurriedly called my homeroom teacher and said that the text message seemed to be wrong… I asked what school I had to go to…
It’s the complete opposite of here… It took about two and a half hours by public transport, and even if I took a taxi right away, it would take an hour…
Right now, in this extraordinary situation, my eyes are literally white.
“Heo-euk… Huh…!”
What should I do… What should I do…?
While breathing heavily, I decided to take a taxi and go to the original address…
Of course, when I arrived, I arrived at 10:40, after a long time had passed. Of course, the teacher at this school stopped me in front of me, saying that the school gate was firmly closed and that the exam had already started and that I was not allowed to enter.
One subject’s score was blown… No, all of them.
I came home… Of course I can’t remember how I got here, and I don’t want to… I fell on the bed and buried my face in the pillow,
I just wished that the current situation was a dream…
Yes… Sleep and wake up… Everything is normal…L…
– ㅇ.. Me .. Oppa, wake up~
… Morning ..?
No.. It was dark outside the window …
“Oppa.. I’m hungry.. Cook me”
Somehow, it was already past the evening.
I prepared a simple dinner table and had a late dinner with my brother…
It doesn’t taste like anything… I just put it in my mouth and chewed and swallowed it repeatedly.
The younger brother eats while talking about what makes him feel so good..
I felt bad…
…No way.. No…?
After tidying up, I came back to my room and sat down at my desk to check today’s date…
No matter how much you rub your eyes, it’s the day of the exam…
Fuck… Ah… You shouldn’t curse…
Ha… Fuck…
A visit was held
My brother came up to me and looked down at me sitting there,
Suddenly I started laughing like crazy…
-Hee hee!! Big hit!!Hee hee!!
“Hey… Ah~ Oppa’s expression is so funny~!”
After laughing for a long time, he must have been tired, he said while wiping his tears.
“I sent it far, but it must have taken longer than I thought…?”
” What ..? “
“Do you think I’ll never know you’re leaving home when you go to college…?”
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My brother looked at his phone and kept saying
“So when you treat me well, you should have grown up on your own… Do I have to do this…? Don’t even dream of breaking up with me.. Oppa said you have to be unhappy…?
Should I call my dad and tell him everything? …
Uh…? Oh..Oh…Brother..? “
It’s you… You’re right…
Fucking bitch… A year to rip and kill… Why have I been doing this until now…
I shed tears in front of my brother for the first time…
I was silently looking at this crazy bitch like I was going to kill it, with a distorted expression
If I stay like this, I will definitely have an accident.
So, first of all, I bit my lower lip to suppress my anger as much as possible, but I bit too hard to see if my lips burst.. Blood dripped and tasted like blood..
“Uh…Well…Hmm…”
My sister coughed once and she left my room…
In that empty room, I covered my mouth with my hand and burst into tears.
And then I realized.. The reason why my sister rejected me even though she seduced me so much…
Maybe unconsciously, at some point, I hated my younger brother?
No.. Now I know for sure..
I hate my brother… I fucking hate him… I hate him to the point of wanting to kill him…
I hate my younger brother
